第1章
血液科的门诊室里。
yishengnaguoxiangwandexuechangguihuayandan，fanfuchakanyifan，mianseningzhong，“xiangnvshi，baixibaoshenggaoliushiduowan，chubuzhenduanshimanxinglixibaobaixuebing。”
白血病？！
zheisangeziyouruqingtianpilizaxia，xiangwanxianranshimeizhaojiazhezhu，lianshangdexuesedangranwucun。
yishengdekouwenweiwan，zhangshuyikouqi，“niquzuogusuichuanci，yaogenjubingqing，zaidinglunzhiliaofangan，henidejiarenhuoshilaogongshuoyisheng。”
xiangwanzhiganjuezhishenzaibinglengdehushuili，hanyiwubianwujidewanggutoulizuan，tahuxichidun，kanzheshoujishanglaogongyunyanbutingdidaguolaidianhua，fanzaozhiganyouranersheng。
lianggeyueqian，qupinkunshanquzuogongyi，yunyandebaiyueguangmishuanjingyugenzhequ，jieguoweilexianhaita，zijicongshangushanggunlexialai。
rendaoshimeisi，xiaotuibeifenglideshitouhuachusanlimiduozhangdekouzi，ningxuegongnengzhangai，shilexuduodexue。
youyushanqumeiyoujiankong，shifeiduicuoquanpinganjingyuneizhangzui，yunyanduicijiangxinjiangyi，xiangwancongtayanshenlikanchu，shihuaiyizijide。
shishangzuicanrendehua，buguoruci，tahongzheyankuangsiyazhegentashuo，“wokannishigongdoujukanduole，jingyuwozuilejie，buxunishanghaita。”
zheijuhuahaoxiangshiyasiluotuodezuihouyigendaocao，chedidianranxiangwanzheisannianlaideweiqu。
zuolesanniananjingyudetishen，yinxuexingxiangtong，jianjingyuwuchangxianxue，quehuanbuhuilaogongdewenrouyuxinren。
douranshifangdehenyi，rangtashiqulizhi，buxiangzairenle，tayibajiuzhubingchuangshangdejiaodidideanjingyushuaidelaoyuan。
xiangwanhanleidaixiaodikanzheyunyan，“kanqingchumeiyou？zheicaishiwotuide！kanwoduodadu，jinizhizaolianxiangxiyudejihui！”
suihouxiaosalikaishanqu，zheilianggeyue，yinweianjingyudeshiqing，tazhengzaiheyunyannaolihun，banchuyunjiabieshu，yijinglianggeyuemeihuiqule。
xiangwanxinfanyiluandibashoujizhijieguanji，wunaifuzheetou，“neiwohainenghuoduojiu？”
yishengjiangdezhuanyeshuyu，tabudongyixue，yebumingbai，zhizhidaotahuanleaizheng，mashangjiuyaosile。
yishengjiantalianseweinan，tuiletuibiliangshangdeyanjing，“manxinglixibaobaixuebingfensangejieduan，wendingqi、jiasuqi、bianyiqi，denggusuichuancijieguochulai，zaikaolvshihualiaohaishibaxiangzhiliao，zheibianjianyinizhuyuanguancha。”
zhuyuanxuyaorenpeihu，xiangwanxinxiadesuankuzhichongfeifu。
tacongxiaowufuwumu，zaigueryuanzhangda，youhelairenpeihu？
ershisuineiyinian，yuanzhangkantazhangdeyouxiezise，bianjiangtayiyibaiwanyuanmaidaodacaifadejiali。
zhiyaonengtaochuyuanzhangsemimideyanshen，taganyuantuoxie。
tajilaogongdeqianrenzuoxueku，sannian。
suoyihuihuanshangmanli，huibuhuihezhangqichouxueyouguan？
qishi，yunyanpingshiduitayeshijihaode，huizaihutadeganshou，zheijinianzaiwuzhishangcongweikuidaiguota。
