第一章我恨我妈
我恨我妈毛素莲。
特别的恨。
yizhiyuhenyimanyan，rangwoyoujiangjinshiniandoubugentayourenhedelianxi。
zheizhonghen，qiyuanyuwodebiaojiemaomengmeng。
maomengmengshiwodajiujiadehaizi，tashibasuideshihoudaowojiade，neishihou，wosisuiban。judarenshuo，wodajiuyinweiwodajiumagenbiedenanrentouqing，yinuzhixia，bawodajiumajisuile。
wodajiuyeyincilangdangruyu。
dajiumajiadeniangjiaren，yinweihenwodajiudeyuanyin，duiwobiaojiemaomengmenghenbudaijian，tebieshitalaoyehelaoniang，fangchulaihua，jiusuanshimaomengmengesi，tamenyebuyangshaletamennverdechourenjiadehaizi。
maomengmengwuchukequ，dongjiazang，xijiachuandeguoleyoubangeyue。
houlai，beishoujiandewodajiu，zhidaotanverzhengzaiwaimianshouku，tajiutuolelvshijiwomashaoxin，rangwomakanzaimaomengmengxingmaodefenshang，yidingyaoshouyangleta。
womashengmuxinfanlan，dangshilianshangliangdoumeigenwobashangliangyixia，jiubamaomengmengdaihuilejia。
sisuiduodehaizi，yinggaishihaimeiyoutaishendejiyide，zhishi，neishihousisuiduodewo，jidehenqingchu，ziwobiaojietajinwojiadamendediyibu，wodefangjian，jiuchengletahewogongyongdele。
neishihouwomenjiazhudeshiliangshiyiting，babamamashuiyijianwoshi，wozijishuiyijianxiaowoshi。
maomengmengyilai，wodexiaowoshijiubeifenchengleliangban，yibanfangzhewodechuang，lingyiban，gaoleyizhangzhediechuang。
woyiwei，wohainengshuizaiwodechuangshang，meixiangdao，wodeguisu，zuizhongzaineizhangzhediechuangshang。
wobugaoxing，zhaowomakunao。
womalaguowo，liangbazhangzhongzhongdeshuaidaolewode**shang。
tashuo：“nishidangmeimeide，jiubunengrangrangjiejiema？jiejiemeiyoumamale，babayouzhaogubuleta，tazheimekelian，nihaiyaogentazheng？nizheihaizi，dongbudongshi？”
xiaoxiaonianjidewo，wanquanbudong，maomengmengdekelian，genwoyouyimaoqiandeguanxima？
tabasuiletama，shiworangtasuidema？tabazhaogubuleta，shiwoburangzhaogudema？
mingmingwocaishizuiwugude，pingshenmewoyaochengdantakeliandejieguo？
chuangdeshi，yinweiwomamadalewoyidun，jiuzheiyangjieshule，zici，wojiuyizhishuizaineizhangjibushufudezhediechuangshang，guolesannian。
zheisannianli，womashimaomengmengweizhenbao，buguanshizaishenghuoshang，haishizaixuexishang，duitadoushixiangdangdezhaogu。
tagenwodouxihuantiaowu，kewobaneishihouzhengdeqianyouxian，zhigougongyigehaizishangwudaobande，woyiwei，woshiwobawomaqinshengde，wobazhenghuilaideqian，kendingyaojinzhewoyongba？
meixiangdao，womayirenzuozhu，zhijiejimaomengmengbaolewudaoban。
maomengmengdewudaofufahuilaideshihou，tachuanzhezaiwodemianqianzhuanazhuande，xiangyizhibaitianeyiyang，xiaoxiaonianjidewo，dingzhexianmudeyanshen，yeshenrenjingdeshihoubaozhemaomengmengdewudaofukudeyitahutu。
guonian，yaotianzhixinyifu，womaqiongjinsuoyou，jimaomengmengmaileyijianchaohaokandeyurongfu，erwo，zhinengchuanzhemaomengmengchuanguodejiuyifuguonian。
womazheigeshihouhaishiyuanyianweiwode。
tagenwoshuo：“linlina，nijiejieshenshikelian，mamashititagugu，daititabazhaoguta，yaoshibujinzhetachitachuan，waimianderengaishuowonvedaitale，tuomoxingzidounengbawojiyansi，makebeibuqizheimingsheng。”
“nishibamaqinshengde，shoudianerweiqubusuansha，shuodaodi，haishizanmenzuiqin......”
