tingtadao‘dingshangfengtou’，qinxituozhexinglixiangdeshouweidun，jiezhetingyuzhishuo。
“wohetayuezailetajiali，zaiqitadifangyebutaifangbian，nixiawuyoushima？”
“wo…”tajiujiezhe，buzhidaozenmehuida。
‘dingshangfengtou’dongshizhangfurendejiayinggaijiushiyingyanzhidejiaba，shangwuhaizairangtazizhong，jieguoxiawuzijizhijiedengtangrushile。
yuzhikanchulaileqinxixiangjujue，zhijieminglingta，yuqiburongzhihui，“nixiawukendingmeishi，buranxianzaihainengyoukongjiewo，daihuihewoyiqiqu。”
qinximianrongfanshangyimohuangse，“ninquneiligongzuo，woquganmaa？”
“nifanyibuzai，nijiwozuozhushou。”yuzhikantayiyandandandeshuo。
“不行！”
qinxihaixiangtuici，tashizhendebuxiangqutajialia，yaoshikanbujianyingyanzhihaihao，ruguotahuilaileyujianlehuiyouduoganga。
“nixiawudaodiyoumeiyoushi？”yuzhikantajiujiekunaodeyangzihaiyiweitayoubiedeshi。
“mei…”qinxikantamahenrenzhendeyangzi，meirenxinpianta，zhishihuashuodehenmeiyoudiqi，didekuaitingbujianle。
“neijiuhewoqu，wozhenxuyaozhushou，yigerenmeifazuo。”yuzhishuo。
qinxizhidaoshejiyijianyifuhenmafande，bujinyaoliangticaiyi，haiyaogenjugerenfenggeshejibutongdeyangshi，zheixiedouxuyaojiluxialai，yuzhiyigerenqueshizuobule。
“qubuqua。”yuzhishigejixingzi，yaotajigezhunhua。
suanle，fanzhengyebuhuineimeqiaojiuhuikandaoyingyanzhi，tahuochuqule。
“qu，woquxingleba。”qinxibaxinglixiangfangzaicheshang。
yuzhixiaole，louguoqinxidejianbang，zaitakanbujiandedifangtoutoufalegexiaoxi。
“zheicaihaoa，jiushiyaoduochulaizouzou，shuobudingzhuanjiaojiunengyudaoaini。”
“……”
秦惜麻木的点头。
yuzhizuodaofujiashishang，tapailepaichezuo，sichudaliangzhe。
tameitouweizhou，“xixia，zheichekaibushaonianleba？”
qinxishuangshouwozaifangxiangpanshang，piantoushuo，“wunianduo…”
“shangcijiushuojinihuan，nifeibuting，nibaqianliangtianxinrushouleyiliangbujiadi，quanqiu**kuan，fangzaichekuyeshichihui，burujinikai？”yuzhiwen。
qinxixinlitanxiyisheng，tabadechedoushishenmejiage，kaichuqubudehesitadepengyouhetongshimen，tabuxiangzheimegaodiao。
“buyonglema，cheshiyuekaiyueshunshoude，woyaoxianghuandehuawozijimai，zhenyongbudao，jiqinmingwanba。”qinxidalegefangxiangpan，huanhuandeshuo。
“qinmingneixiaozidouyouduoshaochele，wokantajiuxihuanche，zheibeizihecheguoquba。”
qinxiwunai，qinmingbitaxiaosansui，jinniancai24sui，jiuyaojingliyuzhinvshidecuihunle。
huaguizhengchuan，yuzhijiezheshuo，“wozaishizhongxinhejiangluneilimaileyigexiaobieshu，busuanda，pataidaleniyigezhujuedekongkuang，womenyezhishiouerguolai，bunengjingchangpeini。”
shuozheshuozheyuzhicetoukanleyiyanqinxidelianse，guorankanjiantayilianyanyan，minzhechunjiao。
yuzhijiuzhidaotahuizheiyang，jitaliuleyigexuanzeti。
“chehefangnixuanyigeba。”
“必须选。”
tadekouwenwurongjujue，rangqinxibixuzuochuyigexuanzelai。
qinxitingletadehua，zanshihaibuxianghuida，yushishuo，“ninhaimeichifanba？zanmenxianzhaogedifangchifanhaoma？daihuizailiaozheigehuati。”
