diyizhang：wodezhuidaohui，youdianchaowosile。zheigerenzhi，laideyoudianturan，danyouyichangqingxi。
womeiyoukandaochuanshuozhongdeheibaiwuchang，yemeiyouzouguonaiheqiao。
wozhishizaiyipianwujinde、wennuandeheianzhongpiaofulehenjiu，ranhou，beiyizhenzhencaozade、yayidekusheng，
ji“chao”xingle。dangwozaiciyongyou“yishi”shi，wofaxianzijizhengpiaozaibankongzhong，
xiangyigewangleguandiaoyinshenmoshideyouke，yiyigejuejiadeshangdishijiao，ditoufukanzhe……wodezhuidaohui。
lingtangshezaishibinyiguanzuidadeyigetingli，buzhidezhuangyansumu。zhengzhongyang，guazhewodeyizhangheibaizhaopian。
zhaopianshiwodaxuebiyeshipaide，chuanzhexueshifu，xiaodexianggequexinyandedizhujiadeshaerzi。
sheyingshishuozheizhangzuiyangguang，womahenxihuan，meixiangdao，zheijiuchenglewodeyixiang。zhaopianxiamian，
tangzaibinglengdeguancailide，yinggaijiushiwodeshentile。kexi，woxianzaidezhuangtai，
sihuyou“chuanqiang”debug，danweiduchuanbutouneicenghouhoudeguancaiban，kanbudaozijisidedaodianbuanxiang。
lingtangli，zhanmanleren。wodeqinqi，wodepengyou，wodetongshi……tamendouchuanzheheisedeyifu，
xiongkoubiezheyiduobaihua，meigerendelianshang，douguazheqiadaohaochudebeishang。kudezuisixinlie-feide，shiwoma。
tabeilianggeyimachanfuzhe，jihuyaotandaozaidi。
“wodeera……nizenmejiuzheimezoulea……nirangmakezenmehuoa……”neikusheng，ganchangcunduan，
wenzheshangxin，jianzheliulei。wopiaozaitamianqian，xianganweitayixia，shuoyiju“ma，biekule，
wozheibuhaizaima”，danwofaxian，wofabuchurenheshengyin，yechupengbudaorenhedongxi。
woxiangyigesanweishijielideerweitouying，cunzai，queyoubucunzai。wodefuqin，zexiangyizunchenmodediaoxiang，
bizhidizhanzaiyipang。tameiyouliulei，shenzhi，lianshangdoumeiyoutaiduodebiaoqing，zhishineishuangbumanxuesideyanjing，
sisididingzhewodeyixiang，fangfoyaobatakanchuyigedonglai。wozhidao，tajiushizheiyangderen，yibeizi，
doubaganqingzangzaixinli。wozuihaodexiongdi，faxiaochenyang，yekudexianggeliangbaijindehaizi。tayibianmozheyanlei，
yibianmangqianmanghoudizhaohuzheqianlaidiaoyandebinke，anpaizhegezhongshiyi，xiangzheigejiadebangezhuren。
wojiaowanglesanniandenvpengyou，linwan，zechuanzheyishenheisedelianyiqun，xuruodikaozaichenyangdeshenbian，
piaoliangdeyanjingyouhongyouzhong，shoulijinjinzuanzheyizhangzhijin，fangfosuishidouhuiyinweibeishangguodueryunguoqu。
kanzheyanqianzheiyimumu，wo，jianghe，yigenianjin26sui，
yinweiyichang“yiwai”chehuoeryingnianzaoshidedaomeishejishi，xinzhong，jingmeiyoutaiduodebeishang。faner，
juedeyoudian……huangdan。woxiangyigebeilinshilalaiguanyingdeguanzhong，
beipoguankanyichangmingwei“woderensheng”de、beishangde、qiewufakuaijindewenyidianyingdejieju。diaoyandeliucheng，
manzhangerfawei。wopiaozaikongzhong，wuliaodidazhehaqian（ruguolinghunyouhaqiandehua），
kanzheyigegeshuxiyouhuomoshengdemiankong，zaiwoneizhangxiaodecanlandeyixiangqian，jugong，shangxiang，ranhou，
zoudaowofumumianqian，shuoyixie“jieaishunbian，baozhongshenti”deketaohua。
