第一章
zaigongdixinkubanzhuanqinianhou，wozhongyunengmaishangfangziyingquwodebaiyueguang。
hunlidangridejiudianshang，wojiedaoletahuaiyundexiaoxi。
正当我欣喜之际
tamianrubingshuang“haizibushinide，woyaojiajibierenle”
yichaoyaoshenyibian，wochenglegongdishangrenrenjingyangdebaogongtou
tanazhelihunxieyi，baozhehaizikuzhelaigongdiqiuwo
但
wodebaiyueguangzaoyisizailewozuiaitadediqinian。
1.
“dawei，xinxinhaimeilaime”woyishenzhengzhuangdizhanzaihunlidetingtaishang。
nainaicongyicechuzheguaizhang，manmankaikou。
jintianshiwoyishengzhongzuizhongyaoderizi——yingquwoxinxinniannianleqiniandebaiyueguang。
zaigongdimopagundalejinianhou，wozhongyunenggouzaiwomenzheigexianchengmaishangzhishuyuwoyutadexinfang，yezhongyudenglaizheichanghunli。
“youqingxinniangdengchang”siyideshengyincongpangcezaicixiangqi。
hunlixianchangdedengguangzhongxinxiangmenkoudaqu，womanxinqidaidiwangleguoqu。
yanshensuodaozhichu，kongwuyiren。
taixiadehuanshengxiaoyuzaicikexiaoshi，zhiliuxiagezhongqieqiesiyuhekunhuo。
“wojiushuo，duguodaxuedenvwazisheiyuanyijiajiyigegongdibanzhuande”
“tingshuoxinniangjiashilidihen，jiuyitaofangzi、8wancailijiubazijiguniangjijiaofule”
“huakebunengzheimeshuo，gangmeitingsiyishuotamenkeshiqiniandelianaizhangpaoni”
“heng，neinishuoxinniangweihechichibuchuxian”
womeiyourenhexinsitingzhouweibinkedexianghuzhengzhi，xiangdezhiyouyijianshi
心心一定会出现的！
tadayingguowode，dengtabiye，dengwomaishangfang——jiujiajiwo。
zheishi，damenjintouzhongyuchuxianlewoxiangniandebaiseshenying。
kanzhetacaizhegaogenxie，tizhebaisehunshakuankuanxiangwozoujin。
woshunjianhongleyankuang，zhenhao，qinianshijianzhongyudengdaole。
jiusuanwochangweishigezaigongdideshuinigong，dan，zheiyibeizidoubuhuirangqinxingenzhewoshouyidianweiqu。
qinxingenzhezijiajiujiuzoudaowomianqian，zaisiyihaimeikaikouzhiji。
她看着我缓缓开口
“dawei，womenbuhuiyouhunlile”
2.
kanzhezheizhangmeiliyoushuxidelian，wocuoelebanxiang。
tingxiadebinkeshunjianxuanxiaoqilai
“nikanma，womeishuocuo，shouguojiaoyudezenmeganxinjiajigangongdideren”
qinxindangzhesuoyourendemian，jiangbaisehuangguantoushacongtoudingquxiarengdaoledishang。
tajiaoxiadetousharutongwodexinyiyangranshanglechenai。
tayidingbuzhidao，weilejitazheichanghunli，wobujinyongguanglesuoyoudejixu，xiangbiaojiejieqianyeyaojitamaizheitaozuiguidehunsha。
erciketaquechizhiyibi。
“大伟，我怀孕了”
zaicuoezhongqingxingguolai，woshunjiancongdiyubeizhuaidaoletiantang。
yibawozhutadeshuangjian，pobujidaidijiangtalajinlewodehuaibao。
“xinxin，wojiuzhidaozheishinikaidewanxiao，suoyourendouhuikanbuqiwo，danweidunibuhui”
tayonglituikailewo，yiguanwenroudemeiyanranshanglelengshuang。
“孩子不是你的”
woshouzhiwojinyoufangkai，chenmobuyu。
“是他的么？”
woyongjinquanliyayizhuneixindekutong，wubijuewangdikanxiangta。
“nijiranzhidaoyouhebiziquqiru”qinxincongbeihounachujiancebaogao，yibapaizaiwodexiongtangshang。
我知道
tajiaochenze——shiwodexiongdi