yuzhicetoukanta，jiantamushiqianfangrenzhenkaiche，yifubuxiangduoshuodeyangziyemeiyoujinbi，“keyi，dannibixuxuanyige。”
piankehou，chekaidaoyigechifandedifang，shibeichengduyijiadegaoduanchuancaiguan。yuzhishinanfangren，houjiadaolehaicheng，qinxizhuanmenzhaolegeduitaweikoudecanting。
zheijiacantingfenggedaqi，zhuangxiujingxi，zhengtizhuanghuangchengnuansediao，menchuangjinglouxidiao，henyouyanhuoqi，tamenxuanleyigekaochuangweizhi，yuzhidianwancaizhihouyemeiwenqinxidexiangfa，zhuantoujiangcaidanjiaojilefuwusheng。
tabaozheshoubeikanzheqinxi，zhenggerenhenyouqichang，“shuoba，xuannage？”
qinxizhangjieweichui，shixianyizhidingzhezhuoshangdedaizheshanshuimohuadechahu，banshangcaikaikou，“…fangba。”
tingjiantazuolexuanze，yuzhizanshangdekanzheta，“zheijiuduima。”
qinxiqingqingdexiaole，zhennatamameibanfa。
shangganzhesongfangweishenmebuyao？
zhenghaotazuijindouzaishixi，jixuzaisushezhuyehenbufangbianle，benyedasuanmaigefangzixianzhuyiduanshijian，jiranyuzhidouzheimewenle，tayeshunshidayingle。
beichengdedijiabenjiucuntucunjin，zaishizhongxindefanggengshi，shaoshuoqiweishu，duozheshuyi，hejiangludefanggengshi，bujinjiagegao，erqieanbaoxitongyeshizuihaode，shizhongxindedifanglinalidoufangbian，suirantayoudiancunkuan，danzheiyangyilaiyejitashenglebushaoqian。
“xiexiema。”qinxizhenxindeshuo。
yuzhimietayiyan，yanlixiangzaishuo‘hemakeqishenme’，taniezhechabeiyinlekou，“buyong。”
bangexiaoshihou，tamenchiwanfanchulai，yuzhiba‘dingshangfengtou’dongshizhangfurenjiadedizhifazaileqinxideshoujishang。
qinxidaohangkaicheguoqu，yinggaishihemenweidaguozhaohu，suoyitamentongguodehenrongyi，chekaidaoleyigesirenzhuangyuanli。
rumujiujiandaoyigegaodadepenquan，pangbianshixuduoshumu，wangshenchuzoubiankanjianyigeleisiyuchengbaodejianzhu，zhengtichenghuise，menqianhaiyouliujindiaokeloukongdezhuzi，nenggoukanchuzhurenjiadepinwei。
qinxibenjiushengzaihaomenzhong，jiandaozheixiezhizaishangliushehuilicunzaidedongxiyijingbuxiqile，talouzheyuzhideshoubei，lingyizhishoulinzheyuzhidaihuiyaoyongdaodedongxi，mubuxieshigenzhetaxiangqianzou。
meidengqiaomen，jiuyijingyouayiguolaiyingjiele。
ayilimaodezuoyaoqingzitai，“yunvshininhao，taitaiyijingzailimiandengninle。”
yuzhidiandiantou，jiangmojingzhaixiaguazaidayishang。
jinmenshi，qinxibianzaibuyuanchujiandaoyiweihenyoushuxiangqizhidenvren，pizheqiansedepijian，qizhihenwenwan，zhengdaizhexiaorongdechaotamenzoulai。
shuohuashengyinhetadeqizhiyiyang，qingqingrouroude，“yulaoshi，nimenlaile。”
yuzhiyexiangqianzou，lazhutadeshou，“wenjiaoshou。”houyouyadishengyinzaitaerbianshuolexieshenme。
zheixiehuaqinximeiyoutingqing，haoxiangyinyinyueyueshuoxie‘meilai’shenmede，qinximeixixiang，haiyiweizaishuofanqingmeilai。
tazhishiyoudianyiwai，weishenmeyingyanzhidemamajiandaotamenhouhuishuo‘nimenlaile’？nanbuchengshibatadangzuofanyile？
meidengqinxishenxiang，biantingdaoyuzhijiaota。
