zuoweizibenjia**,suyunxijiajixiemingxuan,xingfudeguoleershinian。
zhongshenghoudediyijianshi,pinjinquanlihuzhuqinren。
dierjianshi,zaichaojiaqianjinkenengdebaoquanjiachan。
disanjianshi,zheibeizijuebujiajixiemingxuan。
1975年6月
chaojiazaiji,jialibinghuangmaluan,suyunxijingheguoduyunleguoqu,xinglaijiufaxianzijizhongshengle,haifudailegekongjian。
“xixi,tingmadehua,denghuijiuquniwaigongneixiangkan,tashoudixianeixieyuanyikangshidedanshenjunguan,pinxingyangmaodoushibajiande,nigenyunqingwulunruhedoudejiachuqu。”
sujiayinchengfenwenti,santianhoujiuhuibeixiafang,nengbaoquannverhezhinvdebanfajiushi,jinkuaibatamenjiajigenzhengmiaohongderenjia。
shibasuidesuyunxi,kanzhemuqinfengdanningneiyangzunchuyoudelianshangfanzhechourong,biziyisuan,qiangzuozhending:
“ma,wotingjialianpai。”
nenghuilaiyizhizu,fumugesaoxiaozhinvdoujianzai,tahuipinjinquanli,gaibiansuoyourendemingyun。
kandaoxialoudetangmeihualedanzhuang,chuanzhemisezhensilianyiqun,zouluduanzhuangjinxianzungui,suyunqingxinshengjidu:
“yunxi,zheijianqunzibuhaokan,yaoshoudetaijin,chuanchuqujiudebeirenshuobuzhengjing,jialibenlaijiuyiduimafan,nijiubiegenzhetianluanle,ganjinhuanjiankuansongdechuan。”
jingguotixing,suyunxicaijiqilai,zheijianyifuqianshibeisuyunqingpianzou,chuanzailetashenshang。
“tangjie,nibeirentuiqin,jijialitianleduoshaomafan,qunzishifuzhuangdashiqinshousheji,zenmejiubuzhengjingle,shinidenaozilibuzhengjingba!”
qishishijiusuidesuyunqingyouqingmeizhumadeweihunfu,zhishitingdaofengshenghou,neijiacongmangshangmentuileqin。
suyunqingbeidui,qidelianshangtonghong:“yunxi,nizenmeshuohuade,wobuguohaoxintixingni,biechuqudiusujiadelian!”
“tangjieyaoshijuedediulian,jiubiequxiangkan,fanzhengniyeshipeichen。”
suyunqingzhanlesuyunxideguang,genqufengjiaxiangqin,buranyidabodeguanxi,hennanjitangjiexungehaorenjia。
suyunqingbuganzaibaoyuan,takebuxiangchixiafangdeku,zhuanerkanxiangtangmeidaideshouzhuo,shijipinbingzhongdiwanglv,zhenggeguangzhoudounanzhaochubitaguizhongdeshoushi。
sujiashilaopaijiazu,shidaijingshang,mianyanshangbainian,diyunshenhou,zumuquepiantengsuyunxi,linsibashoushidabufendoujiletangmei,quanshihaodongxi,rangsuyunqingzenmenengbuyanhong,xiangjinbanfajuweijiyou。
“yunxi,nineimehaokannaxuyaoshoushidianzhui,bashouzhuojiewodaidaibei,haiyounishanggeyuexinzuodebaihuaqunyejiewochuanchuan,dengxiangqinwanzaihaini。”
suyunqingxiguanleboxuetangmei,tadeshoushiyifuhenduodoushigensuyunxiyaode。
qianshisuyunxiduiqinrenyouqiubiying,erhuabushuobashouzhuojiele,
suyunqingchuanzhetadingzhideyiqun,daizhetadeshouzhuo,rangjunguanmenyiweitacaishifengsilingdeqinwaisunnv,chujinlefengtou,dongxiquedoushiyouquwuhui。
rujinxixiangqilai,congxiaodaoda,zhiyaotaxihuande,suyunqingdouhuiyigezhongliyouyaozou,bushinonghuaijiushinongdiu,yongwuguihaizhiri。
jiulianenaiershizaidezhangfuxiemingxuan,tangjieyexiangjinbanfaqiangzou。
qianshiduisuyunqingtaoxintaofei,jieguohuanlaideshibeici,xianzaihainengguanzhe?
