第1章

1988年,北京。

“xiaoqiu,huotongzhirenhenbucuo,zheiciguonianhuinanjing,nimenjiuqulingzheng,yihoudingjunanjing,zheiyangwomenfunvyekeyizaorituanju。”

shenzhiqiutingzhedianhuaneitoushenfuxinxidishengyin,yingleyisheng:“hao。”

tayijingdinglehuochepiao,jiuzaiyigeyuehoudelaba。

neitou,shenfuyoushuo:“duile,biewangjihaohaoganxienixiaoshuzheixienianduinidezhaogu,daoshihoua,yeqingtalaihebeixijiu。”

“……好。”

shenzhiqiudeyanshenyidiandianandanxialai。

queshi,tayinggaihaohaoganxiefuboyang。

bijingduishenzhiqiulaishuo,tabujinshitadexiaoshu,yeshitadelaoshi,gengshitacong16suiqijiuxihuandenanren。

erxianzai,tayaojiehunle,yegaiganxietadechengquan。

zhengshitadejujue,chengquanletadehunyin。

guaduandianhua,yizhiheibeidagoushangqiangongzheshenzhiqiudexiaotui。

tajiaoxiaohei,wunianqianguojiayinjinlexidemuyangquan,xiaoheijiushiguoneizizhufanyuchudedisandaijingquan,shishenfusongtadeliwu。

shenzhiqiuditou,duishangxiaoheiheibuliuqiudeyanjing。

它在安慰她。

shenzhiqiuqiangyanhuanxiao,qinnidefumozhexiaoheidenaodai。

zheishi,damenchuchuanlaidongjing。

yigeshenchuanheisezhongshanzhuang,shencaixiuzhangdenanrenzoulejinlai。

tadaizheyinsewukuangyanjing,mianronglengjun,32suidenanren,zhengshizuiyoumeilidenianji。

shenzhiqiushoulianxinshen,zoushangqianwen:“xiaoshu,nihuilaile,chiwanfanlema?wojiniliule……”

fuboyangdanshengdaduanta:“buyong,wochiguole。”

shenzhiqiuyouxiegangadezhanzaiyuandi。

yanshenpiejianfuboyangxiongqiankoudaishangbiezhedegangbi,youshiyileng。

shixinde,bushizijisongdeneizhi。

zheishi,xiaoheidiaozhefuboyangdetuoxieguolaile,huanjieleganga。

fuboyangditoukanzhexiaohei,queshiculemei:“zenmehaimeibatasongzou?”

shenzhiqiuchuixiayanlian,dishengshuo:“wodasuanbatasonghuiwobabashenbian,zhengzailianxikaopuderen。”

jianfuboyangyaozou,tayourenbuzhuwen:“wosongdegangbi……”

fuboyangsuikoudao:“nisongdeneizhigangbihuaile,yayasongleyizhixinde。”

他说完就上楼了。

shenzhiqiukanzhetadebeiying,yandijuqiyicengshuiwu。

shenzhiqiumuqinzaowang,fuqin**jing,pingshigongzuohenmang。

shisuineiniantayigerenduzizaijiashi,chadianbeiyitubaofufuqindexiongfanzhuazhu。

zheijianshizhihou,waigongjiujiangtadaidaobeijing。

tabianyeyujianlefuboyang。

fuboyangshiwaigongzhanyoudexiaoerzi,zhenggedayuandexiaoyibeidoudejiaotayishengxiaoshu。

xiaoshuduitahenhao,zhidaotayoushuxuefangmiandetianfu,jiuqinzijiaota。

18sui,takaojinletasuozhijiaodedaxue,chengletaweiyidexuesheng,yezhujinletajia。

tamentongchitongzhu,wanshangyoukongdeshihou,haihuiyiqidaizhexiaoheizaidayuanlisanbu。

tayiweitamennengyizhizheiyangguoxiaqu,zhiyoutamenlianggeren,meiyourendarao。

kebannianqian,fuboyangdeshouxiaduoleyigenvxueshengluyaya。

taduizheigenvxueshenghenguanzhao。

zicongluyayalaileyanjiusuo,fuboyangkuazandeduixiangjiucongtabianchengleluyaya。

“yaya,nigongzuohennuli,jiayishiri,yidingbizhiqiudouyaochuse。”

“niyaoxiangxinziji,nidetianfuhenchuzhong”……

shenzhiqiuhaipataxihuanshangluyaya,meirenzhuhefuboyangbiaobai。

zicongneiyihou,tajiuduitabirushexiemengshoule。

erfuboyangzhisuoyiyaotabaxiaoheisongzou,shiyinweiluyayajitianqianlaijialishi,xiaoheichaotaquanfei。

dangshiluyayahaipadewozaifuboyanghuaizhong。

eryixiangkezhishoulidefuboyangjingranjiangtalanzaihuaili,zishizhizhonghuzheta,dengluyayayizou,tajiurangshenzhiqiubaxiaoheisongzou。

mudufuboyangdebeiyingxiaoshizaitashixianli,shenzhiqiuhuiguoshenlai。

moleyibalian,caifaxianzijiliuleile。

shenzhiqiuyongzhijianmodiaoleihen,muguangbiandeqingming。

她要走了。

taxiang,zheiyidingshitazuihouyiciweifuboyangliulei。