aitashinian，jiatasannian，zhongjiudibuguotabaiyueguangdeyidiyanlei。
dangtalengxiaozheminglingwotangshangshoushutai，yongwodeshenqujiulingyigenvrenshi，wohuranjiubutongle。
linwei，niyaowodeshen，wojini。liantongwoduinisuoyoudeai，yiqiwandiao。
congciyihou，nideshijie，wozaibuxihan。
chuqiudefeng，yijingdaishanglelinliedehanyi，touguobankaidechechuangguanjinlai，guazailianshang，weiweidecitong。
wozuozaifujiashizuoshang，shouzhiwuyishidiquansuozhe，zhijiashenshenxianjinzhangxin，liuxiajigeyueyaxingdebaihen。chexianglimimanzheyizhongjinhuninggudechenmo，yaderenchuanbuguoqi。
linweizhuanzhudikaizheche，celianxiantiaolengyingderutongdalishike，xiahejinbeng，congshangchedaoxianzai，tameiyoukantayiyan，yemeiyoukaikoushuoyigezi。
zheizhongchenmo，birenhejiyanlisedourangrenxinhuang。
wodexinyidiandianchenxiaqu，buxiangdeyuganrutongtengmanbanchanraozhuwodexinzang，yueshouyuejin。worenbuzhuceguotou，toutoudaliangta。
zheigenanren，woailezhengzhengshinian。
congshibasuiqingdouchukai，daoershibasuijiaweitafu，woshengminglizuihaozuimeidenianhua，quandoukemanletademingzi。cengjing，tadeyigeweixiaojiunengrangwohuanxiyizhengtian，yijuwenyanjiunengqusanwosuoyouyinmai。
kerujin，tajinzaizhichi，quefangfogezheyigebingchuanshijie。
chezizuizhongdemudedi，shishizhongxinzuidingjidesiliyiyuan。
linweizhongyutingwenche，xihuo。tameiyoulikejiekaianquandai，ershizhuanguotou，muguangchenchendiluozaiwolianshang。
neiyanshen，meiyousihaowendu，xiangzaikanyigemoshengren，shenzhi……yijianmeiyoushengmingdewupin。
wodexinmengdiyitiao，houlongfagan，jihunengtingdaozijileigubandexintiaosheng。
“awei……”wojiansedikaikou，shengyindaizhezijidouweicengchajuedezhandou，“womenlaiyiyuanzuoshenme？ni……shentibushufuma？”
linweibochunjinmin，neishuangcengrangwochenzuibuyideshensuiyanmouli，cikezhiyoubingfengdejuejueheyizhongburongzhiyidemingling。
takaikou，shengyinpingwendekepa，meiyigezidouxiangcuilebingdedingzi，henhenzajinwodeermo。
“qingqing，shenshuaijiewanqi，bixulikehuanshen。”
wolengzhule，suqing？neigelinweifangzaixinjianjianshang，yongyuanchunjiewugudebaiyueguang？tabingle？haibingdezheimezhong？
yishunjian，shuobuqingshijingya，haishikebeideqingxing——yuanlaibushitashentibushi。
danxiayimiao，linweidehuajiangwoganggangfanqideneiyisiweimoqingxuchediniansui。
“nideshenyuanyutapeixingchenggong。”tadunledun，shixianxiangshoushudaoyiyangpoukaitashituweichidezhending，zhidineihe，“shennianchu，juanyikeshenjita。”
bushishangliang，bushiqingqiu，shitongzhi，shimingling。
轰——
xiangshiyidaojingleizainaohailizhakai，woquanshendexueyesihudouzaishunjianninggule，sizhibaihaicuanqiyiguwufadiyudehanyi。wonanyizhixindidengdaleyanjing，tongkongjulieshousuo，jihuhuaiyizijichuxianlehuanting。
他说什么？
juanyikeshen……jisuqing？
yinweisuqingxuyao，suoyitajiulisuodangrandiyaonazouwoshentideyibufen？
judadehuangmiuhecigudebingliangxijuanlewo，rangwokongzhibuzhudiweiweifadou。wokanzheyanqianzheigewoairugusuidenanren，shitucongtayanzhongzhaodaoyisiyihaodewanxiao、youyu，huozhe……napazhishiyidingdiandeburen。
没有。
什么都没有。
tadeyanshenpingjingwubo，shenzhidaizheyisibunaifan，fangfozhishizaichuliyijiandangeyijiudegongshi，fangfowodezhenjing、tongku、kangju，doushibudongshi、bugudajudewuliqunao。
