tadedaoguota，yousihucongweidedaoguo。tayongleshisinian，cairangzhangfuwanglezhaopianlidehongqunzi。
shenghuoganggangtoujinyisiguangliang，kesuoyouchilaidewenrouyushenqing，dousuizheyichangchehuo，jiaranerzhi。
zheishiyigeshidaizaochengdebeiju，wurenkeyuan，querenrenjiebei。1wuhoudeyangguangtouguobeibaozhihuzhudechuanghu，
luodaolinxiuyinghanshideetoushang。tachuilechuisuantongdeyao，wangzheyanqianzheigelaojiudeyumushujuchushen。
zheishizhaowenyuancongburangtapengdeshuju。shujudeqimianbuzhiheshi，zaojiuyijingtuoluo，
litouzhengzhengqiqimazhedebushishenmezhenguidongxi，ershiyibenbenfanhuangjuanbiandeshu。
zheixieshuyikanjiuzhidaobeizhurenweihudehenhao，liangezhejiaodoumeiyou。linxiuyingyouyuleyixia，
haishishenshoulakailejumen。zicongshiernianqianjiajinzhaojia，zhaowenyuanjiuminglianlidiyutahuakailejiexian。
zheigeshujushitadesirenlingdi，burongtaranzhibanfen。qichulinxiuyingbufu，zijishitamingmeizhengqudeqizi，
pingshenmelianjialiyigeposhujudoupengbude？houlaichaoyechaoguo，naoyenaoguo，shenzhiyouhaojicidadachushou，
zhongguishileile。zheigeshujuyebianchenglezheigejialitaweiyimeiyoudasaoguodejiaoluo。
jintianyebuzhidaoshinagenjindacuole，tajiushixiangshoushishoushizheigeposhuju！
taxiaoxinyiyidinaqizuishangmianyibenshu，shangmian《xuzhimoshiji》jigezizaoyitunse。tasuishouyifan，
yizhangzhaopianjiuneimeshuilinglingdecongshuyezhonghualuo。linxiuyingwanyaoshiqi，zhaopianlishiyigechuanzhehongqunzideguniang。
zheigunianghaokanjile，mingmouhaochide，zhanzaihuaihuashudixia，xiaodemingmeizhangyang。linxiuyinglengzhule。
neihongqunxianyandezhayan，tacongmeijianguozheimehaokandeguniang，yecongmeijianguozheiyangdexiaorong。
taneimeziyou、neimemingmei，haoxiangwusuoguji，haoxiangshishangsuoyoumeihaodoujiyutayishen。
zhaopianhouxiezheyixingxiaokai：1994nianchun，yu###……houmianbeibijihuaqu，kanbuqingxieleshenme。
“kanshenmeni？”zhaowenyuandeshengyinlengbudingzaimenkouxiangqi，jingdelinxiuyingshouyidou，zhaopianyoudiaoluozaidi。
kanjiandishangdedongxi，zhaowenyuanyanshenyiling，jigedakuabuchongjinwuli，
huangmangjianshenzhiyibatuikaileyipanglengzhengdelinxiuying。linxiuyingbeituidiyigelieju，
haoburongyiwenzhushenxingjiukanjianzhaowenyuanzhenggenpengzhegebaobeiside，pengzheneizhangzhaopian，
haiyongxiukoucashizheshangmianyagenerbucunzaidehuichen！linxiuyingconglaimeiyouzaitalianshangkanjianguozheizhongshenqing。
cikedeta，shiwenroude、tongkude、zhuanzhude，haoxiangquanshijiezhishengxiataheneizhangzhaopian。
linxiuyingdexinzhizhidewangxiazhui，meiyoujintou。“tashishei？”taganbabadiwen。zhaowenyuanxiangshituranhuishen，
lianshangdebiaoqingxunsutunqu，huifulewangchangdedanmo。tamantiaosilidebazhaopianjiahuishuli，