jiuzaiwokuaiyaoyinweiwuliaoerzaici“hunshui”guoqudeshihou。yijianrangwo，yijikenengrangsuoyouyinjiandeqianbeimen，
doushiliaoweijideshiqing，fashengle。zaibinkezanshisanqu，lingtanglizhishengxiazuiqinjindejigejiarenshi。woma，
kuleile，tazuozaiyizishang，turan，xiangshixiangqileshenme。tazhandouzhe，
congsiyijiaojitade、wodeyiwudaili，nachuleyiyangdongxi。shiwodeshouji。neibuwoganghuanlebudaobannian，
haizaihaizhefenqi，rujinpingmuyijingsuidexiangzhizhuwangyiyangde，zuixinkuanshouji。
“zhei……zheishihehedeshouji……”womafumozheneiposuidepingmu，yanleiyoudiaolexialai，
“tazuibaobeizheigeshoujile，limian……limiankendinghaiyouhaoduotameilaidejishuodehua……”“jie，
rendouzoule，haikanshenmeshoujia，biekanle，kanlegengshangxin。”woyimazaiyipangquandao。“bu，
”womayaoleyaotou，yongyizhongwowufalijiede、zhiaodeyuqishuo，“woyao……woyaotihehe，
gentadepengyoumen，haohaodi，gaogebie。”gaobie？zenmegaobie？tuomengma？wozhengyihuozhe，zhijianwoma，
naqilewodeshou……e，bu，shinaqilewoneizhihaifangzaiyiwudailide、jiangyingbinglengdeshou，yongwodeshizhi，
duizheshoujidezhiwenjiesuoqu，qingqingyian。“di——”shouji，jiesuole。wo：“……”haojiahuo，
wuliwaigua，zuiweizhiming。ranhou，woma，daishangtadelaohuajing，zaiyizhongqinqide“zhidao”xia，
zhanzhanweiweidi，diankaileneigelvsede、womenzheigeshidaizuiweidadeshejiaoruanjian——weixin。
tadiankaile“pengyouquan”。diankaileyoushangjiaodexiangjitubiao。ranhou，tajuqishouji，duizhunlelingtangzhongyang，
woneizhangxiaodexianggeershaziyiyangde，heibaiyixiang，“kaca”，paileyizhangzhao。jinjiezhe，tazaishurukuangli，
yongshouxiegongneng，yibiyihuadi，shuruleyixing，rangwolinghundouweizhizhandoudewenzi。“ganxiegeweiqinyou，
yiluzouhao，wozaineibianhuibaoyoudajiade。”zuihou，tadianleyoushangjiaodeneige，lvsede“fabiao”anniu。
neiyike，woganjuezijidelinghun，fangfobeiyidaowuxingde、laizidongfangdeshenmililiang，henhendi，
yuzheibusuipingshouji，bangdingzaileyiqi。wodezhuidaohui，shunjian，
jinruleyigequanxinde、saibopengkede、fengkuangdeciyuan。dierzhang：beibangdingdelinghundangmuqinzhandouzheshou，
dianxianeigelvse“fabiao”anniudeshunjian，woganjuezhenggeshijiedoubianle。
yuanbenwozhishiyigepiaofuzaibankong、shijiaoshouxiandepangguanzhe，danjiuzaipengyouquanfasongchenggongdeneiyike，
yiguqiangdade、wufakangjudexili，mengdijiangwode“linghun”huozheshuo“yishi”，
henhendizhuaixiangleneibusuipingshouji！“weng——”wode“shiye”shunjianbeilashen、niuqu，
xiangbeixiruyigeshujugouchengdexuanwo。xiayimiao，yiqieyouhuorankailang。wofaxian，wo“jinru”leshouji。bu，
gengzhunquedishuo，wodeyishi，yuzheibushouji，rongweileyiti。
wonengqingxidi“kandao”shoujidemeiyigexiangsudian，neng“tingdao”taneibudianliudeweiruosiming，
neng“ganzhi”daotameiyitiaobeifasonghejieshoudeshujuliu。tongshi，wodeshiyeyebiandewubikaikuo。
wobuzaijuxianyulingtangdebankongzhong，ershinengyishoujiweizhongxin，qingxidikandaozhouweishimifanweineideyiqieshiwu。
3gwusijiao，huanraolitisheng。erneibushouji，cike，zhengbeiwoma，pengzaishouxinli。
