第2章
xiyaojuedezijikuaitongsile，rutongxiaoshoulinsiqianfachudezuihoubeiming。
“jiusuanwozhendeyouzui，wozuocuole，kewoduzilidehaizishiwugude，neiyeshinidegurou，nizenmexiadequshou，nizenmenengzheimehen。”
“qinmingzhou，wohenni，woyongyuandoubuhuiyuanliangni。”
“wocuole，woaicuonile。ruguoyiqiekeyizhonglai，wozaiyebuyaoyushangni。”
taleiliumanmian，yanhanfenhen，ziziqixue。
qinmingzhoujunlianweiweiyibian，moudifuxianchuyisiyayibuzhudejuseyutongyi。
难道......
他真的做错了吗？
chuangwai，xiangqijingchedemingdisheng。
qinmingzhouhenkuaihuiguoshenlai，yanshenzaicibiandeyinzhi。
“woyijingbaojing，nimouhaimeinazhengjuquezao，jiexialaidoudezailaoliguo。xiyao，renzongyaoweizijidesuozuosuoweifuchudaijia。”
堕胎药开始起作用。
xiyaoganjuezijidefubukaishifanqijuliedetongyi。
tawuzhezijideduzinanshoudedahanlinli，liankuhemaqinmingzhoudeliqiyemeiyoule。
zaixiyaotongdekuaiyaozhanlibuzhushi，liangmingjingchayijingjinmendabuzoudaotamianqian。
yimingjingchaduizhetajuzheyizhiwenjian。
“xiyao，zheishi**jiguanduinixiadadedaibuzheng，niyinshexianguren**bingqieshahailinmeixin，yijishexiancaiqutongyangdeshouduanduifulinmeinaweisui，xianzaiyifaduinizhixingdaibu。”
lingyimingjingchahenkuaijixiyaodeshuangshoukaoshangbinglengdeshoukao。
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六年后。
didoujianyuzhengmen，xiyaozhanzaiyujingshenpang，menweizhengzaijianchayujingdiguolaidechuyuwenjianxinxi，heduihaoshixiyaobenrenhoucaidakaidamenfangxing。
yujingtixingdao：“0528，nihainianqing，chuquhouyaohaohaozuoren，kebiezaizuofanfadeshile。”
“buguannimenxiangbuxiangxin，wocongmeizuoguofanfadeshi。”
xiyaomianwubiaoqingdihuilezheimeyijuhou，yingzhewenxudeyangguangyibubuzouchuduoqutaliunianqingchundedifang。
tazaoyijingtunquyingerfei，bazhangdadebaixixiaolianmeiyouduoshaoxuese，wuguanyiranjingzhixiaoqiaochunmei，gaotiaodeshencaiwubixueshou，kanzhefengchuijidao，bufaqueyichangjianding。
guimichengyueweiyiyanjiurenchulexiyao：“ayao。”
takuaibuzouguolaibaolexiyaoyixiahoufangkai，yanlidexiaolianzhanfangchuyigeyuyuedexiaorong。
“ayao，gongxizhonghuoxinsheng。wozhaodashijinisuanleyigua，tashuoniyihouderenshenghuiwubishunchangqiedafudaguini。”
“danyuanshi。”xiyaowendao：“xiaoyihelinshenni，meigenniyiqilaima？”
“linshenzaijiaweinijiefengxichenzuozhunbeini，xiaoyijintianganghaokaoshi，qingbulejia。”
“neixianzainengquxuexiaozhaotama？”xiangdaoerzi，xiyaokusedexinzangfanqiyisisitianyi，yijingpobujidaixiangkandaota。
liunianqian，taduzilidehaizimeiyoubeiqinmingzhoudeduotaiyaodadiao。
yinweiyouyiweiguirendebangmang，tatoutouzaijianyushunlishengxiaxiaoyi，bingsongchuyuwai，youkanzhetazhangdadeyongrenlinshenzhaogu。
zheijinianlai，meigeyuelinshenhuozhechengyueweidouhuidaixiaoyilaikanta。
tasuanshiyilukanzhezijierzijiankangchengzhang。
chengyueweiyanlidexiaolianxixiyixiao，wanshangxiyaoxianxideshoubei。
“zhidaonixiangerzila，congzheikaichedaoxiaoyixuexiaochabuduoganghaokaowanfangxue，zou，womenqujieta。”
