zheipanqi，zaoyibushijiemeienyuandehouzhaizhizheng。lulinyi“tanhuan”weijia，zhefuanchu，bianzhizhejudadewang。erwo，liantongzheipingkongerlaide“shenyun”，douyichengletaqipanshangyimeizhiguanzhongyaodeqizi，beituixianglefengbaoxuanwodezuizhongxin。
chuangwai，hanfenghuxiao，juanqimantiansuixue，rutongwushukuitandeyanjing，wushengdilongzhaozhezheizuoshenbukecedehoufu。
zhangtaiyineiju“huamaiwuyi”rutongjinkouyuyan，shunjianzaidingbeihoufuneiwaizhuqileyidaowuxingdefanli，jiangxiongyongdeanliuzanshigejuezaiwai。raner，fanlizhinei，tingsongyuandekongqiquebengdegengjin，rutonglamandegongxian。
zhoumamasongzoutaiyihou，bingweiduoyan，zhishikanwodeyanshen，neicengkebanxiaduolejifennanyiyanyudeningzhongheshenshi。taqinziduanlaiyiwanreqitengtengde、sanfazhenongzhongyaoweideantaiyao，fangzaiwomianqian。
“furen，zhangtaiyikaidefangzi，chenreheleba。”tadeshengyintingbuchuqingxu，muguangquexiangliangbaxiaoshuazi，zaiwolianshangxixisaoguo，“houyefenfu，furenshenzijingui，congjinriqi，yuanliyiyingshiwu，ziyoulaonuanpai，furenzhiguananxinjingyang。”tateyijiazhongle“jingyang”erzi。
yaoweikusecibi，xunderentouyun。woduanqiyaowan，wenredecibitiezhezhangxin，zhijianquebingliang。zheiwanyao，shidingxinwan，yeshisuolian。tazuoshile“shenyun”，yexuangaolewobeichediquanjinzaizheifangcunzhijian，chengweilulinqipanshangyimeidongdanbudedeqizi。
“youlaomama。”wochuimou，yanquyandidelengyi，jiangyaowancoudaochunbian。kusedeyaozhihuaruhoulong，daizheyizhongzhuoshaogan。
jiexialaiderizi，tingsongyuanchedibianlemoyang。
yuanmenchuduolelianggerutongmenshenban、qixichenningdexuanjiashiwei，mubuxieshi。zhoumamajihucunbubuli，shanshi、tangyao、qiju，shiwujuxi，jieyoutaqinzijingshouhuoyanmijiandu。wangrilihainengouerlaibingbaopuzishiwudeguanshiniangzi，zaiyemeinengtajinyuanmenyibu。suoyouwaijiedexiaoxi，doubeizheicengwuxingdetiebiyanmifengsuo。
wochenglezhenzhengdelongzhongniao。weiyidehuodongfanwei，bianshizheixiaoxiaodeyuanluo。meirili，chulezaizhoumamade“peiban”xiazailangxialvezoujibu，bianshikuzuo。shoulipengzhedeshujuan，zijizaiyanqianmohuchengyipian，xinshenquerutongbengjindeqinxian，shikejingtizhelaizizhuwufangxiangderenheyisiyidong。
lulinyijiuweicenglumian。zhuwuneishanhouzhongdemen，shizhongjinbizhe，xiangyizhichenmodeyanjing。raner，shenyeshifen，neidichenyayidejianming，queyuelaiyueqingxi，yuelaiyueyouli。neibuzaishikunshoudeaiming，ergengxiangshiyizhongxushidaifademoli，daizhejintiejiaojidelengyingzhigan，chuantouqiangbi，yinyinchuanlai。ouerjiazazheyiliangshengjiliyazhide、fangfotupomouzhongjixiandemenheng，yeshaoletongchu，duolejifenjuejue。
tazaihuifu！erqiesudujingren！
zheigerenzhi，feidanmeiyourangwoanxin，fanerzaixinditouxiagengshendeyinying。yigezhefudemenghu，xuyaoduojiucainengzhengtuosuolian？dangtazhenzhengzouchuneishanmenshi，zheizhuang“shenyun”，zheidingbeihoufu，naizhizhenggejingcheng，youjiangxianqizenyangdetaotianjulang？erwo，zheimeibeiqiangxingqianruqipandeqizi，mingyunyouhuiruhe？