“fa……fachuqulema？”tajinzhangdiwenpangbiandeeryi。“fachuqule，jie，nikan，fa-chuqule！
”eryizhizhepingmu，neitiaoganggangfabudepengyouquan，heranzailie。heibaidezhaopian，
shiwoneizhangkanqilaibutaicongmingdeyixiang。peiwenshineijushipotianjingde：“ganxiegeweiqinyou，yiluzouhao，
wozaineibianhuibaoyoudajiade。”xiamian，haiyouyixingxiaoxiaodehuisedingweixinxi——“shidiyibinyiguan”。
wo：“……”woganjuewoneixuwupiaomiaodelinghun，douzaigangadiyongjiaozhikoudi。wo，jianghe，
yigeshengqianhaisuantimian、shenzhiyoudianwenyimensaodeshejishi，sihou，jingranyizheizhongfangshi，
shixianleshejiaoquande“shitichonglang”。shesi，ebu，woyijingsile。zheijiao……“hunsi”？
jiuzaiwowushengdinahanshi，shoujikaishifengkuangdi，zhendongqilai。
“wengwengweng——”wushude、hongsedexiaoxitishi，rutongchaoshuiban，
yongrulezheibuganggang“siji”lesantiandeshouji。dianzan，pinglun，shunjian，shuabaole。wobeipo，
yiyigediyirenchengdeshijiao，weiguanzhewodesaibozangli。diyigedianzande，shiwodefaxiao，chenyang。jinjiezhe，
shigongsilaoban，bumentongshi，daxuetongxue，gaozhongtongxue，shenzhi，
haiyoujigewozaojiuwangleshisheide、buzhidaoshenmeshihoujiadeweishang……pinglunqu，
gengshidaxingdemihuoyuzhenjingxianchang。【gongsilaoban-wangzong】：……xiaojiang？zheishi……shenmeqingkuang？
haobeidaolema？【bumenzhuguan-zhangjie】：[lazhu][lazhu][lazhu]jianghe，nibiehewomena！
【daxuetongxue-lipangzi】：**？！hege？！nibushi……nibushiqiantianjiu……？**！zhashile？！
【gaozhongbanhua-zhaoqianqian】：tianna，jianghe，wohaohaipa，nibuyaoguolaia！
[jingkong]【buzhimingweishanga】：qin，xuyaoqingmingjiedaisaomufuwuma？dabazhee。
[weixiao]【buzhiming**b】：jieai。xinkuanbaobaodaohuo，kanwopengyouquan。
wokanzhezheixieluanqibazaodepinglun，ganjuezijide“hunya”douyaoshanglaile。erwoma，
quexianggededaolexinqiwanjudehaizi，pengzheshouji，yitiaoyitiaodi，zixifankanzhe。
takanbudongneixiewangluoyongyu，yekanbudongneixiebiaoqingbao。
tazhishikanzheneixiebuduantiaochulaide、shuxihuomoshengdetouxiang，kanzheneiyigegexianhongdedianzan，
nannanziyu：“……zheimeduoren，douhaidianjizhewomenjiahehea……womenhehe，renyuanzhenhao……”shuozhe，
tadeyanlei，youdiaolexialai，diluozaibinglengde、suiliedepingmushang。
wo“kan”zhetaneizhangbumanzhouwenhebeishangdelian，xinzhong，neiguhuangdanheganga，jianjiandi，
beiyizhongfuzananyandesuanchu，suoqudai。wozhidao，tabushixiangrangwo“shesi”。tazhishi……taixiangwole。
tazhishixiangyongyizhongtanenggoulijiedefangshi，weiwo，xiangzheigewocengjingshenghuoguodeshijie，
zuoyichangzuihoude、benzhuodegaobie。taxiangrangsuoyourendouzhidao，tadeerzi，laiguo，huoguo，yebeixuduoren，
jizhe。jiuzaizheishi，yizhichenmodefuqin，zouleguolai。tacongmuqinshouzhong，naguoleshouji。“biekanle。
”tadeshengyin，shaya，dichen，“rangta……ananjing-jingdizouba。”taxiangguandiaoshouji。woxinliyijin！
biea！ba！zheishoujiyaoshiguanle，wozheigeweiyide“fuwuqi”yaoshidangjile，wodeyishi，
shibushijiudegenzheyiqi，hunfeiposanle？！woxiayishidi，zaixinli，
fachuleqiangliede、buxiangguanjidenahan！“bieguanji！bieguanji！bieguanji！