“wei……weishenme？”wodeshengyinposuibukan，daizheqiyin，queyouqijibandimeiyouyanleiliuxialai，zhishiyankuangzhangtongdelihai，“awei，neishishen……bushibiedeshenme……”
renyouliangkeshen，shiquyike，suiranbuhuisi，danduishentidesunshangshiyongjiuxingde，yushengdouxuyaojingxinyanghu，zaibunenglaolei，tizhihuiyiluoqianzhang。tanandaobuzhidaoma？
“wozhidao。”linweidaduanwo，yuqilengying，“danzheishimuqianweiyinengjiuqingqingdebanfa。yikesheneryi，nibuhuisi。danqingqingdengbuqi。”
一颗肾……而已？
tashuodeduomeqingmiaodanxie。
wohuranxiangxiao，zuijiaojiannandichedongleyixia，quebikuhaiyaonankan。
kana，zheijiushiwoaileshiniandenanren。
weilesuqing，takeyihaobuyouyudiwandiaowodexuerou。
“ruguo……wobuyuanyini？”wojihushihaojinlequanshendeliqi，caijichuzheijuweiruodefankang。xindihaicanliuzhezuihouyisikeliandexiji，xiwangtanengkanzai……kanzaifuqiqingfenshang……
linweideyanshenzhouranbianderuilieryinzhi，taqingshenguolai，qiangdadeyapoganrangwozhixi。
“buyuanyi？”tachixiaoyisheng，daizhenongnongdechaofenghehaobuyanshideweixie，“shennianchu，biewanglenitangzaiyiyuanlidengzheshoushufeidemuqin。yebiewangle，nixianzaiyongyoudeyiqie，doushisheijide。”
“yongniyikewuguanjinyaodeshen，huanqingqingyitiaoming，huannimuqinhouxudezhiliaowuyou，hengongping。”
“你没有选择。”
meiyigezi，douxiangyibashaohongdedundao，zaiwoxinkoufanfuqiege，nianmo。
zuihouneiyisixiji，chedifensui，huaweijifen。
yuanlai，zaitaxinli，wohewomuqindeanwei，wodeyiqie，douzhishikeyiyonglaijiaoyi、yonglaixiepowojiufandechouma。
都是为了苏晴。
shinianchilian，sannianhunyin，wushugeshenyewoduzishouhoudenuandeng，tazuijiushiwocheyebumiandezhaogu，taweitongshitajingxinaozhudezhou……yuanlaisuoyoudeyiqie，zaizheiyike，douchengletiandadexiaohua。
wohuranjiubuxiangzhengzhale，yebuxiangkule。
jizhidetongkuguohou，shiyizhongjinhumamudekongdong。
xinkouneigedifang，haoxiangpoleyigedadong，huhudilouzhefeng，lengdewohunshenxueyedoudongjiangle。
wokanzhelinwei，kanlehenjiuhenjiu，xiangshiyaojiangzheizhangkeruwolinghunshenchudemianrong，liantongcikedelengkuyiqi，chedimaizang。
ranhou，wohuanhuandi，huanhuandiwanqilezuijiao。
yigewubiqingxi，queyoukongdongdelingrenxinsongdexiaorong，zaiwocangbaidelianshangzhankai。
“好。”
wodeshengyinqingdexiangyilvyan，quedaizheyizhongguiyidepingjing。
“linwei，niyaowodeshen。”
“我给你。”
linweisihumeiliaodaowohuidayingderucitongkuai，shenzhi……haixiaole？tameitoujibukechadiculeyixia，xindilveguoyisijiqiguaiyideganjue，danneiganjueshaozongjishi，henkuaibeisuqingyoujiudejiqiesuoqudai。
tabuzaikanwo，liluodijiekaianquandaixiache。
“genshang，yishengyijingzaidengle。”
woshuncongdigenzhexiache，qiufengchuiqiwodanbodeyibai，goulechuwoxiaoshoudeshenxing。wotaitouwanglewangyiyuanbinglenggaodadejianzhu，baisedewaiqiangzaihuimengmengdetiankongxia，xiandegewaiciyan。
像一座巨大的坟墓。
erwo，zhengyibubuzouxiangwodexingchang，qinshoufengshangwodeaiqing，hewojiankangdequti。
woyijiuzaixiao，zuijiaodehuduwanmeidewuxiekeji。
zhiyouwozijizhidao，neikecengjingweitafengkuangtiaodongdexin，yijingzaigangcaineiduanduandejifenzhongli，beitaqinshouniesui，chedisile。