wodeshoujizailingchenliangdianturanzhendong。pingmuliangqiyouguang，
yingzheyitiaomoshenghaomafalaideduanxin：【tazhidaozhenxiangle！wozaikaiyuejiudian1703，jiuwo！
——songzhiwei】xinzangxiangshibeiyizhibinglengdeshouzuanjin。songzhiwei。zheigemingzi，xiangyigenchenniandeci，
shenzhazaiwoheshenyanchihunyindefurouli。tashishenyanchixinkouneidaoyongbuyuhedeshangba，
shitawuyemenghuidebaiyueguang。erwolinwan，shitatuierqiuqici、budebuqudewenzixue。
jiehunsanzhounianjinianri。shenyanchizaoshangchumenqian，shenzhimeijiwoyigeyanshen。tadagaizaojiuwanglezheigerizi，
huozhe，genbenbuxiejide。xianzai，tadebaiyueguang，quezaizheigeshenye，xiangwozheige“wenzixue”qiujiu？
duanxinlitouzhebinsidekonghuang。“tazhidaozhenxiangle？”shenmezhenxiang？shenyanchizhidaoleshenme？
yigushuobuqingdaobumingdehanyi，shunzhejizhuipashanglai。zhijuexiangjingbaoyiyangzainaozilijianxiao。wozhuaqiwaitao，
chongchulebinglengde、haowurenqidesuowei“jia”。kaiyuejiudian1703fang。houzhongdefangmenxuyanzhe，
xiechuyixiannuanhuangdeguang，haiyouyayide、shuyunvrendechuoqisheng。wozhanzaimenkou，shouzhibingliang。limianchuanlaide，
shishenyanchidichenyayideshengyin，meiyigezidouxiangcuilebing：“zhiwei……nizaishuoyibian？
dangnianjiuwoderen……shini？bushilinwan？”xueyeshunjianchongshangtouding，youzaixiayimiaodongjie。wopingzhuhuxi，
zhijiankoujinmenkuangcucaodemuwenli。songzhiweidekushenggengxiangle，
daizheyizhongjiehouyushengde、jiaoruodezhandou：“yanchi……duibuqi，
womanlenizheimeduonian……dangshiwotaihaipale，
wopanixianqiwochushenputong……gengpalinwanta……”taqiadaohaochuditingdun，liuxiawujindexiangxiangkongjian。
“patashenme？”shenyanchideshengyinlengdediaozha。“pata……patayinweijidu，
zuochugengkepadeshi……”songzhiweideshengyindaizhejinghuangdekuqiang，“tayizhimofangwo，xuewoshuohua，
xuewochuanyi……shenzhi……shenzhimofangdangnianjiunidexijie！womeixiangdaotanengzuodaozheiyibu！yanchi，
wocaishineigezaihuochanglibanituochulaiderena！nikan……”yizhenxisusheng。woweiweiceshen，touguomenfeng，
kandaolerangwohunshenxueyedaoliudeyimu。songzhiwei，neigechuchukeliandebaiyueguang，
zhengbayigeyanshude、bianyuanmosundeyingqiaobijiben，zhandoudididaoshenyanchimianqian。neigebenzi！
neishiwodiushilehenjiuderijiben！limianjilulewozhenggemengdongyoubeiweideshaonvshidai，
baokuo……neigegaibianlewoyishengde、nongyanmimandexiawu。woruhechongjinzhehuodecangku，
ruhetuochuneigebiwogaoyigetoudeshaonian，ruhebeidiaoluodehengliangcashangleshoubei，liuxianeitiaowanyandebahen。
yiji，houlaizaiyiyuan，gezherenqun，jinghongyipiekandaodeshaonianmohudecelian——shenyanchi。
“nikanzheige……”songzhiweifandaoqizhongyiye，zhizheshangmiandeziji，leiyanposuo，
“zheishilinwanderiji……ta、tajingranbazheiyiqiedoujixialai，dangchenggonglvenidemoban！
tamofangwojiunidechangjing，mofangwodeshentai……jiushiweiledingtiwo，dedaoni！yanchi，
wohaopa……tajiuxianggefengzi……”shenyanchidemuguangsisidingzaineibenrijishang，
talianshangdejirouzaidengguangxiabengjin，xiahexianfenglidenenggeshangren。
