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zhouchendagaizaiheneinvhaigongduliangxiao,bingmeimashangkandaoxiaoxi。

duzizuoshangfanchengdehuoche,zailaheishanchutadezuihouyimiao,wokanleyantadepengyouquan。

womenhuxiangpeibanleshushinian,lianaisinian。

shengmingzhongdemeigezhongdashijian,douyoubicideyingzi。

zhouchenyizhidoujilewozugoudeanquangan。

tahuidadafangfangdeguanxuan,huibawojieshaojitashenbiandexiongdi,huijiwotadechuzuwuyaochi,tantandangdang。

zhouweisuoyoudepengyoudoushuowomenshimofanqinglv,xianqitatiantiandouzaixiuenai。

kexianzai,wokaishixiang,zheixiezhaopianshifoujinwokejian?

tadeneixiexiongdi,shibushidouzaihuxiangdayanhu?

meicishaichulaisongwodeliwu、zhuanzhangdehongbao,shibushibierenyeyouyifen?

tazaifazheixietianmipengyouquandeshihou,chuangshangtangzhedeyoushishei?

huran,woshuadaoleyizhangzhaopian。

riqishisinianqiandeliuyuefen,dayiganggangkaixue,julitaxiangwogaobaibuguoduanduanlianggeyue。

zhaopianshitaxinjiarudeshetuandahezhao,peiwenshi“xinshenghuokaishile”。

youxiajiao,zhanzaizuibuqiyanjiaoluolidenvhai,chunhongchibai,zhazheshuangmawei,chuanleyishenpiaoliangdesuihuaqunzi。

tadeshixian,tingzaizhouchenshenshang。

yuanlai……tamenneimezaojiurenshile。

我记起了很多事。

womencongdayikaishi,meitianwanshangdouhuibaodianhuazhou。

tahuigenwotucao,tamenxuexiaodenvshengmeiyouyigebideshangwo,douchundemeibian。

tashuoqishetuanlineigejiaojiangyuexindenvhai,shuotabuhuikanyanse、meiyoushenghuochangshi、bolixinyougongzhubing,haishuotachuanglehuo,zongzhaotashoushilantanzi。

daxuesinian,zheigemingzichuxianzaitazuilidepinlvqishibusuangao,yexu,shipawofashengduanni。

kewofanshoujidedongzuoyuelaiyuekuai,faxianpengyouquanligengduodezhusimaji。

jiaoshililuchupangbianyixiaojiezuoye,shangmiandezitijuanxiupiaoliang,yuanlaitajiuzuozaitashenpangpeitashangke;

juhuishiluchudeyipianxuebaijianbang,shangmianbanchuanbanyandeshizhouchendewaitao,henkexiaodeshi,neijianwaitaohaishiwoweitatiaode;

shitanglidexincaipin,duimianshishengmanlajiaoyoudexiaodiezi,zhouchenbuchila,neishibushi,yourenzuozaineixiaodiezihouyutagongxiangyipanshiwu?

neimeduo、neimeduodexiansuo。

yinweishiyidilian,suoyitamenruowupangrende、xinanlidedexiangshouzheifenaimei。

shibushitazaojiushentoutashenghuo,tamenbicipeibandeshijian,yuanbiwoduodeduo?

woshenzhibujidecongshenmeshihoukaishi,tazaitakouzhongdefengping,jianjianyoulebianhua。

shizaijianjianwangjimeiwanhewoshipindeshihou,haishizaixiaoxiyuehuiyuemandeshihou,youhuozheshiwanshangbudaobadianjiugenwoshuoyaoshuiledeshihou?

wobuzhidao,woneishi,rengbazheiyiqieguijieyuwomenyuelaiyueshuxi,huacaihuiyuelaiyueshao。

tahuigenwonuchishetuanjuhuishangyouxuezhangqiangxingjijiangyuexinguanjiu,yushitagenneiweixuezhangdadachushou,shuangfangdoujianlexue,taquyiyuanfenglesanzhen。

woqidezaidianhuashipinlimatabuzhifencun。

“没关系。”

jingtouzhongdezhouchenbeibaochengyigezongzi,haiyouxianxinxiaoxixidegenwoxuanyao:“tabiwoshangdezhongduole。”

wojikule,yifangmian,woweitagandaojiaoao,wodenanpengyou,shigehuiganyubaohuruoshifangdeyingxiong。

lingyifangmian,woquehennanguo,tashoulezheimeyanzhongdeshang,woqueshenmeyezuobule,lianquyiyuanzhaogutadoubuxing。

neitian,zhouchenbaozheshoujianweilewohaojiu,haifalepengyouquan,peitushiwoweitadiandeshangyuanwaimai。

kezaizheitiaopeiwen“laopojidiandewaimai”depengyouquanli,woquezhuyidao,zhaopiandebianyuanluchuyijiaosuihuaqunbai,buzixikangenbenfaxianbule。

yuanlai,zaoyoubiedenvhaibatazhaogudehenhao。

neixiewoweiletazhanzhuannanmiandeye,neixiehuaichuaizheqidai,yitiantianshuzherilideshiguang。

tadoujiarenzaipang,wandebuyilehu。

那我是什么?

我们,又算什么?