”“weng——”jiuzaiwofuqindeshouzhi，jijiangyaoandaoguanjijianshangdeshunjian。shouji，turan，haowuzhengzhaodi，
heipingle。ranhou，pingmuzhongyang，chuxianleyigexiaoxiaode、buduanzhuanquandejuhuatubiao。——meidianle。
tayinweijieshouletaiduoshunjianyongrudexinxi，haojinlezuihoudeyisidianliang，zidongguanjile。erwodeyishi，
yesuizheneipianheian，xianruleyipian……gengshende、wubianwujideheianzhizhong。zaichedishiquyishizhiqian，
wozuihouyigeniantoushi：wanle，wochengleshijieshangdiyige，yinweipengyouquanbeishuabao，
erdaozhi……hunfeiposandegui。yebuzhidao，difuneibian，jibujibaogongshang。
disanzhang：saibokusangdashangwoyiwei，wode“guisheng”，zaikaijubudaobanxiaoshi，jiuyaoxuangaojuzhongle。raner，
bingmeiyou。dangshoujiyinweimeidianerzidongguanjihou，wodeyishibingmeiyouxiaosan。
wozhishibeikunzaileyipianchuncuideheianli，xianghuidaolezuichude、wennuandehundunzhizhong。wonengganjuedao，
wodelinghun，huozheshuo“yishiti”，yijiuheneibubinglengde、meiyoushengmingdeshouji，jinjindilianxizaiyiqi。
ta，jiushiwode“shenti”，wode“cunzaizhimao”。wobuzhidaozaizheipianheianli，piaofuleduojiu。zhidao，
wozaici“ting”daoleyizhenshuxide、dianliutongguoxianludeshengyin。“weng——”heiandeshiye，
shunjianbeidianliangle。woyou“kan”daolezheigeshijie。shoujipingmuliangqi，
xianshizheyigejudade、zhengzaichongdiandedianchitubiao。dianliang，1%。wodejiule。wohuangusizhou，
faxianzijizhengshenchuyigeshuxidehuanjing——wodejia。shouji，zhengbeifangzaiketingdechajishang，chongzhedian。
erwoba，woma，chenyang，haiyoulinwan，douchenmodi，zuozaishafadesizhou，qifenningzhongdexiangshiyaojiebing。
kanlai，wodezhuidaohui，yijingjieshule。“……douguaiwo，”womashouxiandapolechenmo，
tacazhehongzhongdeyanjing，shengyinlichongmanlezize，“wobugaifaneigeshenme……pengyouquan。ranghehe，
zoudouzoudebuansheng。”“ayi，ninbiezheimeshuo。”chenyangzaiyipanganweidao，“ninyeshitaixiangjianghele。
woxiang，tazhidaole，yebuhuiguaininde。”tashuozhe，kanleyiyanzhuoshangneibuzhengzaichongdiandeshouji，yanshenfuza。
“xianzaizenmeban？”wobakaikou，shengyinshaya，“zheishoujili，youtasuoyoudexinxi，yinxingka，
shejiaozhanghao……jiuzheimefangzhe，yebushibanfa。”“mima……womendoubuzhidao。”linwanqingshengshuo，
takanqilaihenqiaocui。“wozhidao。”chenyangturanshuo，“jianghedemima，wozhidao。tayiqiangaosuguowo，
tasuoyoudemima，doushiyiyangde。”suoyourendemuguang，doujujiaodaoletadeshenshang。chenyangnaqiwodeshouji，
shuliandi，shuruleyichuanshuzi。pingmu，jiesuole。tajiangshouji，dijilewoma。“ayi，jianghededongxi，
haishi……jiaojininlaichuliba。”womajieguoshouji，shouzhizaipingmushang，benzhuodihuadongzhe。
tadiankailewodeweixin，diankailewodepengyouquan。ranhou，wobeipo，
yiyigejiqiguiyide、diyirenchengdeshijiao，kaishiweiguanwosihou，
neichangshengdade、chongmanlezhenqingyujiayide……saibokusangdashang。dianzanshu，yijingtupole500。pinglunqu，
gengshigaiqilegaolou。zaiwo“guanji”dezheiduanshijianli，xianranyoufashenglehenduoshi。
