第3章
我不配做母亲？
wopaoxiayiqie，fangqizunguideshenfen，yiwusuoyoudelaidaozheili，ganyuanzuojiatingzhufucaochizheigejia。
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wodedongxibuduo，haizhuangbumanyigelvxingdai。
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danwomeixiangdao，dangtianwanshangchenyuzhoujuranzhudongzhaoshanglewo。
woyiweitashixiangtonglebaitianfashengdeshi，xiangduiwodaoqian。
ketaquezhijiebawocongchuangshangzhuaixialai，zhongzhongshuaizaidishang：“meixiangdaonixinchangjuranzhendezheimedaidu，daodijitamenchileshenme！rangtamentengdezheimelihai，quleyiyuandoujianchabuchulai！”
woxiangqibaitianbeitamendafandeguozhi，gubudeshenshangdetengtong。
congdishangpaqilaiwangwaizou：“chufanglihaiyouguozhi，nikuaidiannajitamenhe！”
chenyuzhouyibacheguowo，lianshangdaizhexionghendeguang：“nishaozaizheilijiaxingxing！shuobudingjiushihelenideguozhicaichuleshi！”
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wopinmingyaotouxiangyaojieshi，ketaquezaicibawotuidaozaidi：“wozaogaitingxiayuyudehuahenifenkai！shuobudinghaizimenyebuhuibingdezheimezhong！”
woshenshangtengdelihai，buganxiangxinzijitingdaoleshenme。
yinweiwoshenfenteshu，suoyiwomenmeibanfalingzhengjiehun。
tayaoshixiangzou，wolianbatakunzaishenbiandebanfadoumeiyou。
wowuzhuxinkou，tengdexiangshidaozizaige：“wodexintouxuenengjiutamendeming，niyinggaizhidao，dangchuwojiushiyonglezheigebanfajiudenia。”
“genghekuangzheimeduonianniyeyizhiheguozhi，congmeizaichuguoshi。”
chenyuzhoulianseturanbiandegengcha：“dangchuwozhongduwuyaokeyi，shuobudingyeshinizaisuanjiwo，jiushiweilerangwohenizaiyiqi！”
“nichengfushen，shiwoyizhimeikantou，yaobushixiayuyutixingwo，wohaiyaobeinipianyibeizi！”
wokuaiyaobeizheihuayadechuanbuguoqi：“nixinta，buxinwo？”
chenyuzhounumuyuanzheng：“woweishenmeyaoxinnizheigeguaiwu！”
“haiziwozijihuijiu！yuyushuoguole，tarenshinimenzuneidegaoren，mingtianjiuhuidaizhewomenyiqibaifang，baozhengnengrangwomenyaodaobingchu，zaiyebushounidecaokong！”
“congciyihou，nijiubiezaichuxianzaiwohehaizimianqianle，wozhenshishougounile！”