第四章当好人真难
tajihubasangzihanyale，hanlehou，beihoudoushenchuleyicenglenghan——
tazhendehehuaile，mianqianderen，yanshentaikepale。
heqianqianjingranshitadenvren?buhuiba！pingrilitadoushiyigeren，buxiangyoushenmebeijingde，zenmehui........
dumochujuqishouzhizhuletadexiashu，lengxiaoyishengdao:“feihua，ruguonipengleta，haihuihuodaoxianzaima?”
dumochuhuafengyizhuan：“batadeshiqinggaosuwo，congtajiarugongsideneiyikeqi，suoyoudeshiqing。”
“a......”tahenjingya，renbuzhujingjiaoleyisheng。
ranhoukandaopangbiandexiashunachuledao，hedetadangchangbianleqiangdiao，“dagebieji，woshuo，wodoushuo!”
“ta…taxianzaihaishishixisheng，gongzuonenglihenhao，buzenmehebierenjiechu，shenghuojiandan，yehenganjing，buranwoyebuhui......”tajiejiebabadeshuozheneixietingqilaihaowuyongchudedongxi。
dumochujingjingdetingzhe，zhidao......
“tameiyoujiaren，ziliaoshikongde，zhiyouyigezaicshijianyudangyuyidepengyou。biedewoyebuzhidaole!qiuqiunirangwozouba......”
dumochuzhouqimeitou，danlihuitadekenqiu，chuletadeshenghuozhuangtai，tazhidedaoleyitiaoyouyongdexinxi——
cshijianyuzuoyuyidepengyou。
kanlai，zuijinjinian，tasihudedaolehenduodefangbianya。
danzheifangbian，gaitingzhile。
“dage，qiunile!wozaiyebuganle!”jinglihaizaikenqiu，dumochugandaobuan，xiangxiashuhuishou，shiyifangtazou。
tayijingmeishenmejiazhile。
“buyao…buyaoshawo!”keshijinglilijiecuole，tajingkongdidajiaoqilai。
dangxiashuyongdaozigeduanshengzihou，tajingqiangguobishouchaodumochutongqu。
他以为自己会成功。
tarenweichuqibuyidixijidumochubuchengwenti。
“dushao!”xiashuheleyitiao，renbuzhuhanchulesheng。
dumochutingdaoleshenhoudedongjing，bennengdiyishanbibikailebishou，tongshiyongfanshouqinzhulejingli。
“pa!”bishouluozaidishang，baduishoudeshouwanniuquchengyigeguaiyidexingzhuang。
“tongtongtong…”jinglidanxiguidaozaidi。
“jiranbuxiangzou?”dumochuqingqingdekailekou，shengyinhendi，henanjing，youmanyoutuo，haoxiangzaixuanpansixing。“neijiubiezoule。”
“碰!”
yijiaobajinglifeipangdeshentitilechuqu。chulegutoudeduanlieshenghezhongwuluodidedichenshengyin，zaimeiyoulerenheshengyin......
jingliyidongbudongdipazaidishang，yebuzhidaosimeisi。
“zhaogedifangmaile！”dumochushuodao，yanliliuluchuyanedeshense，jieguoxiashusonglaidemaojin，calecashouzhishangdexuezi，aonaodeshuodao：
“danghaorenzhennana！haishizhaozijidefangshibijiaohao。”
“dushao，”huangzhengchouleyankanzhedishangdexueji，gaoxingdibaogaozhejinzhan，“shiqingyijinganpaihaole。”
“hao”。dumochudiandiantou，yanjinglengbingbingde。“haiyouyijianshi......”
heqianqianzhenggeshangwudouxinbuzaiyan。
tahenyouyu，haorongyiaodaolewuxiushijian，heqianqianzhongyuguqiyongqijihanludaledianhua。
“hanlu，womingtianyaohuicshiyitang。”
“a?!ke......”hanluyinggaizaichifan，tanengqingchuditingdaoshiwufeijiandeshengyin，jiezheshiyizhenkesou。
hanluxunsudiaozhenglezhuangtai，jinghuangdiwendao:“dumochuzhaodaonilema?tabinihuilaima?”
“bu，shichucha，jiujitian。”heqianqiandishengshuo，tahaimeiyoushuowan，hanlujiudaduanletadehua。
“nifenglema?weinidegongzuomaozheimedadefengxian?cshishidumochudedipan，ruguobeitafaxianle，nijiuzaiyetaobulele!”
“wozhidao。”tachenmolehaoyihui。
zhenzhengzhidemaoxiande，bushigongzuo：“hanlu，ninengbangmangjiandaofuqinma…”
三年了。
tabuzhidaofuqinzenmeyangle......
“nixiangqukanbobo?”hanluxileyikouqi，buzijuedifangdileshengyin。tazaidianhuaneitouchensilehenzhangshijian，zuihoushuo:“haode!mingtianzheigeshijian，niguolaizhaowo。”
xiawujianyufangfeng，tajuedingbangheqianqianyici，napayouxiemaoxian。
“韩璐,谢谢!
谈判进行得很顺利。
jingliyizhimeilai，yemeirentiaomaobing。
yixiaban，heqianqianjiukaishishoushitadedongxi，diertianzaochenbianqujichangdazuizaodehangbandaocshi。
zaijichang，weiyideyiwaishitazaitongguoanjianshi，faxianzijidiushilefangmenyaochi。baobaoshikaizhede，tabuzhidaodiaonale？bujintanlekouqi:dangzijihuilaideshihou，ruhejinwushiyigedawenti......
jipiaoyijingmaile，huiquyiwukeneng，tahainengzuode，jiushizaijichangfujinxunzhao。
“nizaizhaodongxi?”yigenanrendeshengyinxiangqi，“shizheigema?”huangzhenglinzheyaochilianzaitamianqianhuangdonglejixia。
“dui，zheishiwodeyaochi!feichangganxie!”heqianqianweixiaozhexiangtadaoxie：“nizenmekanchushiwodiude?”
“ng......yinweizhiyounizaizhaodongxi。”huangzhengxiaolexiao。tacaibuhuigaosuheqianqian，zijiyizhigenzheta，shikanzheyaochidiaozaidishangde。
“多谢多谢!”
“biekeqile，kuaizhunbeidengjiba。”talimaodihuilehuishou，guihaileyaochi，chaoviptongdaozouqu......
heqianqianqueliuzaiyuandi，tazongjuedeyouxieqiguai，quexiangbuchuweishenme......
“heqianqian!”yigeshuxideshengyindaduanletadesixu。
huitouyikan，yuanlaishixiaofang。
“你？”
“wogenzhuguanshuo，doushishixisheng，jiugaiyoutongdengdelilianjihui。”xiaofangdeyiditaiqitou，“woyequ!buguanshigongshiguo，womenlianggeduiban。”
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