【daxuetongxue-lipangzi】：**，wogangcaidadianhuawenlehouzi，shizhende？！hegezhendezoule？！xiongdi，
yiluzouhao！[ku][ku][ku]xiabeizi，womenhaishuiyigesushe！
【gaozhongbanhua-zhaoqianqian】：jianghe，duibuqi，wozhiqianbugaishuohaipa。qishi，
niyizhishiwoxinlineigezuiwenroude、zuihaodeshaonian。xiexieni，chuxianzaiwodeqingchunli。yuannizaitiantang，
anhao。[meigui]【gongsilaoban-wangzong】：xiaojianga，nitaituranle。nishangzhoujiaoshanglaideneigeshejifangan，
womenkaihuitongguole，dajiadoujuedefeichangbang。kexi……nikanbudaole。anxindizouba，xiangmujiangjin，
wohuirangcaiwu，dadaonifumudekashang。wokanzhezheixiepinglun，xinzhongwuweizachen。yougandong，youxixu，
yeyou……yisihaoxiao。yuanlai，zaizheixierenxinli，wocengjing，liuxiaguozheimeduobutongdeyinji。womafankanzhe，
yanleiyoukaishiwangxiadiao。tadiankaiyigeyouyigetouxiang，kanzheneixieshuxihuomoshengdemingzi，
fangfoxiangtongguozheizhongfangshi，laipincouchuwozheiduanzande、ershiliunianrenshengdequanmao。ranhou，
tadiankailelinwandetouxiang。linwandepengyouquan，shezhideshisantiankejian。zuixindeyitiao，shijintianzaoshangfade。
peitu，shitahewodeyizhangheying，shizaiwomenjiaowangyizhounianshi，zaihaibianpaide。zhaopianshang，womenxiaodehentian。
peiwenshi：“shuohaoleyaoyiqiqukanshijiede，nizenme……xianzoule。pianzi。”xiamian，
shiyibaiduogegongtonghaoyoudedianzanhepinglun。【chenyang】：wanwan，jieai，zhaoguhaoziji。
【gongtonghaoyoua】：wanwanbietainanguole，jianghezaitianshang，yebuxiwangkandaonizheiyang。
【gongtonghaoyoub】：baobaoni，yaojianqiang。wo“kan”zhezheitiaopengyouquan，xinzhong，yongqiyigunuanliu。kanlai，
tahaishihenaiwode。womayekandaole，tatanlekouqi，taitou，kanzhezuozaiduimiandelinwan，yanshenli，
duoleyisilianxi。“wanwana，”womagengyanzheshuo，“kulenile。womenjiahehemeifuqi……nihainianqing，
yihou……”“ayi，ninbieshuole。”linwanyaoleyaotou，yanleiyoudiaolexialai，
“wo……woxinlizhiyoujianghe。wosheiyebuyao。”tashuozhe，jiupudaolewomadehuaili，liangren，baotoutongku。
haoyifupoxiqingshen、weiaixunzangdeganrenhuamian。wojihudouyaoweitamendezhenqing，liuxiagandongde“guilei”le。
ruguo……ruguo，womeiyou“kan”dao。jiuzailinwanpudaowomahuailitongkudeshihou，takoudailideshouji，
liangleyixia。shiyitiaoweixinxiaoxitixing，danlechulai。faxinrendebeizhu，shi——“qinaide”。xiaoxineirong，
zhiyoujianduandejigezi。“baobei，bietainanguole。dengchuliwantadehoushi，wolaijieni。”wodeyishi，
zaizheiyike，fangfobeidongjiele。wo“kan”zheneitiaoxiaoxi，
youkanlekanzhengkudelihuadaiyu、ganchangcunduande、wode“wanmeinvyou”。yigejudade、lvsedewenhao，
huanhuandi，congwode“touding”，maolechulai。haojiahuo。wozheitouqihaimeiguoni，neibian……jiuzhaohaoxiajiale？
zheiwufengxianjiedesudu，kancheng……yejiedianfana。disizhang：wanmeinvyoudemimiwoganjuezijide“sanguan”，
zaiwosihou，beiwodewanmeinvyou，jiwuqingdi，zhensuile。neigekoukoushengshengshuoxinlizhiyouwo，
feiwobukedelinwan，neigezaiwozhuidaohuishangkudesiquhuolaidelinwan，
jingran……zaojiuyoulelingyige“qinaide”？wonulidi，zainaohaili，huiyizheguanyutadeyiqie。
