第3章
nvhaierbianbiedexiaobaitufajiayoudianyanshu，worenbuzhushangshouqingqingzhaixialaichakan，youxiejingya：“zheishiwoxiaoshihouqumaidongxi，buxiaoxinshuaileyijiao，ranhouxiaobaitujiuduanlebanjieshenzi。”
wenyan，xiaonvhaishuangyanyuanzheng，rulihuamaoban，yanshenzhongmanshinanyizhixin：“nizenmezhidao？”
wopengzhetadelian，renzhendiningshizhetaneichengchedeyanmou，burencuoguotashenshangderenhexijie，yujiangtacikedeyiqiejinshumingji。
真的是我的小时候。
wodexinlibaiganjiaojiqilai。
“wo......”wobuzizaidifupingqunjiaoshangdezhezhou，ditounierubantian。
haoyihuier，xialejielun：“woshiweilaideni。”
她愣住，神情懵懂。
wojieshidao：“suirannanyizhixin，danshishishangrunisuojian，youyubumingyuanyin，woshuileyijuejiulaidaolezheili。”
taxiangzhiliulangyijiudexiaomao，yanshenyixiazijingtiqilai。
womingbaidanpingyijucangbaidejieshihenwuli，genbenmeiyoukexineryan。jiuhaoxiangnideshenghuozhongmomingqimiaochuxianyigerenduinishuo，woshishisanduoniandeqinrenyiyangmeiyouqubie，shuofubulerenheren。
huanwowodoubuxin，haiyaobarendangpianzi。
lianshuofuwozijidoubuxing，yushiwohuixiangzhecongqiankanguochuanyueouxiangjudejingyan，daizhejifenshenzhongsikaoguoqudeziji，erhouzhenzhuoyuyandao：“jidema？niyouyaoyoudapianheisetaiji，xizaoxidouxibudiao。”
tadengdayanjing，xiayimiaolimaxiankaibanjieshangyiqukanleyanyao。
guobuqiran，yaochudetaijiheranzaimu。
woyeshunshikanleyiyan，zuijiaoshangyang，minghuanghuangdexiaoyilimanshishizaibide。
xiaoyanger，wohaibuzhidaowo。
tabufuqi：“wojialirendouzhidaowoyoutaiji，busuan！”
yanxiazhiyibianshi，jialirenzhidao，neimewairenduoduoshaoshaoyehuizhidaoyixie。zheigemimibingbuxiqi，bunengzhengmingwojiushitadeshenfen。
wozhinengzaixianglexiang，danguoqudeshiqingyijingbijiaomohule，wobutainenghuixiangqilai。
erqiewobingbuzhidaozheigeshihoushishenmeshihou，yidankaichangshuocuohuatapashihuibawodangzuopianzichuju。
weijinzhiji，wozhihaoyexiankaiqunzijitayeqiaoqiaokanyiyanwoyaoshanghetabiewuerzhidetaiji。
chuanzheanquankuni，tahaishixiaoshihoudewo，bugangabuganga。
我默默安慰着自己。
guoran，takanleyihouyixinxiaoledaban，youxiegaoxingdao：“woguoranshishijieshangzuitebiedenvhaizi。”
tahurancoujinkanwo，yanjinghushanhushande，xiangtiankonglidecuicandexingguang，shangxiadaliangwoweijuande**lang，yijishenshangzhigangaojidequnzi，culvedimolemo，ganshouqizhongruannuoshufudeshougan，xiqidao：“wa，wozhangdayihouganchuanqunzile？”
chengnianqiwobianhepangrenbaochizheanquanjuli，pingriyuzhiyouguanxizaihao，yehennanzuochugoujiandabeidezishi，daobushishuoyaneqinjin，zhishiganjueguaiguaide。
yushi，tayikaojinwodeanquanjuli，meiduojiu，wobianganjueyouxiebushufu，shenzihouyang，baochiyimijuli。
zhuyidaowokeyidebixian，tayetuikailedianjuli，shousuolehuilai，dongzuoyeguijubushao，zhiganzhanzaichuangbianguanchawo。
haoyihuitacaishuodao：“wozhangdayihoudeyangzigenwoxiangxiangzhongbutaiyiyang。”
我一听怔住了。
taqingyangqiaoqidefasiyedalaxialai，yuanlaicongxingfendaluodaopingdanyezhishiyishunjiandeshiqing。
xinlibianhuataidale，wodezhuyiliyixiazibeitasuoxiyin。
wohenxiangzhidao，sirenshenghuobeimamawusijiaodejiankong，wochanggandaoyayizhixi，tahuizenmekandaizhangdahoudeziji？zuogetaorenxihuandenvhaizihennan，nandaobunengyouyisiyihaodesongxie，neitahuibuhuiduixianzaidewogandaoshiwang？
dandanzuoyigeguaiqiaodenverjiuyijinghenleihenlei，fumujixingdeaiyichangchanglingwogandaozhixi。woshenzhibunengziyoudizhuiqiuxihuanderen、zizhuxuanzeweilaibanlv，tahuibuhuijuedeqishizhangdayidiandoumeiyouyisi？
xihuanderenjibianjinzaizhichi，queshenshoubukede。
wozhinengxianggenuoruodedanxiaoguibeidongdengdaineigerenzhudongkaojinshi，suishoujiezhutadailaidemianbaohelingshi。
nandaozheihaibugourangtaduiwochanshengshiwangyuwuqu？
xiangdaozheili，nandewokuijiuganbaopeng，“wojuedeniyinggaibutaixihuanwo。wozhangdayihouyemeiyouchengweiyigeniqiwangdedarenwu。”
对不起啊。
wozuibaoqianderen，shiwoziji。
wocongbuzaihunideganshou。
yiweididuishenbianrenfuchu，queshanghaileni。
nixiaoshihoudeyuanwang，woyigedoumeiyoushixian。
woyemeiyouchengweinimengxiangchengweideren。