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shenye，huaiyundewohuranfutongbuzhi。
xiangzhangfuqiuzhu，taquedingzhedushizhibojiandemeiyannvzhubo，yibukaiyan。
“nirenren，dengzheikuaiyuanshiqiewanwojiusongniquyiyuan。”
woyincicuoguozuijiazhiliaoshiji，tongshihaizi。
zhangfuquebuzhilianxi，haimawodailaixueguangzhizai，haitadushiquanshu。
suihou，wofaxianzhangfujinvzhubobangqinmifu。
“bieduoxiang，bangkazhishiweilefangbianxiadanfukuan。”
jieguokaliyuetouzhi，chadianpeidaoqingjiadangchan。
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sheizhifeijigangluodi，wobianzaodangdishirenzubangjia。
woxiangzhangfuqiujiu，quejiantalouzhetongjidenvzhubolengxiao：
“dangchunizuzhiwodushifacai，haiwohaibuqizhai，suoyizhinengbanishujiyuanshibuluo。”
bannianhou，liangxinfaxiandezhangfuganlaiweiwoshoulianshigu。
却发现我还活着。
“qingqingduibuqi，wocuole，genwohuijiahaobuhao，wohuiyongyushengqumibunide......”
“xiangrangwogennihuiqu，yebushibukeyi。”
wotingzheyundu，jiangbushiguilaideqiuzhangdaidaotamianqian。
“anbuluoguiju，nidexiandayingwoxiongxingcaixing！”
......
chuyuandangtian，luyanzhoudedianhuazenmeyedabutong。
wunai，wozhihaorenzhexiafusiliedetongchu，duzituozhechenzhongxinglihuijia。
jieguogangtaruketing，jiukandaoluyanzhouzaiherenshipindafeiji。
shouzhonghaiwozhexiaoxiaoyimeiyaokongqi。
“yanzhougege，wohaoxiangyao~”
“xiaohuo，gegemingtianjiuquzhaoni，baozhengrangniyuxianyu——”
nanrendelangyu，zaikandaowoshijiaranerzhi。
kejibianyouyishundeganga，luyanzhouyehenkuaidiaozhengguolai。
“woshinanren，youzhengchangdeshenglixuqiu。”
tayibianmantiaosilichuankuzi，yibianbunaifanhewojieshi。
“erqiejimeiquwaimianpiao，yemeilingbiedenvrenhuilai，qingqing，niyinggaizhizu。”
我垂眸不语。
shia，woqueshiyinggaizhizu。
bijingdangchuhuochangjiuwoxingmingdeshita。
zheiqinianlai，jizuwowuzhixiangshou，rangwochengweirenrenyanxianfushangtaitaideyeshita。
enrenshita，airenyishita。
suoyiwoyinggaipaoqiyiqiezunyan，renyoutamopinglengjiao，jieshoutachuguideshishi。
kezheiyangderizi，zhenshiwosuoqiwangdeme？
budengwoxinzhongfuchudaan，jiubeiluyanzhoudaduanlesixu。
“mingtianwochucha，bunengpeiniquyiyuanzuofucha，daoshihousijihuizainiguoqu。”
“shi......weilepeineigejiaofangxiaokedenvzhubome？”
我忍不住问出口。
luyanzhouliansebiandehennankan。
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“不然呢？”
陆砚州冷嗤出声。
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我彻底安静下来。
kanwobushuohua，luyanzhouquefanzaodaocujinlemei。
“kushenme，benlaijiushinidecuo，haiburangrenshuole？”
tashuozhetaiqiwoxiaba，culizhifuweiwomopingyanlei，yuqiliduolejifenwunai。
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“niqifuxiaoguniangganshenme！”
“我没碰——”
wodeshengyin，beiyangaizailuyanzhoushuailaideerguangli。