womenjiaowangsannian，ganqingyizhihenwending。tawenrou，titie，shanjierenyi，
fuhewoduiyigewanmeibanlvdesuoyouxiangxiang。womendepengyou，womendejiaren，
dourenweiwomenshitianzaodishedeyidui，zaojiudaoletanhunlunjiadejieduan。kexianzaikanlai，zheiyiqie，
douzhishiwodeyixiangqingyuan？wodaodi，shizaiheyigerentanlianai，haishi……zaiheyigeyinghou，duixi？
judadefennuhebeipangan，xiangchaoshuiyiyang，xijuanlewodelinghun。woduoxiangchongguoqu，zhiwenta，
neige“qinaide”daodishishei？！danwozuobudao。wozhinengxiangyigekebeide、beibangzaiguanzhongxishangdeqiutu，
yanzhengzhengdi，kanzhezheichangwohaobuzhiqingde、guanyubeipandedaxi，jixushangyan。jiexialaidejitian，
linwanwanmeidi，banyanzheyige“weiwangren”dejiaose。tameitiandouhuilaiwojia，peizhewoshangxinguodudemuqin，
jitazuofan，peitaliaotian。tahuixixindi，zhengliwodeyiwu，jiangwodezhaopian，xiaoxinyiyidi，cashiganjing，
baizaizuixianyandeweizhi。taduiwofumudeguanhuai，wuweibuzhi，shenzhibiwoshengqian，zuodehaiyaohao。wobama，
doubeitagandongdeyitahutu。“wanwanzhenshigehaohaizi，”womalazhetadeshou，buzhiyicididuitashuo，
“shiwomenjiahehe，duibuqini。”“ayi，ninbiezheimeshuo。”linwanmeicidouhongzheyankuang，yaozhetou，
“nengyujianjianghe，shiwozheibeizizuixingyundeshi。jiusuantabuzaile，woyehuitita，haohaoxiaoshunninheshushude。
”haoyifangantiandongdi、cuirenleixiadehua。yaobushiwoqinyanjianguoneitiaoweixin，wochadianjiuxinle。erwo，
jiupiaozaipangbian，xianggezuizhuanyedejijianwei，lengyanpangguanzhetasuoyoudebiaoyan。wofaxian，tasihu，
zaiyouyiwuyidi，xunzhaozheshenmedongxi。meicichenzhewobamabuzhuyi，tadouhuitoutoudi，jinruwodefangjian。
tahuizixidi，fankanwodeshujia，jianchawodiannaozhuodemeiyigechouti，shenzhi，lianwochuangdiandixia，doubufangguo。
tazaizhaoshenme？nandao，woyoushenmedongxi，shita，huozheshuo，shitaheneige“qinaide”，bixuyaodedaode？
zheigeniantou，rangwobuhanerli。wokaishihuaiyi，wodesi，shibushiyeheta……huozheshuo，hetamen，youguan？
zhongyu，zaiyigewanshang，jihuilaile。linwanyouyici，laidaolewojia。wanfanhou，tajiekoubangwozhenglishufang，
zaici，yigeren，jinrulewodefangjian。erwo，zecunbubulidi，“piao”zaitadeshenbian。zheiyici，
tademubiaohenmingque。tazhijiezoudaolewodeshuzhuoqian，
shitudakaiwoneitaishangsuode、cunfangzhewosuoyouzhongyaoshejigaohexiangmuziliaodetaishidiannao。
tashilejigechangyongdemima，douxuangaoshibai。tadelianshang，diyici，luchulejiaojideshense。jiuzaizheishi，
tadeshouji，xiangle。takanleyiyanlaidianxianshi，likezoudaochuangbian，yadileshengyin，jieqidianhua。“wei？
……ng，wohaizaitajia……haimeizhaodao……woshiguole，diannaoyoumima，wodabukai……”“nibiecuiwo！
tabamazhengtiandouzaijia，wogenbenmeijihui！”“wozhidaoneigedongxihenzhongyao！woyehenzheji！
danshininengbunengjiwodianshijian？！”“haolehaole，bushuole，tamaguolaile……”tacongcongdi，
gualedianhua。wojiangzheiduanduihua，yizibuloudi，“ting”deqingqingchuchu。guoran！tazaizhaodongxi！
yigeduitaheneige“qinaide”laishuo，feichangzhongyaodedongxi！erzheigedongxi，jiuzaiwodediannaoli！wodesi，
