第1章
1986年，冬。
shuinichangdamenbeifengdeqiangjiao，yigexiaoxiaoshenyingzhengsuozaineili。
xiaonvwabuguoliuqisui，shenshangzhichuanleyijianpopolanlandebomianyi，miankuduandedouluchulejiaohuai，dongdetonghongtonghong。
xushilengdehenle，nvwawaliangtiaoxiaoduantuibutingdaoteng，kouzhongwanghongluobuyibandexiaoshoushanghezhereqi，neishuanglingdongdedayanjingqueyizhabuzhadidingzheshuinichangmenkou。
xiayimiao，neishuangdayanjingzhonghudebengchuguangmang，meiyouyisiyouyu，maizhexiaoduantuijiupaolechuqu。
“爸爸！”
nvtongqingcheruannuodeshengyin，rangdachangmenkoudeyixingrendoutingxialejiaobu。
zhaoxiaoxiaoyazhuxinlideyane，paodaoyigechuanzhehuisegongzuofudenanrenshenbian，jinjinbaozhuletadedatui。
“baba，wozhongyuzhaodaonile！qiuninjiexiaoxiaohuijiaba，xiaoxiaohenguaide，dengmamashenglexiaodidi，wohuijididixiyifu，huanniaobu，ninbuyaozaibawosongrenle，xiaoxiaohaoxiangmama......”
zheibeizi，tayidingyaozaozaojiangmamacongzhadieshouzhongjiuchulai，nuligaibianrensheng！
zhaoxiaoxiaozhinendelianshangshanguoyimoyunianlingbufudejianyi，siqiandetongkuhuiyi，youfuxianzainaohai......
tabeiyinzhijunmeidenanrenyazheshenxia，shoushangjiaoshangquanshitezhideliaokao，buguanzenyangzhengzha，doutaotuobulenanrendejingu，
neiruemodediyu，youruqingrendeninan，buduanxiangzaierbian。
“xiaoxiao......xiaoxiao......niyongyuandoushiwode，zheibeizi......xiabeizi，doubunenglikaiwo！”
xusinian，tashangbeizidemengyan......
tawushucihouhuiyounianshijiulenianshaodeta，quebeitaxiangjinsiqueyiyangqiujinzailongzhong。
dangbiaojieqinfenglingyinweijiduerfanghuoshaolebieshushi，tazhijuedeshijietuo。
erzheiyiqiebeijudeqiyuan，zhengshiyinweizhaopengfeizheigezhadie！
meixiangdaozaizhengyan，tajingranzhonghuidaoleqisuizheinian。
cishidetahaizaiyangfumushenbian，meirishouzhewujindenvedaizhemo。
tachenzheyangfuzuijiu，yangmuchuquganhuo，dapoleyangfudetou，toulejikuaiqian，congneigediyuyiyangdejialitaolechulai。
anzheshangbeizidejiyi，tayiluzouzoutingting，xunwenhaoxindejiefang，zongsuanzhaodaolezhadiedangniangongzuoguodeshuinichang。
xiaonvhaikelianxixidemoyang，shunjianrangzaichangdeshushuayimenjiuxinbuyi，wanrukandaolewujiakeguideliulanggou，xintengdaolejidian。
zhaopengfeidelianshangquemeiyouyisixinteng，zhiyoujinghuang，tabuzhidaozheigepeiqianhuoshizenmezhaodaozheilide，xinlizhiyouyigeniantou，limaganzouta，juebunengrangtayingxianglezijideqiantu！
tatoutouqiaoleyanqianmiandechangzhang，yaxiaxintounaonu，mianqiangjichuyimoxiao，“xiaopengyou，nirencuorenle，wobushinibaba，yaobuyaoshushusongniquzhaojingchashushu。”
zhaoxiaoxiaoxinlilengxiao，jiuzhidaozheizhananbuhuichengren，mianshangqueyijiushitianzhenmoyang，chouyezhe，“nijiushiwobaba，wokanguonidezhaopian，wozhidaonijiaozhaopengfei，mamajiaoqinmengxue......”
