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jiuhoushizhendiudiaojinchangmingehou，jianghuaizhongshuohuiduiwofuze，erhuabushuogenwolinglezheng。
kehunhousannian，taquechichibukenbanhunli，haiyangqiuwo。
“huanhuan，meibanhunliqian，nizaiwaimiandouxianjiaowogegehaobuhao？”
ranhouzhuantouduichanghuaqianjinbaibanyinqin。
houlai，taweilechanghuaqianjinbizhewodadiaohaoburongyihuaishangdehaizi。
我不肯。
taquezaiwonanchanxuyaoshunzhuanpoushi，chichibukenzaishoushudanshangqianzi。
wozaishoushutaishanghuoshengshengtengsi，yishiliangming。
ketabuzhidao，woduzilishitacishengweiyidehaizi。
zaizhengyan，wohuidaolefaxianzijihuaiyunneitian。
zheici，wozhijieyuyueleliuchanshoushu。
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“nizheiyizhengtiansinaqule，jidianlenihaibuhuilaizuowanfan，nixiangesiwozheigelaopozima？”
“yaoniyoushenmeyong，liangemujidouburu，mujihainengxiagedanni，nini，jiaguolaisannianduziyidiandongjingmeiyou，haichengtianzaijiabaichibaihe......nifashenmeleng，haibukuaiqujiwozuofan！”
wocongyiyuanyiluhuanghuhuidaojia。
gangzuozaishafashangerbianturanxiangqitieshaoqiaobuxiugangwandeciershengyin。
womengdehuishen，faxianzijizhongshengle，shoulihaizuanzhehuaiyundedanzi。
wohongleyanjingkanzheyanqianbutingqiaowandepopojiangying。
tahejianghuaizhongbenlaidouzhuzaixiangxia。
sannianqianjianghuaizhongqulewozhihoufendaolechanglidefangzi，tacaigenzhebanjinchengli。
shangyishizheigeshihou，womangbudiedegentadaoqianzuofan。
taquemawobuxiaoshun，haimawobamameijiaohaowo。
xiangzhewozuanjinleshoulidedanzi，danshengdao：“xiangchi，zijizuo。”
tasihumeixiangdaowoganfanbota，dengdaleyannudao。
“nigexiaotizi，xinbuxinworanghuaizhongxiuleni，duzibuzhengqidehuo......”
tazuoshiyaodawoshi，quebeixiabanhuilaidejianghuaizhonghezhile。
womeiqukanjianghuaizhong，ershibahuaiyunbchaodanfangzaizhuozishang，kanzhejiangying。
“我怀孕了。”
koukoushengshengniantaosunzidejiangyingzaitingdaozheigexiaoxishi，lianseturanchenxiaqule。
woxinliyizhenfanleng，yuanlaitashenmedouzhidao!
jianghuaizhongbuzhiheshilaidaowoshenbian，kanwanneidanzihouchenshengdao。
“孩子，打掉吧！”
“da，bixuda，yigekaopachuangbaichibaihedehuo，nengshengchushenmehaodongxi！”
jiangyingxianqidesaolewoyiyan，fangfoshikanjianshenmeangzangzhijidedongxi。
ruguobushiyinweihaibudaoshihou，takongpahenbudexianzaijiubawoyedachuqu。
“ma，nibieshuole。”jianghuaizhongdandanshuolejiangyingyiju，jinjinjiangwolouzaihuaili。
“huanhuan，bushiwobuxiangyao，zhishiwoxianzaigongzuobuwending，woyigerenzhengqianyaoyangzheiyijia，shizaimeibanfajinihehaizidailaihaodeshenghuo，genghekuangzanmenhaimeibanhunli，daoshihourenjiayiweiniweihunxianyun，duinimingshengbuhao。”
“huanhuannifangxin，woyihouyidinghuihaohaomibunide。”
wozhuantouzhishijianghuaizhongdeyanjing，nongmeigaobi，yinglangrudaokedelianjiacikeshengmanrouqing。
ruguobushizhidaotacikeyijinggenchangzhangdenverxuweigoudashangle，wokongpazhendehuixiangxinta。
tabushibuxiangyaohaizi，zhishibuxiangyaowodehaizi。
woxiangqishangyishizaiwokuaishengdeshihou。
tajianghuaiyunbageyuedexuweilinghuijia，haishuoyaogenwolihun。
woqidaonanchan，zaibingliangdeshoushutaishanghuohuotengsi，yemeidengdaotazaijiuwodeshoushushangqianzi。
woyazhexindidehenyi，diyicirentongtadehua：“keyi，danyaodengjitian。”
“shenme？dengjitian，dengjitianshijitian，wokannijiushibuxiangda。”