youbashusaijinshujuzuishenchudedifang。“yigegaozhongtongxueeryi。”tayuqipingdan，meiyousihaobolan，
haoxiangzaishuojintiantianqibucuo。tongxue？shenmeyangdetongxuenengrangtajinzhangchengzheiyang？linxiuyingxiangwen，huadaozuibian，
queyouyanlehuiqu。zheiwandezhaowenyuanyifanchangtai，meiyouduizheyueliangyinshizuodui，
ershidunzaiwuyandixiayikoujieyikouxizhezuibianyideyan。linxiuyingtouguochuangzhidepodongkanta。yueguangqingleng，
goulechutaqingshoudelunkuo。shiernianle，tamenzhijiangezhede，hezhishiyicengchuangzhi。yefengjianqi，
chuideyuanzhongdelaohuaishushashazuoxiang。linxiuyinghuranxiangqi，zhaopianshangdeneikehuaishu，yeshizheibanyuyucongcong。
zhishizhaopianshangdehuaihuakaidezhengsheng，eryuanzhongdezheike，xuduoniandoubucengkaihuale。
2linxiuyingyoujidediyicijianzhaowenyuanshideqingxing。tasuanshicunshangdedalingshengnvle，
zaizhaowenyuanzhiqiantaxianglezuyouliuqige，quemeiyouyigenengrangtakanduiyande。suoyourendouzaiquantabietiaole，
zaitiaokejiujiabuchuqule。tapianbu，yushijiuyoulehezhaowenyuanzheichangxiangqin。menlianerxiankai，
yigeqingshoudeqingnianzoulejinlai。tachuanzhexidefabaidebaichenshan，xiuzixiangshangwanqi，luchuyijiebaixidexiaobei，
biliangshangjiazheyifuyongjiaobuchanzhetuierdeyanjing。tahezhiqianneixiewudasancu、pifuquheidezhuangjiahanbutong，
zheigerenshenshangyouyizhongbushuyunongjiahanzidesiwenheanjing。meirenreluodejieshao：“zheijiushizhaojiaxiaozi，
wenyuan。gaozhongbiyeni，wenhuaren！”zhaowenyuanweiweihanshou，muguangzailinxiuyinglianshangtingliuleliangmiao，suijiyikai。
linxiuyingdexinmomingtiaodekuailejifen。tamendiyicijianmian，lianhuadoumeiyoushuoyiju。
daduoshihoudoushimeirenzaidiediebuxiudishuozheduifangdeqingkuang：zhaojiasuiranxianzaiguangjingbuzayang，
dandaodishishuxiangmendi，wenhuaren。linjiaguniangxianhuiyounenggan，liwaidoushiyibahaoshou……linxiuyingdizhetou，
shouzhijiaozheyijiao，yanjiaoyuguangquerenbuzhupiexiangduimiandengzishangneigeqingnian。tafangzaixigaishangdeshouzhixiuzhangganjing，
zhijiaxiujiandezhengzhengqiqi，hefuqin、xiongdineixiecucaoguilie、chengtianqianmannitudeshouwanquanbutong。
taxiangqizijitoutoukanguodeneixiexiaoshuo，caizijiaren，huaqianyuexia。suiranzhidaoneixiedoushipianrende，
keciketaquejuede，neixiegushihuoxuyeyoujifenzhen。jiutale。tazaixinliqiaoqiaoshuo。kecikedezhaowenyuan，
xinlixiangdequeshilingwaiyihuishier。zuoye，laomuqinhesigejiejiehaiyouxiaomei，quandouweizuozaitagenqianer，
niyiyanwoyiyu。“wenyuana，zanjiaqingkuangniyexiaode，jialijiuniyigenanding，dieniangnianjiyedale，
zhaojiadexianghuobunengduana！”“neilinjianizi，jiezhaorendatingguole！suiranjialiqiong，danrenlaoshibenfen，
tebienenggan，jialidilidoushiyibahaoshou。”“neigesuxiaomeinijiubiexiangle！tajiashachengfen？