neishuangzongshiduiwochongmanyanqihelengmodeyanjingli，cikefanyongzhejingtaohailang——shizhenjing，shinanyizhixin，
zuizhonghuaweibeiyunonghoudetaotiannuhuo。neinuhuo，jihuyaoshaochuanmenban，zhizhizhuoshaodaowoshenshang。
xinzangbeiyizhiwuxingdeshouhenhenjiuzhu，tongdewowufahuxi。yuanlaishizheiyang。yuanlaisongzhiweitouzoulewoderiji。
yuanlaitachuxinjilvzheimeduonian，jiushiweilezaijintian，zheigewojiehunjinianridelingchen，yongwodetongkuhezhenxin，
qujiaoguantadehuangyan，quchedizhanduanwoheshenyanchizhijianzuihouyisiyaoyaoyuzhuidelianxi。
judadehuangmiuganhejianruidetengtongxijuanerlai。wokanzhefangjianlineigewomingyishangdezhangfu，
kanzhetayinweilingyigenvrendeyanleiheyibentoulaiderijierjulieqifudexiongtang，
kanzhetayanzhongwei“zhenxiang”erranshaode、zuyifenhuiyiqiedenuyan。sannianhunyin，woxianggebiejiaodexiaochou，
yanzheyichangdujiaoxi。erta，lianyigezhengyandoulinsejiyudeguanzhong。goule。zhendegoule。
jiuzaishenyanchimengditaitou，neishuangxinghongde、daizhehuimieqixideyanjingjijiangsaoxiangmenkoudeshunjian，
wotuikaileneishanxuyandemen。menzhoufachuqingweide“zhiya”sheng，
dapolefangjianliningzhide、chongmanhuangyanhefennudekongqi。shenyanchihesongzhiweitongshikanleguolai。
shenyanchideyanshen，xiangcuiledudedaozi，guoxiezheganggangbei“zhenxiang”dianrandebaonu，henhenzhaxiangwo。
songzhiweizexiangshoujingdexiaolu，mengdisesuoleyixia，wangshenyanchishenhouduoqu，lianshangleihenweigan，
yandiquefeikuaidilveguoyisideyihetiaoxin。“linwan？”shenyanchideshengyindichenshaya，
yayizhehuoshanbandeqingxu，“nigenzongwo？”wowushitaneijihuyaochirendemuguang，jingzhizoudaotamenmianqian。
wodemuguang，yueguoshenyanchikuankuodejianbang，jingzhundidingzaisongzhiweineizhangwojianyouliandelianshang，ranhou，
huanhuanxiayi，luozaitajinjinzuanzaishoulide、shuyuwoderijibenshang。wodeshengyinhenpingjing，
pingjingdelianwozijidougandaoyiwai。meiyouzhiwen，meiyoukuhan，zhiyouyizhongchenailuodingdepibei。“song**，
”wokanzheta，qingxidikaikou，“neibenriji，shiwode。”shijianfangfoninggule。
songzhiweilianshangdexuese“shua”ditunjin，niezherijibendeshouzhiyinweiyonglierfanbai。tazhanglezhangzui，
sihuxiangfanbo，danzaiwoguoyupingjingdezhushixia，jingyishishiyu。“ni……nihushuoshenme！
”tazhongyuzhaohuishengyin，daizhekuqiang，shentidoudexiangfengzhongdeluoye，gengjindizhuazhushenyanchideyixiu，“yanchi，
nikanta！tahaizaijiaobian！tatoulewodedongxi，haigandaodayipa！”shenyanchidemeitousisiningchengyigejie，
takanzhewo，yanshenlishinongdehuabukaideyaneheshenshi。“linwan，nihaiyaobuyaolian？toulezhiweidedongxi，
haiganzhuidaozheililaisaye？”“tou？”wochelechezuijiao，yigejiqiweixiaodehudu，dagaibikuhainankan。
wochaotashenchushou，zhangxinxiangshang，tankaizaitamianqian。“shenyanchi，mafanni，rangtabarijibenjiwo。
”“jini？”shenyanchixiangshitingdaoletiandadexiaohua，tamengdishuaikaisongzhiweideshou，yibukuadaowomianqian，
