第2章
zheicilundaoqinyukaishihuaiyiyanqiandenvshizhu。
shuoshihua，zheinvrenzhangdedaoshibulai，baijingwuxiadeliandanpeishangjingzhidewuguan。
ruguoyaobushishenshangzheitaoqipazhuangshu，zaitianlingzongnvdizidezhangxiangzhongjueduiminglieqianmao。
zhishizhangxiangguizhangxiang，zheiqinnidejudongbuzhidaodehaiyiweishitaqinyuzhangjiuyilaideqingfu。
buxing，zijisuiranyongyoumidaowanqianshaonvdeyingjunmianpang，danjuebunengshilezuorendebenfen！
qinyulianlianbaishou，jieshidao：“zheiweinvshizhu，nandaonijiubuzhijinchierzi？wochengrenzijizhangdeshuai，danyebunengyishanglaijiuzheibanzhudongba？genghekuangnannvshoushoubuqin，wanyiyaoshibei……”
meidengqinyubahuashuowan，yanqiandenvzijing“puchi”yishengxiaolechulai，xiaoronghenmei，lingqinyutaozui。
zaizhidaolinyumeisi，nianqingnvziyuanbenpanghuangdeneixindeyihuanjie。
yaozhidaozheiduanshijiantazhengrichibuhaoshuibuhao，duiyulinyuchuchehuodeshiqingzizebuyi……
zhengdangnianqingnvzixiangyaojixukaikou，qinyuhuranjuedezijiyouxietouteng。
jiyizhonghaoxiangrenshiyanqiandenvzi？zhishihuamianzhiliposui，wufadiyishijianrenchu。
nianqingnvzixiangyaoyaoqingqinyushangche，zhijiebeiju。
“linyu，wozhidaozhiqiandoushiwodecuo，bugaifangqini，dannizhidaowowufafankangjialidejueding。”
jianqinyumeirenhexiangyaotingtajieshideyangzi，qingtankouqi，qulezhangyinxingkazhijiesaidaoleqinyudeshouli。
“zheishiwoyeyeweinizhunbeide，xiwangninengyongdao。”
shuowan，nianqingnvziduokanleliangyanqinfan，yiranjuerandeshangchelikai。
qinyuwozheshouzhongdeyinxingkaneixinjianjiangandaocitong。
tabuzhidaoweihewuyuanwuguhuiyouzhongxintongdeganjue，naohaijiaoluozhongdebufenjiyiyongxianerchu。
jiyizhongshaonianyushaonvyouxiandetangzailvsedecaoping，shaonianfashizhangdayidingyaoqushaonvweiqi。
shaonvtinghoulianseweihong，chaoshaonianqingqingdianlediantoudao：“linyugege，womenhuiyongyuanzaiyiqide，duima？”
shiguangfeishi，shaonianzhangdachengren，queshoujinzuneiqiling。
fuqinyinjibingchanshenbujiuqushi，muqinyinbushidahurenjiadeqianjinzhongrizaodaolengluo。
生活一日不如一日。
十九岁那年。
shaonianzaifulitanghuangdejiudianjiaoluoduzimaizui。
yanzhengzhengdekanzhecongxiaoxuxianuoyandeqingmeizhumabeizijidegegeqianzheshou。
yibubuzouxiangbaifalaozhedemianqian……
shile，zijishiyinjieshihaihunhuodezhongsheng，zheizhiliposuidehuamianyingdangshilinyudejiyi。
qinyuchichidewangxiangzaoyilikaidehongsepaoche，chelizuozhede，buzhengshitacongxiaodeqingmeizhuma，wangxue？
zijishizheisuhanghaomenshijialinjiazuixiaodeshaoye，queyinchushengbeiweibushoudaijian。
linjiaxiaobeiyigongsanren，linzong、linyue、linyu。
laodalinzongchengfuposhen，shendezhangbeixiai，gengzaoyibeilinjiazhidingweixiayidaijiebanren。
laoerlinyuebuxifenzheng，duilinyuhaisuanzhaogu。
zhishirenzaijianghushenbuyouji。
shizhangyinbangzhulinyuerzaoyuzhangbeixunchihezhize，jianjianyulinyushuyuanleguanxi。
zhiyujiyizhonghewangxueshouqianshouyitongzouxiangwanglaojiazhumianqiande，zhengshizijidedage，linzong！
jiangdaoli，zheixiebuguoshilinyuyishengdebeicuijiyi，hetaqinyumeiyoubanmaoqianguanxi。
danbuzhiweihe，qinyushuangmuhuranbiandechihong。
jishilinyuzaishiwusuihouzibaoziqi，zhengriyuqitashijiadewankuzidihuatianjiudiyouruhe？
jiyizhongdelinyuzhidaochehuoqianyijiushenaizhewangxue，quebeiduifangyiciyouyicideshanghai。
rujindewangxueyiranchenglelinyudagedeweihunqi。
chenglejiazuliyidexishengpin。
dannapawangxuezhongjianyouguorenheyicifankang，huoxujiejudouhuidedaogaibian。
qinyuzuanjinlequantou，ganjuejieshihaihundelinyuzhenshiyougouwonang。
ruguohuanzuoshita，juebuhuiziganduoluo，ershixuanzezhongxinzhenzuo。
congeryidiandianjiantaneixiecengshitarulouyidejiahuomen，jiangtamendezizunxin，wannongyuguzhangzhijian！
