第1章
yiyuanzoulang，huangluanjicudejiaobushengdaponingjing，nanrenhengbaozhehunmidenvren，fengkuangjizou，lingyigenvrenbeitayuanyuanshuaizaishenhou。
shoushushidedengshanshuozhe，nanrenzuozaizhangyishang，baozhetoujiaozaobuyi。
haoburongyiganshangdenvren，nulidiaozhengzhehuxi。
“chenganzhao。”nanrenchensheng，turanzhanqi，henmingdengzheta，“nishiguyideshiba？”
jianbangbeihenhenqianzhu，weiyudeshangkoushengteng，nanrenxionghendeshixianrangtayaozhuzuichun。
“zhenmeixiangdaonihuiedudaozheizhongdibu…wozhenshikancuonile…”
“我…”
“给我滚！”
beituidaozaidideshunjian，chenganzhaobennengdewuzhufubu。nanrenbuzailita，suoyoudezhuyidoujizhongzaishoushushidedamenshang。
yanleidiluoxialai，chenganzhaojiannanqishen，jiangyifenhuayandanfangdaotashenbian，ranhouyibuyibudexiaoshizaizoulangjintou。
shia，liangniandeqiyueyijingjieshule，zaijiuchan，yemeiyouyiyile。
buguanshiwodeshenti，haishinidehaizi，gentaxiangbidoubuzhongyaoba…neiwojiushixiangdian，likaihaole…
xiwangwonengsizainikanbudaodedifang，xiwangnidehaizizheibeizidoubuyaogennixiangren。
ruguonicengduiwoyouguoyisisizhenxindehua，zheijiushiwoweiyinengzuodaodefuchou…
两年前。
mougegongzuoridekafeitingli，pangshujinghechenganzhaodisancixiangjian。
tachuanzheyishenbitingkaojiudexifutaozhuang，ertayizhexiuxian，weijuandehongfazaiyangguangxiayouweixianyan。
liangrenduishizhe，zaijiangchi。
“xuyaowozaizhongfuyibianme？”pangshujingmouziqihei，sanfadeshixianqueduoduobiren，“woshuo，women…”
“wotingdaole。”chenganzhaoqishibushu，jiemaofanlefan，yishushidezishixianghoukao，“wozhishizaiquedingnishibushizaikaiwanxiao。”
pangshujingdengzheta，sihumeihaoqidewen，“nishuoni？”
“niyoubingba！”chenganzhaoturantigaoleyinliang，yindeqiantaidefuwushengmenfenfenkanleguolai。
pangshujingzhoumei，lianseyouchenlejifen。
“womenzhiqiancaijianlesancimian，nijiugenwoqiuhun？zenme？duiwoyijianzhongqingle？”
“yiqianwanbugoudehua，yiqianwubaiwan。”buweitasuodong，zhishishengyingengdichen。
很明显，他在忍耐。
chenganzhaogangganghailiezhedezuijiangleyishun，zhongyuyerenzhenqilai，zuozhileshenti。
她确实需要钱。
“suoyi，zhishigennidinghun？”
“dangranbushi，nicongciyihouyaochongdangwoweihunqidejiaose，ruguoxuyaodehua，yexuhaihuijiehun。buguo，daoshihouqianyehuixiangyingzengjia。”
“期限呢？”
“两年。”
chenganzhaochuiyan，naqishuiqingqingminleyikou，bolibeibeikoulikeyinshanghongsedechunyin，lianchunwenyeyiqingerchu。
“taichele。”tashuo，“womenlianduifangdemingzidoubuzhidaojiu…”
“nijiaochenganzhao，jinnianershiwusui，daxuesiye，weihunweiyu，fuqinyinqianduzhaizisha，muqinbingzhongqushi，xianzaihaiyouliubaiwandezhaiwumeihai。cengzuoguosanniandejiudianqiantai。quniannikaishizaifandianhouchudagong，xianzhuzhishifandianhoushendexiaoqu，sidanyuanliulousanhao，yunitongzhude，shiyimingjiaozuoxiaoweideershisuinvhai，tagaozhongxueli…”
“nidiaochawo。”chenganzhaozhoumei，chenchendedaduantabeishubandetaotaobujue。
“dangran。”pangshujingtaiyan，zaibuduoshuoyiju。
气氛再次僵住。
tabaiwuliaolaidekanxiangchuangwai，shidianyihou，yangguangkaishimanyan。
“为什么是我？”