nimenbuhuiyoujieguode！rendoujiarenle，nichenzaosilezheitiaoxinba！”“era，nijiutingniangyiju，
zaorichengjialiyeba！laozhaojiadexianghuobunengzainizheiliduanlea！
nanbuchengnixiangrangweiniangzhuangsizainigenqianercaiyuanyisongkoubucheng？！”zhaowenyuanchenmodetingzhe，
shoulizuanjinledouliyizhangzhitiao，shangmianshitachaoxiedeyijushi：ciqingkedaichengzhuiyi，zhishidangshiyiwangran。
xiaomeijiarendexiaoxitashizuihouzhidaode。tingshuotakudehuntianandi，quehaishibeiqiangxingsongshangleyingqindetuolaji。
tadexinyijingsile。bale。bale……qubuleta，nei……qusheibushiquni？
jiranjialixuyaotachuanzongjiedai，jirandajiadoushuozheigeguniangheshi，neijiuzheiyangba。
takanzhebuyuanchuzheigedizhetoudeguniang，pifucucaoquhei，shoushangmanshihoujian，yikanjiushichangxiadiganhuode。
tahexiaomeishiwanquanbutongdeliangzhongguniang。dankanzhedequeshilaoshi，zhenggerendouqieshengshengde，
yingdangshibuhuixiangxiaomeineiyang，dongbudongjiuhetazhenglunshigedeyunjiao，
gengbuhuizhazhedayanjingwentajianglaiyaobuyaoyiqiqubeijingkantiananmen……yehao。zheiyangyehao。tapibeidixiang。
nengtatashishiguorizijiuxing。“womeiyijian。”tatingjianzijiduimeirenshuo。hunshibandejiandanliaocao。
liangjiarenchilegefan，dailinxiuyingqupailejizhangdanrenhunshazhao，liangrenlianhezhaodoumeiliuyizhang。jiuzheiyang，
linxiuyingsuanshichengletazhaojiaren。xinhunye，zhaowenyuanhedelanzui。tadingzhechuangwaideyueliang，
nannandinianzheshenme：“mingyueye，duansonggang。”linxiuyingtingbudong，zhishihongzhelianbangtatuodiaoxiewa，
caxishenzi。taturanhongzheyanjingzhuazhutadeshouwan，lidaodadeheren。“nihuihouhuide。
”tashengyinsiyazheshuo。linxiuyingheleyitiao，mangzhengkaitadeshou：“nishuoshenme？shenmehouhui？
”zhaowenyuanquemeizaihangsheng，zhidingzheta，xiangshizaikanta，youxiangshizaitouguotakanpangren。tameizaishuohua，
fanlegeshen，mianchaoqiangbishuiqu。linxiuyingkanzhezheigenanrendebeiying，xinliyongshangyisibuan。danhenkuai，
tayaoyaotou，qiangpozijibazheidianerbuanshuaikai，tahuibatamendexiaojiajingyinghao，yehuirangtamanyi。
diertiantianhaimeiliang，linxiuyingjiuqichuangle。dengzhaowenyuanhetafumu、jiemeiqishendeshihou，
retengtengdefancaiyijingbaishanglezhuo。popohegujiemenduishiyiyan，lianshangluchumanyideshense。
zhaowenyuanchiwanfanjiuzuanjinlewu。linxiuyingshoushiwanwankuai，kangqichutouzhunbeixiadi。chumenqian，
taqingqingtuikaifangmen，xiaoshengwenleju：“neige……dilidehuo……”zhaowenyuanzhenglinmoyibentie，
touyemeitaiyixia：“wobuhui。”linxiuyingzhengzaimenkouhaobanxianger，kanzhefuandezhangfu，taturanyishidao，
zheichanghunyinkenenghetaxiangxiangdewanquanbuyiyang……linxiuyingmomoguanshangmenxiadiqule，
zhaowenyuanyunbideshoushichenweneryouya，fangfowaimiandehuangtutiandi、chaimiyouyan，douyutahaowuganxi。