buzhibujuejian，qinyudezhoushenchanraozhejiqibaolideqixi，buguohaihaozhouweimeiren，buranfeidehesi！
lilelijiyi，faxianzheilishisuhangdebianyuandidai，qinyujuedingyujianqianwangshizhongxin。
zhishiganggangzhaohuanfeijian，caibeicuidefaxianshensidaoxiaobushishuoshuoeryi。
buguobaizaitamianqiandequeshiyigehaoxiaoxiheyigehuaixiaoxi。
xiuzhenyigonghuafenqidajingjie。
juqi、zhuji、jindan、yuanying、huashen、dujieyijidacheng。
ermeigejingjieyouhuafensangexiaoji，chuqi、zhongqiyijihouqidayuanman。
xiangyaoyujianfeixingbixudadaozhuji，congerjiangtineidelingqigenshendigu，fangkeneilingwailian。
huaixiaoxishiqinyuyinsiguoyici，yuanbendegenjichedixiaosan，shenzhilianjuqijingdoudabudao。
haoxiaoxizeshiqinyufaxianleyigelingtahenzhenfendeshiqing，zheishiyigebeichengzhiweidiqiudexingqiu。
zheiliderenmenxinfengdeshikexue，meiyourenhedexiuwei，yebuzhidaogairuhexiulian。
dangran，zheijiangyiweizhetashiruodadiqiudangzhongweiyikeyixiuliandecunzai。
suiranlingqimeiyoulingjienongyu，danliaoshengyuwu，zhiyaojitaqinyuduoxieshijian，huiguiyuanyingqibushiwenti。
………………
wangxuejianglinyumeisidexiaoxidaihuilejiali。
zheiduitaeryansuanshigehaoxiaoxi，danzaiciyujianlinyu，queyoubuzhidaogaiyongzenyangdeshenfenqumiandui。
songjilinyudeneizhangkaqishishitazijide。
ranerdangwanglaojiazhuzhidao，meitoudangjizhouqi。
chuchehuoshitajiuzaixianchang，neishilinyulianseshabai，meileshengmingjixiang，zenhuiwuyuanwugufuhuo？
dezhizijisunnvjiangyinxingkasongjilelinyu，youxiangdaowangjiayulinjiadeyueding，bujinlengshengdao：“neizhangkayijingbeiwodongjie。”
“什么？”
wangxuetinghoubuganxiangxindekanzhezijideyeye，liansebiandecangbai。
tazhishixiangzaizuihoujinliangduomibuduilinyudekuiqian。
neizhangkaliyouershiwandecunkuan。
kenengduilinyulaishuozhishijicipaobadeqian，danbeizhuchujiazudezheiduanshijian，xiwangduifangnenggoushengchijianyong。
quemeixiangdaokayijingbeidongjie，nei……linyuzhunaer？chishenme？
wangxuefangxinbuxia，zhunbeichumenxunzhaolinyu。
quebeizijideyeyedangjilanxia，minglingguanjiajiangqisuozailezijidefangjianli……
qinyuyijinglaidaoatmjiqian。
qianshicongmeijianguoyinxingkadetahenshinamen，danconglinyudejiyizhonghaishizhidaogairuhequqian。
zaidezhiyinxingkayijingbeidongjieshi，qinfanqideyayangyang，xinxiangneinvrenyezhenshigoudaidua？
meibanfa，zhihaozaifujingongyuanxunlegelengbandengjiangjiuyiwan。
diertianyizao，qinyuqishenchaoxuexiaodefangxiangganqu，ruguomeijicuodehua，linyumuqianhaishigexuesheng。
yifukenenghuiyinrenzhumu，meibanfa，qinyuzhihaolveshixiaoji，congyixiaotouneiershunletao。
yaoshuolinyusuoshangdexuexiaoshuyusuhangdemingmengaoxiao，nenggoulaizheilishangxuedejialihuoduohuoshaodouyoulianggeqian。
zhiyutachuchehuodexiaoxizaoyizaixuexiaoyinqilexuanrandabo。
“yohe，zheibushilinyuma？”
kaikoushuohuadeshidulei，wudasancudehairanlegehuangmao，jiyizhongjingchangqifulinyulaizhe。
qinyutinghoumeiyoulihui，duiyuzheiyangdebaijiaziertashizhenxinbuyuanjiechu。
zhishitabulihuibudaibiaoduleibuhuishanglaizhaomafan。
duleimiansebinglengdekanxiangqinyu，suihouzhigaoqiangdekaikoudao：“woshuonixiaozierduolongleshibushi？”
“jiushi，meitingdaowomendushaozaiwennihuani！？”
duleishenpangzongshigenzheliangmingxiaodi，zhengrilidiantouhayaodepaizhemapi。
yinweishizaixuexiaomenkou，zhouweiyijingxiyinlebushaoshijiazidi，fenfenchaozheqinyudefangxiangzhishouhuajiao。
ruguohuanzuopingshidelinyu，kendingbuyuanqingyizhaore。
lunliangjiadeshilixiangchabuduo，danyilinyudeshenshouqueyagendabuguoduifang，shenzhilianxiangdoumeixiangguo。
rujinbutong，chuxianzaiduleimianqiandebingfeilinyubenren，ershilingjietianlingzongdexiuzhentiancai！
qinyuzhuanshendingzhedulei，jianjianluchuyidaoguiyidexiaorong……