最后的诗歌电台第18章

“xishe”debaoxiangli,nuanhuangdezhidengtouxiamenglongdeguangyun,kongqizhongfudongzheqingjiudeweixunhekaowuyouzhidejiaoxiang。yuanmuzhangzhuopangweizuozhejigoudehexinchengyuan,beizhanjiaocuo,xiaoyuxuanhua。zhouyangxianranshixialexueben,shengyupian、tankaoheniu、jingzhideshousichuanbaimanlezhuomian,linlangmanmu,jijinrenaozhinengshi。

zheishiweichenmojuxingdejianxingyan。mingwei“songbie”,qifenquebeikeyiyingzaoderutongputongdebumenjucan,shenzhidaizheyisixujiadexiqing。tongshimenlunfanjubei,huiyizhegongshidediandiqushi,shuozhe“qianchengsijin”、“changhuilaikankan”zhileidechangmianhua。zhouyangsangmenzuida,paizhechenmodejianbang,shuozhe“xinjiaponeibanglaowaijiandaobaole”zhileidehaoyanzhuangyu,shituyongxuanxiaoyangailibiededise。

chenmozuozaizhuweipiance,rutongfengbaozhongxinyipianqiyidepingjingdidai。talianshangweichizheguanchangde、lvexianshulidepingjing,zuijiaoshenzhiguazheyisijidande、jinhuchengshihuadehudu,huiyingzhetongshimendejingjiuhewanxiao。tahuabuduo,zhizaibeidiandaoshijianduandiyinghejiju,shengyindichenpingwen,tingbuchurenhebolan。ouerduanqixiaoqiaodetaociqingjiubei,qianchuoyikou,dongzuokezhieryouya。taxiangyizuojingxinxiaozhunguodejingmiyiqi,wanmeidibanyanzheneigejijiangyuanxing、jieshouzhufudetongshijiaose。

raner,zheifenkeyiweichidepingjing,zaisuqingdaizhexiaoyutuimenerrudeshunjian,beifuyulegengchenzhong、gengwanzhengdehanyi。

suqingchuanzheyijianzhidirouruandemibaisezhenzhishan,zhangfasongsongwanqi,luchuxianxidebojing。taqianzhechuanzhefensexiaoqunzi、yanjingliangjingjingdexiaoyu,lianshangdaizhewenwandetideweixiao,xiangzhongrendiantouzhiyi,yitaicongrong,meiyousihaojucu。tadedaolai,rutongjizheichangxuanxiaodesongbieyan,gaishangleyimeiqingxiwuwude“jiating”yinzhang。

“mama,babayaoquhenyuandedifanggongzuolema?”xiaoyuzhinendeshengyindaizhehaoqiheyisibuyichajuedeyilian,dapolexijianpiankedeanjing。tazhengtuomamadeshou,xiangzhixiaohudiebanpudaochenmoshenbian。

chenmolianshangdepingjingshunjianbeiyizhongzhenshide、shuyufuqinderouhequdai。tafangxiajiubei,jiqizirandishenshoujiangxiaoyulandaoshence,dongzuoshurenerchongmanbaohuyu。“ng,quyiduanshijian。”tadeshengyinbigangcairouhelebuzhiyigedu,daizheyizhongzhiyouzaimianduinvershicaiyoudewendu。

“neinihuijiwodaihenduohenduoliwuma?”xiaoyuyangzhexiaolian,manshiqidai。

“hui。”chenmochunjiaoweiwan,neishiyigezhenshide、daizhechongnidehudu。tanaqikuaizi,xixindicongkaowupanlitiaochuyikuaimeiyoucidemanyu,zixidichuilechui,ranhouweidaoxiaoyuzuili。“mandianchi,xiaoxintang。”