neiyinian，wokanzhemaomengmengchuanzhexinyifu，gaoaodexiangyizhikongqueyiyang，zailailaiwangwangdekerenmianqiangezhongxianbai。
erwo，zeshisuozaiqiangjiao，xiangyitiaogouyiyang，kelianbabadekanzhewomalingzhemaomengmengzaikerendemianqianxuanyao。
kerenshuo：“suliana，nimenjiaguonianshibushimeijisulinmaixinyifua？”
womabailewoyiyan，madao：“zheiyatou，buaiganjing，mailexinyifu，tayenengchuandegenmobuyiyang，jiutaa，zhipeijianmengmengchuanguodejiuyifu......”
jiexialai，womajiubalabaladegenkerengezhongshuo，shuowoduobutinghua，meiyoumaomengmengguaiqiao。
shuowonaodaibendegeneyiyang，yidaoshuxuetijianglebabianwohaishibuhui。buxiangmaomengmeng，yidianjiutong，haishimaojiadehaizicongming。
shuowobudongshi，zongaigenmaomengmengzhenglaiqiangqude，mingmingmaomengmengdouneimekelianle，woweishenmejiubunengrangzheta？
......
womadelengyannuyu，rutongshiyibalirenyiyang，henhendezhajinwodexinli，nianjixiaodewo，yijingyoulezizunxin，wozhijide，neitiandewo，jiuhaoxiangshizuozailezhamandingzidebandengshang，zuolinanan。
womalengxiaozhe，zhizhewogenkerenshuo：“nikantaneichuxi，zhenshibafenduidejizi，shangbulegaomentai......”
maomengmengshangdaoliunianjideshihou，yinweixuexiyouyi，kenengyaokaozhongdianchuzhong。
womajiekouwonianjixiao，youainaoteng，payingxiangdaomaomengmengdexuexi，tayishouzhuaizhewo，yishoutuozhewodezhediechuang，bawotuidaoleketinggencantingxiangjiedexiaoguodaoshang。
neiyiniandedongtian，shizhendehenleng，fengbibuyandejiali，haoxiangsichudoushilengfeng。
yeliwoguozhebeizi，tangzaiguodaoshangsesefadoudeshihou，womaquebaozhemaomengmengdejianbang，gezhongxixinfudao，yifumucinvxiaodehuamian。
wobudebuchengren，maomengmengshizhendehenyouxiu，tazaixuexiaoli，jiushinvshenyiyangderenwu。
xuexiaodewudaoliansai，tayijuduokui。langsongbisai，taminglieqianmao。gongkeshang，gengshiyouxiudaowozhinengwangqixiangbei。
xuexiaokaidahui，womazuoweiyouxiuxueshengdejiazhang，shangtaijianghua，tafengguangwuxian，chengweilezhongjiazhangyanzhongxianmudeduixiang，neitian，tazaitaishangkankanertan，xiangquanxiaojiqianmingjiazhang，jiangshutashiruhejiaoyuchulaixiangmaomengmengneimeyouxiudehaizide。
ertadeqinshengnverwo，zeshizuozaizuibuxianyandejiaoluoli，banaodaimaidedidide。
tongxuemenwenwo：“sulin，nicaishinimaqinshengdenver，wozenmejuede，nimaainibiaojie，biainiduodeduoa？”
wodiaozheyanlei，buzuohuida。
qizhishiduodeduo？shiduohenduohaobuhao？ruguowomanengbataduiwobiaojiedeai，fenjiwoshifenzhiyi，woyebushijintianzheifuyangzile。
wodanxiao，qienuo，zibei，maomengmengyouduoyouxiu，jiuxiandewojiuyouduochajing。
shangxiaoxuesannianjidewo，weilenengtaodewomadehuanxin，pinmingdexuexi。
zaoshang，wowudianbanjiuqichuangbeishu，wanshang，wopazaiketingdexiaochajishanggezhongxiexiesuansuan。