“ai，yourenzaishuijuema？”
mensuobeidakaide“kaca”shengzhihou，yourenjingqidiwendao。erwotingdaozheigeshengyinzhihouzeyixiazijingxingle，xiangtiaobinsideyuyiyangtanlandihuxizhexinxiandekongqi。
“wo……wozai。”pingfulekuangluandexintiaozhihou，wozhengzhazhezuoleqilai。yizhangkouquebazijiheleyitiao：wodeshengyinsiyadeheren，erqiehoulongchuhaoxiangtunletanhuoyiban，tengtongwubi。
“yannuo？yannuonizaia，nishibushifashaole？”
woqingchuditingdaoshiyoudejiaobushengxiangwozheibianzoulai，sihuyouxieyouyuyaobuyaoxiankaiwodechuangliankankan。woxinshuobunengrangnimenkandaowodeyangzi，huibeihehuaide。ganmangchezhuchuanglian，jiazhuangzhendingdao：“keke，womeishi。kenengtianqibianhuajiurongyiganmaoba。wozaitangyihuierjiumeishile。”
zheijitiandoushimanke，sangerenzuoleyihuierjiuyoubeiqishubaochufale。erwozesuozaichuangdejiaoluoli。yizhenzhendifaleng。tongshixinzangyizhenyizhendifahuang。
woyijinghenjiumeiyouzheizhongganjuele——jiushiyouxiejieshiguoduderen，huiedexinzangfahuang，feichangfeichangxiangchidongxi。
wofeilejiuniuerhuzhilicaimianqiangpaqilai，xiachuangzhaoleyibaobinggan。zheishiwozuixihuandenaiyoujiaxinbinggan，keshigangsikaibaozhuang，neigupumianerlaidenaiyouxiangweijiurangwoxiayishidigandaoexin。
zaibuchidongxijiuzhenyaochurenmingle。wonuliyanleyikoutuomo，pingzhuhuxijiangneikuaibinggansaijinlezuili，qiangpozijijiaoqilai，zaiyanxiaqu。
“呕——”
neikuaibinggangujihaimeizaiweiliwure，wojiuchongjincesuo，jiangtajihuyuanyangtulechulai。heshuiyeyiyang，ganjingdekuangquanshuichangqilaijianzhixiangshiganshuiyiyangrangrenzuoou。
wokanzheneibaobeiwochaikaidebinggan，xinlidekonghuangyuyanyulie。wobuxiangchizheixiedongxi，neiwoxiangchishenme？huozheshuo，wohainengchishenme？
buxiangdeyuganyongshangwodexintou，wobizhezijilengjingxialai，dakaijuzizhaoyao——woyidingshishaohutule，suoyicaimeiyoushiyu，chiletuishaoyaojiuhuihao。shoumangjiaoluanzhizhong，wobuxiaoxinpengdiaolezhuoshangdebolibei。
bolidesuipianjianleyidi。wotoutongdi“ze”leyisheng，dunxiashenjiuxiangbatamenjianqilai，sheizhidaoshoujuranbeihuapole，xianhongsedexueyezhengxiankonghoudicongshangkouyonglechulai。
wolengzhule。neiyike，woturanyouleyizhongguiyidekewang，guishishenchadi，wobashoushangdeshouzhisaijinzuili，shunxiqilai。
yigugantiandeweidaozaikouqiangzhongmanyankailai，wofangfochangdaolerenjianmeiwei，likemengxileyikou。
danneishangkoubingbuda，henkuaijiumeiyouneizhongtianmeideweidaole。
neizhongxidubandeganjuedunshixiaoshile，woshashiqingxingleguolai，likexiangbeileipileyibanjiangzaileyuandi。
我……我在干什么？
woturanxiangqizhiqiankanguoderibendongman，limiandeshizhongyeshiruci，zhinengchirenrou，chiyidianrenleideshiwujiuhuiexindaoxiangsi。neiwoni？wobushishizhong，keshixiangherenxuedewoyousuanshenmedongxi？
我还是人么？
wobunengzailiuzaizheilile，neizhongjiedeganjueyourutongfuguzhiquyibanyanzheneizangpaleshanglai。wonaleqianjiuwangmenkouchong，woyaoquzhaochide，wobunengbazijihuoshengshengesi。
xuexiaowaimianjiuyouyitiaoxiaochijie，woyiluzouguoqu，danneixiepiaosankailaidexiangweiwanquanbunengyinqiwodeshiyu，zhirangwojiakuailejiaoxiadebufa。zuihouwojinleyijiakafeidian，yaoleyibeikafei。
shenqideshi，wojurannenghexiazheibeireqitengtengdekafei。
wolianchuichuireqidouwangjile，zhijieduanqilaijiudakoudakoudihe。duzilihuizhibuqudejieganzongsuanshaoweihuanjie，erwodeyanleiyekongzhibuzhudidiaoxialai，luodaolekafeibeili。
wozenmehuibianchengzheiyang？lizhigaosuwo，bunengxiangyeshouyiyangchirenrou、herenxue，kewoyaozenmeban，nandaoheyibeizikafeima？
fuleqian，wohuanghudizouchulekafeidian。
buzhiweihe，yuanbenhaihongxiamantiandetiankongyixiazibiananlexialai，liankongqidoubiandeyouxiechaoshi，xiangshiyaoxiayu。
womeikongzhuyizhouweidebianhua，anshanglezijidexiaofu——doushizheigedongxizaizuosui！ruguobushita，wojiubuhuibianchengzheiyangzi！
erbianyouyouneizhongweiqudekushengchuanlai，quezhirangwoyuelaiyuefanzao。wozoulejibu，turangandaojiaoxiasihucaidaoleshenmedongxi。
woyiditou，caifaxianzijijurancaidaoleyixiaodiezhiqian。