gaodadeshenyingdaizheqiangliedeyapogan，yinyinglongzhaoxialai。“linwan，nichuxinjilvmofangzhiwei，
shenzhiweizaotadejingli，jiuweilepashangwodechuang！xianzaibeichaichuanle，haixiangxiaohuizhengju？
”tadeshouzhijihuyaochuodaowodebijian，daizhezhuorendenuhuo：“nizheizhongnvren，xinsidaidu，shouduanxiazuo！
wozhenhouhui……”“houhuiqulewo？”wopingjingdijieshangtadehua，
taitouzhishitayinbaonuerxiandegewaishensuideyanjing，“shenyanchi，zainiyanli，
wolinwanshibushiyongyuandoushineigeweilejiaruhaomenbuzeshouduande**？”“nandaobushima？”talishengfanwen，
meiyigezidouxiangcuiledudebingling，“congnidiyicichuxianzaiwomianqian，mofangzhiweidechuanzhedabankaishi，
wojiuzhidaonishigeshenmehuose！nichuxinjilvjiejinwo，bujiushikanzhongleshenjiadeqianheshi？xianzaibeijiechuanle，
haizaizheilizhuangshenmewugu！”xinkoudeweizhi，xiangshibeizhongchuihenhenzaleyixia，mentongshunjianmanyandaosizhibaihai。
yuanlaizaitaxinli，zheisanniandehunyin，wosuoyoudeyinrenhefuchu，doubuguoshiyichangchuxinjilvdepianju。
wokanzheta，kanzhezheigewoaileneimeduonian、yehenleneimeduoniandenanren。
kanzhetayingjunlianpangshanghaobuyanshidebiyihezenge。zuihouyisicancunde、kexiaodeqidai，chediximiele。
“hao。”wodiandiantou，shengyinqingdexiangtanxi，“jiudangwoshiweileqian，weileshi，chuxinjilv，buzeshouduan。
”wodemuguangzhuanxiangsongzhiwei，tazhengduozaishenyanchishenhou，zuijiaogouqiyisijibukechadeshenglihudu。
“song**，”wodeshengyindouranzhuanleng，daizheyizhongtazijikenengdouweichajuedelingli，“rijibenli，
diqiyeyouxiajiao，woyongqianbixieguoyixinghenxiaodezi。xiedeshenme，nihaijidema？
”songzhiweilianshangdedeyishunjianjiangzhu，yanshenlishanguoyisihuangluan。taxiayishididitouxiangfankanrijiben。
“buyongfanle，”wodaduanta，qingxidituchuneijigezi，“‘jiuwoderen，zuobeiyouba。
’”shenyanchideshentimengdiyizhen。songzhiweideliansechedibianle，tajihushijianjiaodao：“nihushuo！yanchi，
tayouzaibianzao！taxiangwumiewo！”“wumie？”womengditaishou，zhixiangshenyanchi，shengyinbuda，queyichangqingxi，
“shenyanchi，dangniandahuo，nibeijiuchulaishi，suiranyishibuqing，
danneigetuozheni、beiniyadechadianpabudongderen，zuobeibeidiaoxialaideguntangtiepihualeyidaokouzi，henshen。
zheijianshi，chulejiuniderenheniziji，haiyousheizhidao？nihoulaizaiyiyuanxinglai，bushihaiwenguohushi，
neigeshoubeishoushangdenvhaiqunalema？”woliaoqizijizuobeideyixiu。yidaodanfensede、wanyandebahen，
zaijiudianmingliangdedengguangxia，qingxikejian。bahenyouxieniantoule，bianyuanyijingbiandepinghua，
danyijiunengkanchudangchudezhengning。“zheidaoba，shidangnianweilebaniconghuochangtuochulai，
beishaohongdetiepijiaziguade。”wofangxiayixiu，kanzheliansezhouranbiandecanbaidesongzhiwei，shengyinbingleng，
“song**，nidezuobei，guanghuadehenba？yaobuyaoxianzaiyeliaoqilai，jidajiakankan？”siji。
fangjianlizhishengxiasongzhiweicuzhongde、daizhekonghuangdechuanxisheng。shenyanchidemuguang，sisididingzaiwodezuobeiweizhi，
fangfoyaochuantouneicengbuliao，kanqingneidaobahen。tadelianshang，baonuninggule，
