第3章 万念俱灰,生不如死

“少琛哥……”

zheisangezishunjianjiaoxilelishaochenmanqiangdenuhuo。

muxuehongzheyankuang,kanqilaixiangyizhishoudaojinghedetuzi,zhanzaizhenliaoshimenkou。

takuaibuzoudaomuxuegenqian,batabaodaolehuaili:“nishentibuhao,zenmexiachuangle?”

muxueguaiqiaodekaozailishaochendehuaili,yanjingqueyizhizaikanzhecongdishangpaqilaideshenruobai。

“shaochenge,ruobaijiehenkelianle,nibuyaozaiqifutale。”taqingroudeshengyinhaoxiangyilvweifeng。

lishaochentingdaomuxueweishenruobaiqiuqing,suiranliansebianle,danhaishidayingleta。

“zhiyaotapeihe,wojiubuhuidongta。”

“shaochengezhenhao。”muxuekanzhelishaochen,yanzhongmanshichongbaihaiyouzangzaiyandideaiyi。

lishaochenchongniyixiao:“shayatou,wobuduinihaoduisheihao?”

muxuejiaoxiudekaozaitadehuaili,yifuxiaonverdezitai。

danshizaikanxiangshenruobaideshihou,xinlihaishichongmanlehenyi,hentaqiangzouleyuanbenshuyuzijidelishaochen。

buguoxianzaideshenruobaiyijingbuzuweiju,zaiguobujiu,dengtachedixiaoshizailezheigeshishang,neishaochengejiushishuyuzijiyigerende。

xiangdaozheilimuxuekanxiangshenruobaideyanshenzhongjiushanguoyisihenli,tahenbudexianzaijiushalezheigenvren。

shenruobaikanzhetayanzhongdeqingxu,turanmingbailelishaochenkouzhongshuodeneifenrengongliuchantongyishushizenmehuishile。

tahenqingchumuxueduilishaochendeganqing,muxueyizhidouaizheta,danshijiajitadequeshiziji。

suoyicaixiangdaolezheigefangfa,jiecilaitiaobotagenlishaochenzhijiandeganqing。

“zheiyiqiedoushinizuodeduibudui?neifenliuchantongyishuyeshiniweizaodeshibushi?”shenruobaitaitouduishanglemuxuedeshixian,tayanzhongdehanyisihaobuyayulishaochen。

shenruobaibenjiushishenshijituandedaxiaojie,jiashangtayuanbenxinggegaoao,qichangshizu,zhibuguoweilelishaochentamopinglezijidelengjiao。

yishijianqichangdakai,rangmuxuedoubeitadeyuqihedaole。

muxueshenshoujinjindezhuazhelishaochendegebo,suozaitadehuailixunqiubihu。

“duibuqi,duibuqiruobaijiejie,nishuoshiwozuodejiushiwozuode,zhiyaonibushengqi……”tadizhetougengyanzheduishenruobaidaoqian。

lishaochenxintengdekanzhehuailidemuxue,wenroudecaquletalianshangdeleishui。

zaicizhuantoukanxiangshenruobaideshihou,lianshangnahaiyougangcaimianduimuxuedeneizhongwenrou。

“shenruobai,jixueerdaoqian。”tadeshengyinzhishengxialewujindebingleng。

shenruobaiyangzhetou,tayijingbuquguanzijixianzaiyouduolangbei:“wobuhuijiyigedisanzhedaoqian……”

啪!

zheiyibazhangshandeshenruobaidebanzhanglianshunjianhongzhongqilai。

tawuzhezijibeidadeshiquzhijuedecelian,queshixiaozhekanzhemianqiandenanren。

“zheijiushiwoaileshiniandelishaochen。”shenruobaidezuijiaojingshikuse。

lishaochenmouguangweishan,danlianshangdebiaoqingyijiumeiyoutaidadebianhua。

“shenruobai,biecongnikouzhongshuoaiwo,wojuedeexin。”tashuozhejiulouzhemuxuelikai。

zhenggezhenliaoshiqingkejianjiuzhishengxialeshenruobaiyigeren。

turuqilaideqingxurangtasisidezhuazhezijidetoufa,naohailiyongchuwushucaozadeshengyin。

neixieshengyinbuduandejiaoxiaozhe,rangtadakaichuanghu,congneilitiaoxiaqu。

zhiyaotasile,suoyoushiqingjiuziranerrandejieshule。

shenruobaihaoxiangbeizheixieshengyinkongzhizhe,jingranzhendezhanqishenlai,yilianmunedechaozhechuanghupangzouleguoqu。

haoxiangyuekaojinneili,talijietuojiuyuejin。