第一章
huoqingyanchuguodeneiyinian，fushaochikuzheqiuwoliuzaitashenbian。
wowufajujuedechengweiletaqinggandetishen，bingyiweizongyoushenqingnenghuanlaishiyi。
kejiehundedisannian，fushaochizaiciyinweihuoqingyanquexilewomamadejirishi，wopingjingdegentatichulelihun。
taxiangkanwuliqunaodechunhuoyiyangdingzhewo，lenglengdao：
“有病？”
wochuixiayanmou，jilegewulitoudeliyou：
“wodeleduiziyouzhishuixiangweiguomindebing。”
kanzhebaozhixinwenshang，neigelanzheguiguonvshejishihuoqingyanjianbangdenanrenxiaorongcuicanduomu。
hemeitianduiwodanmoshulidefushaochipanruoliangren。
wozhidaozijigaifangshoule。
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womadisanniandejiri，fushaochirengjiumeiyoulai。
zaoshangsuikoudechengnuoguoranhaowuyongchu，tayagenjiumeidanghuishi。
wokuzuozaimubeipangdengleyizhengtian，zhidenglailehuoqingyanhuiguodexiaoximantianfei，chulianqingrenfushaochipusheliangwanpengmeiguiditanqinziyingjie。
pinglunliquanshiduitamennancainvmaodezanmeizhisheng。
偶尔有人评论一句：
“bushitingshuofuzongzaojiujiehunlema？zheibusuanchugui？”
quehenkuaibeiyanmeizaizhufudehongliuzhong，jibuqibandianshuihua。
wozhanqishen，kanzhemamademubei：“mama，woxianglikaile，dangchudayingnideshiqingkongpazuobudaole，ninhuiyuanliangwodeba？”
zhaopianshangdemamayijiuwenroudexiaozhe，xiangshiwushengdehuiyinglewodeqingqiu。
jiuzaizheishi，muyuandegongzuorenyuanshanglaidasao，kandaowobiansuikoucuileyiju：
“pei**，tiansebuzaole，ninzaodianhuiquba。”
womengranhuiguoshen，rouleroufasuandeshuangtui，gangadedianlediantou。
zhidaogongzuorenyuanzouchuquhaoyuan，wocainannandao：
“duibuqiamama，jinnianyoumeirangnijiandaozijidenvxu，yihoudagaiyebuhuiyoule。”
yigunanyiyanshuodekuse，zaiwodexintoumanyan，zheiyijingshishubuqing，dijiciduimamashuobaoqian。
wodaojiahouxujiu，fushaochicaihuilai。
pumianerlaidejiuqizhong，yinyinyueyuedejiazaleyimojibuyichajuedeziyouzhishuideweidao。
jiehunsannian，fushaochisongwodesuoyouliwudoushiziyouzhishui。
tayiweiwobuzhidao，danwohenqingchuyinweineishihuoqingyanshenshangdeweidao。
wozhanqishen，duokaizheiguweidao，zhuanshenqulechufangshengzaoyibaohaodetang。
fushaochikanleyanketingduimiandeluodizhong，suishoutuoxiawaitao。
“tingchenyishuonijintianchuqule，yitiandoubuzaijia？”
woshengtangdeshouweiweiyidun。
danhaishirenbuzhukailekou：“jintianshimamadejiri，woqubaijitale。”
fushaochimanbujingxindetiaotiaomei，xianggemeishirenyiyangdezhunbeishanglou。
zheiyangdemoshicongjiehundediyitiankaishi，yizhidaoxianzai。
wobenyiweizijiyinggaizaojiuxiyiweichangle，quehaishizaizheiyishunjian，ganshoudaolewufahuxidejuewang。
“傅绍驰。”
wojiangtangwanfangzaicanzhuoshang，pingjingdetaitoukanxiangta。
fushaochitingxiajiaobu，xiekaozailanganshangnizhewo。
zheigejiaodu，keyiqingxidekandao，tahoujietuqidebianyuan，youyimojiqiyouweibuyichajuedetaohuahong。
gendianshishang，huoqingyanjintiandekouhongseruchuyizhe。
woshenxiyikouqi，jinlichechuyimoxiaorong，kebolidedaoyingli，bikudounankan。
“fushaochi，womenlihunba。”
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fushaochiyuanbenjiekaichenyikouzideshouyidun，ranhouchixiaoyisheng。
yijiushineizhonglengmode，rutongkanwuliqunaodechunhuoyibandeyanshendingzhewo：
“youbingjiuquyiyuan，beilaifanwo。”
shuowanzhuanshenjiujixumaishanglelouti，bianzouhaibianbunaifandejialeyiju：
“yihouchumendehua，ruguoxuyaoqiankeyishuawojinideneizhangheika，woyijingduinizugouhaole。”
