卓华死了。
nanyuewangchaodiyiweinvjiangjunsile，bingbushisizaishachangshang，ershisizailexindihezijidefuqinshouli。
zhuohuadaozaidadiandexuebozhizhong，tabeizhongduojiangshihedachenbaowei，jishiwanjianchuanxin，cikeyeyijiubaochizhezuihoudeyishi，yinweitabuganxin，bumingbai，zheigeshijieshangxuduorendoukeyishata，weiduyanqianzheigeren，tameiyouzige。
“fuqin……shiwochengjiulezhuojiadeyiqie，chengjiuleni。”
yuanbendezhuojiazhishigexianguanxiaofu，ruobushizhuohuaziyuandingtixiongzhangcanjun，ruobushizhuohuazaishachangshangfenlisisha，ruobushizhuohuaneimanshenshanghen，cishidezhuojiahaishigerenrenjiantadexiaoxiaofudi，rujintagongchengmingjiule，tadeqinshengfuqinquejiangtacongjingjiluzhijietuirulewujindiyu。
“huaer，nishizhuojiadeyingxiong，yeshizhenggenanyuewangchaodeyingxiong，keshiyingxiongzongshihuiyunluode，nidaoshihoule。”zhuoyangshouwozhangjianxianzaizhuohuamianqian，shangmianhaizhanranletanverdexue，ketaquemanlianbuzaihu，shenzhizaixiao，xiaodediankuang。
“fangxinba，dengnisihou，nidegegezhuofuhuijietiniderongyao，niweinanyuewangchaosuozuodeyiqiedoubuhuibaifei，nidemingziyijiucunzaiyubaixingerzhong，zhishitamenzaowanhuijiangnidanwang，bijingmeiyourenhuiyizhijideyigeyisizhiren。”
zhuohuabuzaikanta，zheigenanrenshizenyangdebingxingtazaogaifaxiande，queyinweisuoweidexuemaiqinqingyiweirongren，rujintaluodezheiyangdexiachangshitayingdede，danshi——
zhuohuakanxianglingyibian，neigechuanzhelongpaodenanren。
“bieyongzheiyangdeyanshenkanzhen，niyingdangqingchu，zhendehuanghoujuebunengshixiangnizheiyangpingfancubidenvzi，ruofeifuhuangzhiyiyaozhenquni，zhenyebuhuiduiniganjinshajue。”
shuohuadenanrenzhengshiganggangdengjidexindi，rongyue，taweilaidezhangfu，zheicihuilaitabenshixiangfengzhiwanhun，meixiangdaotajingxiangzhizijiyusidi。
zhuohuakuxiaoleyisheng，tamenzhijianyuanbenjiumeiyourenheqingfen，tayeyijingzuohaolebeijuhundezhunbei，zhishimeixiangdaozijidefuqinhuiyutalianheqilaishaziji，beiqinrenbeipandeziweiertazongsuantihuidaole。
“zhuohua，nizheibeiziderenwuherongyaodouyijingjieshule，anxindequba，niyishoudazaodezhuojia，weifuhuitinishouxiaqude。”
hualuo，zhangjianciruxinzang，zhimingdeyiji，jibianzhuohuazaixiangqiangchengyechengbuxiaqule。
zheibeizideluyijingzoudaojintoulea。
zhuohuachelechezuijiao，renmingdibishangleshuangyan。
“阿卓!”
turan，yidaozhinendeshengyincongdianwaichuanlai，zhuohuamengdizhengkaiyan，touguorenqun，kanqinglezhanzaidianwaideneigeren。
“慕……”
rongmu，xiandizuixiaodehuangzi，tashoumingbaohudeshaonian，haimeilaidejikantaanwenyishengni。
“laidezhenghao，shengdezhenmingrenquzhaole，jizhenjiangtazhuaqilai!”rongyuexialingdao。
“bu，rongmu……pao，kuaipao。”
yankanzhezhongduojiangshichaozherongmuchongqu，zhuohuaquezhinengzhengdayankanzhe，tawulidishenchushou，haimeilaidejichupengdaoneigeshaonian，yishibianxiaoshibujianle。
她死了，死不瞑目。
tong，hentong，tongdequanshengutoudouyaosuile。
heianzhong，zhuohuazhiyouzheimeyigexiangfa，mingmingdouyijingsile，juranhaihuizheimetong，tazheishixiadifuleba?bijingshengqianshalezheimeduoren，sihouxiadifuyeshiyinggaide，zheilishishibacengdiyuma?haotongku，haoxiangquanshendegutoudouyaosuile。
“wangge，daxiaojiezailitouhaianwenba?”
