guyangshuo，tameimeiguxuesile。neigebeiyuweibainianyiyudetiancaigangqinjia，zishale。dianhuali，
tashengyindoudexiangshaikang，qiuwobanyijianshi。zhengliguxuedeyiwu，danyouyigeguiyideguiju。juedui，
jueduibunengpengneijiaheisedesanjiaogangqin。yinweidanzouneijiagangqinderen，kenengbushitameimei。
ershiyigezaojiugaisiqude……guaiwu。01「linmo，jiujiuwo。」dianhuajietongdeneiyike，
guyangdeshengyinxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshouezhulehoulong，shaya、jingkong，daizheyizhongbinlinbengkuidejuewang。
「womeimei……xiaoxueta，tameile。」wonaozi「weng」diyisheng，shoulideshuibeimeinawen，shuaizaidishang，
sifenwulie。「nishuoshenme？guxuezenmele？」「zisha……jingchashuoshiyiyuzheng，tunleanmianyao。」
guyangdeshengyindaizhekuqiang，tingqilaixiangshiyingchengzhezuihouyikouqi，「linmo，
wozhidaonixianzaizuodeshiyiwuzhengli……ninengbuneng，bangwozuihouyici？」wodemingzijiaolinmo，28sui。
cengjingshiyimingxinliyisheng，xianzaishigeyiwuzhenglishi。zheigezhuanbian，yuanyusannianqiandeyichangyiwai。
neichangyiwaidaizoulewodeguang，wodequanshijie。congneiyihou，wocilezhi，zhuanmenhesizhedeguoqudajiaodao。
zheifengongzuo，nengrangwoganjuelitajinyidian。「guyang，jieai。danshi……nizhidaode，
woxianzaizhijieshurendedanzi，erqie……」「wozhidao！woshenmedouzhidao！」tacubaodidaduanwo，
「qianbushiwenti，duoshaodouxing！linmo，womenzheimeduoniandexiongdi，nibunengjiansibujiu！
wo……wozhendekuaifengle！」wochenmole。woheguyangshidaxueshiyou，tashigebiaozhundefuerdai，weirenzhangyi，
chushoukuochuo。daxueneijinian，wozheigeqiongxueshengmeishaoshoutajieji。zheifenrenqing，zhongdewowufajujue。genghekuang，
shizheshiguxue。neigezongshianjingdigenzaiguyangshenhou，jiaowo「linmoge」，
huihaixiudidijiwoyipingreniunaidenvhai。neigezaiyinlexueyuanlibeifengweishenhua，
zhijianxianengliutangchuxingchendahaidegangqintiancai。tazenmehuizisha？「hao，dizhifawo。」
wozhongjiuhaishisonglekou。renqingzhai，zuinanhai。「haiyouyijianshi！」guyangdeshengyinturanyadi，
xiangshipabeishenmedongxitingjian，「niqulezhihou，shenmedongxidoukeyipeng，doukeyizhengli。
weidu……weidutafangjianlineijiaheisedesitanweigangqin，niqianwanbiepeng！」「weishenme？」「biewenweishenme！
」tadeshengyindouranjianliqilai，「jizhuwodehua，linmo！niyaoshipengle，womendoudesi！」
dianhuabeitamengdiguaduan，zhiliuxiayizhenmangyin。wokanzhechuangwaiyinchendetian，xinlishengqiyigubuxiangdeyugan。
zheitanghuo，kongpameineimejiandan。02woquchelaidaoguxuezhudegaodanggongyu。
zheishiyichuchengshizhongxindedingcengfushi，shiyejijia，anbaosenyan。guyangqinzizailouxiajiewo，jitianbujian，
taxiangshilaoleshisui，yanwoshenxian，bumanxuesi，shenshangneijianangguidechenshanyezhoubabade。「xiongdi，xiele。」
tajilewoyigeyonglideyongbao，shentiquezaiqingweidifadou。wopailepaitadebei：「jinqushuoba。」
gongyuliyichangzhengjie，shenzhikeyishuoshiyichenburan，kongqizhongmimanzheyiguxiaodushuihexiangxunhunhedeguiyiweidao。
suoyoudedongxidoubaifangdejingjingyoutiao，fangfozhurenzhishichuletangyuanmen。
