denghongdengshi，wenjiushouanxiangzhongkongtai，xuanji，yishoushuxierhaotingdeyinlebianzaizheigexiaoxiaodekongjianlidangyangkailai。guwanwanchayidizhuanguotou，kanjianwenjiushousuixingdidazaifangxiangpanshang，shizhiyouyiwuyidikouji，yixia，liangxia。sishizhuyidaotademuguang，wenjiujiangtouzhuanleguolai。“zenme?”tashengyindichen，hunzhesixingrongbushanglaideguhuo，“zenmezheimenairenxunweidikanzhewo?”
guwanwanfanzhebaiyan，jingzhidao，“nizenmezhidaowoxihuantingzheishouge?”
wenjiuyanpiweixian，danxiaodipietayiyan，“wobuzhidao。zheishougeshiwoxihuande。dagaishiyuanfenba。”
顾晚晚：“……”
行，她就多此一问。
hongdengliangqi，cheliyouhuifujijing，zhiyuzhongkongtaideyinlehaizainiaoniaodibofang。
daomudedishi，guwanwanhaowuchengyidishuolejuxiexie，bianxialeche。
“dengdeng。”shenhouchuanlaiwenjiudeshengyin。
guwanwanbujiedizhuanguoshen，bianjianneishenzhangyulidenanrenxialechechaotazoulai。wenjiudefengzishizaiyijue，guwanwanjinbuzhulengzaileyuandi。wenjiuzouzhitagenqianlai，shouqingqingditaiqi，biandazaitalingkoushang。
“ni，”guwanwanheyitiao，xiangyaoduokai，quebeiwenjiuwenshengzhizhi，“biedong，lingziwaile，wobangniliyixia。”
“……”guwanwanjingzhendebuganzaidong。yinweitajihujinzhangdaopingxile。wenjiuxiuzhangdeshouzhititalizhelingkou，neiwuyizhongdechupengrangtazhijiandewenduxishuchuanzhitajingjian。
上帝，你杀了我吧。
“haole。”buzhidengleduojiu，guwanwanzhongyudenglaiwenjiuzheijuhua，taruhuodashe，zhuanshenjiuyaobentaojingongsi。
“zoumandian。zhuyijiao。”shenhouyouchuanlaiwenjiuhanzhedanyoudeshengyin。weimiantayoubuyoufenshuodibazijibaojingongsi，guwanwanhaishiguaiguaidifangmanlebudiao。
daolegongsi，yixiangyutajiaohaodesunyaozouguolairenwenguanhuaidao，“zenme，weijiaola?”
guwanwanpietayiyan，“nishuoni?”
sunyaolianshangduiqishenmixixidexiao，“aiya，mouxierenweilejiaohaiyounanpengyoujiesong，zhenshirangrenxianmuya。”
guwanwanyanjingweimi，xianzheguzibuyuepiaoxiangta，sunyaokebupa，“ganggangwodoukandaole。haininongwonongleyifancaifenbie，zeze。”
guwanwanxianglexiang，tashuodeyinggaishiganggangwenjiutitazhengliyiling。
“aiya。”guwanwanbaibaishou，“bushineimehuishier，fanzhengtabushiwonanpengyou。”
sunyaoqiaoguwanwanzheiyang，daoyemeiduowen，xianglexiang，youdao，“duile，lvsuozheiliangtianbushijieleyigezhengheyiyuandeanzime，laodashuozheigeanzirangnifuze。”
“wo?”guwanwanlengleleng，“weishenme?”
sunyaoyaotou，“haoxiangshuoneibianturandianmingrangnifuze。fanzhengnijintianxiawuquneibianlejieyixiaqingkuangba。”
guwanwanzhihaodiandiantou，“xingba。”
zhengheyiyuan……tameiyanculecu，neibushiwenjiugongzuodeyiyuanma?