第4章 又愤又耻

yinwanyangzhengzaiwuchibengdadehuan,yizhiyoulideshoubeituranzhuaizhuleleta,jiangtadalicheruhuaizhong。

tajintiandiyicihejiu,zaoyizuideqihunbasu,rendoukanbuqing,zhishicongduifangdeshencai,juedeshigegaodashuaiqidenanren。

taxinzhonghaizaiweizheyannanxiudinghundeshifennu,daizhebaofuxinli,zhuaizhenanrendeyifu,dianqijiaojianmotadelian,yanshenmili:“shuaige,jinwanyuema?”

haicongmeijianguoyinwanyangzheimebenfangdeyimian,tayiqianyezheiyangguhuobiedenanrenma?

yannanxiudejunlianchediheixiaqu,cubaodituozheyinwanyangjiuwangwuchiwaimianzou。

“yannanxiu,niganshenme,nizheigezhanan,niyaoduixiaoyangzuoshenme!”zhuangxintongjiulianghao,bingmeiyouduoshaozuiyi,jianzhuangganjinguolaizulan。

yiqiguolaidefeizechenshoudaoyannanxiudeyanshenshiyi,mashangguolailanzhuzhuangxintong:“meinv,nidewuziruciyaorao,yediannvwangma?zhenghaoyushanglebenyedianwangzi,pingewuruhe?”

zhuangxintongbeilanzhe,genbenzoubukai,erqieliaoxiangyinwanyangluodaoyannanxiushouliqimabuhuiyouanquanwenti,tamenjiaoliuyixiayehao,jiucibaxiu。

hezuideyinwanyangzoulubuwen,kekebanbande,yannanxiusuoxingbatadahengbaoqilai,jianyourenzhangwang,batanaodaianjinlehuaili,yongyifuzhedangzhe。

yinwanyangyilubuduandisaoraozheyannanxiu,dengdaoshangche,tadechenyiniukoudouyijingbeitajiewanle。

congmeixiangdaozuijiudeyinwanyangshizheigeyangzi,yannanxiuyanshenyipaishensui,zaitadexiaoshouzuoluandeshihou,tafangpingzuowei,anzhutadeshou:“zuilehaibuguiju,guaiguaishui。”

yinwanyangxinglaideshihouzaoyitiansedaliang,hunshendeganjuerangtahuaiyizijizuowanmengyou,paoleyueyesai。

tahuanshileyiyan,zheilibushitajia,chenshexiangjiudian。

tamozhefatengdenaodai,nulihuixiangciqiandeshi,zhijidezuowangenzhuangxintongyiqijinleyedianwuchi,yiqunrenzailimianzhangyawuzhua、qiongxingjinxiang。

zuihoushizhuangxintongbatasonghuilaide?

taditoukanlekanshenshang,zhibuzhu“a”dijianjiaolesheng。

tazuowannandaojiuhouluanneisha,jimoshengnanren……

zhenshiyaorenming,kanlaiyannanxiuhaisuanshishenshixingde。

人走了吗?

yinwanyangguozhechuangdan,jinzhangdiqishenkanleyiquan:haihao,kanqilairenyijingzoule,burangenbenwufamiandui。

tajinjiezhexiangqiyijiangengzhongyaodeshi,mashangzhuaqishoujikan,yijingjiudianle,shangbanchidaole!

diertianshangbanjiuchidao,haishiyanshizheizhongdaqiye,tawandanle!

yinwanyangjizhezhaoyifuchuan,faxianzijideyifusansuizaidishang,mingxianchuanbulele,suoxingchuangtoujushangfangzheyizhengtaoyifu,shangmianhaiyougezhitiao,xiezhe:jintianjiniqingjiale。

taniezhezhitiao,shangmianqiujingyoulidezi,zailianxineirong,mingxianshichuziyannanxiuzhishou,daoshibatanongmengle。

yinwanyangmashangnaqishoujibodazhuangxintongdedianhua:“xuejie,zuowan……”

“e,zuowanyannanxiubanidaizoule,nimeishiba?wodoumangyunle。”zhuangxintongmashangwen。

tameiyouzaozaodadianhua,shizaishizuowanzijidoubeifeizechennongdezhaobuzhebei,zaoshangqilaihaiganzhegongzuo,meigushang。

yinwanyangmanxindebukemiaoshu:“meishi……nimangba。”

taxinxudikuaisugualedianhua。

benlaidasuanyihougenyannanxiuhuaqingjiexiande,meixiangdaozuowanyouzheletadedao,taxiangqilaiyoufenyouchi。

yinwanyangcongjiudianchulai,zhengpanghuangdebuzhiqunali,taoliqidaledianhualai:“wanyang,yannanxiuyaodinghunle,tingshuojinwannvfangyijiarenjiuyaoshangmenle,nizhidaoma?”

yinwanyangdexinqingdunshiyuefaeliele,danhaishihaoyanhaoyude:“buzhidao。”

tashibuzhidaozheimekuainvfangjiuyaoshangmen。

buguo,shangmenguantashenmeshi?

yanjiachuleguonianguojie,yaotamenqulaozhaizouxiaxingshi,qitashihou,youbuxuyaotaqushuacunzaigan。

dantahaishiliaocuole,taoliqihenkuaishuo:“dangjiazhumushuole,yuanjiarenjintiandiyicishangmen,dehaohaozhunbeizhunbei,jialirenshoubugou,rangnixiawuyequlaozhaibangmang。”