yinyan：“kezhibuzhudecaishiai，zhenzhengdeaiconglaidoushibuzhengchangde，ruguoyigeren，shikeduinibaochiqingxing，
kezhi，neibushiai，aishibuqingxingde，shikezhibuzhu，shishihunluopo，shihusiluanxiang，shidianji，
shixintengshixiangjianmian。”liuyuedeyangguangxiangronghuadehuangjin，touguobeidatushuguandeluodichuangqingxieerru，
zaiyingtaomudibanshangliutangchenghe。kongqizhongpiaofuzhexixiaodechenai，zaiguangshuzhongxuanzhuanqiwu，
fangfoyichangwushengdeqingdian。chuangwai，zhileyijingkaishitamenxiaridejiaoxiangle，
wutongshudeyezizaiweifengzhongshashazuoxiang，touxiabanbodeyinying。tushuguanlimimanzhezhizhangheyoumodeqixi，
hunhezhemuzhishujiasanfachudedandantanxiang。linxiazuozaikaochuangdelaoweizhi，
tamianqiantankaidebiyelunwenyijingxiugailesanbian，daoshidepizhumimimamadipamanyebian，
xiangyiqunjiyubiaodayijiandexiaomayi。yangguangzaizhiyeshangtiaoyue，jiangneixieqianzidushangyicengliudongdejinbian，
huanghujianrangtaxiangqichenmohuazuozhongchangyongdejinbodianzhui——tazongshinengyongzuiputongdecailiaochuangzaochujingrendexiaoguo。
lunwentimu《zhongguodangdaiyishuzhongdeqingganbiaoda》zaiyangguangxiashanshanfaguang，
zheigexuantihaishichenmoqunianxiatianzaishipintonghuazhongbangtaquedingde。
linxiataishoukanlekanwanbiao——yikuaijianyuedeheisepizhiwanbiao，shichenmoqunianconglundunjilaideshengriliwu。
biaodaineicekezhe"tol,alwaysontime"，zijixiaoerjingzhi。
xiawusandianershifen，julichenmodehangbanluodiyijingguoquleliugexiaoshi。biaopanshangdemiaozhenbujinbumandizouzhe，
meiyisheng"dida"douxiangzaitixingtashijiandeliushiyouduomebujinrenqing。
tajidechenmosongbiaoshizaikapianshangxiede："xiwangwomendeshijianyongyuantongbu"。shoujipingmuturanliangqi，
zaimuzhizhuomianshangfachuqingweidezhendongsheng。shizhangyuefalaidexiaoxi："tadaolemeia？womendoudengzhekanhuazhanni！
"houmiangenzhesangegantanhaoheyigejimeinongyandeemoji。linxianengxiangxiangchushiyoucikedebiaoqing，
meimaogaogaotiaoqi，yanjinglishanshuozhebaguadeguangmang，
yibianfaxiaoxiyibianyongjianbangjiazhedianhuagenbierentaolunzheijianshi。zhangyuezongshizheiyang，
duibierendeganqingshenghuobiduizijidehaiyaoshangxin。linxiayaoleyaoxiachun，
zheigexiguanxingdongzuobaoluletaneixindejiaozhuo。xiachunchuanlaiweiweidecitonggan，
tacaiyishidaozijiyaodetaiyonglile。tahuifudao："haimeilianxiwo。"fawanzheitiaoxiaoxi，
tarenbuzhuyoudiankaiyuchenmodeduihuakuang。shangyitiaoxiaoxihaitingliuzaizuotian，
tajianduandigaozhilehangbanxinxi："ca937，mingzao9:20daoshoudout3"，
ertahuileyige"zhidaole"，houmiangenzheyigexiaoxiaodetaiyangbiaoqing。
neigebiaoqingshitajingxintiaoxuande——buguofenreqing，queyezugouwennuan。taxiangshanghuadongpingmu，
liulanzhetamenzheiyinianbanlaideliaotianjilu。daduoshushijianduanershiyongdexinxijiaohuan，
ouerjiazazhejizhangzhaopianhuohuazuodeyulan。
danlinxiajidemeiyiciduihuabeihoudegushi——neixieshenyedeshipintonghua，
neixieyinweishichaercuoguoyoubushangdeshengrizhufu，neixiekansisuiyishizejingxintiaoxuandemingxinpianheliwu。