querdaizhideshiyizhongjudade、dabaixingdezhenjinghemangran。tahuanhuandi、jiqijiangyingdizhuanguotou，
kanxiangshenhoudesongzhiwei。“zhiwei……”tadeshengyinjiansewubi，
“nideshoubei……”songzhiweihunshenjuliedizhandouqilai，tajingkongdikanzheshenyanchi，youkankanwo，
yanshenfengkuangshanshuo，zuichunduosuozhe，queyigeziyeshuobuchulai。taxiayishidibashuangshouzangdaoshenhou。zheigedongzuo，
birenheyanyudougengyouli。shenyanchiyanzhongdezhenjingxunsubeiyizhongkepadeyinzhiqudai。
tamengdiyibazhuazhusongzhiweideshouwan，lidaozhida，rangtatonghuchusheng。“liaoqilai！
”tadeshengyindichendekepa，daizheburongzhiyidemingling。“bu……yanchi！nitingwojieshi！shitaxianhaiwo！
shita……”songzhiweikuhanzhezhengzha，yanleixiongyongerchu。“worangniliaoqilai！”shenyanchijihushipaoxiaochusheng，
mengdijiangtazangzaishenhoudeshoubeizhuaidaoshenqian，cubaodiluqitazhidijingliangdeyangrongshanxiuzi。
baixi、guanghua、xini。meiyouyisibahendehenji。shijian，zaineiyikefangfobeiwuxianlazhang。
shenyanchidingzhesongzhiweineitiaoguangjiewuxiadeshoubei，tongkongjijushousuo，xiangshidiyicizhenzhengkanqingyanqianzheigeren。
talianshangdexuesetundeganganjingjing，zhuazhusongzhiweishouwandeshouzhi，yinweiguoduyongliergujiefanbai，weiweizhandou。
songzhiweidekushengjiaranerzhi，zhishengxiajingkongdechouye。taxiangyizunbeichuopodemeiliciou，
lianshangdechuchukeliansuiliekailai，zhishengxialangbeihekonghuang。“jiade……”shenyanchideshengyinganseshaya，
xiangshishazhimocazhehoulong，tahuanhuantaiqitou，kanxiangwo，yanshenlichongmanlehunluan、nanyizhixin，
haiyouyisi……chilaide、judadetongchu？“doushijiade？”neitongchu，shiyinweifaxianzijibeiqipian，
haishiyinweifaxian……tahencuoleren？wobuxiangzhidao，yemeixingquzhidaole。xinkouneikuaidifang，yijingmamule。
kanzhetacikedezhenjinghetongku，wojingranganjuebudaosihaokuaiyi，zhiyouwubianwujidepibeihehuangliang。
“woderijiben，”wozaicikaikou，shengyinpingjingwubo，“mafanhaijiwo。
”shenyanchixiangshibeiwodeshengyinjingxing，tamengdisongkaiqianzhisongzhiweideshou。songzhiweiliangqiangzhehoutuiyibu，
diezuozairouruandeditanshang，shihunluopo。shenyanchiwanyao，
congditanshangjianqineibenbeitanuhuoboji、youxiezhoulederijiben。tanazheta，zhijiansihuyouxiezhandou。
takanzhewo，zuichunxidonglejixia，sihuxiangshuoshenme。“jiwo。”womeiyoujitakaikoudejihui，shenchushou，
yuqishiburongzhiyidelengmo。tachenmozhe，
zuizhonghaishijiangneibenchengzailewosuoyoushaonvxinshiheweiyizhenxiangderijiben，dileguolai。zhijianzaijiaojiedeshunjian，
duanzandichupeng。tadeshou，bingliang。wodeshou，tongyangbingleng。wojieguorijiben，jinjinbaozaihuaili。
shuxideyingqiaochugan，daizheyizhongchenailuodingdeduntong。meiyouzaikantayiyan，
yemeiyoukandishangshihunluopodesongzhiwei。wozhuanguoshen，tingzhijibei，yibubuzouxiangmenkou。shenhou，
shisiyibandejijing。zhidaowodeshouwozhubinglengdejinshumenbashou。“linwan！”shenyanchideshengyinzhongyuxiangqi，
daizheyizhongqiansuoweiyoude、jinhuposuidesiyahejicu。wodejiaobudunzhu，danmeiyouhuitou。
