第2章告白
“tamendoushuo，nixianzaishimoshaoshenbiandehongren，ninengbuneng……”
tayuyanyouzhi，danbeilianghequeyekeyicaidaojifen。
buguo，shisheishuotashimojingyushenbiandehongrende。
“nibeidachengzheiyang，pashihaojitiandoubunenggongzuoleba！”
“……”
“给你。”
neinvhailengleyixia，jieguotadilaidezhipiao。shangmiandeshuzibataheleyitiao。
“这个…”
“nixianzaikeyinazhezheiqian，maiyizhanglizheihenyuandejipiao，ranhouyongyuandoubuhuilai。”talenglengdeshengyintouguotayoudianmamudeermo，taweifanying，beiliangheyijingdaishangmenlikaile。
zhipiaoshangmojingyudeqianzi，rangzheizhipiaochengweiyizhangwuaidetongxingzheng。
beilianghehuidaozudefangzi，tadekechengbingbushihenjinzhang，jintiantayebuzenmexiangchumenle。huidaojiadediyijianshi，jiushinachudiannao，kanyouguanmojingyudexinwen。
tadexinwendaduoshubagua，shenmeshihouhenaweinenmo，mingxingyiqikaifang，yiqilvyou，jihuquandouwuguangongzuo，yanranjiushiyige**debaishe。
没什么有价值的。
叮咚！
门铃响了。
“您的快递。”
“…谢谢。”
qianlekuaidi，shangmiandejijiandizhishi“niuyue”。
yushi，tachaiyemeichai，rengzaiyibian。
很快，电话也响了。
“喂。”
“lianghe，shoudaoliwulema？”
“嗯。”
“…你又没拆吧！”
“buyaosongwodongxile，woshenmeyebuxuyao。”
“…wozuijinyoutaiduoshiqing，meikongqukanni，niguode……”
dianhuaneitouderenmingxianyouyaotaotaobujuele，beilianghezhijiedaduan：“woleile，zhaoshijianzailiao。”
说罢，就挂了电话。
真费力！
shangwuxiuxileyizhen，xiawutabianquxuexiaole。
一个月前
“jiaohuanshengdeminge，haiyoumushicaituandecaiwuzongjiandeweizhi，nizhinengxuanyige。”
“正常人怎么选？”
“dangranshicaiwuzongjian。”
“我选交换生。”
……
而今
beilianghemanbuzaixiaoyuanlidefenglinxiaodaoshang，daizheerji，fanfuxunhuanzhetashoujiliebiaoliweiyideyishouge。tabuxiguanchuanqunzi，zaizheishenqiudejijieli，yezhishisuiyidetaoleyijianbaisedilingmaoyi，waimianyijianguoxizhangdekaqisefengyi，jiashangputongdeshenseniuziku。
turan，mianqianyouleyidaoyinying。
她抬眸，又是他。
“lianghe，wojinimaileyitiaoweijin。”
“我不喜欢红色。”
“…neiwozhongxinjinimaiyitiao。”
“xuhui，biehewoshuohuale。”
jiaoxuhuidenanshengyizheng，danhaoxiangyoujuezhezheijuhuazaiyiliaozhizhong，yangguangshuaiqidelianpangxiaolexiao。
“lianghe，wozhishixiangtiqiansongnishengdanliwu。”
“nihuidaijiwoxuduomafan。”beilianghewushitadezhuanyihuati，jixuziguzideshuo，“xihuanniderenhenduo，suoyibiebashijianlangfeizaiwoshenshang。”
xuhuibiaoqingandanxialai，nazheweijindeshoulveweijinlejin。taxianglehenjiu，turanzichaodexiaoleyixia。
“yuanlaibeilianghetongxue，zhendeshifuqianderen。yedui，buranzenmehuiquamongneiyangdedifangshangban。”
被知道了。
beilianghexinlizhishanchuzheiyijuhua。
但这又怎样？
“jiranzhidao，haitieshanglai。”
“…yinweiwozhendexihuanni。”