linxiuyingtouyiciganjuedaojianshangdechutou，chendiandiande。3henkuaidaolexiari，linxiuyingkangzhechutoucongdilihuilai，
tahunshenxiangshisanlejiayiban。zidajiajinzheigejia，gonggongpopojiudangqileshuaishouzhangju，
shiduomudiquanjiaojilexiaoliangkou，zaimeiguowenguo。pianpianzhaowenyuanyoushicongxiaobeichongnizhezhangdade，
duidilidehuoshiyiqiaobutong。suoyouzhongdanjiuzheimeyazailelinxiuyingshenshang。tuikaiyuanmener，
zhaowenyuanzhengzuozaiyuanzhongdelaohuaishuxiakanshu。linxiuyingkanlekanmeishuohua，takougandelihai，xiangqudaowanshuihe。
“huilaile？”zhaowenyuantaiqitou，yonglizhalezhayan，yanshenlidaizheyizhonggangconglingyigeshijiechoulichudehuanghu。
tanandezhudongkaikou，shenzhilvedaixingfendeshuo：“ying，nitingtingzheiju——heiyejilewoheisedeyanjing，
woqueyongtaxunzhaoguangming。xiedezhenhao，shibushi？”tawangzheta，sihuhenqidaitadehuiying。
linxiuyingzhanglezhangzui，ganliedezuichunsichedeshengteng。tatingbudongzheihuashishenmeyisi，
heiyeheyanjingyoushenmeguanxi？tazhizhidaozijideyanjingbeitaiyangzhaodefahua，hunshensuantengdelihai，xiangheshui。
“wo……woquzuofan。”tayashengshuoleyiju，raoguozhaowenyuan，jingzhizoudaoshuigangbian，
gudonggudongguanleyipiaoliangshui。liangshuihuaguohoulong，zanshiyazhuleneiguzhuoshaogan，
queyabuzhuxintoudeweiquhebingliang。zhaowenyuankanzhetayuanqudebeiying，zuijiaodexiaoyidanqu。
taheshangshuzhongzhongdetanlekouqi，xiangshizaizeguaitadebutongfengqing。yeli，linxiuyingtangzaichuangshangpibeijile。
zhaowenyuanqueyizhifanlaifuqude。“ying，”taturankaikou，zhuanshenwangxiangta，“nishuorenhuozhe，
shibushibunengguangdingzheyanqianzheiyimusanfendi？zongdeyoudianjingshenshangdezhuiqiushibushi？
”tadeshengyinlidaizheyizhongjinhutianzhendekunhuo。linxiuyingdekunyibeizheihuaqusanledaban，
tadingzheheiqiqidewuding，yiguwuminghuochengdicuanqilai。jingshenzhuiqiu？
tameitianyizhengyanjiuxiangzheyijiarendekouliangzaina，qianrenjiaderenqingzahai，
qiutiandemianbeihaimeichaikaidan……zheixienandaobushizuiyaojindezhuiqiu？“zhuiqiusha？”tayingbangbangdifanwenta，
“zhuiqiunengrangzanmenchibaoduzima？ganglidemizhishengxiagedierle，guojitianliujiajiehundefenziqianhaimeizheluo，
duziliwawashengchandeqiangengshiyifenmeiyou，nihaiyouxinsizhuiqiujingshen？”zhaowenyuanchenmole，
banxiangtalenglengdiuleyiju：“subukenai！”ranhouhenhenzhuanguoshen，zhiliuhoubeijilinxiuying。
linxiuyingdeweiquhenuhuoyixiachongshangtouding，yanleipilipaladediaoxialai。shi，tajiushigesuren，
yigeweilekoufanleisileihuodesuren！ketazheigebusuderen，chidefanyoushisheizhongchulaide？
tayoushenmezigeshuozheihua？！tazaiyerenbuzhu，yuzhaowenyuandadachushou。neicizhihou，
zhaowenyuanzhiyanquwaidizhengqian，zhidaolinxiuyingshengchanyemeihuilai。linxiuyingtingzhedaduzi，
