第4章 不能言说的过往

qinyuhuanchuyuanshi,shipeiyinzhuolaijiedeta,tachuanzheyishenxiuxiandeyifu,kanzhejiuxianglinjiadedananhai,qianjiri,tayinweiliyanqingdeshiqingshangshen,meizenmeshuohua,peiyinzhuoyeshenmedoumeiwen,zaiyiyuandeshihou,tamenzhijianjihumeishuoguohua。

路虎车内。

“yinzhuo……ge,xiexieni。”

peiyinzhuoxiguanxingmolemotadetou,“niwozhijian,meishenmehaoshuoxiexiede。”shia,tamenzhijianbubiyanxiede。peiyinzhuoshifuqinqinhuaiyiguzhanyoudeerzi。

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sannianle,tayouhuilaile。

qinyuhuansuikouwenshangyiju,“zenmexiangzhehuilaile?”

peiyinzhuoluchunuanxindexiaorong,“xiangnijiuhuilaile。”

zheijuhuadeshenyi,qinyuhuanbuganwen,yebuganxiang,zheishi,ganghaohongdeng,chetinglexialai,qifenyishiyouxieaimei,zhangjiudechenmoxia,peiyinzhuoshenshou,fumozhetabeibengdaibaoguodeshouwan,kailekou,“huanhuan,liyanqingzheigenanrenbushiheni,biehaozhele,lihunba!”

taganghuilai,jiudezhiqinyuhuanzhuyuandexiaoxi,jicongcongganguolai,budengzourubingfang,xiankandaolesanrendezhengchao。

yenanshouyu,tapengzaishouxinpashuaizhedeqinyuhuan,juranhuiweileliyanqingzheigekeedenanrenzishalaizhe。

kanzheqinyuhuanxiangwenyoubuganwendexiaoyanshen,peiyinzhuojieshidao:“neitianzaibingfangwai,woquantingdaole,huanhuan,tingwode,lihunba,buyaopa,woquni!”

tahengandong,gandongyupeiyinzhuozhidaoneijianshi,haiyuanyiqutalaizhe。

sinianqian,tatongliyanqingmimihuhugunlechuangdan,yirixinglaideshihou,kandaoliyanqingdeshoujishang,youyitiaoyinrenxiaxiangdeduanxin:womenshoushangyounizaiyidedongxi,buxiangzijisidetainankandehua,laidongchengqumatoudejizhuangxiang。

neishi,tadanxinliyanqing,xiangyaochagejiujing,jianliyanqinghaizaishushui,biandaititaqufuyue,jieguobeijigeerenqiang/baolaizhe,hunmihouxinglai,qingchushipeiyinzhuolaijiudeta。

zheijianshi,bushishenmehaoshi,tamanzhesuoyouren,weidupeiyinzhuozhidao。

dengdaotacongbeiqiang/baodedajizhongzouchulai,xiangyaoquzhaoliyanqingdeshihou,faxianzijihuaiyunle。

duzilidehaizi,youkenengshiqiang/baotadeneixierende,yeyoukenengshiliyanqingde。

suiranzheigejuedingyoukenengshicuowude,tahaishixiangyaotoutoushengxiazheigehaizi,yinweitawufaeshadiaoshuyuliyanqingdehaizi,napazheihaizishitadekenengxinghendi,erqiezheihaizidaodishitaduzilideyikuairou。

zaipeiyinzhuodebangzhuxia,qinyuhuanmanzhesuoyourendaichan,kexi,zheihaizidaodishimeifufen,shengxialaideshihou,qidairaojing,shigesiying。

jianchileshigeyue,zhishengxiaqidaiguohoudejuewang。

shentihuifuhou,talaizhaoliyanqing,xiangzhehaiyouzheifenaikeyishouhu,quezhuangjianliyanqinghesuwanerzhengzaiqinre,weiqujiashangshiquhaizidetong,tacaihuizaichongdongxia,shuochuneiju,“liyanqing,woshiniderena。”

jieguo……suwanerweicifashengjiaotongshigu,zhuirulexuanya。

tameiyouzhengjuzhengmingzijidediyicidequejileta,yebunengjieshiweishenmexianzaicaichuxian,gengbunengjieshizheijinyiniandeshijian,zijiweihehuishizong。

zhinengbeishanghaisisuwanerdezui,beiliyanqingzhemolesannian。

peiyinzhuoyuanyijieshouta,tahengandong。

zhishi,tamingmingweiliyanqingzuoleneimeduo,quepianpianchenglerangtazuitaoyanderen,tashizaibuganxinjiuzheiyanghuitoutuliandetuichang,zaishuo,suwanershigeshenmeyangderen,weilishitu,daxuetongxuesinian,tataiqingchule,ersuwanerdexiaoshi、chuxiandoutaiguoxiqiaole。

rangtaruhefangxin,bazheigedangzuoshengmingyiyangaizhedenanrenjiaochuqu。

qinyuhuanbaoqianyoujiandingdao:“yinzhuoge,wobulihun,buli!”

lvdengliangle,peiyinzhuoshouhuizhushidemuguang,kanxiangqianfang,renzhenkaiche,bufayiyanle。

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huidaobieshu,qinyuhuanfaxianshafashangzuozheyigeren。