“nisuoshuodexihuan，buguoshiyishidexinxianganbale。nideganqingbaozhiqiyouduozhang，wodeyanjinghuigaosuwo。”
beilianghedewuguanli，jiushuyanjinghezuichunzuichuzhong。youqishineishuangyanjing，shishikekedoushuilinglingde，ganjuelimianyoulianyifenjie，yesiyouyichuxuanwo，kanjiule，fangfoyaoxianxiaqu。
xuhuiwojinlequantou，nuliyazhizijidenuqi。
“jiudangwoxialeyan。daraole！”
talikaihou，beilianghenachushouji，dakailexiaoyuantieba。
zuiredeyimentiezi，jiushifuzheyizhangtajinquamongdezhaopian，suiranchuanzhehenputong，kanqilaiyebuxiangbusanbusi。danshiduiyuadalaishuo,kaojinamongwumiyinei，jiusuanweifanxiaogui。
beilianghelengxiao，zaixiamianliuleyan。
beilianghe：haiyiweikeyiduomanyizhenzi。
tahenrongxingdebeiqingquxiaozhangshile。
xiaozhangshiyigenvde，nianjidagai40duosui，meitiandouxihuanchuanzhebufuhetashencaideolzhengzhuang，daizheyinkuangyanjing，weirenshiben，zongshixihuanzhuangzuoyifuruyawenroudemoyang。
“lianghe，suirannishijiaohuansheng，danshijiranlaile，womenzheilijiuyaozunxunwomendexiaogui。zheijianshiqing…womenxiaofangshizaishiyoudiannanjueding。”
tashijiaohuansheng，dequebuhaozhijiejichufen。
“gaizenmeyangjiuzenmeyang，nibuyongjiwokaihoumen。wobujinquamong，haizaineilishangban。”beilianghezhijiequanshutanpai。
“ni…shangdeshenmeban？”
“xiaozhangjuedewoshishangshenmebandeni？”
“……beilianghe，nibeikaichule！”
amonggiants
ruodadeyechang，cikezhiliaoliaozuozhejigeren，yinleshengbuxiangwangchangneibanjiyangdonggan，ershirangrenxixipinwei，huiweiwuqiongdegudianyinle。
suoyiderendoubugandaimanlaidekeren，danyebuganwangrandekaojin，zhinengdengtamenjiaodeshihoucaiganguoqu。
“jingyu，tingshuozuotiannifangxuele！gongxini，chengweiwomenzhizhongzuihouyigechangdaochuerdenanren！”yigekanqilaidiaoerlangdangdejunlangnanrendaquzhemojingyu。
“shangguan，nizheiyangshuojiubuduile，sheizhidaoneinvdeshibushizhendechu，shuobudingshibudemoni！”
“duiduidui，jibaikuaiqiandeshima！”
jigenanrenqizuibashedeshuozhe，shibushimaochubukanruerdecilai，mojingyudaoshianjing，yiyanbufa，hezheshoulidelangmujiu。
zhouweiderenjiukanzhetamendaqumojingyu，youshihouhuazhongle，jiubujindaoxiliangqi，danmeicimojingyudoushichengxiansihaowusuoweidetaidu，zheiweiwaijiechuanshuozhongdeemo，haoxiangbingmeiyouxiangxiangzhongneimekepa。
“duile，tingshuonihailiulewubaiwanjineinvde。”shangguanxuanqiaozheerlangtui，danshoukaozaishafashang。
“你有意见？”
“dangranmeile，zhishinibushiconglaidoushitiqikuzizourenma，zheicijuranzhidaoliuhaochu，kanlaineinvdejishuhenjingzhanma！”
技术精湛？
mojingyubujinhuixiangzuowan，neinvrenwanquanjiushixianggewanouyiyang，buxiangtazaiquyueziji，daoxiangshizijizaiquyueta。
“一般。”
“……”
yibanhaijiqian，zheibushipeibenmaimai。