yunyandangchushuangkuaidayingquta，jiushiyijingchadao，tashenshangdexuehebaiyueguangdexueyiyangme？
yihuoshiyinweizheirongmaozhangdexiangbaiyueguang？
或许都是。
jiehunshuangkuaidaying，dangtatichulihunshi，yunyanyeshuangkuaidaying，daoshiyidianbutuonidaishui。
xiangdaozheier，xiangwandexinmeiyoulaidiyihan，yanzhongshunjianqilemenglongzhigan。
xiangwanchuleyishengzhenshi，jiaoxiafaruan，xinxiafangfoyouyizhiwuxingdeshoujinjinezhitadebozi，huxishiduanshixu，neiyishunjianyoutaiduodebuganba。
xiangwanshouhuifenfeizaluandesixu，zhunbeixiaerlouzuoguchuanshi，yingmiankanjianyunyandaizhebaiyueguanganjingyulaixueyekekanbing。
sanrenzhijianliangjiudeduishi。
yunyanxiayishidishuaikaianjingyu，mianselengjun，shixianluozaixiangwanshoulidehuayandanshang，“lijiachuzoulelianggeduoyue，wodadianhuayebujie，zanliangrujinhaimeilihunni，laixueyeke，keshishentibushufume？haishi......”
jintianzaoshangtarangzhulicaidatingdaoxiangwandexialuo，zhunbeixiawujiangtajiehuijia。
lianggeyueqianyinzheanjingyurangtashilefencun，youhexiangwanchaojiale，jurannaodaolelihun。
tajingranganhetatilihun，gengyoudanlianglijiachuzou，shoujiyebujie。
yuanlaixiangwanbuzaidezheilianggeyue，tahuiqingbuzijindixiangqixiangwan。
manzhangdeshenyeli，kanzhelengqingdefangjian，zhiyoutaduziyiren，zhanzailuodichuangxia，shouchiyibeihongjiujijingchushen。
zhuanguoshen，quebujianxiangwandeshenying。
yunyanzaojiuyishidaoduixiangwanyijingdongleqing，zhishitayebuquedingzheizhongganqingshizhenshijia。
zhidaokanzheshoujishangdeweixin，xiangwantichulihun，tacairumengchuxing，yuanlaizijizaoyijingxihuanshanglexiangwan。
xiangwanwenyanhuangluandejianghuayandansaijinbaoli，yanshenqinglengzhishiyunyan，“haishishenme？nijuedewozaigenzongnimen，shime？”
yunyanlianselengdanpingjing，buqibolan，“wodeyisixiahuibiedongbudongjiulijiachuzou。”
qingdijianmianfenwaiyanhong，anjingyusihaomeiyoubiaoluchubuyue，yixibaiselianyiqunchentuoxia，gengxianderuobujinfeng，jiaojiaoruoruo，fangfoshiyuexiadebaihe，sanfazhechenjingdeguangze。
neizhongyushengjulaidegaoguidianya，shixiangwanbunengbinide，fanjianchenai，zenganyumingyuezhenghui？
云琰眼光确实可以。
“xiangwan，biewuhui，woyuyangegeshangliangguole，bunengzaichounidexue，womingtianyaochuguozhiliao，jintiantapeiwo，zuozuihouyicijiancha，xiwangninengdaitiwozhaoguhaota。”
yunyanqingqingkeleke，shengyintingbuchuqingxu，cetoukanzheanjingyu，“shijianbuzaole，worangsijisongnihuiqu。”
anjingyumeiyandewenrouzhisefangfosichuchunyilvchaoyang，yixiaozhixia，meimupanxi，“zheigeshiziran，bijingtacaishinimingmeizhengqudehefaqizi，niguanxintashizhangfuyingjindezeren，shiyinggaide，wobuxiangnimenyinwoerlihun。”