哪来的女声?
“douyijingshuilesannianle，nengbuanwenma?zhenshihuiqi，haohaodedashaoyepianpianjiangwozhilaikanhudaxiaojie，yigehunmilezheimeduonianderenyoushenmehaokanzhede。”
shigenanrendeshengyin，tasihuzaibaoyuanzheshenme。
“wanggebiezheimeshuo，litouneiweihaodaiyeshidashaoyedetongbaomeimei，yiwangshaoyebuzaiyejiusuanle，rujintahuilaile，kebunengzaizheimeyilundaxiaojiele。”
“nipashenme，fanzhenglitoudeneiweiyetingbujian。”
“balebale，wojinisongwanfangaihuiqusihoudashaoyele，zheiersuipianpimeiren，nishuohuayedexiaoxinzhexie。”
“biejizhezoua，haomeimei，qianliangtiangegequwaitoumailejianhaodongxi，tedidengzhesongnini，nikanxihuanbu。”
“wangge，haohaodewoshounidongxiganshenme，zheizanzinizigeerliuzheba，wobuxihuanzheixiedongxi，wozhendezoule，burandashaoyegaifawole。”
“……”
没声了。
zhuohuajiannandizhengkaiyan，faxianzijizhengtangzaiyigemoshengdefangjianli，tadeshoujiaohaikaozhetielian。
zheishishenmeqingkuang?tazainaer?
“唔——”
shengyinguaiguaide，erqiehoulonglihaoxiangyoushenmedongxiduzhuleyiyang，fashenghenkunnan。
咣——
zhuohuashouwanshili，qingeryijubianzhengduanletielian，zhuohuachiyiditaiqishou，zixidiguanchazhe。
tadeneilihaoxiangbianshenhoule，erqiezheishuangshouyeyouxieqiguai，tachangnianzhengzhanshachang，shoushangquanshilaojian，keyanqiandezheishuangshouquexinendexianggeshijisuideshaonv。
haiyoutamingmingjidezijibeiwanjianchuanxin，keshishenshangweishenmeyidianshangkouyemeiyouni?
zheijushenti，haoxiangbushitade。
“ai，youpaole，wojiuzhidao，renjiashitangtangdashaoyeshenbiandetieshendayahuan，wozhishigekanpianyuandexiaonucai，renjiazenmekandeshangwoma，laihamaxiangchitianerou。”
youshineigenanrendeshengyin，haoxiangshicongmenkouchuanlaide。
zhuohuaqingqingtuikaimen，guorankanjianyigenucaidabanderenzuozaiwaitou，zuilihaibutingdidiguzheshenme。
“yaoshiwoyenengqudashaoyewulisihoujiuhaole，duofengguanga，jiusuanqusihouqitashaoyexiaojieyehaoa，zongbishouzhezheigebansibuhuodedaxiaojiehao。”
“nihenbuxihuansihoudaxiaojiema?”zhuohuahuanmandikaikou，shengyinjianxiyouxiecier。
“dangranle，daxiaojiesuishuoshizhengshisuochu，danshitadouhunmisannianle，tangzaizheigepianyuanliwurenwenjin，chongzidoukuaizaitashenshanganjiale，wozaizheilisihounengyoushenmechuxi，nongdesuiermeimeiyekanbuqiwo。”
xiaonucaijixubaoyuanzhe，lianshenbianduolegerendoumeifajue。
suier?yinggaishifangcaishuohuadenvzi。
“woyezhenshigoudaomeide，caigangjinfujiubeidashaoyezhilaisihoudaxiaojie，yebuzhidaoshenmeshihoucainenghunchugetou。”
“kanyangzizheigedaxiaojiehairenbuqian。”
“daoyebuzhiyula，womendaxiaojieyeguaikeliande。”shuozhexiaonucaifaxianlehaoxiangnalibuduijing，niuguotou，zhenghaoduishanglezhuohuadelian。
“dadadadadaxiaojie?”
xiaonucaikanqingzhuohuadelianhoudunshibeihedeyangdaozaidi，zhuohuataimouyouxieyihuo，zhixiangziji：“nizaijiaowoma?”
xiaonucaijiangyingdizhanqishenlai，tuozhebuzichaoyuanzilinuoleliangbu，xiayikebiangenjianleguisidebatuijiupao，yibianpaozuilihaiyibiandahan：“a!!!!!lairenajiuminga!daxiaojiexingle!kuailairena!”
“……”zhuohuamangrandizhalezhayan，takanshangquhenherenma?weishenmeneigerenhepaole?