好热。
周围一片漆黑……
songyanzhijuedekuaiyaobeiyadechuanbuguoqile。
heianli，tadeshounengchumodaonanzijingzhuangdeshenti，meiyicunpifudoujinzhideqiadaohaochu。
tengtongganrutongbolang，yiboyibodechongjizhelinghunshenchu，cijizhetademeiyigeganguan。
songyandenaozixiangshiduanpianleyibanmeilesihaodelizhi。
lianggereredeshentichan】mianjiaozhizaiyiqi，zishijijinaimei，qifenyini……
qingxudebengfayuelaiyuemenglie，jiuzaikuaiyaodadaodingfengdeshihou，judayoucierzhendongshengchuanrulesongyandeerzhong。
kuangkuangkuangdehaojixiaxianggebuting。
bansuizhezheigeshengyinde，haiyoushaozixiangqidejianruishengyin……
songyan“cheng”deyixiacongchuang】shangzuoqilai，chuanzhegenmengliyiyangjiezoudecuqi，youshizheigemeng，zhenshiderangtaqufenbulexianshiyumengjing……
真是要命了！
tazenmeyouzuomengle！haishigechunmeng！
jinjiezhe，cuimingbandepaimenshengbatadesixulahuidaolexianshizhong。
menwaideyujingbunaifandizazhemen，dianbangqiaojizaimenshangdeshengyinsihusuishisuididounengbamenjituidao。
“wei，limiande，nishisilema？shuizheimesi，tamade！doushenmeshihoule！”
jianbantiansongyancaimantuntundecongchuang】shangqishen，yujinggengfanzaole，madetuoyehengfei。
songyanhuanglehuanghaiyouxiebuqingxingdenaodai，zicongyunwanqiyilaitajiubiandeyouxieshishuile，shuidedouhaitebiechen，yizhiyumeicizaoshangchugongdeshihou，douhuibeiyujingdamayitong。
对此，她也很无奈。
“tamade，yitiantiandejiuzhidaoshuishuishui，xiangtouzhuside，buzhidaoshilaijianyugaizaodehaishilaiyangtaide，laizheilibaichibaihe，gancuishuisizailimiandele！”
jiandaosongyanmantuntundepengzheduziwangwaizou，yujingmadegenglihaile。
songyanpengzheduziganjinjiajinlejibuwangwaizou，bugangenyujingbianbo。zheijigeyuetachidekutouyijinggouduole。
danshi，weilebaozhuduzilidehaizi，songyanjuedechizaiduodekuyeshizhidede。
huixiangqiganggangdemengjing，tazhangzhangditanleyikouqi，xiayishididixiatou，fumozheyijingbageyuedadeduzi。naohailibuzijuedefuxiangqilezijiruyudeqianyiwanzaoyudeshiqing。
mengjinglidechangjingjiangneiyiwanshangdehuamianhaiyuandezhenshiyoukepa。
nandaoshiyinweihuaiyuntineidecijisuzengjialecaihuiyibianyouyibiandizuomengmengdaobageyueqiandeneiyiye，neigenanwangdechan】mianyewanma？
xiangdaoneigejiqingdekeyirangrenpenxuedehuamian，songyancangbaidelianjiabujuediyunranshangleliangmofenhong。
“wei！fashenmedaini！laofanchijiulebuxiangchulaileshiba？haibukuaijilaozigunchulai！”
“a？e……buhaoyisia，wozheijiuchulai……”
huiguoshenlaidesongyanmianqiangdichechuleyimokuxiao。
tatuozhebenzhongdeshenzimantuntundinuodongzhebuzi，haoburongyicainuodaolelaofangmenkou，jiuleidefuzhemenkuangchuanzheqi。
“tamade，zhenyiweizijihuaigeyunjiujiaoguile，zhuanggeyangzijisheikan！”
jiansongyanfanyingchidun，yujingqiji，taituiyijiaochuaizailesongyandeyaoshang，wanquanmeiyouyinweigujitashigeyunfuerjiaoxialiuqing。
tazheiyijiaozhengchuaizaisongyantingqideyunduhoumian。
songyanzhijuedexiangshiyibadaoyishunjiandelanzaizailezijideyaoshenshangyiban。
