binglengdedaofenghuapopifushi，yanketingjianzijidexuezazaifahuishangdeshengyin。
bushidida，shipu——xianglandiaodexihongshishuaizaidishang。
tagangbabenshizuidadeheishehuizuzhitoumusongjinjianyu，hongsedefapaohaizhanzheduifanglvshipenguolaidekoushui，zhuanshenjiuzhuangshanglexiangkoudeyinying。qibadao，quanshikailerendexiguadao，zaibangwandeyuguanglishanzhecuidubandelengguang。
“yanlvshi，daoshangdeguiju，zhancaoyaochugen。”weishoudedaobalianxiaoqilai，yachuangshanghaizhanzhecaiye，“nirangwomendagedundalao，womenjiurangni……”
houmiandehuabeiyanmeizaijutongli。
diyidaotongzaifubu，xiangbeishaohongdetiegunhenhennianguo。yankexiayishiqumokoudailideluyinbi——tazongxiguanluxiaweixie，zheishilvshidebenneng——dandierdaoyijingpixiangtadebojing。
wenredeyetihuzhuleshixian，takanjianzijideshouzaidishangchouchu，xiangtiaobeicailandewugong。fahuicongxiongqianhualuo，gundaojizhewushuideqiangjiao，jinsedemaisuibeixuepaodefaan。
真可笑。
tadayinglewushuchangyingzhang，rangsharenxiongshoufufa，rangtanguanwuliluoma，zuihouquesizaiqigelianzidourenbuquandehunhunshouli。
yishichenxiaqudeqianyimiao，yankezhiyouyigeniantou：**de，haimeihuogou。
……
“咚！咚！咚！”
zamenshengxiangzhongchuiqiaozaitaiyangxueshang，zhendegutoufengdouteng。
yankemengdizhengkaiyan，shouxianwendaodeshimeiwei，hunhezheliezhixiangyanhehanchoudesuanfuqi。shixiansuojishibanbodetuqiang，tiemanleguoqidehuafeiguanggao，qiangjiaoduizhefachaodejiubaozhi，yizhizhizhuzhengpazaiwangzhongyang，dingzhetazheitiao“xinliewu”。
这是哪里？我是？
这不是她的身体。
geboxidexiangmagan，shouwannengbeiyizhishouzuanzhu，pifushangbumanleqingzideyuhen，xinjiujiaodie，xiangfuchouloudeditu。
“linxi！xiao**！kaimen！”menwaidenanshengcugarushazhi，“duodeguochuyiduobuguoshiwu，guolejinwannijiuchengnianle，hainengrangnifeile？”
林夕？
moshengdemingzizuanjinnaohai，jinjiezheshichaoshuibandejiyisuipian——
hunandegelou，jifuzhaoqiangfeinideshouchekaitadeyiling，yangmuliuyunzhanzaimenkou，beiduizhetaxiweiqun，shengyinqingpiaopiaode：“tashiniba，renrenjiuguoqule。”
fangxuelushangbeiduzaixiangzili，zhaoqiangqiazhetadexiaba，jiuqipenzailianshang：“dengnimanleshibasui，jiujiwoshenggewa。”
haiyougangcai，baoyuzazaichuanghushang，zhaoqiangzhuangkaifangmen，pidaikouzaidengguangxiahuangchulengguang，tabeibidaochuangbian，kanzhelouxiaheiqiqideyumu，zongshentiaolexiaqu——
是原主的记忆。
zheigejiaolinxidenvhai，zaishibasuishengrideqianyiye，congsanloutiaolexiaqu，yongsiwangjieshulezhangdashuniandeweixieyumoshi。
erta，yanke，yigegangbeikansidedingjianlvshi，zhongshengzailezheijubinlinposuidelinsiqianshentili。
“哐当！”
menbanbeichuaidehuanglehuang，muxiesusuwangxiadiao。zhaoqiangdezhoumashengyuelaiyuejin：“biezhuangsi！wokanjiandengliangle！zaibukaimen，wobanituidaduan！”
yankedexinzangzaixiongqianglikuangtiao——bushiyinweihaipa，shiyinweifennu。
tajingshouguowushuxingqinan，jianguozuiexindezuifan，tingguozuilengmodebaobi，danmeiyouyicixiangxianzaizheiyang，fennudexiangsisuiyanqiandeyiqie。
zheijushentidetengtonghaizai，yuanzhudekongjuhaizai，danyankedelinghunzaoyizaiwushucitingshenzhongcuilianchenggang。
tamengdizuoqishen，muguangsaoguoqiangjiao——neiliyoukuaibeichuaixialaidesuiboli，bianyuanfenglirudao。
menwaidezhuangjishengyuelaiyuexiang，menbanyankanjiuyaobeizhuangkai。
yankezhuaqisuiboli，fanshouzangzaixiukou，lingyizhishoumodaotoudingdetianchuang。shengxiudeheyefachu“zhiya”decanjiao，tayonglituikai，binglengdeyushuishunjianguanlejinlai，dazailianshang，xiangwushugenxizhen。
“砰！”
fangmenzhongyubeizhuangkai，zhaoqiangdeshenyingchuxianzaimenkou，manlianhengrouzaihunandedengguangxianiuquchengegui。
“xiao**，kanniwangnapao！”tapuguolaideshunjian，yankefanshenpashangchuangtai，chijiaocaizaishihuadechuangkuangshang。
louxiashishenbujiandideheian，baoyuxiangbianziyiyangchouzaishenshang。
zhaoqiangshenshouquzhuatadetoufa，yankemengdizhuanshen，zuanzhesuibolideshouhenhencixiangtadeshoubei！
“啊——！”
zhaoqiangcanjiaozhehoutui，shoubeishangshunjianzhankaiyidaoxuehua。
yankemeiyoulianzhan，jiezhezheigekongxi，zhuazhuchuangwaidepaishuiguan，zongshentiaolexiaqu。
shengxiudetieguanzaizhangxinliuxiazhuoredetonggan，tajihushihuazheluodide，jiaohuaichuanlaiyizhenzuanxindeteng——dagaishiniudaole。
但她不敢停。
shenhouchuanlaizhaoqiangdenuhouheliuyunjiaxingxingdekuhan：“linxi！kuaihuilai！nibabushiguyide！”
yankechongjinyumu，chijiaocaizaininingli，suiboliheshizihuapojiaodi，liuxiayiluxueji。
tabuzhidaoyaoqunali，zhizhidaobixupao。
paochuzheigediyu，paochuzheijushentidejuewang，paochuyankehelinxigongtongdesiwang。
baoyumohuleshixian，chengshidenihongzaiyuliyunchengyipianguangguailulidesekuai。taxianggewutoucangyingbankuangben，zhidaofeibuxiangyaozhakai，caifuzheyiduqianghuanhuanhuazuozaidi。
jiaodidexuehunzhenishui，niannideexin。hanlengcongsizhibaihaizuanjinlai，dongdeyachidazhan。
jiuzaizheishi，yishuciyandechedengchuantouyumu，huanhuantingzaitamianqian。
chechuangjiangxia，luchuyizhangqingjuandelian。nanrenchuanzhexidefabaidelansegongfu，shouliwozhefangxiangpan，yanshenzaitalangbeidemoyangshangtingliuleliangmiao，shengyingezheyushengchuanlai，wenhedeyouxiebuzhenshi：
“**，xuyaobangmangma？”
yankekanzheta，youkanlekanshenhouwubiandeheian——zhaoqiangdeyingzifangfohaizaineili。
tazuanjinlequantou，zhijiashenshenqianjinzhangxin。
活下去。
zheishicikeweiyideniantou。
（第一章完）