zheigenbenbuxiangyigezhongduyiyuzhenghuanzhedejia。ketingdeshafashangzuozheyigezhongniannvren，yinggaishigujiadebaomu，
shuangyanhongzhong，shenqingmamu。guyanglingzhewozouxiangerlou，dishengshuo：「xiaoxuedefangjianjiuzailimian。jizhuwoshuode，
biepengneijiagangqin。」wodiandiantou，tuikaileguxuedefangmen。fangjianhenda，buzhidexianggegongzhudemengjing，
qianfensedeqiangbi，baisedeleisichuanglian。danfangjiandezhengzhongyang，
neijiajihuzhanjulesanfenzhiyikongjiandeheisesanjiaogangqin，quexiangyigejudadeheiseguancai，
sanfazhelingrenxinjidehanyi。gangqinshanggaizhehouhoudefangchenbu，fangfofengyinzheshenme。wodaishangbaishoutaohekouzhao，
kaishigongzuo。wodegongzuoliuchenghenguding：fenlei、shaixuan、dabao。danwoyouyigemimi，
yigelianguyangdoubuzhidaodemimi。wonengganshoudaowupincancundeqingxuhejiyi。zheibushishenmechaonengli，
gengxiangshiyizhongzuzhou。sannianqian，sunianzouhou，wocaifaxianzijiyoulezheizhongnengli。
meidangchumodaoshizheshengqianzhenshidewupin，
neixieposuide、zaluandehuamianheqingganjiuhuixiangchaoshuiyiyangyongruwodenaohai。zheishiwoxuanzezuozheiyixingdeyuanyin，
yeshiwotongkudegenyuan。wonaqishuzhuoshangdeyibenjingzhuangbanlepuji，zhijianchupengdeshunjian，
yizhenjianruide、bunaifandechizeshengzaiwonaozhongzhakai。「bugou！haishibugou！zheizhongshuiping，niyepeijiaotiancai？
」huamianli，yigemohudenanrenshenyingzhanzaiguxueshenhou，shengyinbinglengdexiangcuiledudebing。
guxuexianxideshouzhizaiqinjianshangfengkuangditiaoyue，zhijiabianyuanshenchulexuesi。woxinzhongyilin，fangxialelepu。
zheibushiyigefuqinduinverdeguli，gengxiangshixunshoushizaibianchitadeyeshou。wojiezhezhenglitadeshuju，
naqiyibenshanglesuoderiji。suohenjiandan，woyongyigenhuixingzhenjiuqiaokaile。fankairiji，
limiandezijijuanxiueryayi。「10yue12ri，qing。tayoulaile。tashuowodeshoushiweigangqinershengde，
buyinggaibeirenhezashifenxin。tazasuilewotoutouyangdehua，shuoneizhongdongxizhihuirangworuanruo。」
「11yue3ri，yin。wohaolei。woganjueshentiliyoushenmedongxizhengzaibeiyidiandianchouzou。
meiyicidanwanneishouquzi，wodouhuilianxuzuoemeng，mengjianyishuangmeiyoutongkongdeyanjingzaiheianlidingzhewo。」
「12yue1ri，xue。linmogelaikanwole，tahegegeyiqilaide。wobuganhetashuohua，
wopa‘ta’huifaxian。wopahuilianleita。」kandaozijidemingzi，wodexinzangmengdiyisuo。wonulihuixiang，
neiyinggaishiwozuihouyicijianguxue。dangshitaqueshihenqiaocui，woyiweitashilianxitaileile。
guyangyezhishishuotazuijinyalida，rangwobieduowen。rijidezuihouyiye，zhiyouyijuhua，
yonghongsedebixiedewaiwainiuniu，litouzhibei。「wobuxiangdanle。qiuqiuni，fangguowo。」
zheibuxiangshizishaqiandeyiyan，gengxiangshi……qiujiu。wodemuguangbuyouzizhudizhuanxiangneijiabeiheibufugaidegangqin。
zhijuegaosuwo，suoyoudemimi，douzaineilimian。jiuzaizheishi，
woyanjiaodeyuguangpiejianchuangtoujushangfangzheyigejingzhidemuzhiyinlehe。neiyinlehedekuanshihenjiu，
shangmiandiaokezheyiduixiangyongdebaleiwuzhe。woguishishenchadishenchushou，naqileta。
