第三章 :怀孕

yilianjitianyinchenchendetianqi,yuyaoxiabuxiadeyaderenchuanbuguoqideganjue。

市二女子戒毒所。

“tingshuo268haoneinvdejingranshigeyunfu,douhuaiyunbazhoule!ai!buzhenxizijilianxiayidaiyehaile。”

“nijianguo268hao?wotingshuotakanshangquhaibudaoershisuideyangzi,zhangtingpiaoliangde,ai!kexile。”

“wonajianguoa,zhitingshuoshiyiweishenmidedarenwusongguolaide,shangmiantebiejiaodaixialai,zheigenvrendeyiqieziliaobixubaomi。”

“ai!zhanledu,duzilidehaizikendingshiyaobulele。”

“haolehaole,dajiabuyaozaiyilunle,jiranshangmianxialingyaobaomi,haishibuyaoduozuile。”

yinyintingjianjigenvjingguanyuandeyilunsheng,bansuizhe‘kuangdang’jishengtiemenheshangdeshengyin,zoulangneizaiduhuifuleyipianchenji。

linmoranshenqingmurandikaozaichuangbian,chuanzheyishenkuandadelansezhangxiushan,xiongqiantiezhehaomapai“shiernvzijiedusuo268hao”,tongsekuzisongsongkuakuadiguazaibuyingyiwodeyaoshang,shibushideyaotiyiba。

tazheimedaidaidezhanzaichuangbian,qingqingfumozheduzi,yizhigebodazaichuangtaishangdianzhexiaba,congchiguozaofantajiuzhanzaineilile,zhengzhengsangexiaoshile,qijianduyinfanleyemeijiantagaibianguozishi。

tajinlaizhiqian,zheijianwuzibenlaishizawujian,shizhuanmenweitatengchulaide,chulelimianyilianggenvjingguanyuanjianguotazhangxiang,jihumeiyourenjiechudaota,tabeiwanquangelikaile,qiyudejiedunvtongyidoushuizaijitisusheli。

neigenanrenshixiangrangtayoudunjianyudeganjueba,suoyicaiguyizheimeanpai?

tashiwanwanmeixiangdaotahuibatadiuzheilimianlai,bianshanglehaoma,jiudengyubiaoshanglewudian,yeyeshidaguoguizidehongjun,babamamadoushijingcha,ertani,weileligehun,quechenglexidufan。

conglaimeiyoujuedezheimeqiliangguo,tafaxianrenbeishangdaoyidingchengdudeshihou,yanleidougenzheshenxinmamule,buhuiwangwailiule。

tamunedekanzhechuangwaibazhangdadetiankong,bujinziwen:qizun,weilegennilihun,woliandixiandouchedidiule,erqie,haihaileweichengxingdehaizi,zheigedaijiashibushitaijudale?

yeye、baba、mama,nimenyidingshiwangtouleba。

qishitadakenongchugehunwaiqinglaililezheiduanhaowuganqingdehunyinde,keshi,qishaonainaidetouxianshizaidaledian,nonggemanchengfengyuhuandegeziyouzhishen,tadiubuqineiren,qijiagengshidiubuqineilian,suoyi,tachabuduohualeliangniandeshijian,caixiadezheiyangyigejuexin,zhiweinengananjingjingdebahunlile。

周身一片死寂。

zheiyangdehuanjinggenbenbushihejiedurenyuanjiedu,jiusuanshizhengchangrenbeiguanzaizheilidouhuishoubule,zhangqiguanxiaqubufengcaiguai。

huranyoushi‘kuangdang’jishengtiemenxiang,bansuizhe“da、da、da...”degaojipixiecaitadibandeshengyin,youyuanjijin,tingzailemenkou。

linmoranzhalezhafasuandeyanjing,gouqiyigeqichudixiaoronglai,mianwubiaoqingdezhuanguoshenmianxiangzhemen。

tingzaitadeerlizheimejiuxindejiaobusheng,chuleqizun,buhuishibierende。