suqinganjingdizaichenmolingyiceluozuo,lianshangdaizhetiandandexiaoyi,kanzhefunvliangdehudong。tameiyouguoduoyanyu,zhishishishididishangcanjin,qingshengtixingxiaoyuzuohao,huozhezaichenmojiubeikongleshi,jiqizirandinaqiqingjiupingweitazhenshangyixiaobei。tadedongzuoxingyunliushui,wenroutitie,yuchenmozhijianyouyizhongwuxuyanyude、jingguosuiyuechendiandemoqi。tamenkanqilai,jiushiyiduizaihexiebuguode、jijianggongtongbenfuxinshenghuodeenaifuqi。

zheifuwenxinde“quanjiafu”,rutongyibacuilebingdedundao,zaikabuqinuodexinshangfanfuqiege。tazuozaizhangzhuodelingyiduan,qiangyanhuanxiao,nulirongruzhouweidetanxiaofengsheng。tongshimenshanyidediaokan、baguadexianliao,xianggezheyicenghouhoudemaobolichuanrutaerzhong,mohubuqing。tajixiedijiaqimianqiandiezilijingzhideshousi,fangrukouzhong,weitongjiaola。neixianmeideyurouheweisuandecufan,cikechangqilaizhiyoubinglengdemamuhekuse。

meiyicimuguangwuyijiansaoguoneihexiedeyijiasankou——chenmoditouweixiaoyucazuishizhuanzhudecelian,suqingweitatianjiushiwenwandemeiyan,xiaoyuyiweizaifumuzhongjianmanzudexiaoye——douxiangbeizhenhenhenzhaleyixia。neihuamianyueshiwenxinwanmei,jiuyueshichendetaxianggechetoucheweidejuwairen,xianggewuchuangrubierenxingfujuchangde、kebeiyouduoyudeguanzhong。judadesuanchuheyizhongshenrugusuidegudugan,rutongbinglengdechaoshui,shunjianjiangtayanmei。

jiuzaizheishi,taganjuedaoyidaomuguangluozailezijishenshang。

不是陈墨。是苏晴。

suqingganggangweichenmotianwanjiu,muguangbujingyidilveguoxuannaodeximian,jiqizirandiluozailekabuqinuodelianshang。neimuguangyijiushipingjingde,rutongshenqiuwubodehushui,qingchejiandi,meiyourenheshenshideyiwei,gengmeiyouyisidiyi。danjiuzaineipingjingzhixia,kabuqinuoqueqingxidibuzhuodaoleyisi……beimin?yizhongdongxiletasuoyoulangbei、suoyouxinsui、suoyouqiangchengdepingjinghou,liuluchude、jinhushenxingdebeiminhelijie。

neimuguangzhitingliulejiqiduanzandeyishun,suqingbianxiangshenmeyemeifashengyiyang,weixiaozhezhuanxiangpangbianyiweizhengzaishuohuadetongshi,detidiyingheleyiju。

raner,jiushizheiduanzandaojihukeyihulvedeyipie,querangkabuqinuoruzuozhenzhan!fangfobeizuiliangdetanzhaodengshunjianzhaochuanlelinghunshenchuzuiyinmidejiaoluo,suoyoudeweizhuangzaineidaomuguangxiadouwusuodunxing。tamengdidixiatou,huangluandinaqishoubiandeqingjiubei,zhijianbingliang,jihuwobuwenneixiaoxiaodebeibi。xinladeyetihuaguohoulong,qiangdetayankuangfahong,zhinengjiezhekesouyanshineijihuyaoduokuangerchudeleishui。

xijian,bingfeimeiyouhechenmomuguangjiaohuideshike。

yicishizhouyangtiyidajiagongtongjubei,weichenmojianxing。suoyourendouzhanleqilai,jiubeipengzhuang,fachuqingcuidexiangsheng。zaiqishendehunluanhebeizhanjiaocuodejianxi,kabuqinuodemuguangxiayishidi、rutongbeicishixiyinban,chuanyuezandongderentou,touxiangchenmodefangxiang。