jiaozhuoyubuan，rutongtengmanbanchanraozhexinzang。jiuzaiwojihuyaobeizheiwuxingdeyalibidezhixishi，yisilaiziwaijiedeweiruolianyi，zhongyujiannandichuantoulehoufusenyandebilei。
neiriwuhou，zhoumamabeizhuwuneibianlinshihuanqu。chuntaochenzheyuanneishouweihuanfangdeduanzankongxi，rutongshoujingdetuzibanliujinwodefangjian，liansecanbai，congtieshendexiaoaoliduoduosuosuoditaochuyizhangbeiroudebuchengyangzidezhitiao。
“**……shi……shier**……”chuntaodeshengyindoudebuchengyangzi，daizhekuqiang，“sufu……sufuliyigecongqianshouguo**enhuidejiangxipozi，pinsisongchulaide！”
woxintoumengdiyichen，yibaduoguozhitiao。zhitiaobeihanshuijindebanshi，shangmiandezijiwaiwainiuniu，touzheyigubinsidejuewang：
“ajiejiuwo！dufuyuhaiwoxingming！jiangwosuoyuchaifang，duanshuijueshi！mingyuanmoxu！pozimaosichuanxun，kongnanjiucun！ruojianxin，sujiuwochuhuohai！jingwanjuebi！”
ziziqixue，litouzhibei！youqishizuihouneigewaixiede“juebi”，rutongdaixuedezhijia，henhenguaguowodeyanqiu！
shenjingwan！tajingyibeibidaolerucijuejing？！sulaofurenjingganrucimingmuzhangdandiduanshuijueshi，yaojiangtashengshengzhemozhisi？！ersumingyuan……neigenuofu！taguoranhaishineigenuofu！qianshitahubuzhuwo，jinsheng，tayehubuzhushenjingwan！tamoxule！tajingmoxuletademuqinxingciqinshouzhishi！
yigubinglengdenuyishunjianchongkualelianrilaideyayi，zhichongtianlinggai！qianshikujingdidebinglengjuewang，yucikeshenjingwanchaifangzhongdengdaisiwangdekongju，rutongliangtiaodushe，henhenshiyaozhewodexinzang。neishiwodeqinmeimei！zongrantayuchuntanlan，qianglewode“yinyuan”，zongranwomenzhijiangezheliangshideyuandui……ketazhongjiushiwodexueqin！sujiazheiduichailangmuzi，tamengaisi！
“**……”chuntaokanzhewozhouranbiandetieqingdelianseheyanzhongfantengdeshayi，hedehunshenfadou，“women……womenzenmeban？houfuxianzai……”
houfu？lulin？zheigaisidelaolong！
womengdizuanjinneizhangjinmanjuewangdezhitiao，zhijieniedefabai，zhijiashenshenxianruzhangxin，jihuyaoqiachuxuelai。jiu？zenmejiu？woxianzaizishennanbao！lianzheitingsongyuandouchubuqu！lulinjiangwokunzaizheili，yongzheixujiade“shenyun”zuodunpai，gejueyiqie！tahuiweileshenjingwan，dapotakuxinjingyingdezhefujumianma？juewukeneng！
judadewuliganhefennurutongbinghuojiaozhi，jihuyaojiangwosilie。jiuzaizheishi，yuanwaiyinyuechuanlaiyizhenkeyiyadidezhengzhisheng，dapolewuhoudesiji。
“……sutanhua，houyeyouling，furenxujingyang，bujianwaike！qinghuiba！”shishouyuanshiweilengyingdeshengyin。
“fangsi！benguannaichaotingmingguan，gengshihoufurendiqindemeixu！furenshentiyouyang，benguanyouxinrufen，qianlaitanshi，youhebuke？susurangkai！”yigeshuxiyoulingrenzuooudeshengyinchuanlai，daizheguanchangdexuweijiqieheyisibuyichajuedejiaozao。
苏明远？！
他竟敢找上门来？！
