第2章心如死灰
“nixiangganma？”kanzhequqingwanyibubudechaozhezijibijin，liyueqirenbuzhuyanleyikoukoushui，yanlichongmanjingti。
“nibupeihuaishangqiaodagedehaizi！”quqingwanliansezhengningdeshuowanzheijuhua，yibaqiazhutadebozi，zhijiewangshenhoudeloutikoutuileguoqu。
yidaocanjuerenhuandeshengyinzaiyiyuanxiangqi，jiangfujindezhibanrenyuanjixiyinguolai。
quqingwankanleyiyantaijieshangdexuehen，yanlishanguoyimodeyi，chenzheneixiezhibanrenyuanmeifaxianta，wangtaoshengtongdaodeloutichutaozou。
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cibidexiaodushuiweirangchenshuizhongdeliyueqirenbuzhuyizhenfanwei，mimihuhudezhengkaiyan，zhijianyeqingxuanzhengzuozaiyipangdeyizishangdazhekeshui。
“haizi......haizizenmeyangle！”xiangqihunmiqiandeshiqing，liyueqiqiangrenzheshenshangdetengtong，yilianjinghuangdecongchuangshangpaleqilai，shuangshoujinjindehuzhuduzi！
tingdaodongjingdeyeqingxuanlianmanglaidaoliyueqidemianqian，yibakouzhutadejianbang，lianseyansudejinggaodao：“nixiananjing，haiziyijingjingbuzhuzhetengle！”
“haizi......haizihaizai？”liyueqishuangshoujinjindezhuaizhuyeqingxuandeshuangshou，luchuyigebikuhainankandexiaorong，rushizhongfudetanghuibingchuangshang，wuzhulianjiahaotaodakuqilai！
yeqingxuankanzheliyueqijiajiqiaolichengsangeyue，bianderenburenguibuguide，mouzilichuxianyimofennu：“zheigehaiziliantafuqindoubufangzaixinli，liuzhetayeshiyigetuolei，daoburuyinle，bazijideshenziyanghao！”
“hushuo！youfuqinbuxihuanzijihaizide？zaishuo，ziconghuaiyunle，wojuedeshenzihaoduole！”liyueqiculudejianglianshangdeleishuicashiganjing，duizheyeqingxuanqianqiangyixiao。
taxiangxinqiaolichengzhishimeizuohaodangfuqindezhunbei，zhiyaohaizishengxialai，yidinghuihuixinzhuanyi，xiangdaozheili，kanzheduzideyanshenyewenrouqilai。
yeqingxuanmengdipaileyixiazhuozi，duishangliyueqibuzhisuocuodemouzi，qiangrenzhexinzhongdenuhuo，qingshengshuodao：“neiyezhishiniyiwei，congchushidaoxianzaitakefouchuxian？huozheshuodaleyigedianhua？manxingyigankeyiyikaoyaojilaiyizhi，yidantingyao，nihenyoukenengbingqingehua，zheigehaizilaide......”
budengyeqingxuandehuashuowan，liyueqihuangmangdaduandao：“wohuihaohaokaolvde，nixianchuqu！”
haizishitaheqiaolichengdeguanxiniudai，dadiao！liyueqigenbenjiubushede。
yeqingxuanhetarenshiduonian，bushiqinrenqueshengsiqinren，weileheqiaolichengzaiyiqi，liangrenzhijiandeguanxiyuelaiyueshuyuan，liyueqibuxiwangyinweizheigehaizidequliuwenti，errenzhijiandeguanxizaicijiangying！
“yueqi，haizimeilekeyizaisheng，danshimingmeilejiushenmedoumeile！”yeqingxuanshuangshoujinwochengquantou，kanzheliyueqijueqiangdeyangzi，jixinteng，youyouyizhonghentiebuchenggangdefennu！
liyueqishuangyankongdongdewangxiangchuangwaidejingse，beizilideshoumengdishoujin，zhijiaqiajinrouliqueyidianganjuedoumeiyou：“womingbai......”
weilehaizideanwei，liyueqixuanzezhuyuanguancha。
zhengzhengshiwutian，qiaolichengdeyigedianhuadoumeiyoujiedao，gengbieshuolaiyiyuantanbingle......