xiangwanyouzenhuitingbuchutahuayuzhongdehanshasheying，yunyancongweixihuanguoziji，zhishifalvshufuxiadezeren。
buguoshiduibaiyueguangdeaierbude，shengchulaidezhinian，ouerhuixiangqitazheizhanglianzhangdekusibaiyueguang，laihetalvxingyixiafuqizhishieryi。
zuikexiaodeshitahetachenjinzaiwushanzhizhong，tayanzhongshizhongqingming，xinlixiangzhenianzhedeshilingwaiyigenvren。
fanzhengbuzhihainenghuojinian，zheitishensheiaidangsheidangqu，tashibudangle！
hunjianjueyaoli，zhibing，congjinwanghoutayaoweizijierhuo。
xiangwanshenshoulanxiazhengyaoliqudeanjingyu，congronghanxiao，“anxiaojiesuoyanjishi，yunyanshiwodelaogong，zhiyaoyizhimeilihun，wojiushiyunyanmingzhengyanshundeqizi，buxiangmouren，toutoumomo，jianbudeguang！”
“ni！”anjingyuxushiweicengliaodaoxiangwanyiquanranbusicongqianneibanhaopiqi，yizhangqiongzhihuarongdelianshangxiemanlenuyi，“shime？xiangwan，yangegezongshuowoliangzhangdexiangsi，woyeneimejuede，yuanyiweidengwochuguozhihou，yangegehuichafanbusi，rujinkanlai，daoshiwoxiagenzhecaoxin，shibaxiangwanjie。”
tazheihuaqianyishili，shibatishen。
yipanglengruobingshandeyunyanyetingdechucihuataiguoyushangren，xiudaokongqilipiaofuzhenongliedehuoyaowei。
yijiushiyifushulidanmodeyangzi，takanzhexiangwan，shengyinqingrunrufeng，“xiangwan，nibengaibushizheigeyangde，neige，wohejingyuzhijianzhishiputongdepengyou，bingfeishinixiangdeneizhongguanxi。”
“sannianzhijian，woshishayangderenniyoulejieduoshao？”
yunyanbochunqingmin，xianranshiwuyan。
zaitadeyinxiangli，xiangwantiandananjing，xiangxianzaiyibandaizheqiangliedegongjixinghaizhenshishaojian。
neirizaishanquyeshizheiyang。
napashitaxinliyizhidouyouanjingyu。
jintianjiujingshichicuoleshayao？
hailaibujixixiang，xiangwanhuanhuanxiangtazoulai，huanbaozhutadeyao，zaitadechunshangluoxiazhuoredewen，chunchizhijiandangyangkaitadechanmianyutaozui，shensequerulieliezhanfangdeqiangweiyiban。
xiangwanzaitaerbiandinanxiyu，neishengyinfangfoshiqingmingshijiemengmengxiyu，jiazazhechaoshidebingleng，“nicai，nideneiweibaiyueguangxinlirujinhuizuoheganxiang？”
yunyanshenqingdanbodewanrutianbianyilvfuyunpiaomiao，“wuqu。”
“wuqu？zheisannianderiziqueshiwuqu。”xiangwanxinxialengxiao，juranbeianjingyubidewuluketui。
conglaidoumeiyouturanyaojuedingzhuanshenlikaideren，zhishishiwangzanjiule，budeyidefanjieryi。
xiangwanyaolikai，shiyinweitaduzizhanzaifengyuli，meiyourenweitachengyibasan。
tachoutadexuejiqianrenyong，congerzaiwuzhishangjinqingdemanzuta，yijingduitazuihouderenzhiyijinme？
xiangwanshouhuixinxiadesuanse，budongshengsedisongkaiyunyan，zhuanmoukanzheanjingyu，gangcaidexiaoyilengningyuchunjiao，yanshenzhongdediyihaobuyanshi。
anjingyubuganshiruo，tiaoxindiyingshangxiangwandemuguang。