第4章
xindeneirong，burenzhishi！
boyejinzhikanyiyan，liansezhouchen。
‘bosanye，henizaiyiqi4nian，shuoshihuaba，buzhiniyihanqucuoqizi，woyehouhuijiajini！”
‘niguban！laotao！budongqingqu！jiqidoubinihuigaohuiliao！gennizuoyidiandoumeishuanggan！wozaonile！”
‘banihaijimeimei！fuqiyichang，songnizheixieyaohewupin，zaodiantishengjishu，miandemeimeihegoudouxianqini。’
yejiushishuo——chuangshangneiduizaqizabadedongxi，shiqingquwanju？haiyourengoutongyongde**？
boyejinyingjunjuelundelianyuekanyuehei，qixiwanruohanbing。
yipangtezhuyejingyadaonanyizhixin，cengjingaisanyesiquhuolai，likaiyifenzhongdounanshenanfendetaitai......juranxiexiazheiyangdeneirongwurusanye！
sanye......gaibuhuineifangmiandejishuzhendetaichaleba！
咳咳！不会的！
“sanye，taitaizheibiranshizaiyuqinguzong，guyiboquguanzhuzhaocunzaigan！”
“dui，taiguofenle！sanyebiejieyi，biedangzhen。”
boyejinningmou，tayulanxixijiehunduonian，zongranxiaoyatounianjixiao，xingziji，dannaodaorucidibu，haishidiyici。
bochunliangliangkaikou：“wangmani？”
wangmazaoyizaijiaoluolidengzhe，tingjianshengyin，lijisesedoudoushangqian：“sanye，niyoushenmefenfu？”
boyejinxiliruyingsundeshixiandingzheta：“taitaizenmeliudechan？tadangshishenmeqingkuang？youmeiyoubeirenkonghe？”
wangmadangshiyulanxixiyitongqianwangbojiafeiqichengbao，lanxixixiangzhaoyeshengsheweiliangfuzipaoyaojiu，wangmahaipa，jiuzaiwaimiandengzhe，yibuxiaoxindadunshuizhe......
zaixinglai，yinyuekanjian18genanrenpaochuqu，taitaimanshenshixuetangzaidishang......
zheiyaoshibeisanyezhidaotameibaohuhaotaitai，jueduibatasongjinjianyusixing！
erqietaitaifashengneiyangdeshi，kendingbuxiwangsanyehebojiazhidaode！
xiangdaozheixieniantaitaiduitadehao，zijiyepasi，wangmafeisushuo：“sanye，taitaishizaifeibaocaidaodongxi，buxiaoxinhuadao，meiyourenkonghe。”
boyejinwenyan，zhoushenqixixiajiang，ruruohanchuan。
tadashoushoujin，niansuizhizhang：“zhaogutaitaishizhi，nizijilingfa！”
......
lingyibian，lihunlengjingqiyou30tian。
lanxixibengaihepingxiangchu，qiaoqiaolihunde，ketashizaibuxiangkanjianbojiaren，bianzanshiduozaizuiweixian、yezuianquandedifang：biaojiebangongshidexiuxishi。
mengmengbaozhetang，renbuzhuguanxin：“xixi，nidangshidaodishizenmegeqingkuang，gaosuwo，laonianghuomingyejinitaogegongdao！bangmangbaojing。”
lanxixiyaoleyaotou：“jianigumaitong18geaizibingrenbangjiawo，zaoyizuohaojihua，tianyiwufeng，buhuibeifaxianmajiaode。”
jishifaxian，boyejinyeyongyuanxinlanrouning，renweitaniezaozhengju，wuxianlanrouning，zenmekenengtaohuigongdao？
“......”
“buguobiaojie，nixinma？baixuegongzhuyudao7gexiaoairen，woyefashengleqiji。”
dangshinei18geaizibingchongjindiantidedi1miao，lanxixiyiquanshenzhubaohuanqushengji，tamenjingxinrantongyi，nazhezhubaopaoren，meipengta。
tazhisuoyizaochan，shibeikonghe、shuaijiaoyinfa。
mengmengtingwansongxiayikouqi，“zheibubicaipiaozhongjianghaixuanxue！fudea！”
“nanguainiyaolihun。”shizhendexinhana！yinweizheiyangdeshiyijingbushiyiciliangci。
sannianqian，lanrouningshuaixialou，bojiafuzirendingshilanxixituide，dangchangjileyierguang，jianglanxixidingwei‘edudufu’，sihaobugutaguzhedeshou。
liangnianqianshengriyan，lanrouningshuolanxixiyong**huitarong，naozhetiaolou，boyejinquhong，balanxixiyigerendiuzaijiudian，renyousuoyouqinqichima，chelanlifu，manshenshishang......
一年前......
xianzai，jiujianigudegou，doubujiuzijideqizihehaizi！
“taiguofenle！zheixienianjiehundeshini，huaiyuntudanzhideshini，weilezhaogusanyeyanji，shousiyikedaxueluqutongzhishudeyeshini！tamenzenmenengyinweiyigejiumingzhien，jiuneiyangduini？”
“kenenghewojiajiaoyouguanba，wojuedezheizhendehennanping！”
“zaishuo，dangnianniyechehuoshiyile，sheizhidaojiurendeshilanrouninghaishinini？shuobudingtaxiangdaitiniyebuyiding！”
lanxixidangnianchehuojianjieshiyi，dequehaowuyinxiang。
buguo，kanzhebiaojiedeyifentianying，tayijingbuzaihule。
平静的让人心疼。
“meiguanxi，douyijingguoqule。”
“dui！douguoqule。”mengmengbaozhuta：“lileyehao，yihounihe4baohaohaoshenghuo。”
lanxixiyanshenyidong：“4bao？wode4baojiuhuolema？”
“ng！4gebaobaodouyijingqiangjiuhuilai，muqianpingan，zaixinshengericuliguancha。”
lanxixishunjianxijierqi，jidongdereleiyingkuang：“taihaole，wodebaobaomenmeiyousi，baobaomenhaihuozhe。”
“qingyidingyaobangmangyinman，dengwoshunlilihunyihouzailingyanghuijia。”
mengmengwozhutadeshou：“fangxinba，nizhunbiaojiefushizheigeyiyuandefuyuanzhang，tahuianpaihaoyiqie。”
lanxixifangcaisongxiayikouqi，huiandeyanjinglimanshiguanghui。
shide，tade4baomeiyoulishi，zhishidangshizaochanyouweixian，xuyaoqiangjiu，tabuxiangrangbojiazhidaohaizidexiaoxi，yebuxuyaohaiziyouneiyangdebaba，caizaishoushutaishangkuzheqiumengmengbangmangyanzangshishi。
tadehaizi，rensheng，yihouyedouyuboyejinmeiyouguanxi。
mengmengwozhutadeshouanwei：“jihaizimenqugemingziba，fangbianjianliziliao。”
lanxixihaobuyouyu：“libao，yibao，lianbao，shanbao，zuheqilai：liyilianshan。”
jizhubojiahelanrouningmeiyoudeliyilianshan。
xiwangzijidehaiziyouliyilianshan。
mengmeng：“......”zheimingzi......qudehao！qudemiao！qudezhananlvchaguaguajiao！
......
lanxixijiexialaikaishiliaoyang，yibianxuexiyuerzhishi。
tayilianzaiyiyuandaileqitian，meijianguobojiaren。
zheitian，zaiyingershixizhidijibaobaopaigeshi，menkouyiwaichuxianshuxideshenying。
是薄夜今！