wodedaolvshixiuzhenjiedetiancai，queduiwozheigezalinggenruzhurubao。renrendoujiduwofengciwo，
shuowozaowanyouyitianhuibeipaoqi。meidangzheishi，yunzichejiuhuiweiwobaonu，shiyaoyuduifangzhenggegaoxia。
tashuo：「ayaobietingtamenhushuo，wodingbufuni！」woxinle。keshijieshangnayoushenmeyongheng。
dangyunzicheshuochuyaowanchengsuzhiqingdexinyuan，yutabanhejidadianshi，wodexinyesile。daiwochouliqiqing，
tuxuesidunneike，zhimorandekanzhebaozhewoyanjingfahongdeta。「yunziche，yuannizhangshengjiushi，wubanwuqian。」
01「baoqianayao，zhiqingshuotaxiangyuwobanhejidadian，tazhiyouzheigexinyuanxiangyaowanchengle，shiwoqiande，
wobunenggufuta。」「nifangxin，wobuhuiqieduanniwodedaolvqiyuede，woshoutiandaochengrendedaolvrengranshini」
zaiyunzicheshuochuzheifanhuashi，wodeneixinyijinghaowubolanle。jianwobushuohua，taziyiweiwotongyile，
jiuyaoqupeisuzhiqing。daitaliqu，wohuanchuduonianmeijiandexitong。「woxianglikaile。」「shoudaosuzhuqingqiu。」
「suzhudangnianyongquanbujifenhuandelexiaoshijieyongjiuzhuliuquan，xiangyaolikaixuyaoshoudaochengfa。」
「bingqiezhixingchuanyuerenwu，changhaiquanbujifen。」wowen：「shenmechengfa？」xitongyibanyiyan。
「weifangzhichanghaijifenshisuzhuzaiciyingerenqingxuzhiliu，womenjiangchouqunindeqiqing，zhidaochanghaijieshu。」
yushiwodaleyishenghao。「qiqingjiangzaiqitianhouchouqujieshu，
jieshiwomenyehuijiangbasuzhuzheijushentiyihelidefangshituichang。」「qingsuzhuzuohaozhunbei。」xitongmeileshengyin，
woyigerenzaimeiyoudiandengdeqindianzhengzhengchushen。zenmejiubianleni。
02wodedaolvyunzicheshixiuxianjiedediyitiancai，linggengengshiwanlitiaoyidejipintianlinggen。
zitaruxiuzhenjieqibuguoershinianbianyiyuanyingchucheng。ketapianpianyouwozheimeyigefeilinggendeqiyuedaolv，
haishiruozhenbao，zhongrenwubufenhen，sixialishenmeazazhiyudouwangwoshenshangtao。wozaoyixiguan。
kemeimeitingdaoduiwobuhaodeyanlun，yunzichezongyaochongshangqubugushenfendeherenyuezhan，wozuzhi，
tabianhuitouhongzheyanjingshuo。「meirennengqiruayao。」jianjiande，bianmeirenganzaifan，
zhuanerchengzanqiyunzichedeqingshenyizhonglai。zongshiwobuhouhuijianglinggenhuanjiyunziche，
queshihuibeiliuyanfeiyuzhatongde，eryunzichedemeiyiciweihu，dourangwoxinshengtianmi。
keyiqiedouzaiwolikaixuanyoujingneitianbianle。xuanyoujingshidanengzhimu，jingneiyitian，jingwaiyiyue。
wobuguoshiduanduanqiyueweigui，yunzicheshenbianbianduolegeren。huidaozongmenshi，yingjiewodeshihaobuyanshidechaofeng。
「youxierena，zhangzheyidianfanjianjiaoqingjiujinbazherenjiabufang。」「shubuzhimeiyuzhongguishiyaopeimeiyude。」
wangrijiukanwobuguandewaimenshimeimenduzaiwodebijingzhilushang，zhuangsixianliao，shizeyanjingzhiwangwoshenshangkan。
shuodaofanjianshiyilianbiyi，shuodaomeiyuyoumanyanzantan。wocongtamendesanyanliangyuzhongdezhi，
zaiwolikaizongmenbujiu，yunzichechumenlilianyuxian，beixinrumendexiaoshimeixianshenjiuxia。
xiaoshimeisuzhiqingtongyangshijipintianlinggen，yuyunzicheyouqiahaoshiyimuyishui，zuishixiangpei。yunzicheyangshangqijian，