buxingquniangjiayaolesanqiankuaiqian，dasuanyongzuohaizishengrendefeiyong，dangwanjiupoleyangshui。
zijiqiangchengzhequzhenshangshenglehaizi，shigeyatou。dangtianjiuchuyuanhuilejia，zhaowenyuanyelicaiganlehuilai。
kanjianshigeyatou，xingzhiqueque，zheiyiweizhetahaiyaogenlinxiuyingshengyigewawa，tazhaojiadexianghuobunengduan。
buguotadaoshizhidaochumenzhengqianle，zhaolegekangbaodegong，kaishirichuwangui。xiaoyatouhaimeimanyue，
gonggonghedemingdingdazuilaizamen。linxiuyingchaogonggongshuoleju：“die，ninxiaodiansheng，wawahaixiao，rongyihezhe。
”gonggongyijiubuweisuodong，zhongzhongdezamen，zuilihaibuganbujingdinuchi：“yigexiaoyatouyoushaerduoyan？
shengzheihuangziyoushenmeyong！”linxiuyingqibuguo，baozhenver，duizhegonggongpokoudama。wulunshinanhainvhai，
doushitashenshangdiaoxialaiderou！doushitapinsipinhuoshengxialaide！sheiyebunengzheibanshuotadebaobei！
ergujiehepopotingjianshengyinlianmangpaoleguolai，yigezhuazhulelinxiuyingdetoufa，lianshanlejigeerguang，
lingyigedamalinxiuyingbujingzhangbei，natougongta。tapashuaizhehaizi，sibaozhemeigansashou，weishouweiwei，
beijigerenhehuozouleyidun。zheitianxiawulinxiuyingbaozhehaizidakuyichang，haiziku，tayeku。taxianglehenduo，
tajuedezheirizishiguobuxiaqule，zhidengzhezhaowenyuanhuilaishuoyishengjiudaihaizihuiniangjia。yeban，
zhaowenyuanhuilaile，zhenggerenpibeibuyi，touyicimeigujixingxiang，guangzhebangzi，manjianbangdepidoumopole。
kanjianlaopohaizineiyike，xinlishengchuliangfentuotie，kecoujinkanjianqizilianshangdeyuqing，tatouyicihongleyankuang。
tabalinxiuyinghanxing，wenleqianyinhouguozhihou，naqimenhoudetieqiaojiuzakailetadieniangdemen。
bataerjiecongchuangshangtuolexialai，henhenshuaileliangerguang，
zhengzhangjunlianqidetonghong：“nigejiachuqunveryoushenmezigepaohuilaishuaweifeng！**xianzaijiujiwogun，
yihoubuxunizaijinzheigejiamen！”tadienianggangxiangkaikoushuohua，jiubeitadaduan。tahenhenshuailezijiliangerguang，
duizhedieniangshuo：“tashengshiwoderen，sishiwodegui，wozenmeduitashiwodeshier！
nimendanganzaipengtayigeshouzhitou，wojiumaibaolaoshuyao，quanjiayikuaiersi！”linxiuyingbaozhehaizi，
zhanzaijiamenkou，zaicidiaoxiayanlei。zheishitananren，jiuchongtazheijijuhua，tajiajitajiubuhouhui！
shiqingjiuzheimeguoqule，riziyouhuidaoyuanlaideyangzi。linxiuyingmeitilihundeshier，xiangyemeizaixiangle。
tamenyijiuhenshaoshuohua，yigemaitoulaozuo，yigechennishuben。
ouerdejiaoliuyezhishiweizhezuishijidewentidazhuaner：“meimile。”“juanzigaishangxuele。
”“gaijiaodianfeile。”meiyicilinxiuyingshuochuzheizhonghua，douxiangshizaitixingta，zheigejiaguodeshiruhejiannan。
zhaowenyuantongchangshichenmode，huozheshiyijuganbabade“zhidaole”。
youshifanleyehuifanwenyiju：“tiantianjiushiqianqianqian，ninengbunengxiangdianbiede？”meidaozheishihou，