oujinchuandunzhujiaobu,huitou,“yeran,nizhendeshede?”
taxiangshitingdaoyigexiaohua,buguanzenmejujueyeshuaituobuledeyeran,yongjinshouduanyaojiajitadeyeran,chuyuhoufeijinxinjibotaguanzhudeyeran,jingranshuoyaofangqita。
yeranbieguotou,tonghongdeyanjingkanzhetianhuaban,“woshede。oujinchuan,nibushiwodeweiyi,yebushiwoweiyiaiguodenanren,woshuolihunbushijiahua。”
oujinchuan,nibushiwodeweiyi。
yeranzheijuhua,jiqioujinchuanwumingnuhuo。
“nimeizigetilihun,yaotiyeshiwoti!”oujinchuanqiangshidirengxiazheiju,shuaimenlikai。
tazouhou,bingfangjingmodekepa。
yeranchuxianduanzandexuanyun,tacongxiaojiaoshengguanyangzhangda,meiyoushenmezhuiqiu,tadexinyangzhiyououjinchuan。
ruguomeiyououjinchuan,tabuzhidaoweihehuozhe,huozheyouyoushenmehaochu。
keyixiangdao,meiyoutadejingu,oujinchuanhuiaishangbieren,heqitarenjiehunshengzi,tayouganjuedaohuangkongbuan。
真的就这样结束吗?
zhixiangyuanyuandekanzhetama?
shijianfangfodouzaidaoliu,ciyandebaiguangzhaozhetadeyanjing,tahaishixiangnianyiqiandeoujinchuan,buguantazuocuoshenmedouhaowubaoliuxiangxindeoujinchuan。
jinchuan,yaoshiwokuaisile,nihuibuhuiduokanwoyiyan?
ruguoneng,woxiangwohaishibuyaohuozhele。
xianruyipianheian,yeranzuoleyigemeng,chuanzhexiaofudeoujinchuanzuozaihuashili,“nixihuanshenme?”
“我喜欢你……”
yangguangxia,yeranchuanzhequnzidazheyangsanhuitouwangzheoujinchuanweixiao,neigeshihououjinchuanyinrenzhumu,taxianggegenpichongyiyanggenzaioujinchuandeshenhou,zhiyaoyounvshengsongqiaokelijioujinchuan,shouxiankendingbeitajiezhu,ranhoutoutoudechidiao。
hunshuizhong,yeranzuijiaogouqiweixiao。
yibeizizheimezhang,weihetapianpiansixingbugaixihuanoujinchuanyige。
漫长的化疗结束。
yeranliangliangqiangqiangzouchulai,quanshenzaifadou,liansecanbai。
yuanlaizuohualiaozheidongxibingbuhaoshou,ertakeyushengdouyaozaizheigedifangduguo。
huran,yidaoshenyingdangzaitamianqian,yerantaiqitou,zhijianxunuoyigaijiaoruo,juaoditiaoxin:“yeran,nikandaowojiutaobi,shizhidaonizaijinchuanxinzhongdeweizhibibuguowole?”
yeranbengjinxiaolian,“shuozheijuhua,nibujuedezijihen**?”
“bibuguonitianbuzhichidelaizaijinchuandeshenbian。”
“niyoushenmezigeshuowo?”yeranningshizhexunuo,“youxieshiwobushuo,budaibiaowobuzhidao!woxiangxinnibiwogengqingchu,niweishenmenengdaizaioujinchuandeshenbian,buyaozaibiwo,fouzeniyebiexianghejinchuanzaiyiqi。”
xunuopielepiezui,bukenfushu,“shinifuqinbizhejinchuanquleni,buranjinchuanzaojiuhewojiehunle,yeran,buyaoyiweijinchuanaiderenshini,tacongweiaiguoni,shinihuozainibianzhidemengli。”
yeranlengxiao,“xunuo,nizhidaozijideshenfenma?woheoujinchuanshilingzhengdefuqi,ernibuguoshigexiaosan,renrenhandadexiaosan,nizenmeyouyongqizaiwomianqianheng。”
“ni……”xunuoyaoyaqiechi,duiyerantonghenbuyi,“nibushishuoguoyaohejinchuanlihun!zuihaoshuodaozuodao,biesilaizheoutaitaizheigeweizhi。”
yeranhuerqingxiao:“xunuo,nitixingwole。nitinghao,ruguotayaogenwolihun,wotichudeweiyidiantoudetiaojianjiushitabunenghenijiehun。”
“yeran!”xunuohongzheyankuang,yonglidetuisangyeran,“nizheige**,wojiuzhidaonimeianhaoxin,wozhaogulejinchuansannian!oujiazaojiubushinidetianxiale,niyongyuandoudebudaotadexin,jinchuanyidinghuiquwo。”
yeranmeishenmeliqi,beixunuozheiyangyitui,zhenggerenzhuangdaoqiangshang,houbeitongdemamule,tazhouzhemei,huanzhuxuanyun,shentiquechuxianleyixiebushi,fubuxiangshibeichuizidaleyiyang,shuangtuibutingdezaidou。
turan,xunuozhuazhutadeshou,yeranhaowufankangdenengli,renpingtazhuazhu,jinyoudeyishikanxiangxunuo。
xunuoyijingguizaidishang,butingdeqiurao,“yeran,wozhidaocuole,bazhanlejinchuansannian,shiwobudui,tashinidelaogong,wobuhuizaiyouwangxiangle,zhixiwangnibuyaohuailejinchuandemingsheng,rangbierenxiaohuale。”