nuhuoshunjianzhaodaoleqingxiedechukou！womengdizhanqishen，yanzhonghanguanglinlie。hao！haodehen！wozhengchouzhaobudaonimensujia！
“chuntao，”woshenxiyikouqi，qiangxingyaxiafantengdeshayi，shengyinlengdexiangbing，“qugaosuzhoumama，jiushuowotingwenmeixulaifang，xinzhonggannian，xianggezhepingfengshuojijuhua。qingmama……wubitongrong。”
chuntaobeiwodeyanshenshezhu，buganduowen，huangmangpaolechuqu。
piankehou，zhoumamadeshenyingchuxianzaimenkou，kebandelianshangmeitouweicu：“furen，houyefenfu……”
“mama，”wodaduanta，lianshangshishidiluchujifenxuruoheaiqi，shengyinfangdeyouqingyouruan，daizheyisikenqiu，“wozhidaohouyeshiweiwohao。kejingwanbijingshiwoweiyideqinmeimei……rujintafuxuqinzidengmen，woruobierbujian，chuanchuqu，yuhoufumingsheng，yuwozhei‘shenyun’detimian，paye……duoyoufangai。”wokeyijiazhongle“shenyun”erzi，muguangkenqiedikanzheta。
zhoumamahunzhuodeyanzhulishanguoyisijingguang，sihuzaiquanhenglibi。pianke，taweiweihanshou，yuqiyijiupingban：“furensilvzhouquan。jiruci，qingfurenyibunuange，gezhepingfengxuhua，qiemoguolebingqi。”
成了！
nuangeli，yijiahouzhongdezitanmudiaohuapingfengjiangkongjiangekai。wozuozaipingfenghouderuanyishang，zhoumamarutongyingzibanshilizaiyice。pingfengwai，xiangqilesumingyuankeyifangdewenheruyadeshengyin：
“dajieanhao？tingwendajieyouxi，mingyuanyujingwanbushengxinxi，bengaizaoridengmendaohe，naihesuwuchanshen，youkongraoledajiejingyang，shizaishili。”
neishengyinlitouzhexuweideqinre，tingderenzhifanexin。
“meixuyouxinle。”wogezhepingfeng，shengyinpingdanwubo，daizheyisiqiadaohaochudeshuli，“buzhijingwanjinlaikehao？wozheishenzibubian，shenshiguanian。”
屏风外静默了一瞬。
“jingwanta……”sumingyuandeshengyinlilikeranshanglenongnongdedanyouheyisiqiadaohaochudeweinan，“ai，shuolaicankui。zimuqinbinghou，jingwanriyeshifengtangyao，yibujiedai，renyeqiaocuilexuduo。qianjirigengshiyousiguoshen，ranlexiefenghan，rujinzhengzaijingyang，bubianjianke。dajiefangxin，muqindaijingwanruqinshengnver，mingyuanyedingdangxixinzhaoliao。”
qinshengnver？xixinzhaoliao？haoyigeyiguanqinshou！zhengyanshuoxiahuadebenshi，daoshiyirujiwang！
wozangzaixiuzhongdeshousisizuanjin，zhijiajihuqianrurouli。mianshangquebudongshengse，zhiqingqingtanlekouqi：“jingwanshigeshixinyande，shifengpomuzishijinxin。zhishimeixu，woqianxierizihuanghuzuolegemeng，shenshixiongxian。”
“e？dajiemengjianleshenme？”sumingyuandeshengyindaizheyisibuyichajuedejinbeng。
“mengjian……jingwanbeiguanzaiyichuqiheibinglengdechaifangli，”wodeshengyinfangdejiqing，rutongmengyi，queziziqingxi，daizhebinglengdechuantouli，“jiaotianbuying，jiaodibuling。meiyoushui，meiyoufan……zhiyoulaoshuzaijiaoluolikenshizheshenme……jingwanyizhizaiku，hanzhe‘ajiejiuwo’……”
pingfengwai，zhouranchuanlaiyishengyayidechouqisheng！jinjiezheshibeizhanyuzhuomianqingweipengzhuangdecuixiang。sumingyuanxianranmeikongzhizhuxinxu！