jiuzaineiyishunjian,chenmodemuguangyeqiahaotaiqi。

gezhegongchoujiaocuoderenao,gezhexiaoyuxuanhuadeshenglang,liangrendeshixianzaikongqizhongduanzandi、wushengdipengzhuangle。

tadeyanshenbuzaishiyipianhuangwudesiji。neishentanbandemouzili,qingxidiyingzhetaqiangchengdelangbeiheyandiwufayanshideposui。neilimianfanyongzhejiqifuzadeqingxu——chenzhongdegaobie、shenzangdewunai、yisinanyiyanyudetongchu,yiji……yizhongjinhujuebiede、chenzhongdezhenzhong。neiyanshenfangfozaishuo:wozhidao。wodong。baozhong。

meiyouyanyu,queshengguoqianyanwanyu。

shijianfangfozaineiyikeningzhileyimiao。xuanxiaodebeijingyinshunjiantunqu,shijiezhishengxiabiciyanzhongneipianchenzhongerwushengdehai。

ranhou,chenmojiqiqingweidi、jihunanyichajuediduitadianleyixiatou。dongzuojixiao,quedaizheyizhongchenailuodingbandechenzhonggan。

kabuqinuodexinzangxiangshibeineizhiwuxingdeshouhenhenzuanjin!tajihushicanghuangdi、langbeidichuixiayanlian,bikaileneijihuyaojiangtalinghundouxizoudemuguang,yebikailetawushengdegaobie。tayangtoujiangbeizhongshengyudejiuyeyiyinerjin,zhuoshaoganconghoulongyizhimanyandaoxindi。

zheixuanxiaorenaodeyanxi,duitaeryan,wuyiyuyichangmanzhangde、gongkaidelingchi。meiyifenmeiyimiao,douzaixiaohaozhetazuihouyidianqiangchengdeliqi。

jiuguosanxun,qifenyufarelie。xiaoyuchibaole,kaishiyouxiezuobuzhu,zaimamashenbianniulainiuqu。suqingwenroudianfuzheta,ranhouduichenmodishengshuolejushenme。chenmodiandiantou。

suqingqishen,qianzheyouxiekunjuandexiaoyu,duizhongrenluchuqianyideweixiao:“xiaoyuyoudiankunle,woxiandaitahuiquxiuxi。nimenmanmanchi,jinxing。”tadehuayuwenwandeti,muguangzaicisaoguoquanchang,zaikabuqinuoshenshangjiduanzanditingliuleyishun,yijiushineipingjingwubodeyanshen。

“嫂子慢走!”

“晴姐再见!”

tongshimenfenfenreqingdidaobie。

suqingweixiaozhediantouhuiying,qianzherouzheyanjingdexiaoyu,zhuanshenchaobaoxiangmenkouzouqu。tadebeiyingxianxiertingba,daizheyizhongchenjingdeliliang。

kabuqinuojihushixiayishidi、zaitazhuanshendeshunjian,yezhanleqilai。yexushijiujingdezuoyong,yexushixindineiguwufayanshuodechongdong,taduanzhekongledejiubei,zhuangzuoyaoqutianjiudeyangzi,jiaobuyouxiexufudi,yexiangmenkoudefangxiangyidonglejibu。

jiuzaisuqinglakaihouzhongdebaoxiangmen,jijiangdaizhexiaoyumaichuqudeneiyike,kabuqinuoqiahaozoudaolemenbian。

liangrenzaimenkouxiazhaidekongjianli,bukebimiandicajianerguo。

julihenjin。jindaokabuqinuonengwendaosuqingshenshangdandande、rutongyuhouqingcaobandexinxiang。

jiuzaizheicajianerguodeshunjian!

suqingdejiaobujiqiqingweididunleyixia。tameiyouzhuantou,muguangyijiukanzheqianfang,qianzhenverdeshouyewenwendangdang。dantadetou,quechaozhekabuqinuodefangxiang,jiqiqingweidi、jibukechadi……dianleyixia。

bushikanguolai,zhishidianleyixiatou!