womangrandedingzhetadebeiyingjianjianxiaoshizaierlouguaijiao，hunshenxiangxieleliyiban，tuitangdediezuozaicanyishang，rengzaimaozhereqidetangxundewobanzhanglianguntang。
shoujipingmushang，tingliuzhehuoqingyanfaguolaidexinxi。
“peiyuluo，jiuzhanquechaolezheimejiu，gaikanqingchunizijideweizhile。”
jinjiezhexiamian，shigedazhuliumeitizhengxiangbaodaodexiaoxi，nianqingyouweidefuzhuangshejishi，shuoshibiyeguiguochuangye，guoneidingjifuzhuangpinpaidelaobanqinziyingjie。
jigepojuxuetoudecitiaobeidingshanglezuigaodian。
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#wuaihunyindebeijujijiangzhongjie，fushijituanlaobannianghuojianggengming#
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shia，zheiduanmeiyouaiqingdehunyinrenjinjiezhi，zhiyouwoyigerenduzirelie，meiyourenhejiazhi。
wonabangwanhuijiahou，jinjizhaolvshiqicaodelihunxieyishutuikailefushaochishufangdemen。
tazhengbeiduizhemenkouyongmiantidadianhua，bingmeiyouzhuyidaowo。
waifangdeduihuaqingxidechuanjinlewodeerduoli。
“shaochi，xianzaiqingyanhuilaile，niyoumeiyouxiangguopeiyuluozenmeban？”
shifushaochidefaxiaoxiaochengdongdeshengyin。
fushaochilengchiyisheng，pibeishayadesangyinmanshibuxie：
“niyinggaizuiqingchule，woconglaimeiyouxihuanguota，dangchujiehunyibanshiweileqiqingyan，lingyibanyeshitamaxieentubaodeyaoxieyeye，yigelianjiadenvren，nengzenmeban，jiqianjiushile。”
xiaochengdongchenmoleyihui，tanlekouqi：
“neinijinkuaiba，qingyanjiranhuilaile，womensuoyourendouhaishigengxiwangnimennenghehao。”
wodexin，rutongbeidaojiaoyibandenanshou。
jibianzaozhiruci，kedangzheixiehuapumianerlaideshihou，neizhonglingchibandetengtonghaishiwufabimiandechongchiquanshen。
wotuichushufang，huanlexujiucaizhongyupingjingxialai。
zhongxinjinqudeshihou，tonghuayuyijingjieshule。
fushaochizhengzhouzhemeitoujiamei，tingdaodongjingtaimoukanguolai。
wopingjingdezouguoqu，balihunxieyishufangzailetademianqian。
“womeiyoushenmecaichanfengedexuqiu，zhiyaolihunjiuxing，nikanyixiameiwentidehuajiuqiangeziba。”
fushaochixianranyouxiemeng，jiuyidaozheishisihucaishangtou。
tayandizhanranzheyipianjiuhoudehongyun，kanlewohaoyihuicaijiangshixianzhongxinzhuanyidaolexieyishushang。
“niyouzainaoshenme？wozhidaonikandaoleneixiexinwen，danwogenqingyandoushiguoqudeshiqingle，tashinandeyoucaihuadeshejishi，woaixirencaiyoucuoma？”
当然没有错。
ketasihuzaojiuwangle，woyeshigeshejishi。
shenzhihuoqingyannenggoushunlidechuguoliuxue，zuoweiqiaomenzhuandeneifenzuopin，shishuyuwode。
bishidewo，mangmueryuchun。
zongyiweizheiyangmeiyoudixiandefuchu，zhongjiuhuidedaohuiying。
yizhenwulixishangxintou，woxiaolexiao：
“fushaochi，nibuaiwobushima，xianzailihunduinizhiyouhaochu。”
傅绍驰陷入了沉默。
他似乎很纠结。
wodexinbumiantiaodongqilezuihouyimoqiji，huoxujiniandexiangban，taduiwohaishiyoujifenzhenxinde。
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keshixiayimiao，fushaochideshengyinquejinshucuihuilesuoyou。
“neinibixulingwaiqianshuyifenbaozheng，yongyuanbuxuduiwaishuochudangnianqingyanzuopindezhenxiang。”
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worutongyijuxingshizourouyibanhuidaowoshi。
zhenghusiluanxiangzhe，yuanzaiyidalidefaxiaojisichengturandalailedianhua。
“nizhenrangwoguamuxiangkanapeiyuluo，tingliulvshishuoniyaolihun？nijuranshedegenfushaochilihunle？！taiyangzhenshidaxibianchulaile！”