“yinweiniheshi。”huidafuyandemingxian，danyijingbuzhongyaole——tamendoumingbai，jiaoyiyijingchengle。
“wokeyizaijinisantianshijiankaolv。”
“buyongle。”chenganzhaotaiqitou，zhishita，“buguo，woxuyaodingjin。”
“hao，wojintianxianjiniwubaiwan，shengxiadeyiqianwanfenliangnianzhifu。”
chenganzhaolengleyixia。tayuxiangdeshiyibaiwan，kaikouzhiqiantahaidanxinduifangbutongyihuiduofeiyifankoushe，meixiangdaotazheimetongkuai。
看来是自己想多了。
“tongyidehua，qiangezi。”pangshujingconggongwenbaolinachuyizhanghetongshu，liantongqianzibiyiqi，tuidaochenganzhaodemianqian。
chenganzhaotunlekoukoushui，haobuyouyudenaqibi。kebijianchudaozhishangdeshihou，quehaishidunlexia。dizhedetoumeitouzhoujin，xiangshigensheijiaojingside，yingshengshengdeqianshanglezijidemingzi。
ranhouyitongyangdezishi，bahetongtuilehuiqu。
“wohaibuzhidaonidemingzi。”
“庞书景。”
taqishen，dangzhuleyidapianyangguang，dailaiyidapianyinying。huoxu，bushihaoyuzhao，houlaichenganzhaohuiyideshihouxiang。
“haiyou。”pangshujinggangnuokaiyizi，yibiannachushoujiyibianshuo，“mashangcongfandiancizhi，zhouliushangwushidian，zaizheigekafeitingdengwo。”
weng！chenganzhaofangzaizhuozishangdeshoujizhenqilai，shimoshengdehaoma。
“cunhaowodedianhua，youshiwohuizailianxini。”
bansuizhekafeidianmenkoudefenglinghechuqiubingbusuanxiaosedefeng，pangshujingzoudexiaoxiaosasa，jibujiushangletingzaimaluduimiandehaoche。
chenganzhaoduichemeiyoulejie，danyikanjiushirebuqideyangzi。
tanaqishuibeigudugududeheleyidakou，youdaizuoleyihuiercaizou。
先去辞职吧，她想。
baitiandefandianmeiyoudengguang，yuyewanyiyanghunan，jijingxiazhaidezoulangrangchenganzhaobushi——doudaileyinianle，tahaimeiyoushiying。
jinglibangongshizaizoulangdejintou，henyuan，caizhegaogenxiezongshijuedeyaoyuan，danjintiantachuandeshiyundongxie，henqingying。
shoujiyouyicizhendong，shiyinxingdeduanxintixing，wubaiwanyijingdaozhang。chenganzhaodebufagengkuailexie。
yitiaoshoubeishudidazaitadejianbangshang，shangmiancucudejinshouzhuorangtabuyongkanlianjiuzhidaoshishei。
“haitouyicikannichuanzheimexiuxian，haokan，danmeiyounichuanzhifuhaokan。”
qingfudetaidu，shenshangdezhongliangyuelaiyuechen。
“chifanleme？gegeqingnizenmeyang？”
“haoa！”chenganzhaotaiqiyimoweixiao，“lige，wodenghuierzaiqu。”
kuaiyaocizhi，chenganzhaobuxiangzaireshifei。zaizheilideyinianjitadezuidaganxiangjiushi，youdeshihouxiaobinaoyouyong。
jinglibangongshiyirujiwangdeyanwuliaorao，jingliliangtiaotuidazaizhuozishang，zhengdiaozheyanshuqian。
“wohaixiangzhaonini！”jinglixiankaikou，“nizheigeyue…”
“我不干了。”
“a？ha…”jinglilenglebanmiao，youchixiao，“zenme？buxianghaiqianle？nizhidao…”
“mingtianwohuixianhainiwubaiwan，shengxiadeyibaiwannianmohuihai。haiyousushe，xiazhouzhiqianwohuibanchulai。”
“nizaidouwome，ninalaideqian？”
“nibuxuyaozhidao，nizhiyaoshouleqianbiezaizaiwoyanqianchuxianjiukeyile。”
chenganzhaoshuowan，budengtazaikaikou，xiaoxiaosasadezhuanshenzouchulebangongshidemen，jiuxiangpangshujingzouchukafeitingyiyang。
她的心跳飞快。
yinianle，tarenleyinianle，tabenyiweiyaorendaoside，meixiangdaohuizheimeqingyijieshu。
jiadinghun？jiusuanshizhenjiehun，tashuobudingyehuitongyi。