jueduibushiyiwai！woqiangyaxiaxinzhongdenuhuohehenyi，nulirangzijilengjingxialai。wobixuzhidao，
tamenzaizhaoshenme。woyebixuzhidao，neigenanren，daodishishei。wokaishipinmingdi，
huiyizheguanyudiannaomimadeyiqie。neichuanmima，henzhang，henfuza。shiwozhuanmenweiwozuizhongyaodeyigexiangmu，
shezhide。neigexiangmu，shiwoouxinli-xuelebannian，zhunbeizainiandi，
naqucanjiayigeguojishejidasaidezuopin。dengdeng……xiangmu？woturan，xiangqileshenme。
zaiwochuchehuodeqianyitian，wohaoxiang……yinweizheigexiangmu，heyigekehu，fashenglefeichangjiliedezhengchao。
neigekehu，shibenshiyijiafeichangyoumingdeshangshigongside……fuzongcai。taxiangyongyigejididejiage，
maiduanwozhenggeshejifangandebanquan，beiwoyancijujuele。nandao……yigekepade、mohudeniantou，
zaiwonaohaizhong，jianjianchengxing。
diwuzhang：chenmodefuaizaiwobeilinwande“shuangmianrensheng”zhenjingdehunbushoushedeshihou，lingyigerendexingwei，
yetongyang，rangwogandaolejudadechongji。neijiushi，wodefuqin。wodefuqin，jiangguohua，
shiyigedianxingde、zhongguoshideyanfu。tachenmoguayan，bugouyanxiao。congxiaodaoda，taduiwo，shuodezuiduodehua，
jiushi“zuoyexiewanlema？”、“kaoshikaoleduoshaofen？”、“nanhaizi，buxuku”。tacongweibaoguowo，
yehenshaoduiwoxiao。woyiduyiwei，tashibuaiwode。tazhishi，zaijinyigefuqinde、chengxuhuadeyiwu。
zaiwodezhuidaohuishang，tayeshiruci。tameiyouxiangmuqinneiyang，kudesiquhuo-lai。
tazhishixiangyizunchenmode、fengganledediaoxiang，bizhidi，zhanzaineili，jiedaizhelailaiwangwangdebinke。
tadelianshang，meiyouyidiyanlei，shenzhi，meiyoutaiduodebeishang。neifenchaohuxunchangdelengjing，
shenzhirangyixiebumingjiulideqinqi，zaibeihou，duitazhizhidiandian。“nikanjianghetaba，erzidoumeile，
haigengemeishirenyiyang，xinzhenying。”“shia，congxiaojiuduihaizibulengburede，gujiyemeishenmeganqingba。
”wodangshi“ting”daozheixiehua，xinzhong，yefanqileyisikuse。nikan，lianwairen，doujuedenibuaiwo。
raner，wosihoudezheijitian，yiyigequanxinde、wurenzhixiaodeshijiao，genzaitadeshenbian，wocaifaxian，
wocuole。wocuode，youduolipu。zhuidaohuijieshudeneitianwanshang，suoyouqinqidouzoule。jiali，
zhishengxiatahemuqin。muqinyinweibeishangguodu，chileanmianyao，zaozaodijiushuixiale。zhenggefangzi，anjingde，
zhishengxiaqiangshangguazhongdedidasheng。fuqinyigeren，zuozaiketingdeshafashang，zaiheianzhong，momodi，chouzheyan。
yizhi，youyizhi。yantoudehuoxing，zaitaneizhangbumanlegouhedelianshang，mingmingmiemie。wo“piao”zaitadeshenbian，
kanzhetaneizhangbeisuiyueheshenghuo，yadeyouxiegouloudebeiying，xinzhong，wuweiza-chen。guolehenjiu，
taqiamielezuihouyizhiyan，zhanqishen，meiyouhuizijidewoshi。ershi，jiaobupanshandi，
zoudaolewodefangjianmenkou。tameiyoukaideng，zhishi，qingqingdi，tuikaileneishan，wozaiyewufatuikaidemen。
tazaimenkou，zhanlehenjiu。ranhou，caihuanhuandi，zoulejinqu。wodefangjian，haibaochizhewolikaishideyangzi。
shuzhuoshang，haifangzhewomeihuawandeshejigao。yijuli，haiguazhewozuixihuanchuandeneijianlianmaoweiyi。