第1章
woshishijianjincundehuxian，wodexintouxuekeyizhibingjiuren。
weilebaodapeijiadeenqing，wozaipeizhaoyeaizhengwanqishi，zhudongfangchuquanshendexuejiuta。
kehunlishang，taquezhuantouqiuhunzijideyangmei，bingjiangworengjinyese，rangwobeijianta**。
peizhaoyedegegepeiwangshujiangwodaihuijia，hongzheyanyibianyibianfumowoshenshangdeshangkou。
“jingan，biepa，rangwolaiduinihao，wohuiainiyibeizi......”
dangwan，tabaozhewodisichanmian，shuoyaojiangbierendehenjiquanbumoqu。
danzaiwohuaishangshenyun，nazhechanjianbaogaoxiangjitayigejingxishi，quetingjiantahexiongdidetanhua：
“wangge，lanlandeshoushuzaimingtian，nizhendeyaobasujinganquanshendehuanxuejitama？”
“zheimedadeshoushu，wanyisujinganchengbuzhuzenmeban？”
裴望舒却冷笑：
“zhaoyegenwoshuoguo，sujinganshigehuyao，zheidianxiaoshang，tabuhuiyoushide。”
“mingtianbujinyaotadexue，haiyaotadexin，lanlanyoulehuyaodexinzang，kendingnengzhangmingbaisui。”
“erqietabeizheimeduonanrenwanguo，zangsile，yaobushixuyaotadanglanlandexuebao，wocaibuhuiquzheimege**wanyi。”
woxiaochuleyanlei，yuanlaiwoziyiweidejiushu，zhishiyichangzhenduiwodepianju。
wozhandouzhejiyangfudaqudianhua：
“wowangoule，bawodejiasidansonglaiba......”
......
“wangge，meilexinzang，tahuisiba？”
“死？”
peiwangshulianseqingmie：“tabushihaochengzijishixianma，xianzenmekenenghuisini？”
“yaoshitafaxianshiniqinshouwaletadexin，taneimeaini，hui.....”
裴望舒冷笑一声：
“buhui，womeitiandouyouweitachianmianyao，taxianzaibujinshishui，haijiyiwenluan，gaobu
清现实和虚幻。”
“daoshihou，wojiushuotaxianrumengyanzhongzican，jishifaxiansongquyiyuancaiqiangjiuhuilai。”
“zaitadejiyili，woaitarugu，woshuodemeiyijutadoushenxinbuyi。”
wotouyunmuxuan，chadianshuaidao。
nanguaijinduanshijianwozongshihunshenfaliyoushishui，wohaiyiweishishentikuisunyanzhongyoujiashanghuaiyunzaochengde。
peiwangshukanwonanshou，tedigaojiagoumaitexiaoyao，tiantiandingzhuwoanshichiyao。
meixiangdaoneijingshianmianyao，rangwojingshenhuanghu。
yanleihualuo，wofachujuewangdelengxiao。
sannianqianwochushanlilian，yudaoyourenyaozhuiya，wohuachuyuanxingjiuleneirenyiming。
zijiquebeizadeyanyanyixi，xinglaijiubeipeizhaoyebaozaihuaili，shenshangdeshangkouyebeizixideqingliguo。
neishitayouganghaoshiaizhengwanqiyaosile，weilebaoen，wozhudongfangchuquanshendexuejiuleta。
tagandongbuyi，xiangwoqiuhun。
kehunlishang，taquezhuantouqiuhunzijideyangmei，bingjiangworengjinyese，rangwobeijianta**。
jiuzaiwoxiangjieshuzijishengmingdeshihou，peiwangshuchuanglejinlai，beirendaduansangenleiguyeyaodaiwohuijia。
tahongzheyanyibianyibianfumowoshenshangdeshangkoushuo：“wohuiainiyibeizi!”
woyiweizijidedaolejiushu，shubuzhi，zaitayanliwozhishijilinlanlantigongxueyedexuebao。
woxinrudaojiao，naodaiwengwengzuoxiang，diediezhuangzhuangdepaolechuqu。
yuntouzhuanxiangdezaimalubianzoulehenjiu，turantingdaopeiwangshujiaowo。
“静安!”