第1章
“不要！”
jiangnanjingjiaozhezhengkaiyanjing，mengdicongchuangshangzuoleqilai！
xiongxiongranshaozhedehuochangli，zhouxunyibajiangtashuailechulai，zijiquebeicongwudingdiaoxialaidemulianggezaihuochangli，gezhehuoyanduishidezuihouyiyan，takanjianlenanrennandewenroudexiaorong。
“zhouxun......”
tamengranwuzhulian，zhijianjushishuiyi。
“哭什么？”
lengbingbingdeshengyinzaierpanzharanxiangqi，moshengyoushuxi，jiangnanyigejiling，tamengditaitou，yingruyanliandelianquerangtayizheng。
zheishizhangnanrendelian，banmianemo，banmiantianshi，
banzhanglianshangbumanletuqiderouliuzi，pifufanzhebuzhengchangdefenhongse，yanjingdoubeijidemichengleyitiaofeng，shizhangwairenjianle，butuyeyaobeiheyitiaodelian。
kelingwaibanzhanglianshangganganjingjing，celiandexiantiaoliuchangfenming，wuguangengshiruyudiaozhuodeyiban，chulepifufanzhebujiankangdecangbaiwai，zheigaishizhangjunlangdenengrangshaonvhuaichundelian。
“zhou，zhouxun？”jiangnanbukezhixindiwendao。
yanqianzheizhanglian，fenmingshizhouxunde！keta，bushisizailehuochanglima？
sihushijuechadaoletademuguang，nanrenpiankaitou，jiangneihuilerongdebanbianzangjinleheianzhong，caikaikou，“shiwo。”
suijitaxiangdaolefangcaijinlaishitingdaodehua，zhoulezhoumei，“zuoemengle？”
噩梦？
jiangnankuxiaoleyisheng，ruoshizhendeemengdaoshihaole，taditou，xiangyaoshenshoucaganyanlei......dengdeng，budui！
xueyideshihou，tacengzaizijideshenshangzhazhenzuomoni，yigenzhenchacuolexuedao，daozhitadebianxing，biandecudaerbumanqingjin，keyanqianzheishuangshou，baibaijingjing，jingshixiaoguniangjiadeshou！
这，这是怎么回事？
taxiayishidizuozhileshenzi，sichudaliang。
muguangsuojishianhongsedejuzi，shangmianfangzheyitaishouyinji，shangmianhaitiezhedahongdexizi，zaipangbian，shihuanglimudezhuozi，fangzheyiduihuazheyuanyangxishuidelianpen。
erlitazuijindechuangbian，fangzheyijiatielehongshuangxideshuzhuangtai。
bolijingshang，jiangnankanjianlezijidelian。
jiaoqiaodeguazilian，sihushiguoyushou，yanjingxiandefenwaida，zhengzhangliandoushifendecangbai，weiyouzuichunshihongde。
zheifenmingshinianqingshihoudeta！
chenfengleduoniandejiyixiangshichaoshuiyiban，benfuguolai，fangfoyaojiangtadenaodaizhuangpoyiyang！
zheishi1975niandechuchun，diefanguzideshihoucongguduishangshuailexialai，dafushuoruguobuzuoshoushu，jiuzaiyezhanbuqilaile。
keguangshoushufeijiujiejinsanbai，tamenzheizhongtushengtuzhangderenjianalihuiyouzheimeduoqian？
zuihoushengchanduizhangshanglemen，gaosutaruguoyuanyijiajizijidezhier，pinlijiunengjisanbaikuai，tazijihaihuijitajianmianlijinyibaikuai。
tianjiadelijinrangniangdangchangjiudonglexinsi，ketashenzhitianxiameiyoumianfeidewucan，keyiqudatinghoucaizhidao，cunzhangdezhiershihuilerongdequezi，tatoutouqujian，zhenghaokanjianneibanzhanglian，xianxiedangchangtuchulai。
kehuijiacaizhi，duizhangyijingbizhejialidayinglezheimenhunshi，shenzhijiqiedaodierrijiuyaoguomen！
jiangnanqibuguo，jinlezhoujiamenjiudanaoyichang，jiangzhoujiarendemianzidiulegeganjing。