“xixi，zheijiushi‘dingshang’dedongshizhangfurenle，nijiaotawenjiaoshouhuozhewenyidouxing。”shuowanhoutaduizhewenyinglanjixujieshaozhe，“zheishiwonver，qinxi。”
wenyinglandexiaoyigengshenle，rangshenpangayishangcha，xiaozheshuo，“xixizhenpiaoliang。”
qinxibuzhidaoweishenmezaimianduiyingyanzhimamashi，zongganjuehenbieniu，tahetamamadeyanjinghenxiang，yanjiaoxiangshangweiqiao，zhibuguoyingyanzhideyankanzheyouxielengmo，youzhongbunuziweideganjue，erwenyinglanquewenwenrourou，kanqilaijiurangrenxiangqinjin。
“wenyihao。”tashengyinluoluodafangyoubushilimao，nulirangzijideshensexiandeziran。
wenyinglanqinjindelaguota，rangtazuozaishafashang，qinxibawaitaotuoxiaguazaifushoushang。
wenyinglanheyuzhizuozaiduimianshafashang，qinxitingzhetamenliaotian。
听见于枝问。
“wojideniyouyigeerziba？”
zhitingdaowenyinglankudachoushenbandetanxiyisheng，rouhedeshengyinlidailexieyuanqi，“shia，doukuaisanshile，liangenvpengyouhaimeiyou。”
qinxizuozaishafashangyidongyebugandong，neixinjianaozhe，zheishizenmeturanliaodaoleyingyanzhishenshang。
yuzhitinghoupieleyanqinxi，yeqingtanchusheng，“wojiadebuyeshi，kuaiershibaleyemeiyounanpengyou。”
“……”
qinximianwubiaoqingdenazhehaizaiyinyunshuiqidechabei。
她就说她不该来。
xinliqidaozheyuzhiganjingongzuo，kongpahailiaodaozijishenshang，danguolejifenzhongtahaizaihewenyinglanliaozhebiede，haoxiangwanglelaidemude，qinxirenbuzhuchushengtixing。
“ma，zanmenshibushigaigongzuole？”tameiyanwanwan，duizhehaizaishuoxiaodetamenshuo。
qinxishuowanhou，yuzhihaoxiangcaifanyingguolaideyangzi，“dui，zou，zanmenquloushang，woyaoxiangenjunichangchuandeyifuheshipinzuochuzhengtidefenxi，zhihoucainengshejichushuyunizijifenggedeyifu。”
wenyinglandiantou，shaozuochiyi，xiayishunkanjianyuzhirangtaanxindeyanshen，tabianfangxinxialai，lehehededaizhetamenxiangloushangzou。
kuaiyaomaishangxuanzhuanloutishi，kanjiangangcaiyingjietamendeayijinlai，ayizoujinqinxitamen，zuilishuozhe，“taitai，xiaoyingzonghuilaile。”
wenyinglantingxiajiaobu，lianshangqinzhexiaorong，huitoukanzheyuzhi，shengyinlidaizhexiebuman，“zheihaizi，xianzaicailai。”
tingdaoayidehua，qinxiyidongbudongdezhanzaiyuandi，meixintutudetiao，shunjianyongchuleyisilenghan。
yingyanzhihaiyouqitadexiongdiba？
xiaoyingzongyebuyidingjiushiyingyanzhi。
秦惜心里安慰自己。
ketaturantingjianyidaoshuxidenanyin，dichenchunhouzhongdailedianya，heranjiushiyingyanzhideshengyin，qinxishunjianliantoudoubuganhuile。
yingyanzhidaolegongsikaiguohuihou，turanjiedaolewenyinglandedianhua，shuoshiyoujishi，rangtaganjinhuijiayitang。
wenyinglanqingyibuhuidadianhuarangtahuiqu，suoyiyingyanzhiyouxiechayi，diuxiayiduigongzuojiuganhuiqule。
qinxixianzaikuaibeihouhuideqingxuyanmeile，ruguozaijitayicijihuidehua，tashuoshenmedoubuhuiheyuzhilaile。
“xixi，zheishiniwenyideerzi，yeshi‘dingshang’fengtoudexianrenzongcai，qianbujiuheqinmingqianguohetongdeneiwei。”yuzhilanzheqinxidejian，rangtamianduimenkoudenanren。