“neichanghuo……jiuwoderen……zhendeshini？”tadeshengyinlichongmanlebuquedingheyizhongbinlinbengkuideqiuzheng。
duomefengcidewenti。sannianfuqi，tongchuangyimeng。taxinxinnianniandebaiyueguang，
buguoshitouzouworenshengpianduandexiaotou。ertashiweixinjibiaodeqizi，caishitazhenzhengdejiumingenren。
wohuanhuanzhuanguoshen。shenyanchizhanzaidengguangxia，shenxingyijiugaodatingba，
danzhoushenlongzhaozheyizhongcongweiyouguodetuiranhehuibai。takanzhewodeyanshen，fuzadaolejidian，youzhenjing，
youkuijiu，youmangran，haiyouyisi……liantazijidouweicengchajuede、xiaoxinyiyideqiqiu？
songzhiweitanzuozaidishang，yangtoukanzheshenyanchidebeiying，youkankanwo，
lianshangshichedibeisipoweizhuanghoudeyuanduhejuewang。“shenyanchi，”woyingshangtademuguang，
qingxidi、yiziyidundishuo，“shisheijiuleni，xianzaiduinilaishuo，haizhongyaoma？”tadeshentimengdiyihuang，
liansegengjiacangbai。“nixuanzexiangxinshei，conglaidouzhipingnidexinyi。”wodeshengyinhenqing，quexiangcuilebingdezhen，
“nixuanzexiangxinta，yanewo，zhengzhengsannian。xianzaizhenxiangbaizaiyanqian，nijuede，wohaihuizaihunixinbuxinma？
”wochechuyigejidan、jilengdexiao：“jinianriliwushoudaole，shenzong。zheifen‘jingxi’，woyongshengnanwang。
”shuowan，buzaikantashunjianjiangyingdelianse，buzailihuisongzhiweiyanzhongbengfadeyuandu，wolakaimen，zoulechuqu。
houzhongdefangmenzaishenhouhelong，gejueleneigechongmanhuangyan、xiuruhechilaizhenxiangdekongjian。
zoulangpuzhehouhoudeditan，xizoulesuoyoudejiaobusheng。wobaozhewoderijiben，
xiangbaozhezijicancundeyidianzunyan，yibuyibu，zouxiangdianti。shenhouneishanjinbidemennei，
yinyuechuanlaiyayidepaoxiaohenvrenjianlidekuhan。neishitamendezhanchang，yuwozaiwuguage。diantimenhuanhuandakai，
binglengdejinshuguangzeyingchuwocangbaidelian。meiyouyanlei。yididoumeiyou。zhiyouyipiansijidehuangwu。diertian，
wobanchuleneidonghaohuaquebinglengdebieshu。shouxubandeyichangshunli。shenyanchidezhuliqinziguolai，
dijiwoyifenwenjian，zitaiqiansuoweiyoudegongjing，shenzhidaizheyisibuyichajuedehuangkong。“lin**，
shenzongjiaodai，ninqiangezijiuhao。bieshuheninmingxianeiliangchedouguinin，lingwai，zheizhangkalishiwuqianwan，
suanshi……buchang。”zhulidizhetou，bugankanwo。buchang？wochelechezuijiao，naqibi，
zailihunxieyishushangqianxiazijidemingzi。bijianhuaguozhizhang，fachushashadeshengxiang，xianggeduanzuihouyigensixian。
“gaosuta，”wobaqianhaodewenjiantuihuiqu，shengyinpingjingwubo，“dongxiwoshouxia，bushibuchang，
shiwoyingdedeqingchunsunshifeihejingshenpeichang。congciliangqing。”zhuliyuyanyouzhi，zuizhonghaishinazhewenjianlikaile。
wohuanguzheigezhulesanniande“jia”，meiyijianangguidebaishedoutouzheshuli。zheilimeiyouyisiyihaowodeqixi。
wodaizoudedongxihenshao，jijianchangchuandeyifu，jibenshu，haiyouneigeshierfudederijiben。
tuozhexinglixiangzouchudamenshi，yangguangyouxieciyan。womilemiyan，meiyouhuitou。xindeshenghuo，kaishile。
