第五章 你为何还活着

“哐当——”阮月锦手里的棍子掉在地上。

zheiyike,tapajilezheiyouzhishiyigemeng。

tazhongyubuguanbugudichongshangqian,yibajiangshangguanjuepudaoledishang,yizhishoumoshangtawenredeyanmou。

真的,不是梦。

ruanyuejinshuobuchuhualai,zhinenghoulonglifachuyishengweiquyoutongkudesijiao。

tacongzhaoguojunyingtaochu,yilutubutaowangbabaili,jinghainengjiandaozheigerenyimian。

zhouweideheijiaqibingyiyongershang,judaorangtafangkaishangguanjue。

她却将他抱得更紧。

shangguanjueshenshou,shiyizhongrenwushi。

taxintoujidang,shoubujuezhandouzhebaozhuyazaitashenshangderuanyuejin。

tashoulehaoduo……zenmehuibianchengzheiyang……

shangguanjuexinlihaowuzhengzhaodicitongleyixia,xindiyongqiyiyangdeqingxu。

ruanyuejinzhongshang,shangguanjuekuaimajiabianganhuishangjing,jiangrenzhijiedaihuiledonggong。

东宫清凉院。

xushenjiruanyuejinbawanmai,liansenankan。

tachenzhongdao:“tabeidongguozhongxing,shenshangyoubianshang,leigubeirendaduan,zheiyigeyuepashikaozhechicaogenshupihuoxialaide,wuzangdoudaizheshang,haiyou……neishuangjiaozouderoudoumolanle……”

shuodaohoumian,xushenjihushuobuxiaqule,xinlidudehuang,houtougengdenanshou。

tazhiguotawushudeshang,meiyouyicixiangzheiyangheren。

shangguanjuetingzhe,xintoumomingjiuzhu。

tahuilehuishou,rangxushenxiaqu。

tazoushangqian,kanzheruanyuejinpibeidelian,xinqingfuzananyan。

huran,yanshenpiejiantahuaizhongluchuyijiaodaizixinhan,shangguanjuenachulaizhankaiyikan。

xinshangdao:“duoxieruanjiangjunjidejiangguobinglibufangtu,daiwoyitongjiangguo,bianqujiangjunweiqi,yiciweiju!”

xindeluokuanheranxiezhelunanxiansangedazi。

zhaoguosihuangzi,lunanxian!

shangguanjueshashimianchenrushui,niezhuzheifengxin,sisizuanzhulequan。

……

candandeyangguangcongbankaidechuangtoujinlai,ruanyuejinhuanhuanzhengkaiyan,huanghudeshixiankanzhedaishadechuangman。

ranhou,chuangshabeirenliaokai,shangguanjuechuxianzaiyanqian。

yangguangcongtashenhousaxia,zaitalianshangtouchuyipianyinying,shensehuianbuming。

ruanyuejinqiangchengzhecongchuangshangzuoqilai,simuxiangdui,shangguanjuelianshangshenqingmoce。

ruanyuejinzhanglezhangzui,gansedehoulongsiliebantengtong:“wo……huozhehuilaile。”

shangguanjuebochunweimin,naohailibuzijuexiangqilai,neirizhangtingsongbiedechangjing。

neiri,ruanyuejinneiyangjuerandigentagaobie,jiuhaoxiangneiyiqu,tajiubuhuihuilaile。

zainanjiangdedaotabeifujidexiaoxishi,tayeyiwei,zheigerenbuhuihuilaile。

keshixianzai,kanjiantajiuhuoshengshengdizaizheili,youxiangqineifenglunanxiandexin,xinliqueyidianyeganjuebudaoxinxi。

taturankaikou:“zhaoguonadaojiangguobeijingbufangtu,yigeyuezhineilianxiajiangguoshisicheng。”

ruanyuejindeshenxingjiangzhule,kanxiangtademuguangyouxiefaleng。

tademouseyidiandiananxialai,shengyinhaowuqifu:“pingyangguyizhan,xianxingjunquanjunfumei,nishiruhehuozhehuilaide?”