jiehunzhihou，tayoutingjiejietiaosuo，jiangzhoujiadecaiwuwangniangjiaban，raoshiruci，tahaijuedezhoujiakuiqiantapoduo，yigejingtiaoshi，zhoujiarenzhongyurenwukeren，bizhezhouxunhetalilehun。
kesheizhilihunhou，caishitazhenzhengdeemeng。
niangzaiqiangzouzhouxunjidebuchangfeizhihou，youjiangtamaijilewaicundelaoguanggun，tafeijinqianxingwankutaochulejiamen，queyinweishenwufenwen，xianxieesi。
haozaijiandaoleshoushangdeshifu，jiangyishenyishudoujiaojileta，tayeyincichengweileyidaishenyi，shouyaoqujiyichengledarenwudezhouxunzhibing。
jiangnanyeshineishihoucaizhidaozhouxunyizhidanshen，zaiweixuqu，xinlineijiuyukuiyibingcun，pinmingxiangjiangrenzhihao。
quemeixiang，congdianshishangzhidaoletaxingzongdejiejiezhaoshangmenyaoqian，baichezhongyinranleluzi，ranqiledahuo，zuihouguantou，shizhouxunpinsijiangtatuilechuqu，zijiquezangshenhuohai。
yixiangdaozhouxunchongjinlaijiangtatuichuqudehuamian，jiangnandexintoujiutongdibunenghuxi。
taqiantayitiaoming，jiranlaotianjiletazhonglaiyicidejihui，tayidingyaohaohaodibuchangzheigenanren。
zhouxunzuozailunyishang，bushengbuxiangdikanwanlexinqudexiaoxifuyanshenbianhua。
zaiduifangtaiyanyaoshuohuadeyishunjian，jiangshoulinazhedetiezhifanhedileguoqu，“chiba。”
butihaihao，zheiyiti，jiangnandunjueduzikongkong，edeyaoming。
taxialechuang，jieguolefanhe，dakaiyikan，shizhuderuannuodemiantiao，shangmianhaifuzhejipianrou。
zheibushiwuzifengraodehoushi，zheigeshidai，rouzheizhongshechiwu，dabufendejiating，yejiufengnianguojienengdeyiyichangweidao。
jiangnantaitou，shirunleyankuangkanzhezhouxun。
shangbeizi，nanrenyelaijitasonglefan，zhishineigeshihoutazaiqitoushang，kandoumeikan，jiujianghezidakai，yiwanquanpole。
zhouxunduishangtadeyanshen，zhouqilemeitou，shengyinzhongjifenlengchen，“zenme，haixiangpowolianshang？”
yuqizhongdaizhechaofengyuzhiwen，fangzaituishangdeyishuangshouquejinjinjiaowo，lidaozhongde，lianshouzhigendoujianlebai。
jiangnanzuichundongledong，zheishitabaitiandanaohunlixianchangshizuodeshi，suiranhouhui，quemeifahuidaoguoqugaibian。
“对不起。”
xixiaodehuayuchuanjinerli，zhouxunmeitouyidong，yanlishanguoleyisichayi，suijijiuhuazuolezichao。
tazhidaolezijidetuizhibuhao，lianyeyiyang，benbudasuandanwuhaonvhaiyibeizi，danjiujiushangmenshuoyouguniangyuanyijiajita，yijiarendoukaixin。
weilerangjiarenanxin，yeyinweihoulaidatingdaodeneixieshi，tajuedinghezheigeguniangjiehun。
tashenzhixianghao，duifangruoshibuzhenxinxiangjia，tabuhuipengta，dengneishiguoqu，tahuijitayibiqian，rangtaquzhaozijiderensheng。
kezhouxunmeixiangdao，jiangnanhuizaihunlixianchangtongmazhoujiaren，haixianlehunxi，haohaoyichanghunyan，shunjianhuazuonaoju。
zheiyichangnaojujiangzhoujiarenlianmiandiulegeganjing。
tamuqinshentibenjiubuhao，dangchangjiuqidexueyagaosheng，beisongjinleyiyuan，zheihuierbingqingdouhaimeiwendingxialai。
zhouxunbingbuxiangmianqiangrenheren，renjiabuyuanyi，fangtaziyouyemeishenme。
“chiwanhaohaoxiuxi，”takaikou，“mingtiantianliang，nijiuzouba，likaizheier。”