『woyuchunde……meimeia，kuailaigegeshenbian』
jintouxianxuedefangjianli，fumudaozaidishang，tiexiubandexingweilingrenzhixi，zhiyougegeduzizhulizhe。fabuchushengyindewo，kanzhegegezoujin，zaikonghuangzhongpuxiangzheiweiyideyikao。
“zenmeban？”——haowuyiyidiqiujiuzhe，gegebaozhulewo。detaocaixing、jiuhuche、jingcha——wushucihuizainaozhongpanxuanzhiji，gegehuranjiaolewodemingzi。
……zheishi，wogandaoleweihegan。
weishenme…zheigerenhuianranwuyang？mingmingdaochudoushixue。suirannaohaizhongfuxianchumouzhongkenengxing，keshi，wohaishiyuanyixiangxinwenroudegege。
『对不起』
huaibaoruciwennuan，weidugegedeshouquebinglengwubi。
“哥哥？”
『zenmele？』——neiwenroudeshengyinquemeiyouhuiying。
huiguoshenlai，wodeshentiyijingdaozailedishang。
并不觉得痛。
zhishi，haoleng，binglengcigu。
wozuolezheiyangyigeemeng。
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zheishimingweixiayouyaliudeshaonvsuobianzhideguijigushi。
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“呐，哥哥？”
“嗯？”
“gegetaoyanbabamamama？”
“ei？zenmekenenga，turanshuoshenmeni？”
tayilianfazineixindekunhuo，zheifanying『yiruwangchang』。
talikefoudingdeyangzirangwosonglekouqi，“a，yeshini。”jiuweihuijiadegegelianshangdaizhexiaorong。
“woyexianghegegeshangtongyigexuexiaoni。ganjuekeyiyikaonihenduoshi。”
“wu…dagaibuxingba。”
“好刻薄！”
“yinweinichengjigenbushangba。erqie，yebushishenmetebiehaodexuexiaola。”
shuoqilai，gegeturanshuoyaoshangzongjiaoleixuexiaodeshihou，wohaiyiweichuleshenmeshi，zhuizhewenlehaoduobian“weishenme？weishenme？”。
meicitadouhuida“yinweibeiyaoqingle”。
fumushineizhong“quxihuandedifangjiuhao”deren，laoshishuo，woyebingbuxiangwangquneizhongdifang。bijingyigebancailiangsangeren，zuicandeshihoushenzhizhiyouyigeren，zaizenmeshuoyetaidiyuleba。renshuneimeshaodehua，gancuihebingbanjibujiuhaole？danbeigaozhi“xuexineirongbutong”。huashizheimeshuola…
huashuohuilai，yinweishijisuzhixuexiao，gegehenshaohuijia。jibianruci，womenjibenshangbaochizhelianxi。dianhuafeiqian，suoyibutaidahenjiu，danyoujianjihushimeitiandoufa。neirongdaduoshizuoyelibudongdedifang，huozheyixiewuguanjinyaodezhaopian，youhuoshijintiandefancaizhileide。yinweigegezonghuirenzhendihuifu，wojiubuyoudesaqijiaolai。danfanguolai，gegezhudonglianxiwodeshihouhenshao，erqieguanyuxuexiaodeshi，qishitayemeizenmexiangxigenwoshuoguo。shujiazuoyeyaozhenglizongjiaoxiangguanneirong，wowen“zongjiaoleidexuexidouzuoxieshenme？”，yemeidedaoshenmeyoucankaojiazhidehuida。
“haoqiguaie，mingmingshoujishiziyoude。erqiezhifuyegaizaoguole。”
“ma，jibenshangzheixieshibeiyunxude。”
erqiexuexiaodemingzijiaoshenme“zhoushugaozhuan”，tingqilaijianzhixianggezhapianjituan。weishenmequ“zhoushu”zheizhongmingzi，wodaoxianzaihaihenyihuo。zuijincaizhidaozaijingdouhaiyousuojiemeixiao。……suanle，zheixiedouwusuoweila。
fanzhengwoyaoqudeshiwanquanbutongdedifang。suiranwocaichuer，danbixumanmanquedingweilaidefangxiangle。
ai——kaoshizhentaoyana——wozheiyangbaoyuanzhe，gegebianhuluanroulerouwodetou。
“yaohaohaokaoshanggaiqudedifanga。”
“a，nizaiquxiaowo！”
“没有没有。”
na，yihuierqumaidongxiba？haojiumeijianle，yexiangquchidiantiandedongxi。quchifujinkafeidiandexincaidanba。woyigunaoershuochugezhongyuanwang，gegesuirantanzheqi，haishishuozhe“haohaohao”quzhunbeile。
yinweihenkuaiyouyaojianbudaole。
shaoweirenxingyixiayemeiguanxiba。
huashuohuilai，zhiqiantidaodeshuaigemeinvtongxuedeshiyexiangtingtingni——yibianzheiyangxiangzhe，woyekaishizuozhunbei。
wojuedewohegegeguanxisuanshitinghaode。conglaimeichaoguojia……budui，jiusuanwoshengqihuozhenaobieniu，gegeyezongshixianggedarenyiyangyingdui，suoyigenbenchaobuqilai。
suirannianlingxiangjin，danzhengyinweiruci，tongbantongxuejingchangzheimeshuowomen。pengyouzhijianhaoxiangdaduochaojiachaodehenxiong。suiranyoudianxianmu，danwoyezhidaoregegeshengqihuihenkepa，suoyiweichixianzhuangjiuhaole。
zhengyinweiruci，neigemengcairucimohubuqing。weishenmehuizuoneiyangdemengni？bu，buguomenglidegegehaoxiangyebingmeiyouzaishengqi。
neime，weishenmehuibianchengneiyangni？
……suanle，wusuoweile。
梦终究是梦嘛。
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zheiyangdexianshi，wocaibuyao。