zaiyeqingxuandezhaoguxia，liyueqideshentiyijingxiufuleyidaban。
benxiangqubanlichuyuanshouxudetazhijiebeilanzaibingfangmenkou，kanleyiyanshuxidemiankong，chechuyigegongjingdixiaorong：“shushuayi，nimen......”
zhangyaxinghongdeyanjinglikuaisushanguoyimohenyi，pitousanfadeyangzikanqilaishifendelangbei，xiangbiyeshiyinweiquwanyandeshiqingyoushangguodu，zhenggerenkanqilaiheyiqianzunguiyouyadeguifugenbenmeiyoubanfaxiangbi。
“ayi，jieaishunbian，ninzheigeyangziwanyanzaitianshangkandao......”liyueqidehuahaiweishuowan，zhangyataishouwangtadelianshangdaleguoqu，suihousisidizhuaizhutadeyiling，butingdeyaohuangzhe。
“nihaisilewodenver，shizenmezuodaoxinanlidede？weishenmebujiuta，weishenme！”zhangyaqingxushifendejidong，shuodaozuihouzhijieyonghoude。
liyueqibumingbaizijidaodizuoleshenme，yiyezhijianchengweisuoyourentuoqideduixiang！
yayilezhengzhengshiwutian，xianrujinbeirenbuwenqinghongzaobaiyazaidixia，yanlikuaisudeshanguoyimofanzao，zhijiejiangrenjituilechuqu！
zhangyaniansuiyigao，youzenmedideguonianqingrendeliqi，yitouzhuangzaizhuozishang，xianxueshunzhelianjiadiluozaidishang，kanqilaichumujingxin。
liyueqiyilianhuangkongdexianghoudaotuijibu，xiangyaoshangqianjiangrenchanfuqilai，danshizhenggerendeweifanjiangdaohai，lianlianganoujixia，gancuibaozhelajitongtuleqilai。
dedaoqujiaerlaoquyiyuandexiaoxi，qiaolichengshoushangdeshiqingdougubushang，lianchuangjigehonglvdengcaigandaoyiyuan，sheizhiyijinmenjiukandaozhangyayanyanyixitangzaiquminghuailideyimu。
yibazhuaiqijiangtoumaijinlajitongdeliyueqi，taishouyibazhangshanleguoqu：“shibushiwobulai，nilianquwanyandefumudoubufangguole？wocaifaxiannidexinchangjuranrucihendu！”
zaikandaoqiaolichengdeneiyiyan，liyueqiyanqianshunjianyiliang，yuanbenhuangkongbuandexindunshifangsongxialai，suizhetazhiwendehuaxialai，jiletadangtouyibang，suihouhunshenzhandougebuzhi，luchuyigebikuhainankandexiaorong：“womeiyou......shitamenxiandongshoude，wohaohuaizhehaizi，bunengchushi，suoyi......”
“suoyinijiuduitamendongshou？”qiaolichengkanleyiyanxueliubuzhidezhangya，yibajiangtatuidaoyipang，baoqizhangyawangjizhenkepaoleguoqu。
liyueqiyongshoudizaichuangtoujuchu，zheicaifangzhiduzishoudaozhongchuang，kanzheqiaolichenglikaidefangxiang，yimozhejizhisezaitadelianshangfuxian。
buxing，zheijianshiqingyidingdejieshiqingchu，buranqiaolichengyuefataoyantazenmeban？
xiangdaozheili，liyueqituozheyaoyaoyuzhuideshentixiangyaozhuishangqu，haimeidaomenkoujiubeiqumingjituolehuiqu。
“nige**xiangyaopaodaoshenmedifangqu？shanglewodeqizi，haihaisiwodenver！jintianbanidemingjiwoliuxialaijitamenpeizuiba！”qumingliansezhengningdezhuaizheliyueqidetou，yixiajiezheyixiawangdixiazaleguoqu，congjizhenshihuilaideqiaolichengkandaozheiyimu，yanpimengdiyitiao，lianmangshangqianjiangliangrenjifenkai。
liyueqiyanqianyipiankongbai，ganshoudaoneigushuxideweidao，shuangshouzhanzhanweiweidehuanbaozhuduifang。