第2章
jimuyaofenghuadeshengyinchuhuyiliaodekebo：“yaobushineiyatoudexuetaixiyou，nijuedemamahuirongrentazhengtianzaiwoyanqianhuang？”
“zhiyaowomenjixuhongzhetabuduangongxue，neiweidarenwujiuhuijixuzhaoguwomenjiagongsi，yihouzheixiehaibudoushinide？”
xiawanbeizheixiehuajingdeshoujiaobingliang，gezhemenfengpingrikansiwenwankeqindejiejiehejimubiandezhengningkebu。
“meiyuedouyaozhuangbing，neidarenwuzhiyaoyongxue，wojiuyaozhuangbinghongzhetashuxue，taimafanle。”
“haiburujitanonggechangbingbuqi，fangzaiyiyuanlisuishiquxuelaidefangbian。”
xiayingbuxiedeyangzi，genxiaoqidexinhuandingyueyiyang，xiangshizaishuolubiandeyegou。
yaofenghuajiannverbuyiweiyi，qinghengyisheng：“heng，zhangnianleiyuedechouxue，haiyoumeitianchufangjialeliaodebutang，tadeshentichengbuleduojiule。”
“womenbuzhibuzhijuechudiaozheikeyanzhongding，jinengdeli，yebuhuizanglezijideshou，wairenyeshuobuchushenme，zheikeshiyijuduode，nvernihaishitainenle！”
yaofenghuadelianbeixiaxiaodefengxisilie，xiangshizhangzhezuideelang，tayueshuoyuedeyi：
“dangnianwonengchudiaotaneigechunhuomachengweixiataitai，youchudiaotaneigewaipojiangrennongdaoshouli，xianzaitongyangnengchudiaozheigexiao**，rangtamenzusunsandaituanju!”
“xiaguoshengneilaodongxibunengshengyu，silexiawan，nijiushitaweiyidenver。xiajiahaibushiwomenmunvdenangzhongzhiwu!”
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xiawanhunshendouzaifadou，tayongzuoshousisidewuzhuzui，kouzhongdoushitiexiuwei。
gubudeqita，diediezhuangzhuangtaosidelikaileyiyuan，erbianhongmingshengdadaoshenmeyetingbujian。
naozhongquanshiyaofenghuazhengningdeyideshuohua：
“dangnianwonengchudiaotaneigechunhuomachengweixiataitai，youchudiaotaneigewaipojiangrennongdaoshouli，xianzaitongyangnengchudiaozheigexiao**，rangtamenzusunsandaituanju!”
“xiaguoshengneilaodongxibunengshengyu，silexiawan，nijiushitaweiyidenver。xiajiahaibushiwomenmunvdenangzhongzhiwu!”
xiawanyiweiyaofenghuamunvzhishibuxihuanzijieryi，yuanlaitamenrucihendu！
shaletademama、waipo，haiyaojiangtayeyaoganjinshajue！
sisideyaozhezijideshoubei，xueyedeweidaorangtashaoweikongzhizhuxinlisiyifengkuangdehen。
yuanlaitasuoyoudekunandezuikuihuoshoubushizijimingkeren，ershibeizheixieerensuanjile。
guaibudeyaofenghuabufanduixiaguoshengjiangtajiehuilai。
yuanlaitamenshikesuanjizhechouganzijidexue，yaotademing！
mianduiruciedudesuanji，tagaizenmeban？
怎么办？
爸爸!
对！还有爸爸！
xiawanxiangshinishuiderenkandaojiumingdaocao，jiangxiwangjituozaiweiyideqinrenshenshang。
yexuzheigeshishangweiyideqinrenzailengmo，yebuhuiyanzhengzhengkanzhezijidenverbeirenhaisiba？
“baba，jiujiuwo！”xiawannazhedianhua，xiangfuqinqiujiu。
tingtongneitouchuanlaituibeihuanzhandexuannaosheng，babaxiaguoshengdeshengyinlidaizheyanfan：“nibushizaiyiyuanma？youshijiaoyisheng。”
xiawanxinzhongbaozheneimeyisijiaoxing：“xiayinghetamama——”
xiaguoshengbudengtashuowan，bianhaowuchiyidedaduantadehuachize：“xiaowan，nizenmezheimemeiliangxin，hushuobadao？”
“nimamaduinineimehao，meitiandourangchufangdunbuxuetang，niyaodongdeganen——”
zheifanhuarangxiawandexinchediliangtou，meiyicibeichouxueqian，babadouhuishuojiejiejimuduitaneimehao，yaojideganen。
tasihaokanbudaozijiyuelaiyuexuruodeshentiheweiqu，xiawanbudengxiaguoshengshuowan，bianshiwangdeguaduanledianhua。
mamasihoubuguosanyue，xiaguoshengjiuyuyaofenghuazaiyiqi，xianglaidangnianmamadesi，weibimeiyoutacanyu！
dangnianxiawanmamayinweishengxiawannanchanqushi，tongshixiaguoshengdeshengyiyechuxianlewenti。
yishijianwanshibushun，xiaguoshengmixindezhaolesuanmingxiansheng。
“zheihaizimingtaiying，chushengjiudaizheeyun，kefukemu，fangzaijialihuijiaporenwang！”
suanmingxianshengdezheijuhua，jiashangzuijinfashengdeshi，rangxiaguoshengxinle。
tajiangguaguazhuidideyinger，toutoudiuqizaidajieshang。
shiwaipozhidaohou，pinmingdejiangxiawanzhaohui。
shiquweiyinverdenongcungugualaotaitai，duzilachezhenianyoudewaisunnv，hanxinrukudefuyang。
suizhexiawannianlingdezengzhang，chifanchuanyishangxuedefeiyongzengjia，waipodaizheshiersansuidexiawanqulechengli。
waiponianlingdale，zhaobudaohaogongzuo，zhinengzuoshijigexiaoshisaodixiwandegongzuo。
xiabanhoutahaiyaoqujianfeipinmaiqian，duanduanyigeyuezheigexiaolaotaitaibiandegengjiashouxiaoganku，jibeiyebeishenghuoyadegoulou。
xiawanbuxiangwaiponeimexinku，zhunbeichuzhongbiyehou，gencunliqitadehaiziyiyangchumendagong，yanghuotamenzusunliangge。
zheigexiangfaganggaosuwaipo，wangricixiangdewaipoquediyicifalehuo，tanazhesaozourangxiawanguizaidishang，henhendedaletayidun。
dawan，waipoquexintengdelaoleizongheng。
“wanwan，shiwaipomeiyoujiaohaonimama，rangtazaozaodejiumeile，haihaileni。”
“niyidingyaohaohaodushu，shangdaxue，zhiyouzheiyangnicainengzhangwozijidemingyun，cainengguoshangqingsongkuailedeshenghuo。”
“zhiyaonikaoshangdaxue，waipojiushileisiyemingmule——”
neishihoudexiawanzenmeyemexiangdao，waipoyiyuchengjian。
taruyuandeshangledaxue，waipoquezaiyekanbudao。
wangshibukanhuishou，meixiangyicidoushizhemo。
chulewaipohemama，meiyourenhuixintengta。
没有人会保护她。
xiawanbuxiangsi，tayaoweiwaipoyumamataohuigongdao！
dangushenyirendeta，ruheyuneiqunyouquanyoushideerendou？
kongshousielang，zheigengjiajiqiletadeshixueyuxingfen。
25suiyiwusuoyoudexiawanxiangyaohuozhe。
人活着总要有念想。
恨，也是一种动力。