wodexinrutongkongdongdeyongdao，gugudetouzhehanliangdefeng。
shizaimeiyouliqigentakaiwanxiao，yinweiyanleizaoyibushoukongzhidekaishidazhuanle。
“yiqianzongxiangzhe，jingchengsuozhijinshiweikai，kexianzainanqiangzhuangguole，woyejiusixinle。”
“sicheng，woxianglikaiguoneile，ninengbunengbangbangwo？”
duimianshurananjinglejimiaozhong，zhishengbeijingyinledejiepaihongdederenermodouzaizhibuzhudedongdang。
季斯丞低笑出声：
“xingba，wolaianpainideshouxu，ninadaolihunzhengdangtianjiukeyizou。”
“danyuluowoxiwangnizheicishirenzhende，erbushiyinweineigenvrenturanhuiqule，nishoubuleyouyaozuoyao，guyirangfushaochizhuyini。”
woqishenzoudaoluodichuangbian，kanzheyuanzilihunhuangdeludengguangxian。
“buhuilesicheng，wojintianqukanguomamale，gentashuolewoyaolihundeshiqing，nizhidaode，wojuebuhuipianmamade。”
yanleizaishuohuadeshunjianzaxiangdimian，xinmodicitong。
guaduandianhuahou，woyiyemeishui。
bahuazhuangjulineiyichuzideziyouzhishuiquanbushoushilechulai，diujinlelajidai。
diertianyidazao，wobalajidaidiujinlajixianghou，jiuzhunbeiqugongzuoshishoushiyidiandongxi。
luguofushijituandeshihou，ganghaokandaohuoqingyanwanzhefushaochidegebo，xinbuwanglizou。
duonianbujian，tayijiuneimepiaoliang。
herangwozibeijuewangdeyangzi，meiyoubandianfenbie。
shenzhigengduolejifenyouyadechengshufengyun，yipinyixiaozhijiandoushifengqing，lianzhouzaodefengdoushitianninide。
zhishifengzhongjiazazheyiguziyouzhishuideweidao，lingrenzuoou。
“shaochi，wotingshuonishouzangyifutiejintu，henyoushejigan，nengsongjiwoma？”
fushaochidelianshang，yangyiqiwocongweijianguodechongni。
“dangran，benlaijiushiweinishoude，chuleniwobuhuijibierenkan。”
neifutiejintu，woyaolehenjiu。
zhishixiangkanshangyiyan，fushaochidoubutongyi。
youyiciwoshizaimeirenzhu，lazhetayidingyaogeshuofa：“fushaochi，wozhishixiangkanyiyanshangmiandegongyi，zheihuoxuduiwodeshejihenyoubangzhu，weishenmejiushibuxing。”
fushaochizhishixianedepaikaiwodeshou，yuqishengying：
“shuobuxingjiubuxing，niyuejielepeiyuluo。”
zhenglengjian，huoqingyanturanxiemoupiexianglewozheibian。
shenqingzhongmanshitiaoxindeshudecoujinfushaochi，shuangshousajiaoyiyangdechanzhuletadegebo，guyidewendao：
“duileshaochi，wotingshuonimengongsishumingxia，haiyouyitaozhongshilifudeshejitu，nengbunengjiwo？”
wodexinzhouranbeizuanjin，zhenggerenruzaoleiji。
neitaotushiwoshejide，linianlaiziyuwodemama。
suiransuoyouquanguishuyufushijituan，danfushaochicengdayingguowo，zheibeizimeiyouwodeyunxu，douzhizuozhanshi，juebuchumai。
woshuangshoubuduandezuanjin，jinzhangdedingzhefushaochi，neixinbuduandeqiqiuzhe。
不要答应她。
不要。
keshicanrendelirenzhongjiuduiwohaobulianxi。
fushaochiqingxiaoleyisheng，wenroudao：“dangranle，wodejiushinide，nixiangyaoshenmedoukeyi。”
woquanshenbingliang，rutongbeiqianjinlewannianbingchuandeshenchu，juewangerzhixi。
dengfanyingguolaideshihou，caifaxianzijiyijingleiliumanmianle。
huoqingyanjiqiaodechelechechunjiao，hefushaochixiangxieliqu。
wotuitangdedunzaileyuandi，nannanziyu：
“fushaochi，wojiujingyouduomedelianjia，caihuirangnirutongduidailajiyiyang，duidaiwodexinxue？！”
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wobuzhidaozijishizenmerutongyijuxingshizourouyibannuohuijiade。
jiyirutongkailezhadechaoshui，xiongyongdezaiyanqianfangun。
15suideneiyinian，wodiyicijiandaofushaochi，shimamababeibangjiadetacongmilindeshenchujiejiuchulaidaihuilejiali。