zuanxinrugudetengtongshunjianchuanbianquanshen！
她捧着肚子跌倒。
惨叫出声。
“duzi，wodeduzihaoteng……”
songyandeshoupengzheduzi，tengdeyanleidouchulaile。
erneigeyujingquelengzhelianzaichuailetadupiyijiao。
“zhuangyangzijisheikanni？caijigeyuejiuteng？！haibukuaidianqilai！”
tashuozhe，hailunqiledianbangzuochuleyaodasongyandeyangzi。
宋妍拼命摇头。
“teng，zhendehenteng，qiuqiuni，qiuqiunijiujiuwo……woyaoshengle，wozhende……a！！”
dupizhixiaxiangshiyoujiaobanjizaihuluanjiaodong。
songyanzhijuedewuzangliufudoubeijiaosuileyiyang。
canjiaoshengzaizhenggezoulanglihuidang，qilidelingrenbuhanerli。
“tamade，buhuizhendeshiyaoshengleba？”
yujingjiandaosongyanyijingdakedakedemaolenghanle，muguangwangxiakandaoletashuangtuizhijiantangchudeneiyitanwuhongxueji，shixianshunjianchenlexialai。
“jiujiuwo，jiujiuwodehaizi……qiuqiuni……a，haoteng……”
songyandeshouzaikongzhonghuluandezhuazhe。
duzichuanlaidejutongbushitazheigeshouruodeshenzinengchengshoudezhude，haowuxuesedezuichunyijingbeitayaopole。
“nidengzhe，woqujiaojiuhuche。”
yujingzhongyuzhuanshenwangwaipaoqu。
danshizheiyipao，jiangsongyanliuzaizheibinglengdeguodaolijiushibantian。
bantiandeshijian，tabeiyiboyibodetengtongchongjideyijingshenzhibuqing。
tapaqilai，xiangyaochuquqiujiu。
danshizhiyaotayizhanqilai，xinghongdexianxuejiuxiangshifamendakaideshuikuyiyangdewangwaipenyongzhe。
henkuaide，songyanmobudaodupilixiaoshengmingdedongjingle。
dishangdecizhuandaoyingzhexianxue，sanfazheguiyiyouqicandeqixi。
“haizi……wodehaizi……”
“wodehaizi！！a！！”
五年后。
人民医院。
dongriqingtianlideyangguangbinglengdemeiyouyisiwendu，linglingsuisuididazaisongyandanbodejianshang，chenchuletacishideqiliang。
junxiudexiaolianshangguamanlepijuan。
tashihunluopozouchuleyiyuandezhuyuanbu，zhanzaizhuyuanbuwaideguodaoshang，lingliedefengcongtaerbianguaguo，paoxiaozhedeshengyinlisihudouguoxiezhegangcaiyishenggentashuoguodehua。
——songyannvshi，nididisinianyilaiyizhidoumeiyousuxingdehenji，huifuyishidejilvjihuweiling。
——taxianzaichulenaoxibaohaiyouqingweidehuodong，qiyudeyusirenmeishenmequbie，jiusuanhaikeyiyongjiqizhichengzhetaduohuojinian，danshiyezhishituzengtadetongkueryi。
——suoyi，songyannvshi，womenjianyinichediaotadehuxiji，rangtazixingsiwang。yuqizheiyanghaowuyiyidihuozhe，haiburuzaodianrangtajietuo。
meiyigezi，douxiangshishaohongledezhen，yizhenyizhendezhajinlesongyandexinkou。
tayangtouyonglixilexibizi，xiguanxinglejianqiangdetabuyunxuzijikuchulai。
死亡……
真的这样做吗？
tazhidaoenyuanrujinjianchidemeiyitiandoushitongkudeyitian，danshitasile，neitazheixienianzaodezuiyoushiweileshenme？
wunianqian，songyanjiazaoyuyichangdahuo，neichangdahuorangtagenfumuyinyangxiangge，rangdidisongenyuanquanshenshangxiabaifenzhibashishaoshang，naobushousun，chenglege“huosiren”bandezhiwuren。
weilechengdanfumuliuxiadejuezhaiwuhedidiangguideyiyaofei，tadaititangjiesongxiyuedingzuiruyu，guolesiniananwutianrideshenghuo，bukanhuishou。
tadangnianzuodeyiqie，doushiweileenyuannengjieshouzuihaodezhiliao，shewangtanenghaoqilai……