“da、dajie……”tadeshengyinmingxianhuangluanqilai，daizheqiangzhuangdezhending，“mengjingdangbudezhen！jingwanhaoduanduanzaifangliyangbingni！dajiedingshiyousiguoshen，caihuizuociemeng……”
“shima？”wodaduanta，shengyindouranzhuanleng，rutongcuilebingdedaofeng，chuantoupingfeng，“neimeixubufanghuiqukankan，kankanjingwanfangli，cikeshifouzhenrunisuoshuo，‘haoduanduan’dizaiyangbing？kankantadexigaishang，shifouhailiuzheguisuicipiandeshangba？kankantashouwanshang，keyoubeimashengkunbangdeyuhen？！”
“轰——！”
pingfengwai，sihuyoushenmedongxibeimengdizhuangdao！
“ni……nihushuoshenme！”sumingyuandeshengyinchedibianlediao，jingnujiaojia，daizhebeichuochuanhuangyandelangbeiheyisikongju，“shenjingshu！nixiuyaozaicixuekoupenren，wumiewosujiamenmei！”
“wumie？”wolengxiaochusheng，shengyinbugao，quedaizheyizhongdongchuanrenxindeliliang，“sumingyuan，ruoyaorenbuzhi，chufeijimowei！jingwanruoyoubanfenchachi，woshenjingshuzaicilishi——”
womengdizhanqishen，gezhepingfeng，muguangruju，fangfonengchuantouneicenghouzhongdezitanmu，dingzaisumingyuanneizhangxuweidelianshang，yiziyiju，rutongzhongchuizaluo：
“——dingyaonisujia，xuezhaixuechang！zongshiqingjinwosuoyou，qiongjincisheng，yebitapingnisufumenjian，jiangnimuzierrencuoguyanghui！rangzheijingchengshangxiadoukankan，qingguitanhualangdefudili，zangzhezenyangchirenbutugutoudechailang！”
zizirudao，guoxiezheliangshijiyadetaotianhenyi，henhenpikainuangelixuweidepingjing！
“ni……nifengle！”sumingyuandeshengyindaizhenanyizhixindejinghaihezhandou，“zhoumama！nitingting！tazheishishixinfengle！kuai……”
“sutanhua！”yizhichenmorushidezhoumama，cikezhongyukaikou，shengyinbugao，quedaizheyizhongburongzhiyidebinglengweiya，shunjiangaiguolesumingyuandejiaorang，“furenyousibaomei，yanyujidong，naishirenzhichangqing。daoshisutanhuanin，shenweichaotingmingguan，houfuyinqin，zaicishiyipaoxiao，jingraofurenyangtai，pashibutuoba？”
tashangqianyibu，dangzaipingfengyuwozhijian，xuansedeshenyingrutongyidaojiangudebilei，duizhewaimianyiranfangcundaluandesumingyuan，xialezhukeling：
“houyeyouling，furenxujingyang。sutanhua，qinghuiba。furenjinrisuoyan，laonuzhidangweicengtingjian。dansufurenruozhenrufurenmengzhongneiban……sutanhua，haoziweizhi。”
zuihousigezi，tashuodeyouqingyouman，querutongbinglengdetiezhui，henhenzaozaisumingyuandexinshang。
pingfengwaisiyibandejijing。zhinengtingdaosumingyuancuzhongerhuangluandechuanxisheng。pianke，shiliangqiangzhe、jinhucanghuangtaolidejiaobusheng，xiaoshizaimenwai。
暖阁内，重归死寂。
wohuanhuanzuohuiyizishang，hunshentuoli，houbeiyibeilenghanjintou。fangcaineiyishunjianbaofadehenyi，jihuchouganlesuoyouliqi。
zhoumamazhuanguoshen，neizhangkebandelianshangmeiyourenhebiaoqing，zhiyouyishuangshenbujiandideyanjing，jingjingdi、daizheqiansuoweiyoudeshenshi，luozaiwoshenshang。
“furen，”tadeshengyinhuifulepingbanwubo，“ninjinri，jianyuele。”