tariyezhaogu；yunzicheshanghaohou，errentongjintongchu，qizhongqinnikejianyiban。wozuichushibuxinde，
paoqujianleyunziche。jianwoanquanhuilai，tajidongdebaozhuwo。wowentashiqingzhenjia，tachenmoyihui，
quezhidao：「ayao，nibieduoxiang，wohuibuchangzhiqingde。」wobenshixintade，keweihetazongzaipianwo？
woxiangzhaotapeiwocaimai，tatuituozhangmenyoushizhaotashi，shizaipeisuzhiqingguangjishi。woxiangrangtabangwoxiugefaqi，
tatuituoshuoshidizhaotashi，shizaipeisuzhiqinglianjian。menneidizidouweitamenzheyan。womeimeiwenta，
tazongshuoshizhishuopawowuhui，shuosuzhiqingweitafuchutaiduo，nvziduoyoujiannan，tabunengjujuetadeqingqiu。
woquexiangwenwenta，neiwoni？womenxiangbanershinian，woweiletafangqilehuijiadejihui。
erwobenshenjiushiweilezhixing「nvezhu」renwudechuanyuezhe，quebeitadejianrensuoxiyin，
shenzhijiangwodetianlinggenyutadiaohuan。weidejiushibangtatiaoguoqianqineixiebeicandeqingjie。neishi，
dangwomenconggenghuanlinggendehunmizhongxinglai，tajidongdebaozhuwo，shenqingkuankuanshuodao：「ayao，
wocishengdingbufuni。」keneitian，wocongsuzhiqingtoushangkandaoleshuxilefazanfaqi。yaozhufuxue，
shiwomiaoshujitadeduyiwuerdejingse。neimingmingshiyunzicheshuoyaosongjiwo，teyixunlianqizonghaoyoudingzhide。
zaiwolengshenshi，suzhiqinglaqiwodeshou。「baoqianyalinshijie，
woshixiangzhelinshijiefeilinggenyequbudongzheimehaodefaqi，caixiangshixiongtaoyaode，nibieshengtadeqiya。」
yuqilidejifeng，shigerendoutingdechulai，zhongrenxiaozuoyituan。wokanxiangyunziche，taquebiekailelian：「ayao，
daiwozaijinixungegengheshide。」wodexinzangyizhenchoutong，pangrenbuzhiwodeshangtong，niyunzicheyebuzhima？
neigexirilihuzaiwoshenqiandeyingzi，jingmohuleqilai。03wobenshizhendeyiwei，
tazhishiweilebuchangsuzhiqing。wogaosuziji，renrenjiuguoqule。ketajuranshalexiaohu。
xiaohushiyunzichedangchugangruxiuzhenjie，yilianqizhishenfeijinxinsiweiwoxundaodelingchong。tapinjibugao，
lingzhiweikai，zhihuimengdongdehanzhediedieniangqin，zuishiqinren。woyeshitaruqinzi，jinianlaiyangdeyuefaxixin，
zoudaonalidouhuidaizhe。yunzicheyechongtaruwo，daonadoushuoxiaohurutongtadenver。neirirenwudadian，
suzhiqingbuyoufenshuodejiangxiaohubaoleguoqu。woyouxinzuzhiquebeizhongrenlanxia。buguopianke，tabianjianjiaoyisheng，
jiangxiaohuzhongzhongpaolechuqu，wuzheyoushouxuanranyuqi。「linshijie，wozhinikanwobushunyan，ke，
kezenmezhishilinghuyaowoni？」tashuozhegunxiayidileilai，qiadaohaochu。「shia，
zheilinghupingshidouqinrendehen，zenmehuituranyaolesushimeiyikou？」zhongrenyilunfenfen，
jijuhuabianjiangmaozikoudaolewotoushang。kegenjuqiyuechuanyin，fenmingshiyinweisuzhiqingqialexiaohudeweiba，
xiaohucaihuiyaota。wobianjie，kemeirenxinwo。zheishi，yunzichelaile，tayixibaiyi，fengshenjunlang，
kanjiansuzhiqingluolei，jingkandoumeikanwoyiyanjiuguoqupengqitadeshou。tingwanjirendezhizehou，tataiyankanxiangwo。
wominchun，bukenzaitamianqianshiruo。suzhiqingrouruokaikou。「shixiong，nibieguailinshijie，doushiwodecuo，