“jieleneimeduoyifushoushibaobaohaibugouniyong?zhidaoneiqingdeyiweitangjieyanpiziqianjiuxihuanbierendongxi,buzhineiqingdehaiyiweitangjieluopodaoxuyaojieyifuchuan!”
suyunxilengdanhuiji,zheibeizitamenzhudingdangbulehaojiemei,zhihuibusibuxiu!
beirucifengcixiuru,suyunqingqidaobuxing:
“yunxi,nizenmebiandezheimexiaoqi,jiemeizhijianjijiaoneimeduoganma,jiewoyongyongzenmele,xiangqinduozhongyaodeshi,biedanwuwojiaren。”
suyunxilengxiao“neitangjiebayifushoushidounachulairangwoyongyongbei,woyexiangguoguochuandaibailaidongxideyin!”
suyunqingbuzhidaojintiandetangmeizenmezheimenanchan,haixiangdianjitadedongxi!
yipangdedabomulinqiushuangyebuleyi,henbudebajialisuoyoudehaoziyuan,douqiangjinveryong:
“yunxi,neixieshenwaizhiwuniliuzheyemeiyong,duoguzhenijie,tajiadehao,jianglaiyenenglabazanmenyijia。”
“dabomu,jiranjuedeyifushoushiliuzhemeiyong,neijiurangtangjiebazheixienianjiededouhaihuilai,tabeituiqinnengyouduodachuxi,guayishenjinyinzhubaoyeshilangfei。”
suyunxidehuabalinqiushuangmunvqigegouqiang,zheiyatoupingshixishengmanyu,kuanyidairen,beixiafangdeshiji**de,shuohuayebujiangjiuqilai。
林秋霜强忍怒气:
“doushisujiahaizi,yirongjurongyisunjusun,yunqingtuiqindeshijiubieguazaizuibianle,nibuyegenzheshouqianlian。”
xiangdaotuiqindeyunqing,yaoshidanwuleguinvyunxixiangkanzenmexing,fengdanninglengheng:
“meichuandaijiubiequxiangkan,miandediusujiadelian,jiabuchuquyeshiming。”
fengdanningzheixienianbangzheguanjia,zaisujiadiweifeiran,jiushibanveryangdetaiguai,zongbeilinqiushuangmunvhongpian,ai,xiangqilaiyeshizaoxin。
linqiushuangrenxiabiequ,renheshidoumeinverjiagehaorenjiazhongyao,
“taershenbieshengqi,yunqingyihuijiubadongxidouhaihuiqu,xianzaisujiadebaxinningchengyigusheng,lianghaiziyouchuxizanmenbuyeshengxinma。”
shijiadazujiushizheiyang,zuoshenmedoudegulvzhengtiliyi,bunengsiyiwangwei,budaisuyunqing,zhangfuyenanzuo,fengdanningzuoba。
linqiushuangmunvbajiededongxi:yifushouzhuoshoubiaoxianglianxiezi,douhailehuilai,linlinzongzongpaolesiwutang。
kanzhesuyunqingneirutongbeigeroubandenanshoushenqing,suyunxixinlichangkuai,zheicaikaishieryi,tamenzhenzhengdetongkuzaihoutouni!
waigongjialidebuyuan,zuocheshijifenzhongjiudaole,jingweiyuanzhanzaisiheyuanmenkouyingzhe。
jinlemen,chuanguohuilang,yuanzilihuozhanhuozuoqibagenianqingjunren,tamenzhengqihuayidekanguolai,buyouzizhudeqishenzhanli,angshoutingxiongzhanxianzuihaodezhuangtai。
suyunqingqiangxianyibuzouzaiqianmian,liangweinianqingguniangzoujinlai,kongqidougenzhechenjingxialai,datoudeneigerongmaoqingli,houmianneigegaodian,wuguanjingzhipiaoliang,
tamenchuanzhedeti,congxiaojieshouzuihaodepeiyangjiaoyu,yijuyidongdoutouzheshangxinyuemudeguiqi。
ruobushijiazhongyounan,shiwulunruhedoubukenengjiajidicengjunguan。
suyunxidaliangyiyanyuanzhongzhongren,tamendezhiweidouzaifuyingyishang,keyidaijiashusuijun。
waizaitiaojianzibubishuo,shengaodoubudiyu185,tixingyunchengjiankang,xiangmaochuzhongdouzai90fenyishang。
tademuguangzaikandaoxiemingxuanshidunlexia,ershisansuidetachuleibacui,ganjingliluodecuntou,tigeqiangjian,mianpangyingjun,buzhimidaoduoshaoguniang,
shangbeizi,taduixiemingxuanyijianzhongqing,waigongyilicuchengtamendehunshi,
kedengdaoxiemingxuandiaodaodifangchenglezhengchujiganbu,jiehunershizhounianneitianwanshang,tazuijiushuochulexinlihua:
“wohouhuiquyunxi,zhihuidanqinhuahuameirongyangshengdezibenjia**,aiwoaideyaosiyaohuoyidianziwoyishidoumeiyou,wogaiquyunqing,taxianzaishinvshoufu,youjianshiyounengli~”