第六章去见杜默初
tazenmezhidaodumochudeshi?
到底发生了什么事?
“yi，nibushilianailema?”hanayidebiaoqingyehenjingya，takunhuodizhuanxiangheqianqian。“woqunijiazuofanshi，hexianshenggaosuwoninanpengyoushiyigejiaodumochudenianqingren。”
heqianqiankanshangquhenkunhuo。
danshihanlusongleyikouqi。“neishihenjiuyiqiandeshile，mama。neitiannixiangjiheqianqianzhaogenanpengyou，jidema?”tabahandaniangdejianbangtuidaowuli，gaibianlehuati，zoulehuiqu。
“womalaole”。hanluzhizhetadetou，buhaoyisidixiaole。“naozilaoshihutu，zongshiwangshi。”
heqianqiandianlediantou，danyouyuleyixia。
tabunengzaicchengdaitaijiu。
hanlugongzuodiule，xianzaihanjiariziyebuhaoguo，zijixianzaidechujingyeshijihujuejing，yidanbeineigenanrenfaxian，lianleilehanjia，houguobukanshexiang。
她得自己想清楚。
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“wolaicchengchucha。”jijuqingsongdehuaguohou，heqianqianmeidaiduojiujiuqishenyaozoule。“wodetongshimenhaizaidengwo。”
韩阿姨不愿意放弃。
hanludishengbaheqianqiansongchumenqu。“nixianhuiqugongzuo，dangniwanchenggongzuohou，likaiccheng!，zheiliyouwozuozhu，nibiechashou。nimingbaima?”
“hao”。heqianqiandeshengyinhenpingjing。
“nibunengchongdong!nizhidaoma?”hanluzhongfu。
“fangxinla。”heqianqiandiandiantou，biandeyuelaiyuepingjing
她没有冲动。
tayixinzhixiangzhe:quzhaodumochu。
这是唯一的办法。
dushijituangaodadejianzhuangshoutingli。
heqianqiancongmeixiangguohuizailaizheigedifang。gangguozhongwu，renmenzaidalouqianjinjinchuchu。
danyidantajieru......
sanniandeduozanghechangshikenengshitulaode。
“heqianqian，xianzaiwoweiyidenver，nibixuhaohaodishenghuo。”
“heqianqian，tingbabadehua，libabayuandian!yongyuanbuyaohuilaile......”
heqianqiantinglefuqindehua，wubidexinteng。tazenmenengwushitamenni?zheishitaweiyidefuqin!tabunengzairangtashoukule!
heqianqianlijizoulejinlai。
yuqizhongde“zhenjingdeyanjing”he“weiburen”bingmeiyouchuxian。datinglijimanleren，yiqieruchang。jiedaiyuanzhangleyizhangxinmiankong，binbinyoulididuitaxiaolexiao:“nihao!qingwenninshinawei?”
“wo，wozaizhaodu......”raner，zheizhonggongshigongbandekaichangbaishiheqianqianbuzhisuocuo。tayouyulebanmiaozhong，ranhougaibianletadehua。wozaizhaoduzong。”
“duzonghaimeiyoulai。niyouyuyuema?”qiantaibiankanjilubianwen。
“没有。”
“nindexingmingheyewu?wokeyijinianpaishijian。”jiedaiyuanwanchengletadegongzuo，nachulezhihebi。zhuanyeminruideganjuegaosuta:zheigenvhaicike，bushixianzaren!
“woshiheqianqian。wozaizhaota......”shuodaozheili，heqianqianhuranbuzuoshengle。
她该怎么说呢?
taobisannian，neimeduodeweiquhejiujie，najuhuayinggaishikaichangbai?
“e,gangganghao!duzongguolaile！”zhengdangtayouyudeshihou，jiedaiyuanturanshuohuale，takanlekanheqianqian。
他来了吗?
heqianqianzhuanguoshenlai，bennengdipieleyiyancongmenwaimianjinlaideneigeren
zheinandeqizhizhuoran，rufanxingbanyaoyan。
杜墨初。
zheigemingzilitahenyaoyuan，danzaitadeneixinshenchu。heqianqianzaichensideshihou，xinligandaoyizhenjudadezhendong:konghuang、tongku、kongju、fennu......taiduodeqingxuyonglejinlai，taiduoderangtacuoshoubuji，rangtadedanaoyipiankongbai。
takandaota!wozheibeizihaihuizaijiandaoni!
“niyoushenmeshi，ganjingenduzongshuo!”jiedaiyuankanzheta，jiletayigekunhuodejinggao。tashenchushourangheqianqianzouchuqu。
dumochushenbiandaizhejigebaobiao，chuanguodedifang，bierenzidongbikai，zhikanjiantalianshang，xiandeshouxueerlinglei......xiangfeiepuhuo。
meiyouyigebaobiaolanzhuta。
tamenyuezouyuejin，heqianqianjiuyuejinzhang，tadeshenqijihushitatoubuguoqilai。taguqiquanbuyongqi，dangtazoujinshi，tajiaodao:“du......”
heqianqianhaimeishuowanjiuzouleguoqu。
zheiyiqiedoumeiyoufasheng，tacongtashenbianzouguo，sihugenbenburenshita。baobiaomenyigejieyigedicongtashenbianzouguo，meiyourenrangtanankan，yemeiyourenbatadaizou。
“…dumochu。”tadishengshuolezuihoulianggezi，jiubeirenqunpaozaineili。
“叮!”