xiyaoshanglechengyueweitingzaibuyuandejiaoche。
hongsedexuefolanhenkuaishiliyuandi。
chengyueweishigecongmingren，yemeishuobiede，zhishibuduanhexiyaoshuozhexiaoyideshi。
meicitanjianjianmianshijianyouxian，xiyaocongmeitingguoxiaoyishenghuoshangdezheixieshi，yilutingdefeichangrenzhen。
yigebanxiaoshihou，liangrendaodamudedi。
yinweiganghaofangxue，xuexiaomenkoujimanlelaijiexiaohaidejiazhang，renaochengdubushucaishichang。
zheiyangrichangputongdehuamianduiyuxiyaoyijingbiandefeichangmosheng，fangzaixigaishangdeshuangshoukaishishoujin。
chengyueweiyizhizailiuyizheta，kanchutadejinzhang，titiedikaikoudao：“ayao，zheilitaiduorenle，nijiuzaicheshangdengzheba，woqujiexiaoyiguolaijiuxing。”
“buyong，woheniyiqiqu。”
zheicaishizhengchangrendeshenghuo，tazongshiyaozhongxinshiyingde。
xiaoyihaimeiyouchulai，xiyaohechengyueweizhanzairenqunzhong，muguanghesuoyoujiazhangyiyangluozaixuexiaodamenchu。
xuexiaodamenbuduanyouxiaohaichulaibeijiazhangjiezou。
youyigekanzhesiwusuidadexiaonvhaiermoyangjingzhidexianggeyangwawaside，yinweitaiguopiaolianghaokanyichulaijiuxiyinlezhongrendemuguang。
xiyaobuyouyeduokanletajiyan。
xiaonvhaierhexiyaomuguangduishang，jiaobutingdunleyixia，ranhouyibubuchaoxiyaozouguolai，zhanzaixiyaomianqianyangzhexiaonaodaifeichangzhuanzhudidingzhexiyaokan。
chengyueweiyefaxianlexiaonvhaier，wanxiayaoweixiaowendao：“xiaomeimei，nishiyoushenmeshima？”
xiaonvhaiermeiyouhuidachengyueweidehua，nenbaidexiaoshoushenchuzhuazhuxiyaolianggenshouzhi。
“mami，nizhendeshimami。”
zhinendetongyinrangxiyaohunshenyizhen，xindituranyougushuobuchulaideganjue，zhenggerendoulengzhule。
xiayimiao，chongguolaiyigedamabaxiaonvhaierbaoqilai，jinghunweidingdao：“da**ye，nikezhenshihesiwole。”
xiaonvhaierguaiguaipazaidamajianshang，lianshangyiranmeishenmebiaoqing，danliangjingjingdedayanyizhidingzhexiyaokan。
damawenxiyaohechengyuewei：“wojiada**meijinimenzaochengshenmemafanba。”
chengyueweijianxiyaokanxiaonvhaierkanchuleshen，bianhuidadama：“meiyoumeiyou，tazhishirencuomamale。”
damashenqingyouyisiguguai，danyemeishuoshenmehenkuaibaozhexiaonvhaierzoule。
tamenliqushi，xiyaofenmingtingdaoxiaonvhaieryouchongzhetajiaoleyishengmami。
“huishenle。”chengyueweipaixiangxiyaodejianbang，xiyaozheicaijiangluozaixiaonvhaiershenshangdeshixianshouhui。
“mouyinshangshuoxiaohaiziyinweizhangdeaikanbudaodarenmendelian，henduoshihoukanyifurenren，rencuobamadeyebushao，kanlaiqueshishini。buguohaizhenbieshuo，gangcaidexiaonvhaieryanjingzhangdetingxiangnide。”
“tadeyanjingzhangdeshiyouxiexiangwo。”lianxiyaobenrenyewufafourenzheiyidian。
xuexiaodamenlingyibian，gangcaineidamabahuailijingzhipiaoliangdexiaonvhaierfangzaiyiliangbinlidehouchezuo。
“qinxiansheng，wowenguolaoshile，jintianda**zaixuexiaomeiyouteshudeshiqingfasheng，yizhengtianxialaiyoushuoguoshiliugezini。”
zuozaihouchezuodenanrenjunmeiwushuang、qizhijinleng，meishenmebiaoqingdiqing：“ng。”leyisheng。