rangshijiewuhuile。」「shenmewubuwuhuide。」tadaduansuzhiqing，yanshenlinglidesaoguowohuailidexiaohu。
woyizhenxinhuang，renbuzhuchusheng：「ache……」huahaimeishuowan，wozhijuedexiaohuzhourancongwohuailifeichu，
zaiyunzicheshoulifachuyishengcanjiaohou，zaiwushengxi。wodaidaidekanzhe，shenzhihaimeifanyingguolai。
「yaorendechusheng，shalebianshi。」chusheng？wochidundekanxiangyunziche，tashoulifuzhesuzhiqing，
roushengduiwokaikou。「zheixiaochushengjintiannengyaozhiqing，mingtianshuobudingjiunengyaoni，haishishaledehao，
wozaiweinixungegengguaiqiaotinghuade。」shuoba，tadaizhezhongrenfenfenliqu。woyouxiezhixi，zhanglezhangzui，
quemeifachushengyin。「kexiaohu，shiniqinzijiaoyangchulaidelingchonga。」wojiangxiaohubaojinhuaili，huileqindian，
kulexujiuxujiu。yunzichehuilaihou，sihumeiyiliaodaowohaibaozhezheilinghu，
youhuoxushicaixiangqilaizheilinghuwoyangleshijinian。tayouxiebuzizaidekaikou。「ayao，buguoshigechusheng。」
womengdetaitoukanta。「chusheng？yunziche，xiaohuyejiaolenishijiniandediedie！shinijiaodeta，
ruofeiyourenduitadongshou，tajuebukedongkou！nidouwangle？！」
「yunzichenitangtangyuanyingxiushijingkanbuchuxiaohuguzhedeweibama？！」「……nizennengrucihenxin？」
zuihouyijuwoshuodejiqing。yunzichesihuconglaimeibeiworucidashengdeshuoguohua，youxienaonule。
「zhiqingtazhishinianjixiao，xiashouzhonglexie，yeshiwuxinzhiju，nihetajijiaoshenme！」haoyijunianjixiao，
wobishangleyanjing。neiwan，yunzicheyiyeweigui。yiri，biantongwoshuolehejidadiandexiaoxi。
04qiqingdechouqushiqiaowushengxide，shenzhimeiyouchoulinggenlaidedetongku。wobingbuzhixitongmeitianchouqude，
shiqiqingzhongdenayige。wodasuanzailikaiqian，jiangshouzhongdeyixiezongmenrenwuzuowan。wodefeilinggenshimushu，
pingriliwozongshiyaoqiang，suiranyouyunzichedebihu，danzonghuiweizongmenzuoxielisuonengjideshi。
wolaidaopingrilichangchangguanggudelingzhiyuan。lingzhiyuandesongzhanglaopingriliduiwoduoyouzhaogu，woyeshixiangyutabaibie。
songzhanglaoyetingwenlewomenjirenzhijiandeshi，wohetashuorihouhuoxuhuilikaizongmen，tameiyouduoshuoshenme。
wolikaileguanshichu，jiaobuyizhuan，qulezuididengjidelingzhizhongzhichu。dijiyuandizhongdedoushixiechangjiandelingzhi，
pingshiyezhiyouwozai。kejinribuzhizende，wohaimeitajinqu，jiutingdaoleyuanzilirerenaonaodeshengyin。
taiyankandaolelimianderen，wojiangzaileyuanmenkou。zhijiansuzhiqingdaizheyizhongwaimendizi，
zhengzaiyuanneishizhanzheshufa。wobuyuanzaiyusuzhiqingyoujiaoji，bianzhunbeizhuanshenliqu。sheizhiyouyanjiandekandaolewo，
dunshidashengshuodao：「zheibushilinshijiema？weihebujinlai？」zhongrendeshixianfenfenluozaiwoshenshang。cishizaizou，
daoxiangshiwopaletamenyiyang。wozhidejinqu。suzhiqingkanlewoyiyan，paoguolailazhuwo，xiaoxixidao。
「jinriqinchuandizishoukeluodaolewo，wozhengdaizhetamenxuexifengchunshuni。」woxindichixiao，
tangtangtianlinggenshizhanshufa，jingpaolaidijilingzhiyuanma？「neijiubudaraosushimeile。」wobuyuhetamenjiuchan，