jiuzaiwodezhijianchupengdaoyinlehedeyichanei，yigucigudehanyicongjiaodizhichongtianlinggai！
fangjianlidewendufangfozhoujiangleshijidu。neijiayizhianjingdaizaijiaoluodegangqin，turanfachu「dong」
deyishengmenxiang，xiangshiyourenzailimianzhongzhongdiqiaoleyixia。wohedechadianbayinleherengchuqu。wowenzhuxinshen，
ningdongleyinlehedefatiao。yizhenqingcuiyueerdexuanlvhuanhuanliuchu。shidebiaoxide《yueguang》。raner，
wodeliansequezaitingdaoxuanlvdeshunjian，biandecanbairuzhi。zheishouquzi……shisunianzuixihuandequzi。
zheigeyinlehe，shisannianqianwosongjisuniandeshengriliwu。tazenmehuizaizheili？！
posuidehuamianfengkuangdiyongruwodenaohai。yiyuancanbaidedengguangxia，suniantangzaibingchuangshang，shenshangchamanleguanzi。
tadeshengmingqixi，jiuxiangneiyinlehelijijiangzouwandexuanlv，weiruoeryouyang。「linmo……bienanguo。」
tayongjinzuihouyisiliqi，wozhuwodeshou，「wozhishi……qulingyigeshijieyanzoule。」tashigedatiqinshou，
womenshizaiyichangyinlehuishangrenshide。tadeqinsheng，nengrangkuweidelinghunzhongxinfaya。womenyuedinghaole，
dengtaxunyanhuilai，jiuqulingzheng。kezuihou，wodenglaide，queshizaiyichangwutaitantashiguzhongzhongshangdeta。
「linnian，nikan，yueguang……duomeia。」tazhizhechuangwai，duiwoluchuzuihouyigeweixiao，
ranhouyongyuandibishangleyanjing。……「linmo！nizaiganshenme！」
guyangdenuhoushengjiangwocongtongkudehuiyizhongzhuailechulai。tabuzhishenmeshihouchonglejinlai，
yibaduoguowoshoulideyinlehe，xiangshizhuazheshenmetangshoudeshanyu。「wobushishuolerangnibieluanpengdongxima！」
tashuangyantonghong，qingxujidong。「guyang，zheigeyinlehe……」「yigepohezieryi！」tadaduanwo，
zhuanshenjiuyaozou，「zheilizhenglidechabuduole，nixianhuiquba。qianwohuidajini。」tazoudetaiji，
yizhiyumeifaxian，zaitazhuanshendeshunjian，neijiagaizheheibudegangqin，fangchenbudeyijiao，beifengqingqingxiankaile。
wokandaolejige**zaiwaideqinjian。heibaifenmingdeqinjianshang，fugaizheyicengdandande……xuehen。
eryiguruoyouruowude，binglengdeshixian，zhengconggangqindefangxiang，sisididingzhewo。neibushiwodecuojue。
woganjue，fangjianli，buzhiwomensangeren。03woshihunluopodihuidaojia，guanshangmen，tandaozaishafashang。
guxuedesi，suniandeyinlehe，guyangdefanchang，haiyouneijiaguiyidegangqin……suoyoudeyiqiedouxiangyituanluanma，
zaiwonaozilijiaochengyiguozhou。wochongjinyushi，dakaihuasa，binglengdeshuicongtoudingjiaoxia，
shiturangzijilengjingxialai。keneixiehuamianqueyuelaiyueqingxi。
woshenzhinengwendaoguxuefangjianlineiguxiaodushuihexiangxunhunhedeweidao。budui。womengdiguandiaoshui，chongdaoketing。
neiguweidao，jingrangendaolewodejiali！wohunshendehanmaodoushuleqilai。wohuangusizhou，jialikongwuyiren。
danwonengqingxidiganjuedao，youyishuangyanjing，zhengzaimougeyinandejiaoluolikuishizhewo。「sheizaineili？」
wodihoudao。meiyouhuiying。zhiyouchuanglianbeiyefengchuidong，fachu「shasha」deshengxiang。woxinzangkuangtiao，
manmandizouxiangchuangbian，mengdilakaichuanglian！chuangwai，shichengshidewanjiadenghuo，shenmedoumeiyou。shihuanjuema？