shangbeizizhidaotashisuimamacaizhaodaota，weilenengchedibaituozhaopengfei，tamenmunvzhengridongduoxizang，yeshineiduanshijian，tacongmamakouzhongzhixiaolezhaopengfeiqianxienianduimamazuodeneixiechushengxingjing。
tagangshuochu“qinmengxue”zheisangezi，buyuanchuxinlaidechangzhangchuxiaoliansejiushiyibian。
tameitoujinzhou，dabuzoudaolezhaoxiaoxiaomianqian，wanyaoroushengxunwen，“xiaopengyou，niganggangshuonimamajiaoqinmengxue？”
zhaoxiaoxiaokanzhemianqianzheigeyichangyingjundenanren，yanmouweishan，taganggangjiushiguyishuochumamamingzide，yinweitazhidaozheiweixinlaidechangzhanggenmamashijiuxiangshi，ruobushishangbeiziyinchayangcuo，tagenmamacaishiyidui。
taqieshengshenghuidao：“womamajiujiaoqinmengxue，yuanlaishizidixiaoxuedelaoshi，shenglewozhihoubabajiuburangtachulaigongzuole，womenjiazhuzaimaozihutong68hao，jialidecunzhezangzai......”
“bieshuole！”zhaopengfeilishengdaduantadehua，liansenankan，toushangdehandouchulaile。
zheisiyatouzenmehuizhidaozheixie，mingminggangchushengzijijiurangrenbatamaile，tadaodishizenmezhaodaozheilide？zaozhidaoyourujindemafan，dangchujiugaizhijiebata**penlinisi！
yipangshuinichangdegongrenmencishikanzhaopengfeideyanshenyijingbuduile，daduodoudailebiyiheqianze。
jigenianjishaodadelaoniangmengengshicouzaiyiqiqieqiesiyu，
“zhaopengfeibushishuotaairenshengdeshiyigesitaima？shengxialaijiulijijimaile。”
“he，chedexiahuabei，kendingshizhongnanqingnv，xiangshengertaiyoubuxiangdiulegongzuo，jiubanverrengxiangxiaqulou，zhenshisangliangxin！”
chuxiaodelianseyishitieqing，lenglengdenglezhaopengfeiyiyan，caiyoukanxiangyilianguaiqiaodezhaoxiaoxiao。
xiaoyatoushoudezhishengxiapibaogutou，shenshangpolandemianyigenbendangbuzhuhanfeng，xiaoliandongdetonghong，xiaoshoushangyemanshidongchuang。
tayanzhongmanshixinteng，tuoxiashenshangdemianfujiuguozailexiaoyatoushenshang。
xiaoxinyiyijiangtabaoqilai，ganshouzhexiaojiahuoqingpiaopiaodetizhong，tamianshangyouduolejifenlianxi，“zou！shushudainihuijiazhaomama！”
“xiexieshushu~”zhaoxiaoxiaonaishengnaiqididaoxie，xishoudexiaogebolouzhuchuxiaodebozi，lianshangzhanfangchukaixindeweixiao。
“chu......chuchangzhang，buyongmafan......ninle，wozijihuidaihaizihuijia......”
zhaopengfeicishigenghuangle，shuohuadouyouxiejieba，dadongtiandeyishichuleyishenhan，tajuebunengranglingdaoqutajia，yaoshirangtakanjiantajialideqingkuang......
zhaopengfeijianzhibuganwangxiaxiang。
chuxiaozhishilenglengpieletayiyan，genbenjiumeidalita，jingzhiwangzhigongdayuanzouqu。
changzhangdouyaoquzhaopengfeijia，qitagongrenmendangranyedougenguoqukanrenao，zheihaohaodangdangyiqunren，dunshijiubadayuanlidelaorenfurenhaizidouxiyinlechulai。
zhaopengfeiheizheliangenzairenqunzuihou，henbudehuijiadeluyizhizoubuwan。
kexizheizhishitadeshewang，chuxiaoyijingbaozhezhaoxiaoxiaozhanzailetajiamenkou。
“zhaopengfei，guolaikaimen！”songchangzhanglenglengkanxiangrenqunzuihoudezhaopengfei，yuqizhonghaosicuilebing。
zhaopengfeizhengxiangshuozijimeidaiyaochi，weiguandeyigezhongnianfunvhurandashengdao：“tajiayaochizangzaihuapendixiani！”
zhaopengfeilianseyijiang，xinzhonganmaleyijuchouniangmenduoguanxianshi，neibianchuxiaoyijingzhaochuleyaochi，malierdidakaileyuanzidamen。