keyouxierenzongbuyuanyifangguowo。jigerendangzhuleyuanmen，ersuzhiqingsisidelazhuwodegebo。
「linshijiebiejizhezouya。」「tingwenlinshijiepingrilijiuzhaoguzhezheixielingzhi，
wochulaizhadaozennenggenlinshijiebi，burulinshijieyelaiweishidishimeimenyanshiyifan？」
kanzhedizimenxixuedeyanshen，wodemuguangluodaoleneiyipianyuyucongcongdelingzhishang。
linggenzhijiandechajujiurugouhe，tayigefengchunshujiunengcuifadezheixielingzhi，wozhishaoyaoshici。
shidaorujinwonanengbuzhi，tamenzheishizhuanmenzaizheidengwoni。wodexiongkoufanyongzheyigumoshengdeqingxu，
rulangtaozhuangjizheyabi，rangwoxiongkoufamen，kewoquebudongzheishishenme。「zheishi‘fennu’」xitongshishichusheng，
wohuangrandawu，jinrichouqudeshi「nu」。sihuwochenmodetaijiu，suzhiqingyouxiechayi。
taxiangguoyanxiadeliangzhongjieju，yaomeshiwonuerfanlian，tashunshimaican，yaomeshiwoqibuguoyingxia，ziquqiru。
wulunruhedoubugaishizheifupingjingdeyangzi。wobujinbumandifuxiatadeshou。「shimeishuoxiaole，
woyannengyushimeixiangbini。」jigedasuankanhaoxideneimendizidoulengzhule，xianrantamenmeixiangdaowohuizheimeshuo。
suzhiqinglvxianhuishen，tayaoya。「shijiebuyaowangzifeibo。」「wangzifeibo？nandaobugaishiyouzizhizhimingma？
」wodaduantadehua，suzhiqingbeiye，shensejiangzhu，wojixudao：「feilinggenhetianlinggendechaju，
nandaoshimeibuzhidaoma？」taziranzhidao，kecongpangrenkouzhongtingshuodelinyaoconglaidoushizizunxinqiang，
rongyibeifennucaokongderen。feilinggenjiushitadesixue，tazenmenengshuodezheimeqingsong？！suzhiqinganhen。
qishiwochabuduoyexiangmingbailesuzhiqingweiheyaoyanzheiyichu。wufeishiyinweiyunzichebuyuanyuwoduankaidaolvzhiqi。
keneishiyunzichedeziyiweishi，yuwohegan。jirantamenburangwozou，wobianhuanbuzhandaoyibian，
zaizhongrenkanguolaishi，shenzhiduizhelingzhichushenleshenshou。yisizaimingxianbuguole。「qingba。」zheiyilunjiaofeng，
yisuzhiqingweichibuzhuxiaolianfenerliqujieshu。wozhijuedekexi，tazenmebubalingzhidoushengfawanlezaizou。
woduobuzailingtianjian，shizhanzhefashu，xiaoxiaodelvseyingguangzhinengzhanjujizhulingzhi。wozhaganlezijidelingli，
jianglingledehaojitiandecuishenglingzhirenwuyikouqizuowan，daihuidaoqindianshi，zaoyiguolezishi。
womeixiangdaojurannengkandaoyunziche。yueguangxia，tahaishichuanzhexuesedeyipao。woyinyuejiqilai，
haoxiangshiyinweiwoshuoguozuixibaiyixianfengdaogudeyangzi。「ayao，nizenmecaihuilai。」
tazouleguolaishenshouyaobaowo，womeiduo。xiuzheshuxidedanxiang，wochuixiayanjing。「nizenmelaile。」
tahaosiwomenzhijianshenmedoumeifashengguoyiyang，yanshenliangjingjingdekanzhewo。「ayao，jinrishinideshengchena」
「womenshuohaode。」shile，congqianwomenyueding，shengchenshiyaoyizhengtiandouheduifangdaizaiyiqi。
yunzicheconghuailitaochuyiwudijiwo。wodakaiyikan，shiyizhiliusubuyao，
shizongmenshanxiajishilizuiguideneizhi，yeshifanwu。「wojiayaode，dinghuishizuihaode！
xiuxianzhirenjiugaiyongfaqi，fanwuyouzenpeideshangayao。」jiyilishaoniandehuasuizheyanqiandeyimuxixidesuile。
