“bushi，lixianshengmeichuxian。shilifuren，haiyougemoshengdenianqingren……duile，lijiarenzouhou，lixianshengdaleyibiqiandaoyiyuandezhanghushang，shuoshijinijiejiejiaodehouxuzhiliaodeyiyaofei，yiyuanbenlaiyaogenlixianshengshuonijiejiedeqingkuang，danlixianshengquerenqiandaozhangjiuguaduanle，daguoquyebujie，yan**yihuierbanwanshouxu，jidebaqiantuile……”
liyinyanbudanmeilai，haidaleqianlaijitazuozhiliaofei……
suoyishilimu，taneigepopodanfangmianshanzizuodezhu，tabuzhidao？
yanjiangnachushoujibohao，dajiliyinyan。
taxiangzhidaoliyinyandezhizheigeshihou，huishishenmefanying。
shixiangmenglineiyang，juedeneikexinbenlaijiushuyuliyinyin，wazouheqingheli，haishihuigenlimufanlian。
**xianglehenjiu，neitouderencaijieqilai。
晏姜深呼吸，张口。
haimeilaidejichusheng，liyinyanchongmanchaofengdelengchixianchuanleguolai——
“zheiciyouxiangdaoshenmejiekoujizijikaituole？”
suiranzaojiuxiguanletadelengyanlengyu，nanrendeshengyinchuanjinerduodeneiyishunjian，yanjiangdexinhaishibeicilexia。
dantameiyouxiangguoquneiyanghetazhenglun，yemeixinlixiangguoquneiyangchanzhetajieshi，xiangzhengmingzijideqingbai。
xianzaideta，zhixiangzhidaoliyinyandezhizheijianshi，huizenmezuo。
“liyinyan，yanjiangdexinzangfashenglepaiyifanying。”
“她……死了。”
“nimuqindairenlaibaxinzangwazoule。”
xianneitoudehuxizanshidixiaoshilejimiao，xiangshibeihenhenchongjidaole。
ranhoushiyigezhongwuluodideshengyin，yinggaishiliyinyanshuaidaole。
beilengluolesanniandeyanjiangxintiaoyouxiekuai。
zheishiliyinyindeshizhihou，diyici，liyinyandeqingxuyinweizijierbodong。
tabuyouzuanjinshouji，“yinyan，wo——”
yanjiangxianggaosuta，tasile，danyouzaimeimeideshentilizhongshengle。
haixianggaosuta，dangniandeshizhendezhishiqiaohe，ruguosannianqianzhidaojuanzengqiguanderenshiliyinyin，tajiushisi，yebuhuiqianshoushutongyishu。
huahaimeilaidejichukou，jiuzaiyicibeidaduan。
“shima？zheikezhenshieyouebao。”
xiangtingjianleguojixiaohuaban，liyinyandeyudiaoyufadifengci，meigezidoucuizhebing，fangfofangcaineiduanzandehunluanzhishiyanjiangdecuojue。
“he，yanjiangsile？nideyisishi，woxianzaizhengzaigenguitongdianhua？”
“weilexituozuiming，buxizuzhouziji，yan**haizhenshishedexiaben。”
“buyongshuazheixieshouduan，wozaojiushuoguo，wulunshuoduoshaobian，dougaibianbulenishisharenfandeshishi。”
yanjiangchengren，zijiyiqianweilejianliyinyan，rangtatingzijidejieshi，shuaguoyixieshouduan。
但这次——
“womeiyoupianni，ruguonibuxin，keyizijidaoyiyuanlai——”
喀。
liyinyanyigezidoubuxiangzaiting，zhijiebatonghuajiqiale。
zhongbo，zhuanruleyuyinxinxiang。
weishenme，tajiushiyigeziyebuyuanyixiangxinzijishuodeni？
yanjianghoulongkudexiangtunlehuanglian，shentiwulidiwanghoukao。
shoulidedanjupiaoluozaijiaobian。
yanjiangchuimou，dingzheshangtou“siwangtongzhidan”zheijigeziliangjiu，nachushouji，paileyizhangzhaopian，fadaoliyinyandeweixinshang。
tabuxiangxinzijishuodehua，zonggaixinyiyuandesiwangtongzhidan。
******
公寓卧室。
灯光昏淡。
liyinyanbanyizaichuangtoupinghuanqixi。
huailishiyinfangcaineichangjilieqingshierquanshenfanfen、jinnianzuibeikanhaodexinrennvxingyangtianqing。
chuangtoujushang，tishiweixinyouxinxiaoxideshoujizhendongyijingtingleyouyihuierle。
liyinyanliangliangdikanzhe，kanzheshoujizaiyanpizidixiazhendong，kanzhepingmuyidiandiananxiaqu，kanzhesizhouchediguiyupingjing，yandiyipianliangbodejiqiao。
tayizhimeidong，zhidaoyangtianqingwugudipancoushanglai，bizheyansuowen，caiyoulexiayibudedongzuo。
dazainvrenxiyaoshangdezhangbeishoujin，taditou，quqinwentayanhongyipiandechun。
lingyizhishounaguoshouji，jiesuo。
xiayimiao，shenxingyizhen，dengzheshoujipingmu，suoyoudedongzuojiangzhu。
死亡通知单。
liyinyanmeixiangdaohuishoudaozheige。
zheisannian，yanjiangchaoguo、kuguo、naoguo，gezhongshouduanyongjin。
naodezuixiongdeshihou，shenzhibuguxingxiangzizundidaozaidishang，xianggexiangyecunfubansapodagun。
kewulunzenmenao，yanjiangdoubucengnashengsishuoguoshi。
yinweitazhidao，yinyinzouhou，shengsichengletaxinzhongbunengpengchudeleiqu。
suoyi，tabushiheguoqusannianneiban，zaigenzijishuashouduan——
是真的、死了。
咚！
shoujidiaoluo，zhongzhongdizazaileigushang，pifushangyigeshenshendehongyinzi。
liyinyandeshenjingquehaoxiangbeimabileyiyang，ganjuebudaorenhedetengtong，xiangshiyizunshidiaobanjiangyingzhe。
buzhiguoquduojiu，caibeihenhendizhezhongzhongshushenjingbanhuishen，mengdiqishenchuanyifu。
denglebantianyemeidengdaowendeyangtianqinggangyaozhengyankankanzenmehuishi，lengbufangzheimeyixia，xianxiecongchuangshanggundaodixiaqu。
dantaquemeiyoushengqi，fanertitiedijiliyinyandiyifu，padaotadebeishangbangtakouchenshandekouzi，qinwentaxiantiaoliuchangdeshouxuelianjia，“zenmela？turanzhijianliansebiandezheimecha？gongsineibianchushenmeshileme？”
liyinyanchuizhemou，meihuida，yemeiyoulihui，zhishiyikeyikedixizhekouzi。
tamiansepingjingwubo，fangfomeishoudaoneitiaoweixinbandianyingxiang。
zixiguanchadehua，jiuhuifaxian，tadezhangzhiguanjieniedefanbai，suishidouyaoduanlie。
yangtianqingchajuedaotaqingxubudui，meiganzaijixuchanzhe，momodijianqidiaoluozaichuangbeijiandeshoujidiguoqu。
xiayimiao，piejianshangtoudeneirong，“ze——”diyishengtiaogaolemei，jingqi：“sizhebenrenqinzifasiwangtongzhidan？nigentaxianzai，wan——zheimechouxiang？”