wosongleyikouqi，zhuanshendeshunjian，quekandaoketingdechajishang，buzhiheshiduoleyiyangdongxi。shineigeyinlehe。
wohedeliantuijibu，houbeizhongzhongdizhuangzaiqiangshang。tazenmehuizaizheili？！
womingmingqinyankanzheguyangbatadaizoule！yinlehejingjingdilizaichajizhongyang，fangfoyigelaizidiyudeqingjian。
wobuganguoqu，yebuganbaojing。zheizhongshi，jingchazhihuidangwoshifengzi。wosilaixiangqu，
zuizhongbotongleyigechenfengyijiudehaoma。「qinye，shiwo，linmo。」「chouxiaozi，
haizhidaojiwozheigelaotouzidadianhua？」dianhuaneitouchuanlaiyigecanglaoeryoulideshengyin。
qinyeshiworenshideyigegudongdianlaoban，yeshiweiyiyigezhidaowomimideren。tazongshuowozheizhongtizhi，
jiao「tonggan」，shilaotianyeshangfanchi，yeshilaotianyedezuzhou。
wobajintianfashengdeshiqingyiwuyishidigaosuleta。dianhuaneitouchenmolexujiu。「qinye？nizenmele？」
「linmo……nineigepengyou，bushizaibangni，tashizaihainia。」qinyedeshengyinningzhongdekepa。「……」
「yuanqifuwu，zheizhongshiwozhizaigujishangjianguo。neigeyinlehe，xianzaishi‘yinwu’le。
tabeiguxuesiqiandeyuanqihezhinianchanshangle，erni……niyinweihezheiheziyouguojiban，suoyitacaihuichanshangni。
」「neiwogaizenmeban？」「nixianzailikeguolaiwozheili！kuai！jizhu，lushangbuguankandaoshenme，tingdaoshenme，
doubiehuitou！」wogualedianhua，zhuaqicheyaochijiuwangwaichong。kedangwodakaijiamendeshunjian，wolengzhule。menwai，
zhanzheyigenvhai。tachuanzheyishenbaisedelianyiqun，zhangfapijian，chizheshuangjiao，liansecangbaidemeiyouyisixuese。
shiguxue。bu，bushiguxue。tadewuguanheguxueyouqibafenxiangsi，danqizhiquewanquanbutong。
tadeyanshenkongdongerbeishang，xiangyitansishui。tajiuneimejingjingdikanzhewo，bushuohua，yebudong。
yiguliangyicongwodejizhuishengqi。wobugandong，shouxinquanshihan。「qingwen……nizhaoshei？」
wotingdaozijideshengyinzaifadou。tameiyouhuida，zhishihuanhuandixiangwoshenchushou。tadezhijian，
liwodelianjiayuelaiyuejin。woshenzhinengganjuedaoneigubinglengde、bushuyuhuorendeqixi。jiuzaizheishi，
wodeshoujixiangle。shiqinye。woxiangshizhuazhulejiumingdaocao，mengdiguanshangmen，beikaozhemenbanhuazuozaidi，
dakouchuanqi。「wei！qinye！wo……wohaoxiangkandaotale！」「biepa！wenzhuxinshen！nixianzaitingwoshuo，
quchufangnayibanuomi，zaizhaoyigenhongsheng，bangzaishouwanshang。buguanfashengshenme，qianwanbiekaimen！」
woliangunpadipaodaochufang，anzhaoqinyedezhishizhaozuo。menwai，chuanlaileqingqingdeqiaomensheng。「dong、dong、dong。」
henyoujiezou，bujibuhuan。ranhou，shiyigenvhaideshengyin，konglingyoupiaohu。「linmoge……kaimena。」
「wozhidaonizailimian。」「wohaoleng……nirangwojinquhaobuhao？」shiguxuedeshengyin。wosisidiwuzhuzui，
buganfachuyidianshengyin。「linmoge……niweishenmebuliwo？」「nishibushiyejuedewodandebuhaoting？」
「nishibushiyexiangrangwoqusi？」tadeshengyinyuelaiyueqili，qiaomenshengyebianchenglefengkuangdezhuangjisheng！「peng！
peng！peng！」zhengshanmendouzaijuliedizhandou，fangfoxiayimiaojiuyaobeizhuangkai。woquansuozaijiaoluoli，
hedehunfeiposan。jiuzaiwoyiweizijisidingledeshihou，menwaideshengyinturantingle。shijie，