woluoxialeilai。tahaijidewodeshengchen，haijidexiangbandechengnuo，wulunruhe，wogaishibeixijiaojiacaidui。
kerujinchulelingxinzangzhousuodetengtongyiwai，wozhaobudaoyisihuanxi。jinrishi「xi」a。
yunzichebeiwoturankuqinongdeshouzuwucuo，tafushangwodelian。「ayaokeshibuxihuan？」
woxuezhejiyilideyangzi，gouqizuijiao。「meishenme，jiushitaigaoxingle，nihaijidewodeshengchen。」
wodeyuqimingmingpingdandemeiyouyisixiyi。tajingzhendexinle。shuishi，woquansuozaitahuaili，
rutongguoqudemeiyiye。erdiertianxinglaishi，quezhiyouyidaolengbingbingdechuanyin。「baoqianayao，
zhiqingxiulianchulewentixuyaowoqukankan，nidengwo，womashangjiuhuihuilai。」woshenzheqinyiwufajidi，
weizijiqileyihulingcha，zaizhuobiananjingdedengzhe。dengzhiriluoyuesheng，yidaoshenyingchuxianzaidianmenwai。
womeiyouzhuanguotou，wozhidaobushita。「linshijie，yunshixiongchawolaishuoyisheng，tashizaizoubukai，
rihoudinghuibuchangni。」neishidifangxiayigehezi，womeiyoulihuita，ziguzideyincha。tabianzhuanshenzoule。
hongmudehezizaiyuexiayoujifenwenrun，tazaifanjiesuandeshangdingjidemucaile，wangwangyiweiqineilishizhenguizhiwu。
keduiyuxiuxianzhirenlaishuo，tahaiburuyikuaisuiliedelingshilaideshizai。wojiangtadakai，
neilifangleyizhifeiseyuzhuo。zhidixini，haowuzazhi。ketazaihao，yezhishigefanwu。xujiuhou，woqishen，
mushudelinggenzaifei，yeshiyougehaochude。neibianshiyinzangzhifa，jihuwurenkecha。
dangwolaidaosuzhiqingzhuchushi，zheilihaitingrenao。yunzichejigedichuandeshidishimeiweizaisuzhiqingchuangbian，
zhengpeitashuozhehua。eryunzichebenrenzebaozhesuzhiqingyilianwenrou。「zhiqingshimei，xianzainibunanshouleba？」
yimingfenyinvziduizhesuzhiqingdaqudao，worendeta。zhishizaiwodejiyili，tazongshihengmeishuyande，
rangwojingbuzhi，tademiankongshizheibanwenroudemoyang。suzhiqingxiuhongleyizhanglian，maijinyunzichedehuaili。
zhongrenxiaochengyituan。shuidiluorudimianzhong，huoxuzheilidezacaodouzaisikao，jinrideyushuiweihezheimexianse。
wokandaosuzhiqingdunleyixia，huranbaozhuleyunzichedebojing。tajiezhegebodezhedang，xiangchuangwaikanleyiyan，
yuwodemuguangduishang。wozhidaomanbuguota，yemeixiangman。jinhuzinveban，wozaiyinbidejiaoluozhanleyiye。
kanzhetamenaigedaobie，kanzhesuzhiqingtiaoxinbanxiangyunzicheqiuwen、huanyu，kanzheyunzichedebantuibanjiu。
leishuiliugebuting，wodeyanjingmohulebushao。zhidaoyueliangxiluo。zhouranjian，sihuyoushenmedongxibuyiyangle。
neixiejiyuzaixiongkoudemianxurutongbeiyizhidashouzhualechuqu。bandianmeiyoushengxia。jinrishi「you」a。
womoleyibalianshangdeyanlei，sihubuzhidaoweiheyaokule。woliqudeshengyinjingdongleyunziche，
taxiangchulaikankan，beisuzhiqinglanxia。「shixiongganshenmequ？」「waimianhaoxiangyoudongjing，woqukankan。」
「bubileshixiong。」suzhiqingwenroudeshuo：「buguoshizhiliulangdequanshoueryi。」yunzicheyouxiebuan，
tahaishichulaichakanleyifan，kechuleyipianmomingshirundetudiyiwai，shenmedoumeiyou。
05wobuxiangzaihuiquneigeqindian，bianzaizonglizouzou。chaoyunzongshixiuzhenjiediyizongmen，zhandizhiguangqiebushuo，