wozaichengdongyigeanjingdelaoxiaoquzulegexiaogongyu，yishiyiting，tuikaichuangnengkanjianlouxiazhifanyemaodewutongshu。
huanjingtanbushangduohao，danganjing、zizai。woyongshenyanchi“peichang”deqian，panxialeyigelinjiedexiaoxiaokafeiguan。
difangbuda，shengzaiweizhibucuo，chuangwaijiushiyitiaozhongmanfaguowutongdejiedao。wojitaqumingjiao“guiling”。
yiqieconglingkaishi。kafeiguandezhuangxiushejidoushiwozijilaide，yuanmusediao，nuanhuangdedengguang，
kongqizhongmimanzhekafeidouhongbeidechunxianghetiandiandenaixiang。meiyoufukuadeshuijingdeng，meiyoubinglengdedalishi，
zhiyourangrenfangsongderouruanshafahejiaoluolianjingshengzhangdelvzhi。womeitianzaozaoqilai，qinzitiaoxuandouzi，
diaoshijiqi，yanjiuxindetiandianpeifang。yanmokafeidoudeshengyin，zhengqipenchudecicisheng，
gukedishengdejiaotanhebeidiepengzhuangdeqingxiang……zheixiexisuierzhenshideshengyin，
yidiandiantianbuzhewoxinlineipianbeitaokongdedifang。mangliu，pibei，queqiansuoweiyouditashi。
wokeyipingbilesuoyouguanyushenyanchihesongzhiweidexiaoxi。neigequanzi，liwotaiyuanle。
wozhixiangshouzhewozheiyifangxiaoxiaodetiandi，guodiananshengrizi。raner，shuyujingerfengbuzhi。
pingjingderizizhiguolebudaolianggeyue。yigezhoumodewuhou，yangguangtouguowutongyedefengxi，
zaikafeiguandemudibanshangtouxiabanbodeguangying。dianlizuomanleren，
kongqilipiaozhekafeixianghegangchuluderouguijuandetianxiang。wozhengwanyaojikaochuangdeyizhuokerenxubei。
dianmenshangdetonglingqingcuidixiangleyisheng。
woxiayishiditaitou：“huanyingguang……”houmiande“lin”zikazailehoulongli。menkouzhanzhederen，shishenyanchi。
tachuanzheyishenjiancaiwanmeideshenhuisexizhuang，shenxingyijiutingbachuzhong，zhishilianseyouxieqiaocui，
yanxiadaizhedandandeqinghei。tazhanzaimenkou，nizheguang，shensuidemuguangxiangtanzhaodengyiyang，jingzhundibuzhuodaowo，
limianfanyongzhefuzananbiandeqingxu——youpibei，youtanxun，haiyouyisi……wowufajiedudehuian。
dianlishunjiananjingxialai。jigechangkehaoqididaliangzhezheigeyuzheiwenxinxiaodiangegeburude、qichangqiangdadenanren。
wodeshouzhiweiweiquansuoleyixia，zhijiaqiajinzhangxin，dailaiyisijianruidetonggan。danlianshangdexiaorongmeiyoubian，
zhiyehuade、qiadaohaochudeshuli。“xiansheng，qingwenjiwei？xuyaozuonali？”woduanzhekafeihu，pingjingdiwen，
fangfotazhishiyigeputongdemoshengguke。shenyanchidemeitoujibukechadiculeyixia。tamaibuzoujinlai，
pixiecaizaimudibanshang，fachuqingxideshengxiang。tajingzhizoudaobataiqianweiyikongzhedegaojiaodengzuoxia。
“yibeiheikafei，bujiatangnai。”tadeshengyindichen，daizheyisibuyichajuedeshaya，
muguangchenchendiluozaiwolianshang，xiangshiyouqianyanwanyu。“haode，shaodeng。”wobikaitadeshixian，
zhuanshenqucaozuokafeiji。zhengqipenyongdeshengyinyangailewolveweijicudexintiao。henkuai，
yibeichunhoudeheikafeifangzaitamianqian。taquemeiyoudong，zhishikanzhewo，yanshenzhuanzhuderangrenxintoufamao。
“linwan，”tazhongyukaikou，shengyinyadehendi，daizheyizhongkeyifanghuande、shitulajinjulideyiwei，