yishunjiananjinglexialai。wodenglehenjiu，caiganxiaoxinyiyidicongmaoyanliwangwaikan。zoulanglikongdangdangde，
shenmedoumeiyou。tazoule？wozhangshuyikouqi，tanruanzaidi。kejiuzaizheishi，wotingdaoleyinlesheng。
shicongketinglichuanlaide。shidebiaoxide《yueguang》。neigeyinlehe，zijixiangle。
04wojihushishoujiaobingyongdipadaoleqinyedegudongdian。neishiyijiakaizailaochengqushenxianglidexiaodian，
baitiankanqilaiguseguxiang，wanshangzeyinsendexianggeguiwu。qinyeyibajiangwozhuailejinqu，ranhouxunsudiguanshangmen，
chashangmenshuan。「nixiaozi，danziyetaidale！zheizhongqingkuanghaiganyigerendaizaijiali！」qinyenianguoqishi，
jingshenquejueshuodehen，yishuangyanjingxiangshinengdongchuanrenxin。tashiwobadewangnianjiao，congxiaokanzhewozhangda。
tashenhouhaizhanzheyigenianqingren，ershichutou，chuanzheyishentangzhuang，qizhichenwen，
kandaowoshizhishidandandidianlediantou。「zheiweishiwodeguanmendizi，jiaoazhe。」qinyejieshaodao。
womeixinqinghanxuan，bashoubeishenleguoqu。congjialichulaihou，wodeshoubeishangjiukaishichuxianyikuaiyikuaideyuqing，
xiangshibeirenyongliqiaguoyiyang，erqiebinglengcigu，meiyouzhijue。qinyezhuaqiwodeshoubei，lianseshunjianchenlexiaqu。
「shiban？」「shenme？」「nibeiyinqiqintile。neinvwadeyuanqitaizhong，yijingkaishiyingxiangdaonile。」
qinyemeitoujinsuo，congyigechoutilinachuyigexiaociping，daochuyixieheisedeyaogao，
junyundituzaiwodeshoubeishang。yaogaogangyijiechupifu，jiuchuanlaiyizhen**ladecitong，
fangfoyouwushugenzhenzaizha。「renzhedian！」qinyediheyisheng，「zheizhishihuanbingzhiji。zhaozheigesuduxiaqu，
buchusantian，nizheitiaogebojiufeile。」「qinye，zheidaodishizenmehuishi？guxueweishenmeyaochanzhewo？」
「tabushizaichanzheni。」qinyetanlekouqi，「tashibanidangchenglejiumingdaocao。huozheshuo，
tabanidangchenglelingyigeren。」「shei？」「songtayinlehederen。」wodexinmengdiyichen。
「nishishuo……sunian？」「bu。」qinyeyaoleyaotou，「shizheigeyinlehedediyirenzhuren。
niyeshishouhaizhe，linmo。nineigehaoxiongdi，guyang，congtoudaoweidouzailiyongni！」
qinyerangazhequlaibimozhiyan，tahualeyigefuzadefuzhou，ranhoudianran，jiangfuhuihuajinyiwanqingshuili。
「heleta。」woyouyuleyixia，haishiyiyinerjin。fushuiruhou，yigunuanliushunjianchuanbianquanshen，
shoubeishangdecitongganyejianqinglebushao。「qinye，nidaodizhidaoxieshenme？」「gujianeijiagangqin，bushifanpin。
」qinyehuanhuandaolai，「neishiyijia‘xiongqin’。
chuanwenshiyongyiweihanyuanersideyinlejiadehaiguhexinxuezhuchengde，limianfengyinzheyigeqiangdadeqinling。
zheigeqinling，nengfuyudanzouzhewuyulunbidetianfu，dantongshi，
tayehuibuduandixishidanzouzhedeshengminglihelinghun，zhidaoduifangyoujindengku。」wotingdemudengkoudai。
「gujiaderen，shidaidoushiyinlejia，kaodejiushizheijiagangqin。dantamenfuchudedaijiajiushi，meiyidai，
doubixuyouyigerenchengwei‘jipin’，yongzijideshengmingqugongyangqinling。erzheiyidaidejipin，jiushiguxue。」
「guyangzhidaozheijianshi？」「tadangranzhidao。tabuxiangrangtameimeisi，suoyitaxiangzhaogetisigui。」