tajidezuiqingchudeshiquniandongtian，chenmofalaiyizhangtaiwushihejiebingdezhaopian，peiwenshi"xiwangninengkandao"，
ertazailingchensandianxinglaikandaoxiaoxihou，likehuifulewugegantanhao。tushuguandekongdiaofachuqingweidewengming，
lengqiranglinxia**deshoubeiqileyicengxixiaodejipigeda。taxiayishidicuolecuoshoubei，
muguangluozaichuangwaideyikewutongshushang。neishitahechenmodiyicixiangyushi，tazhengzaihuadeneikeshu。
rujintazhangdegengjiamaoshengle，zhiyezaixiafengzhongqingqingyaoye，fangfozaixiangtazhaoshou。shuganshangduoleyiquannianlun，
jiuxiangtamendeguanxi，zaishijiandechendianzhongbiandegengjiashenhou。linxiadesixupiaohuiliangnianqiandeneigexiawu。
tajidezijibaozheyiluoshucongcongzouxiangzheigekaochuangdeweizhi，
quefaxianyijingyourenzuozaineili——yigedaizheheikuangyanjingdenansheng，
zhengzhuanzhudizaiyibensumiaobenshangmiaohuichuangwaidewutongshu。yangguangtouguoshuyedefengxi，
zaitalianshangtouxiabanbodeguangying，rangtazhenggerenkanqilaixiangyifuhuoguolaideyouhua。tademeitouweiweicuqi，
quanshenguanzhudeyangzirangrenburendarao。"tongxue，zheiliyourenma？"tajidezijizheiyangwendao，
shengyinyinweijinzhangerlveweifazhan。nanshengtaiqitou，jingpianhoudeyanjingzaiyangguangxiachengxianchuyizhongtoumingdehupose。
taweiweiyixiao，luchulianggeqianqiandejiuwo："meiren，qingzuo。"neigeweixiao，
linxiahoulaizaiwushugeyewanhuiyiqilai，doujuedexiangshibeiyangguangzhishebanwennuanerciyan。
tajideneitianzijijiazhuangkanshu，shizetoutouguanchatazuohuadeyangzi。tadeshouzhixiuzhangyouli，
wobidezishiyouyaerjianding，meiyibidoudaizheburongzhiyidezixin。dangxiyangxixia，
taheshangsumiaobenzhunbeilikaishi，linxiacaiguqiyongqiwen："nengkankannidehuama？""tongxue，
zheigezuoweiyourenma？"yigeshuxideshengyinzaitoudingxiangqi，jianglinxiaconghuiyizhonglahuixianshi。
tadegangbipadayishengdiaozaidishang，zaimudibanshangfachuqingcuideshengxiang。linxiamengditaitou，chenmozhanzaineili，
nizheguang，zuijiaoguazheneigetazaishuxibuguodeqianxiao。yangguangcongtabeihouzhaosheguolai，
jitazhenggerendushangyicengjinbian，xiangshicongtazuimeihaodemengjingzhongzouchulaideyiyang。chenmobilikaishishoulexie，
lunkuogengjiafenming，xiangshibeilundundeyushuiheshiguangjingxindiaozhuoguo。tadetoufajianduanle，
luchubaomandeetouheqingxidefajixian。zuiranglinxiajingyadeshi，tameidaiyanjing，
neishuangzongshizangzaijingpianhoudeyanjingcikeqingxidiyingzhetadedaoying——takandaozijiweiweizhangzhezui，
yanjingdengdeyuanyuande，xianggeshoujingdexiaodongwu。tadejiemaozaiyangguangxiatouxiaxixiaodeyinying，
biliangshanghailiuzhezhangqidaiyanjingliuxiadeqingweiyahen。
"ni...nizenme..."linxiadeshengyinkazaihoulongli，shouzhiwuyishidizhuajinlezhuoyan。
tagandaoyizhenxuanyun，fangfosuoyoudexueyedouzaiwangxinzangyongqu，erbianwengwengzuoxiang。zheiyiketaturanmingbai，
aihuoxujiushiziyouyizhidechenlun——tamingmingshexiangguowushucizhongfengshiyaobaochidedeticongrong，