woyingzhetademuguang，haobutuisuo，shengyinyinjidongerweiweishaya，queyichangqingxi：“mama，woshenjingshujinrisuoyan，jujufeifu。jingwanruosi，wobirangsujiapeizang！houyeruojuewomangzhuang，huailemouhua，yaodayaosha，woren！dancike，wozhiwenyiju——”
wosisidingzhetadeyanjing，yiziyidun：
“——houyeta，jiujingxiangyaoshenme？”
zheipanqi，woyibeiqiangxinglarujuzhong。shiqizi，haishi……zhiqizhe？woxuyaozhidaolulinzhenzhengdemude！fouze，wolianzijiweiheerzhan，weiheersi，doumengranbuzhi！
zhoumamahunzhuodeyanzhuli，diyiciqingxidiyingchuwodeshenying。tachenmolexujiu，jiudaochuangwaidetiansedoukaishizhuanan。nuangenei，zhiyoutanhuoouerdepipasheng。
zhongyu，tahuanhuankaikou，shengyinyadejidi，daizheyizhongqiansuoweiyoudeningzhong，fangfozaijiekaiyigechenfengyijiudemimi：
“furenkezhi，shuyueqianbeijingcanglangguneichangcanbai？”
woxintoumengdiyitiao！canglanggu！neishilulin“zhongshangtanhuan”deyuantou！yeshibeijingjunjinnianlaizuicantongdeshili！
zhoumamadeyanshenbiandeyouyuanerbingleng，rutongningwangzhebeijingdefengxue：
“sanwanxuanjiatieqi，jinhuquanjunfumei。houyeshenzhongshiqijian，qizhongyijian，cuilenanjiang‘shigu’qidu，shenjijigu！ruofeihouyegonglishenhou，pinsishachuzhongwei，zaoyi……”
tashengyinweigeng，suijihuaweigengshendehanyi：“cizhanxiqiao！xingjunluxian、**，rutongbeidirenleruzhizhang！houyezhongshanghou，bingbujicisanfanpairen‘tanshi’，mingweiguanhuai，shiweichatanxushi！gengyoushenzhe，anzhongzunaojunxubuji，kekoufuxuyinliang！houfu……zaoyibeiwushushuangyanjingdingzhe！”
tamengdikanxiangwo，neimuguangruilirudao，fangfoyaojiangwodingchuan：
“houyeyizhongshangmabidiren，anzhongliaoduxugu，dengdaishiji，zhiweiyichaoxuechi，jiuchuneitongdimaiguo、xianshuwanjiangshiyusididejianning！furenzhei‘shenyun’，bianshihouyexiangbixiataolaidehushenfu，yishixuanzaineixiechimeiwangliangtoudingdelijian！tamenyaodonghouye，jiudexiandianliangdianliangzhei‘huangsi’defenliang！”
tongdimaiguo？kekoujunxiang？bingbu？chaotang？！
judadexinxirutongjingtaohailang，shunjianjiangwoyanmei！lulinbeifude，genbenbushijiandandeshangshi，ershisanwanjiangshidexuechou，shizhenggebeijingfangxiandeqingfuzhiwei！tazhefu，tayinren，tabuxiazheijingtiandaju，jingshiweile……
“neijingwan……”woshengyinjianse。
“sujia，zanshidongbude。”zhoumamadeshengyinbinglengercanku，daizhezhengzhiquanhengdebingleng，“sumingyuansuinuoruowuneng，danqifuzaiqingliuzhongpoyoushengwang，qizuoshigengshigelaozhiyi，qianyifaerdongquanshen。cikesipolian，zhihuidacaojingshe，jianghouyedemouhuazhiyuxiandi！”
takanzhewoshunjiancangbaidelian，yuqilvehuan，queyijiuqiangying：“houyezhidaofurenjiemeiqingshen。taranglaonuzhuangaofurensigezi——”
zhoumamashenxiyikouqi，yiziyidun：
“——shaoan，wuzao。”
稍安勿躁？！
shenjingwanzaichaifangliduanshuijueshi，mingxuanyixian，rangwoshaoanwuzao？！
yigubinglengdejuewang，shunjianjuezhulewodexinzang，biqianshizhuirukujingshigengshen！