buyuanyizaijinglishenglisibiele，buxiangzaishiqule……
她不甘心。
tazuanjinlequantou，shenhuxiyikouqizhihouwangtingchechangneibianzouqu。
tingchechangwaimian，tadediandongchejiutingzaidiandongchetingchequyu。
tahaimeizoujin，turankandaoyimoxiaoxiaodefenhongsedeshenyinggulinglingdidunzaizijidexiaodianlvpangbian。
“小朋友？”
songyankuaizoujibuzouleguoqu，kandaodunzaichebianshangdejingshigexiaonvhai。
xiaojiahuomoyangbuguosansisui，yanleiwangwangdidunzaizijidexiaodianlvbianshang。
beisongyanjiaoleyisheng，xiaojiahuoyanleiwangwangdekanzheta。
songyanyedunxialairenzhendekanzhexiaojiahuo。
baijingdelianpang，jingzhidexiaoxiaowuguan，chuidankepodebainenjifu，xianggeyipengjisuideciwawa，zhishedepengzaishouxinlitengxi。
“xiaomeimei，nimeishiba？zenmeyigerenzaizheiliku？”
xiaonvhaibaozheshuangtuiquansuozhe，yebushuohua，zhishizhengzhexumanleleishuidedayanjingyaoleyaotou。
“neinijiaoshenmemingzini，babamamazaizheilima？”
jianxiaonvhaimeiyouhuiying，songyanyounaixindijiezhewendao。
“……”
又是一阵沉默。
“shibushihebabamamazousanla？”
songyanjiantashenshangchuandeshixiangnaierdetongzhuang，yinggaibuhuishigeliulanger。
xiaonvhaidianlediantou，danshizhonghaishiyiyanbufa。
songyanshenshoujiangxiaonvhaisanluozaiqianedefasibiedaoerhou，dongzuorouzhiyourou，shengpayibuxiaoxinjiupengsuileyanqiandexiaowawa。
“nibiehaipa，ayibangnizhaobabamamahaobuhao？tamenyidingyezaijizhezhaonini。”
xiaonvhaiyoudiandiantou，jinminzhefenchunqingqingdichuoqizhe，qingliangdeyanlidunshimanshiqidaideyanshen。
buguansongyanzenmewen，tadouzhishiyaotouhuozhediantou。songyanyebuzaihu，congshizhizhonglianshangdouguazheqianxiao。
“neiayikeyibaobaonima？”
haipahedaohaizi，songyanshenchushuangshoudeshihouxianwenleyiju。
xiaonvhaierxianshidingzhesongyankanlejimiao，ranhoumuguangyouzhuanyidaoletashenchulaideshoubeishang，sihushiyouyuleliangmiao，jiuduizhesongyanshenchulerouhuhudexiaoshoule。
“小宝贝真乖~~”
songyanbaozhuxiaonvhaier，zixidaliangletayifan，faxiantashenshangdeyifudounongzangle，chanzheyikuaiyikuaidenizi，shouzhanggenxigaidoubuzhidaozainashuaipole，zhengwangwaishenzhexuesi。
kanlaigangcaishishuailejiao，tengkuleni。
songyanxinteng，ganjinbaozhetawangyiyuanmenzhenneibiankuaizoulejibu。
huailidexiaorenerruanruandeyituan，kelianxixidemoyangretaxinteng。
xiaonvhaibeisongyanzheiyibao，xiangshizaojiugentahenshuleside，yidiandoumeiyoupaichidebiaoxian，bukubunaodirenyousongyanbaozhe，haishenchufendududexiaoshouguaiguaidilouzhulesongyandebozi。
bojingchuanlairuanmianmiandechugan，susu、mamayouyangyangde，henshishufu。
songyanduixiaonvhailuchulenuannuandexiao，wenroudihongzhe：“xiaobaobeiguai，buyaopengdaoshoushangdeshouzhangwo，huihentengde。”
xiaonvhaitingleguaiguaididiantou，yiranyijuhuadoubushuo，shouhuifenquanfumozhesongyandeyiling，songyanbuzijuediduizhuntadexiaolianjiuqinleshangqu，zheizhongganjue，zhenxiangshijiuzaiqinzijidehaizi。
自己孩子……
xiangdaozheigeci，songyandeyanshenshunjiananlejifen。