quezaijiandaotadeshunjiantubengwajie。tadexintiaokuaidexiangshiyaochongchuxiongqiang，shouxinshenchuximidehanzhu。
chenmowanyaojianqitadegangbi，dongzuoyouyadexiangshizaixingyigeli。neizhigangbishitamendaerneinianyiqiqumaide，
bishenshangkezhe"tol,fromc"。tadeshouzhixiuzhang，gujiefenming，
zhongzhidiyiguanjiechuyouyicengbojian——neishizhangqiwobiliuxiadeyinji。yangguangzhaozaitadeshoubeishang，
goulechuqingxidexueguanlunkuo。linxiazhuyidaotadezhijiaxiujiandehenduan，bianyuanzhengqi，
youshoushizhishangyouyidaoxixiaodeshanghen——neishiquniantafalaidezhaopianlihaimeiyoude。"xiangjinigejingxi。
"tajianggangbiqingqingfangzailunwenshang，bijianzaiyangguangxiashanshuozheweiguang。tadeshengyinbijiyizhongdichenlexuduo，
daizhezhangtufeixinghoudeqingweishaya，queyiranranglinxiadexintiaoluanlejiezou。tazhuyidaotadeshouzhizaiweiweizhandou，
zheigefaxianrangtaturanzhaohuilehuxi——yuanlaibuzhishitayigerenzaishikong。tadehoujieshangxiagundongleyixia，
baoluchupingjingbiaomianxiadejinzhang。linxiademuguangwufacongchenmolianshangyikai。
tazhuyidaotayoumeishangfangduoleyidaoxixiaodebahen，biliangshanghailiuzhezhangqidaiyanjingliuxiadeqingweiyahen。
tadeyanjingxiafangyoudandandeqingse，xianranshizhangtufeixinghoudepibeihenji。
danzheixiexijiezhirangtakanqilaigengjiazhenshi，gengjiachushoukeji。tadechenshanlingkouweiweichangkai，
luchusuogudeyixiaobufen，neiliyouyilixiaoxiaodezhi，shitacengjingzaishipintonghuazhongzhuyidaode。
"huazhanbushimingtianma？"linxiazhongyuzhaohuilezijideshengyin，quetingjiantadaizhebuzirandeqingzhan。
taxiayishidililelitoufa，zheicaiyishidaozijijintianmeiyoujingxindaban，zhishisuiyidizhalegemawei，
chuanzhezuijiandandebaitxuheniuziku。yiguaonaoyongshangxintou，
tabenkeyigengpiaoliangde——yexuchuanshangneitiaotaxihuandelanselianyiqun，huozhezhishaotudiankouhong。
tadeerchuifatang，buyongkanyezhidaoyidinghongdelihai。chenmozaitaduimianzuoxia，
zheigecengjingshuyutadeweizhikongleyinianban，xianzaizhongyuwuguiyuanzhu。tafangxiabeibaoshi，
linxiawendaoyisidandandesongjieyouweidao，hunhezhefeijicangteyoudeneizhongfengbikongqideqixi，
haiyoutaguanyongdeneikuanmuzhidiaoxiangshui——suoyouzheixiezuchengleduyiwuerdechenmodeqixi。
tadebeibaoshanghaiguazheneigetasongjitadexiaoguajian，yigeminihuaban，bianyuanyijingyouxiemosun。"ng。
"tadiandiantou，muguangzaitalianshangliulian，xiangshizaiquerenjiyizhongdemeiyigexijie，
"danyouxiedongxixiangxianjinikan。"tadehoujieshangxiagundongleyixia，
zheigexiweidedongzuobaoluletapingjingbiaomianxiadejinzhang。tadeyanjingzaitalianshangsouxunzheshenme，
huoxushixunzhaozheiyinianbanlaifashengdebianhua，youhuoxuzhishixiangquerentashifouhaishitajiyizhongdeneigelinxia。
chenmocongbeibaoliquchuyigeniupizhibaoguodebianpingwuti，dongzuoxiaoxinyiyi，xiangshizaiduidaiyijianzhenbao。
linxiayiyanjiurenchuleneishishenme——neibenhuace《xia》，zhishikanqilaibiyuanlaihoulexuduo。
niupizhidebianyuanyijingyouxiemosun，xianranbeifanyueguohenduoci。chenmodeshouzhizaifengmianshangtingliuleyimiao，