tashenhouchuanlaidiantideshengyin，bujiujiumeiyoulejiaobusheng。
“niweishenmebuquzhaoduzongni?”jiedaiyuanqiguaidizhuanguoshenlai，dangtakandaoheqianqiandelianshiheleyitiao。“nizenmela?nibushufuma?yaobuyaosongniquyiyuan?”
tadeliansecangbaidekepa。
“bu,xiexie。”heqianqiantaiqizuichun，buandixiaole。“wozaizheili......zuoyihuier......wohenkuaijiuhuizhunbeihao......”taxuyaotingxialaixiangyixiang。
接下来是什么?
tameixiangdaohuifashengzheizhongshi!taconglaimeiyouxiangguo，takenengliankandoubukantayiyanjiubatadangchengyigemoshengren!kanlaitasiniandetaopaoheduozangyeshimeiyoubiyaode......
tadeshijie，turanyipianhunluan。
......
zaidiantidexiaxiaokongjianli，wenduyijiangdaobingdian。
dumochubobodezuichunmindejinjinde，lianshanglengbingbingde。congtazoujingongsidamendeneiyikeqi，tashenmeyemeishuo，danshitajinwodequantouliuluchulexianzaitadexinqing。
“duxianshengnizheimele?”baobiaoyouyulehenzhangshijian，ranhouyouyouyuleyixia，buganchusheng:“nixiangqinghexiaojieshanglaima?”duxianshengzenmenengbarenliuzaineili?youxie…
“buyao。”talenglengdijujuele，daduanlebaobiaowuxiandexiaxiang。
“ruguotazoulezenmeban?”baobiaohendanxin。
“rangta.....。”
baobiaomenmianmianxiangqu，zhishuolesangezi，yuqiyuelaiyuelengdan。yishijian，sheiyebuganzaishuohuale。
直到------
“ding!”diantidaodadinglou。
dumochutouyebuhuijiuchuqule。
tabuhuixiangyiqianneiyangduidaitale!
jirantameiyou，jiubataguachulaiba......
......
“duxianshengzailimianma?”huanghunshifen，huangzhengcongmangguoquzhaoren。tazhidaolouxia......huameiluoxialai，talianxilebaobiao，zuolegeyanshen，yishengqingxidechenmo。
tadalegeshoushi，tuikailebangongshidemen。
“duxiansheng，woshilaijiaobenyuedecaiwubaobiaode。”huangzhengdiguoqu，tinglexialai。“…wojuedetakanqilaibutaihao。takanqilaishengbingle。”
tameiyouxishuo，shenzhimeiyouzhimingdaoxing，zhitinglehuangzhengjiandandeyijuhua，jiukanjianyigerenbizhidizuozhe，tadeshentixianranjiangyingle，tademeimaohenkuaidizhouleqilai......
danzheizhishiyishidefanying。
bujiu，dumochudelianyoubianle，taneizhangyingjundelianlengbingbingde，mobuguanxin。tadezhangshouzhishiqilehuangzhengjilaidebiaoge。takanleyiyan，shuo:“haode，wozhidaole。”
“e......tashuodeshibiaoge?haishiheqianqian?
“zheige，wobuganxingqu。”tingdunleliangmiaozhong。danghuangzhenghaizainamendeshihou，dumochuduwanleneipianwenzhang，padeyishengheshang，batarenglehuiqu。
suixingdebaobiaohenkuaigenshang。
huangzhengzhanzaiyuandi，anziweixiao。
何芊浅坐了一下午。
tayizhidaizaidalouyiloudexiuxiqu，yongjinquanshendeliqihenaolishituxiaohua:xianzaichengweidumochuyiweizheshenme?tagaizenmeban?
不知道。
“ruguoyoushenmewonengbangmangde，qinggaosuwo。”jiedaiyuankanzhetaruoyousuosideyangzi，bingmeiyoudaraotataiduo，zhishijingjingdijixuhezhekafei。
suoyi，yibeiyouyibei......
zhenggexiawu，heqianqiandoujibuqitaheleduoshaokafei。tayizhidaizhezheizhongqiangliedetongkuzaixiang，zhidaotadeweitengle，ranhoutaganjuedaota
tahedetaiduole!weishoubule......
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不!
tabiewuxuanze，zhinengshiyishi，napazhiyouyici!
heqianqianyaleyataneitengtongdewei，shenxileyikouqi，mengdizhanqishen，zhibendiantierqu。tahaimeilaidejizoujin，diantimen“ding”deyishengkaile，dumochuhetaderenzoulechulai......
sizhiyanjingxiangyu，meiyizhidoushixiangzaichudian。
zhiyoutadeyanjinglengbingbingde，tadeyanjingjiaochazhelengbingbingde，ranhoutamencongtashenbianzouguo......
“杜墨初!”
她无法阻止他。
zhengdangtayaolikaidatingdeshihou，heqianqiangenzaitahoumianpaoguoqu，jingguoneigebaobiao，lanzhuleta。
zaizhongmukuikuizhixia，zaizhongmukuikuizhixia，tajiuzheiyangzhanzaitademianqian......dangzhuduzongdelu!