我认罪！
congqianzhongzhong，gegede，yebaokuozijide。
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erpansihuhaiyoutadeshengyin。
“congci，niwoliangqing。”
两清？
十年，就此两清？
“guoqushinian，jiudangwocongweirenshiguoni……”
zaitagegeejifazuoshi，tameiyoukandaotaku，keshixianzaitanaohailimanshitalianshangguazheleihendemoyang。
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飒爽有魄力！
yeqianning，meiyoutazuobudaodeshiqing。
hanyangqiufulefuyixiu，zouxiangyuanchuxiyangyuhui，congcitadeshenghuoli，buhuizaiyouyeqianning。
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诏狱。
yeqianningzhengjiangyigenvfanrenbizhiqiangjiao，zuibiandexuejifeidanmeixianchutadelangbei，fanerjiangtachendeyouruguimei。
“yihouhaiganbuganzhaorewo？”tayibazhangshanzainvfanrenlianshang。
“buganle，buganle！”
“yihouhaiganbuganzaiwodefanlizuoshoujiao！”shuoba，youshixiangliangdeliangbazhang。
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danzheiyangdeshiqingyezhiyouneimeyici！
仅仅一次！
suoyoudeqiufandouhaipayeqianning，taxiangliguiyiyang，bupasi。
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yeqianningdiaozhenghaoqixi，“ruguobucengjingli，wozenmenengzhidaozijineimesha？baiyinbiyouguo，guoqudeshiqingjiububitile。”
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“寒阳秋的孩子？”
“……是。”
“为什么不流掉？”
“不可以！”
“为何？”
“woyihou，zaiyebuhuiaishangrenheyigeren，nanren，zheibeiziyejuebuganzaipeng，danhaizishiwode，wobixuliuxia。”
qianshaoyuanbugandiniejinquantou，“jiuyinweihanyangqiuyigerendehundanxingwei，nijiufoudinglesuoyouren？”
“zhishaowoxianzaishi，buganzaixiangxinaiqingle。”
qianshaoyuanzhidaoyeqianningshangtoule，taxianzaidezhuangtaihenbuhao，shaoyoubushenbianhuichushiqing，suoyitabunengbita。
“我答应你。”
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fenmianzheitian，yeqianningmanlianmamudidingzhechuangman，tatingjianjieshengpozaiqieqiesiyu。
“goujiediguo，kongpazheibeizidouyaozaizhaoyuduguole，haohaozhenglubuzou，feiyaozouxiedao，zheibuhaiyaolianleihaizima？”
“si，zheidaobayetaishenleba，zhipazaizaipianbancun，jiunengcipoxinzangle。”
chayidianerbianhuiyinyangliangge。
yeqianningjiemaoqingzhan，taxiangqizaidalisishengbianshishuodehua——weilehanyangqiu，tahenbunengjiangmingdoujita，haibugouma？
hanyangqiu，nizenmenengduiwozheiyanghen？
haozai，womenyijingliangqingle。