meirimeiyedezhaoguletasantiansanye，zhidaofujialairenbatajiehuiqu。
huidaofujiahou，fushaochiguoleyigexingqicaichediqingxing，danyinwei**guodu，tashiyile。
16suineinian，mamachachuleganai，yishengshuotazuiduohaiyouwuniandeshouming。
wunaizhixiatadaizhewozhaodaolefujia。
weileburangfushaochixiangqidangniandeshiqingzaishoudaoxinlishangdedaji，fujiaduiwaixuanchengmamashifulaoyezideenren，suoyishouliulewomenmunv。
wochudaofujiashi，zhengyezhengyedeshuibuzhejue。
nianshaodefushaochijiudunzaiwodewoshichuangwai，yishoujieyishoudechangzhege，hongworushui。
yikeshaonvdexin，hennanbuweizhidongrong。
anliancongyikaishideshaonvxinshi，ziyangchengcantiandashu。
houlai，huoqingyanjianchiyaochuguoliuxue，shenzhibuxizaitagenfushaochidedinghunyanqianyizhoutaozoule。
fushaochibengkuizhiji，helegemingdingdazui。
kuzhelazhewodeshou，yibianbiandeqiuwobangbangta。
wobuzhidaozijigairuhebangzhuta，zhixiangyaobatabaodeyuejinyuehao，zhidaochedichenlun。
houlai，dinghunyanjixu，keweihunqibianchenglewo。
quebuxiang，liangrenzhijiandexiangchusuizhibianlezhi。
fushaochiyezaibuxiangnianshaoshineiyang，duiwobaorongyoulianxi。
dinghunhoubujiu，wofaxianzijihuaiyunle。
suoyizaifujialaoyezideganyuxia，xunsuquedinglehunqi。
jiehundeqianyitian，fushaochigenjigexiongdizaiaomentakuanghuan。
gaosongruyundetadingshitagenhuoqingyandingqingdedifang，suoyizheichangmeiqimingyuededanshenpaidui，wufeishifushaochijihuoqingyanzuihoudetongdie。
yaomehuidaotashenbian，yaometaqubiedenvren。
shangbaijiaxinwenmeitiwentingcishi，douxiangshixiudaoshuodanaiyoudangaodecangyingyiban，jijuaomentaxia，dengdaizhepaidaozheichangtaosexinwen。
wocengjingxiangguo，ruguohuoqingyannenggouhuitou，wokeyichengquantamen。
kelaoyezigenwocuxizhangtanleyizhengwan，erzaoyizaimiliuzhijidemamayekukuaiqiuwo，zhiyoutanengqinyankanzhewoyoupingwendehoubansheng，cainengsidemingmu。
wunaizhixiawozhinengtingzhesangeyuedeyunduquleaomentadaifushaochihuijia。
xianchang，dangfushaochikandao，huoqingyanmeiyouchuxian，erchuxianderenshiwoshi，zhenggerendourutongfengmo。
tayibatuikaiwo，suishouyixianpangbiandezhuobu，jiangyizhengzhuodexiangbintadouzazailewodeshenshang。
“shibushinicongzhonggaogui，qingyancaibukenhuilai！peiyuluowozhenshixialeyancaihuitongqingni，nijiushigelingrenzuooude**！”
moxuyoudezhize，fushaochibasuoyouaierbudedefenhendoufaxiezailewodeshenshang。
他叫嚣着，怒骂着。
完全疯了一样。
woshenshangbeijiubeidesuibolipianzachulexuduoxixiaodeshangkou，kedangxiazhinengpinmingdehuzhuzijideduzi。
yongjinquanshendeliqi，qiqiufushaochixiangxinwo。
“wozhendeshenmedoumeizuo，ninengbunengxiangxinwoyici？”
fushaochichuanzhecuqi，jugaolinxiadenizhewo。
zhouweisuoyoudepengyoudoushigenfushaochihehuoqingyanyiqizhangdade，tamenxianglaitaoyanhengchayigangdewo。
suoyidouxingzailehuodedengzhekanwodexiaohua，shuojinlexixuechaonongdehua。
fushaochilenghengyisheng，huanhuanzhanzhileshenti，yuqibinglengdanmo：
“ruguonicongaomentatiaoyicibengji，wojiuxiangxinnigenzheijianshiwuguan。”
huayinluoxia，rutongsadandediyin。
wozhenjingdetaitoukanxiangmianqiandenanren。
shijiezaizheiyikefangsichaoxiao。
fushaochiqingchudezhidao，woyouyanzhongdekonggaozheng，yanzhongdeqingkuangxiahuiyinqishenjingxingxiaochuanzhengzhuang。
bieshuoaomenta，jiushisanmitaishuiban，wozhanshangqudouhuiyun。
woqueerhuabushuo，yiyueerxia。