“womentantan。”“shenxiansheng，”wotaiyan，yingshangtademuguang，yuqishulierkeqi，“xianzaishiyingyeshijian，
wozhifuzeweikerentigongkafei。ruguoninxuyaoliaotianfuwu，kongpazhaocuodifangle。”tadexiahexianbengjinle，
xianranmeiliaodaowohuishizheizhongtaidu。“wozhaolenihenjiu。”tadingzhewo，yanshenlitouzheyiguzhiao，
“nilaheilewosuoyoudelianxifangshi。”“qianfuheqianqi，baochijulishiduibicidezunzhong。
”wonaqiganjingdemobu，cashizhebataishangbingbucunzaideshuizi，“shenxiansheng，kafeilianglekouganhuibiancha，
qingmanyong。”wozhuanshenquzhaohuqitazhuodekeren，buzaikanta。
houbeinengqingxidiganshoudaotaneidaozhuoreyoudaizheyapogandemuguang，rumangzaibei。tazaidianlizuolehenjiu。
neibeiheikafei，tazhiheleyikou，jiuzaimeidongguo。tajiuneiyangchenmodizuozhe，
xiangyizunsanfazhediqiyadediaosu，zhidaoxiyangdeyuhuiranhongchuangwaidewutongye，dianlidekerenjianjianshaole。
dangwozhongyumangwanyiquan，zhunbeishoushibataishi，tayoukaikoule。“zheili……henhao。”tadeshengyinyouxieganse，
muguangsaoguodianliwenxindebuzhi，zuihouluozaiwoshenshang，“nikanqilai……qisebucuo。
”wocashikafeijideshoudunledun。“xiexie。ziligengsheng，xinkuantipang。”wodandanhuiying。“linwan，
”tashentiweiweiqianqing，gezhebataidejuli，wonengwendaotashenshangshuxide、qingliedemuzhidiaoxiangshuiwei，
hunhezheyisiyancaoqi。“guoqudeshiqing……shiwocuole。”tadunledun，sihuzaizhenzhuociju，
yanshenliyouzhengzha，yeyouyizhongjinhubeiweidekenqiu：“wobeimengbiletaijiu。jiwoyigejihui，
rangwomibu……”“mibu？”wodaduanta，taiqitou，zhishitashensuideyanmou，
neilimiancikeshengmanleziyiweishidekuijiuhebuchangyu。“shenyanchi，ninashenmemibu？”wodeshengyinbugao，
queziziqingxi。“shimibunisannianliduiwodelengyanhexiuru？haishimibuniweilesongzhiweiyijuzhuangkeliandehua，
jiudangzhongchizewo‘xinchangdaidu’？huozhe，shimibuniwushucizaishenyelijiaozhetademingzixinglai，
bawodangchengyigekeyoukewudebaishe？”tadeliansesuizhewodehuayidiandianbiandehuibai，
zuichunminchengyitiaojiangzhidexian。“nidemibu，duiwolaishuo，yiwenbuzhi。”wofangxiamobu，yanshenpingjingwubo，
xiangshizaichenshuyigezaijiandanbuguodeshishi，“woxianzaiderizihenhao，buxuyaorenheren，youqishini，
lai‘mibu’shenme。qinghuiba。”“linwan！”tamengdizhanqishen，gaodadeshenyingdaizheyapogan，
“wozhidaonihenwo！dannizhishaojiwoyigejieshidejihui！songzhiweita……”“tazenmeyang，wobuguanxin。
”wozaicidaduanta，yuqilidaishangleyisibunai，“neishinimenzhijiandeshi。shenxiansheng，womenjieshule。
qingnilikai，buyaodaraowozuoshengyi。”wodezhukelingxiadehaobuliuqing。shenyanchizhanzaineili，
xiongkoujulieqifu，yanshensisididingzhewo，xiangshiyaobawokejingutouli。fennu、bugan、cuobai，
haiyouyisishoushang，zaitayanzhongjiaozhifangun。zuizhong，tashenmeyemeizaishuo。shenshendikanlewoyiyan，
neiyanshenfuzaderangwoxinji。ranhou，tamengdizhuanshen，dabulikailekafeiguan。
menshangdetonglingyinweitacubaodedongzuo，fachuyizhenjicuerzaluandedingdangsheng。wozhanzaiyuandi，
kanzhebolimenwaitazouxiangtingzailubiandeheisebinli，beiyingtingzhi，quetouzheyiguqiansuoweiyoudexiaosuo。
