第3章 亲密关系

“bukeqi,yinggaiwoxiexieni,haobugongweideshuo,zuowanshiwoyoushiyilaizuinanwangdeyici。juwodelejie,nimeiyounanpengyou,yebushitongxinglian,suoyikeyihewozaiyiqihuozhebaochizheiyangdeqinmiguanxima?”

tingdaozhei,huafanyuexiayishibaojinleziji,xiangdaozuowanjiumaogusongran。taganjuecikemianqianbaizheliangtiaolu:yaomexianzailikebeitanongsi,yaomemanmanbeitawansi。weilehuoming,taxiangyaoshizijidetieryouzhenchengdejujueshuobudingkeyibaozijiyiming。

“henxiexienidehaoyi,kewozuijinbingbuxiangtanlianai,erqiewoheninzuowanzhishi**,woshenzhidoubuzhidaoninshishei。neigewoyihuihaiyoushi,suoyininyaoshimeishidehua,jiu・・・・・・”shuozhetajiuzhunbeiqishensongkele。

“nilijiecuowodeyisile,wodeyisiyebingbushihenitanlianai,ershibaochizuowandeguanxi,dongma?haiyouwojiaowuchenguang。”shuowannanrengengjiasuiyile,shuangshousuiyidedalazaishafashang,yanjingqingtiaodekanzhehuafanyue。

“huoxushininlijiecuowoyisile,wodeyisishizuowanjiudaocijieshu,ninbanglewowohenganxie,danbuyiweizhewojiushisuibiandeneizhongnvren,huoxuninxiangcuole,xianzaiwodaoguoxiele,qingnichuqu。”qiangyazhenuhuo,youqishineizhongsuiyideyangzi,fangfotashuowanzijidemingzi,zijijiuyaoxianggouyiyangcoudaotadegenqianduitadiantouhayao,xinliduitadefangandunshijuzeng。

“huoxuwogennizhongxinhuiyiyixiazuowannihuigaibiannidexiangfa”nanrenzuijiaodaizheyisiyiweibumingdexiaoshuodao。

“goule,shenmeshihounicainengmingbai,zuowan**,erqieduinilaishuokenenghenyukuai,danshiwoyidiandoumeiyougandaohenkuaile。mingbailema?woyemeiyouneizhongbeinvedepihao,woxianzaishuomingbailema?”huafanyueyikouqishuowanlezheixie,tagubushanghuibuhuichedijinuzheigekanqilaibuhaoredenanren,shuowantaxiangdabulejiubazheigedachuqu,zhihouxiangjiazushenqingdiaodaogongsizongbuqu。

“wojiniliangtiankaolvyixia,daoshihoushiniziyuanhaishiwoqiangpo,nizijikanzheban。buyaoxiangzhepao,haoburongyizhaodaohewozaichuangshangzheimeshihederen,wowulunruheyebukenengrangtataozou,jiushisile,woyebuhuifangguoni,donglema?”shuowan,nanrenwanweidezoudaohuafanyuedegenqian,huafanyuexiayishidebaichufangyudejiashi,kanzhetafangyudejiashi,nanrenxiangshikanzheliewuyiyangmanyidexiaolexiao,jingzhizoulechuqu。

nanrenqianjiaochuqu,houjiaohuafanyuejiuguizuozailedishang,zijizuowanzenmejiuguimixinqiaole,zuochuneizhongshiqing。xianzaizheigenanrenzhunbeixianggoupigaoyaonianzheziji。tongshitadexinliduineigerendehengengshenleyibu,yaobushitajizijixiayao,zijiyebuhuiluodaoxianzaizheigexiachang。xiangdaozhei,talianmangjizhulidaledianhua,zijidebaofujihuabixuyaojinkuaishishile,tayaoganzailiangtianneichuliwanzheixiehuidaozongbuqu,daolemguo,zijidejiazuzaineilidediweihechanye,meiyourenganqingyiweixieta,zhiyoudaoneilitacaihuianquan。botongzhulidedianhua,tagaosuzhulizijiweilailiangtianhuibuqugongsi,tongshiqingfuzongdailizijichuliquanbushiwu,tongshijiaozhulifayifenwanzhengdewuchenguangdeziliaojiziji,yuexiangxiyuehao。