第1章心如死灰
“ma！qiuqiuninjiewoqian，jinuannuanfuyiyaofeiba！takeshinindeqinsunnva！”
yefeiguizaidishang，toukedepengpengxiang！
raneryuemuzhaoqinqueshimianluxianqi。
“gunyuandian！nibiejiaowoma，neigexiaozazhongyebushiwosunnv！”
“zaosizaochaosheng，shengdedanwuwonverzhaoxiayijia。”
kanzhemianqianeyaneyudeyuemu，yefeiyouhenyouqi！
“妈......”
yefeihaixiangzaiaiqiu，quebeizhaoqinmengdituichumenwai！
砰！
menyijingsisidiguanshangle。
yefeixinrusihui，shihunluopodichaozheyiyuanzouhuiqu。
tabuzhidaogaizenyangmianduinverwuzhudeyanshen。
yefeiyuanbenchushengzaiyigedajiazu，danzailiunianqianquehuocongtianjiang。
fumudangmiancansi，ertazeshizaizhongduzhihoutaodaojiangcheng，beisuyaojinjiuxia，duoguoyijie！
danzhongduhoutufadiankuangdeyefei，queyusuyaojinfashengleguanxi。
jiangchengdiyimeinvsuyaojinyiwaihuaiyun，haishengxialenvernuannuan，lunweijiangchengdexiaobing。
yuefusuzhengdeheyuemuzhaoqinweilemingsheng，zhihaobayefeizhaolai，zhaoweishangmennvxu。
wunianlai，yefeixinhuaiganenyukuijiu，zaisujiarenlaorenyuan，fuzegezhongjiawu。
napasuyaojinduitalenglianxiangdai，napahoulaiyuefumuhouhuizhaotashangmen，qianfangbaijichaofeng、ruma、qugan，tayehaowuyuanyan。
yinweitajuedezheishizijiqiansuyaojinde，qiansujiade。
raner，yinianqian，sisuidenvernuannuanturanchachulejuezheng，erqieshijuezhengzhongdexiyouanli，zhiyushoushunandufeichanggao。
bujin，xuyaojiangchengneikediyiren，huyidaoqinzidongshou，haixuyaogusuiyizhi！
suoxujinezhigao，genbenwufaxiangxiang！
chucizhiwai，zhinengyongyaopindiaozhenverdeshengming。
keshixianzai，nverqueshilianyongyaopindiaomingdefeiyongdoumeiyoule。
yefeimeiyoubanfa，zhinengguiqiuyuemu，meixiangdaoqueshibeiganchujiamen。
nachudianhua，yefeibodaleqizisuyaojindehaoma。
“duibuqi，ninsuobodadedianhuazhengzaitonghuazhong，qingshaohouzaibo......”
yefeiyanzhongluchuyisijuewanghexintong！
tabeiqizisuyaojinlaheile！
yefeiyebuzhidao，dangchushanliangdanchundeqiziweishenmehuibianchengzheiyang！
nvernuannuangangdebingdeshihou，suyaojinhaicengzaiyiyuanxixinzhaoliao。
houlai，quezhijiebulaile。
napayefeiqinziduitashuo，nvernuannuanxiangta，tayemeiyouzaiquyiyuan！
好狠心的女人！
yefeiguadiaodianhua，zouhuiyiyuan。
ganggangzoudaonuannuanbingfangmenkou，yidaobiyishengyinchuanlai。
“yefei？ninverdeyiyaofeinalailema？zainabuchulai，jiudaizhenidenvergunchuqu，womenshiyiyuan，bushifuliyuan！”
bingfangmenkou，yigedaizheyanjingdenanren，mianseyinlengdedingzheyefei。
yanqianzheigenanren，jiaoweiyifan，shiyiyuancaiwukedefuzhuren。
gengguanjiandeshi，weiyifancengkukuzhuiqiusuyaojin。
yinci，yefeihenuannuandoushiweiyifandeyanzhongding。
yefeilianseyian，yangqiudao：“weizhuren，ninzaijiwokuanxianliangtian，wobaozhengyidingjinkuaicouqiqian，qiuqiuninle！”
weiyifanlengxiaodao：“nibaozheng？niyigeshangmennvxu，gongzuodoumeiyou，ninashenmebaozheng？”
loudaoli，laiwangdehushi、bingrentingdaoliangrendeduihua，bishidemuguangcongyefeishenshangsaoguo。
yefeiliansecangbai，danqueyezhinengdishengdao：“wohuizhaoyaojinyaode，tabuhuibuguannuannuande。”
tingdaosuyaojindemingzi，weiyifantiaomeilengxiaodao：“zhaoyaojinyaoqian？ninengdatongyaojindedianhuama？”
yefeiyizheng，jiezhemengrankanxiangweiyifan。
tabumingbai，suyaojinlaheilezijizheishi，weiyifanzenmehuizhidao！
nandao，talianzheizhongshiqingdouhuijiyigewairenshuoma？
zijizaitaxinli，daodisuanshenmedongxi！