bansuizhezheigeweixiaodedongzuo,yidaomuguangyesuizhierlai。neimuguangbuzaishizhiqiandepingjingyubeimin,ershi……yizhongchedide、rutongxiexiazhongdanbandeshiran!

neiyanshenfangfozaiwushengdishuo:

“结束了。”

“他交给你了。”

“yeqingni……fangguoniziji。”

neiyiyan,xiangyidaobinglengerwennuandedianliu,shunjianguanchuanlekabuqinuodequanshen!daizheyizhongzhongjideshenpanyushemian!meiyouyuanhen,meiyouzhize,zhiyouyizhongchenailuodinghoudepingjing,heyizhongjinhutuofude……chedidefangshou!

kabuqinuojiangzaiyuandi,rutongbeishiledingshenzhou,xueyefangfoshunjianninggu!shouzhongdekongjiubeijihuyaohualuo。tazhengzhengdikanzhesuqingqianzhenver,touyebuhuidixiaoshizaimenwaidezoulangdengguangli,liuxiayigewenwanerjuejuedebeiying。

baoxiangdemenhuanhuanheshang,zhongxingejuelewaimiandeshijie。limiandexuanxiaoshenglangzaiciyonglai,jiangtayanmei。

tazhanzaiyuandi,beiduizherenaodeyanxi,mianduizhebinglengdemumen。menfenglitouchudeguang,zaitalianshangtouxiayitiaominganfenjiedexian。lianshangqiangchengdexiaorongzhongyuchedikuata,zhishengxiawujindemangranheyizhongbeichedikanchuan、chedishemianhoude……judade、kongdangdangdepibei。

xuanxiaoyijiu,beipandingdang。tongshimenhaizaixiaozhe,naozhe,xiangchenmojingzhejiu。

erkabuqinuodeshijie,zaisuqingneishiranyanshenluoxiadeshunjian,zhishengxialeyipianzheneryulongde、binglengdesiji。taxiangyigebeiyiwangzairenaowutaibianyuandetixianmuou,lianshangdeyoucaiboluo,luchudixiacangbaikongdongdedise。

shenye,huidaorutongbingjiaobandegongyu。weibudeyintongzaoyibeijiujinghejudadeqingxuxiaohaosuomabi,zhishengxiayizhongshenchende、wuchubuzaidekongdonggan。tashenzhilandekaideng,zhijietandaozaishafashang,heianzhongzhiyoushoujipingmufachuyoulandeguang。

diantaiappdetubiao,xiangheiyelizuihouyikejijiangzhuiluodexingchen。

“……jinwandeshenhaidubai,laiziyiweishuming‘mopian’depengyou……”chuanzhangdeshengyindaizheyizhongfuweideshaya,quewufachuantoukabuqinuoxinshangdebingceng。

“……xuanxiaoshishengdadezangli,beizhanpengzhuangshisongbiedeaile。woduanzuoxijian,xiaorongshijingxinhuizhideyoucai,yanleishidaoguanhuixindiderongyan。dengguangshicimudezhuiguang,yingzhaozheyichangmingwei‘yuanman’dehuajiju。yanyuanjinzhijinze,guanzhongchenzuiqizhong。weiyouwo,shiwurujingtoudeyouling,shijiaopianshangtuwudehuahen,shixuanxiaoli……weiyidemopian。suoyoudetaicidouzaiwushengjianjiao,suoyoudedongzuodoushitixianmuoudezhengzha。dangneishirandeyipieluoxia,juzhongrensan。kongdangdangdewutai,zhiliuxiawo……heyidiwufashiqide……xinsuicanhai。”

《xuanxiaolidemopian》,tajiangyanxiderenaoyuneixindesiji,jiangsuqingneizhongjideshiranyanshendailaidejietuoyugengshendehuangwu,jinshuqingxieyuwuxingdedianbo。zheizuihoudewancan,zhongjiuzailinghunshenchu,dinggechengleyibuwushengde、cankudemopian。