zhidaochezishili，xiaoshizaiwutongshudaodejintou，wocaihuanhuanhuchuyikouqi。zhijianbingliang。xinhu，
zhongjiuhaishibeitouruleyikeshizi。zhishineilianyi，zaiyebuhuiweisheidangyangle。woyiweishenyanchipengledingzi，
huizhinanertui。danwodiguletadezhiao，yedigulesongzhiweidefengkuang。
shenyanchikaishipinfandichuxianzai“guiling”。youshishixiawu，youshishijiejindayangdebangwan。
tabuzaishitugenwoshuohua，zhishidianyibeizuikudeheikafei，zuozaijiaoluolineigekaochuangdeweizhi，
yizuojiushijigexiaoshi。muguangchenchendiwangzhechuangwai，huozhe，gezherenqun，chenmodiluozaiwomangliudeshenyingshang。
neimuguangxiangdaizheshizhidezhongliang，nianni，chenzhong，rangrenwufahushi，yewufabaituo。
dianlishukemendeyanshenkaishibiandeweimiao，qieqiesiyuyejianjianduoleqilai。“laobanniang，neigeshuaigetiantianlai，
shibushizaizhuinia？”yigexiangshudebailingnvhaidaqudao。“shiashia，yanshendoukuainianzainishenshangle！
haoshenqinge！”lingyigenvhaifuhe。wozhidangmeitingjian，ditouzhuanzhudijikafeilahua。shenqing？he。
buguoshichilaide、wuchuanfangdekuijiuhezhanyouyuzuosuibale。taxiguanlezhangkongyiqie，
baokuowozheigecengjingshuyutade“wupin”，rujintuoliletadezhangkong，tajiubuxiguanle。zhenzhengdemafan，
laizisongzhiwei。shenyanchilianxulaileyigelibaihoudemougebangwan。xiyangzhenghao，dianlibofangzheshuhuandejueshile。
shenyanchiyijiuzuozaitadelaoweizhi，mianqiandeheikafeiyikouweidong。dianmenbeimengdituikai，lidaozhida，
menshangdetonglingfachuyishengcierdejianjiao。suoyourendemuguangdoubeixiyinguoqu。songzhiweizhanzaimenkou。
tachuanzheyishenxiangnaierdedangjitaozhuang，zhuangrongjingzhi，shoulilinzheyigejiazhibufeideaimashi。zhishi，
talianshangjingxinmiaohuideyouyamianjuchedisuiliele，zhishengxianiuqudedujihefengkuangdehenyi。
tadeyanjingsisididingzaijiaoluolideshenyanchishenshang，ranhou，xiangcuiledudedaozi，henhenwanxiangwo。“linwan！
nizheigeyinhunbusande**！”tajianlideshengyinhuapoledianneideningjing，daizhexiesidilidekuqiang，
“nidouyijinglihunle！naleneimeduoqian！weishenmehaiyaochanzheyanchibufang？nihaiyaobuyaolian！
”dianlidekongqishunjianninggule。kerenmenjingedizhangdalezui，muguangzaiwohesongzhiweizhijianlaihuiqunxun。
shenyanchimengdizhanqishen，liansetieqing，dabuzouguolai。“songzhiwei！nifashenmefeng！sheirangnilaizheilinaode！
”tayibazhuazhusongzhiweideshoubei，shitubatawangwaituo。“wofafeng？”songzhiweiyonglishuaikaitadeshou，
zhizhewodebizi，yanleihunhezhejingzhideyanzhuangliuxialai，zailianshangchongchuliangdaoheihen，xiandegewailangbeizhengning，
“shita！shizheigebuyaoliande**gouyinni！takaizheigepodianbujiushixiangxiyinnizhuyima？
taguyirangnitiantianlaizheili！yanchi，nibiebeitapianle！tajiushigexinjishenchende**！dangniantanengmaochongwo，
xianzaitajiunengyongbiedeshouduan……”“goule！”shenyanchilishengheduanta，
shengyinlishiyayidaojizhidenuhuohenankan。tazaicizhuazhusongzhiwei，lidaodaderangtatonghuchusheng。“genwozou！