zhifuqingqingmosuozheneigetangjinde"xia"zi，ranhoucaiqingqingtuidaotamianqian。"zuihouyiye，"tashuo，
shengyinhenqing，xiangshipajingraoleshenme，"wanchengle。"linxiadeshouweiweifadou，zhijianyinweijinzhangerfaliang。
taxiaoxinyiyidifankaihuace，fangfozaikaiqiyigechenfengyijiudemimi。
zhizhangfandongdeshengyinzaianjingdetushuguanligewaiqingxi。tadexintiaojiasu，
erbianfangfonengtingdaoxueyeliudongdeshengyin。qianmiandeyemiandoushitashuxide，
neixiechenmoyanzhongdeta：gaozhongshipazaikezhuoshangshuijuedecelian，
yangguangtouguojiaoshidechuanglianzaitalianshangtouxiatiaowenzhuangdeguangying；daxuekaixuedianlishangbeiyangguanglongzhaodelunkuo，
tazhengyangtoukanzhepiaoluodecaidai，zuijiaoguazheruoyouruowudeweixiao；tushuguanlicumeisikaoshideshenqing，
她咬着笔帽，
eqiandesuifachuixialaizhezhulebanbianyanjing...meiyifudoujingquebuzhuodaoletazijidoubucengzhuyideshunjian，
meiyibixiantiaodoubaohanzhetazhushidemuguang。youxiehuazuopangbianhaibiaozhuzheriqihejianduandewenzishuoming，
biru"2019.6.15，tadiyiciduiwoxiao"。
xinzengjiadebufendaduoshitazaishipintonghualideyangzi——tushuguanaoyeshideheiyanquan，
xiaxuetianguodexiangzongzizhiluchuyishuangyanjingdemoyang，shenzhiyouyicitaganmaodapentishizhouchengyituandelangbeishunjian。
meiyifudoubiaozhuzhejingquederiqiheshijian，zuijindeshenzhishishangzhoudeshipinjietu。
linxiadezhijianqingqingfuguoneixiexiantiao，turanyishidaochenmoshiruhezaibaqiangongliwai，
yonghuabijiluxiatashengmingzhongdemeiyigepingfanshike。youyifuhuatebieyinrenzhumu，huazhongdetazhengzaikanshu，
yangguangtouguochuanghuzhaozaitashenshang，xingchengyidaoguangyun。pangbiandebiaozhuxiezhe："2021.12.24，
pinganye，tachuanzhehongsemaoyi，xiangyifenwowufachaikaideliwu"。zuihouyiyebuzaikongbai。
huamianshangshilianggeshenyingbingjianzhanzaitushuguanchuangqian，yangguangweitamendushangjinbian。nvhaiditoukanshu，
jiemaozailianshangtouxiaxixiaodeyinying；nanhaiquecetoukanzheta，yanshenwenroudenengronghuabingxue。
huazuodeyouxiajiaoxiezheriqi——jintian，yijibiaoti：《xiazhi》。
"zheishi..."linxiadezhijianqingqingchupengneifuhua，payiyonglijiuhuichuopozheigemeihaodemengjing。
tadeyankuangfare，shixianbiandemohu。zaizheiyike，
taturanlijielejidebixianeizhong"buqingxing"deai——dangtashuzheshichadengdailundunderichuhaoyutashipinshi，
dangtabaocuntasuishoupaidemeiyizhangjiejingshi，dangtaduizhetajilaidemingxinpianfadaishi，neizhongjinhushizhidezhinian，
yuanlaijiushiaiqingzuizhenshidemoyang。yidileishuibushoukongzhidihualuo，zaihuaceshangliuxiayigexiaoxiaodeshuihen。
"womendechujian。"chenmodeshengyindaizheyisibuqueding，"ruguoniyuanyi，mingtianhuazhandezhongxinzuopinhuishita。
"tadeshouzhiwuyishidizaizhuomianshangqiaoji，baoluchuneixindejinzhang。
zheigecengjingyong"wohuadesuoyouni"laihuibizhijiebiaobaidenanhai，
rujinyongyifuwanzhengdehuazuobiaodaletadexinyi。tadezhijieyinweiyonglierweiweifabai，huxiyebipingshijicu。
linxiataiqitou，faxianchenmozhengjinzhangdikanzheta，houjieshangxiagundong。