yiyewumian。hanyitangzaibinglengdechuangtashang，naohaizhongfantengzheguowangdesuipian，rutongbeikuangfengjuanqidekuye。taxiangqisuqingrangyizaibiwentadeneigewenti：“hanyi，duinieryanyunyidaodishishenme？”
neigezongshidizhetou、shenshangdaizhecaoyaoweidexiaoshenying；
meicitashengbingdouhuizaitashenbianzhaoguta；
beitaguanjinchaifangkuleyiye，diertianbeilaowufangchulaihouhaiguazheleihenfushitaxishu；
yicicidejiangtadadiaozaididecaoyaoshiduoqilaihouhaiduitajichuyimobujieyideweixiao；
beitanongshanghoutoutouzangqilaijishangkoushangyao，queconglaibuhantengyebushuoweiqu。
yuexianghanyiyuebeicongzhonglai，fangfobaneishihoudeyunyidairudaoleziji。
zheiyangxianglaitazhendehenjianqiang，yehenyongxindeshifengzheta，zhiweihaileneijilianganzangtadiedeboyin，renlaorenyuan，renrufuzhongdezaijiangjunfudaileshinian。
tachengren，yikaishitashizhendehentaoyanyunyi，taoyantashenshangpojiudeyifu，taoyantazhengriqudaotengneixiehuahuacaocaomanshenniba，haiyoutaneihuangkongbuandeshuangyan。
houlaisuizheshijiandetuiyi，neigecunbubuligenzaitashenhoufushitatadexiaoyatouzhanggaole，yepiaoliangle，shencaimanmiao，quxianlinglong。yanjinglidehuangkongbianweilejueqiangyuwenrou。weiyibubiandeshihunshenneigudandandecaoyaowei。
qile“maileta”zheigedaidudewanxiaozhiqian，tatingdaofuliyongrenzaihouhuayuanyibianzhecai，yibianxianliao，taolunqilequnianlifudechunjuanyatouzhunbeishengbaobaole，buzhizendejiubahuatiyindaoleyunyishenshang。
chufangdezhangshenshuodao：“yunyiyatou，nifushishaoyeyeshinianle，keyoudasuanheshijizijishushen？”
yuanbenanjingtingzhetamenliaotiandeyunyilengleyixia，suijiyingfuzheshuodao：“dengwozhaodaoleruyilangjun，wojiuxiangshaoyeshushen。”
toutingqiangjiaodehanyishunjianheilelian。zheiyatou，yidianyebubenfen！zaijiangjunfushinian，chitadeyongtadezhutade，haixiangzhezhaogeruyilangjunlikaixiangfu！
tanaohailijingfuxianchuleyunyihuazhejingzhidezhuangrong，mantouzhuchai，chuanzhefengguanxiapeizaidongfanglibeirenxiankaigaitoudeyangzi，neishihoudeyunyikendingshihaixiuweixiaozhe，hanqingmaimaidekanxiangtade“ruyilangjun”。
tashunjiannuhuozhongshao。zhishizijidehuanxiangtadoujuedebunengjieshou。tageqiongkuyatou，kanlaishizijizuijinjiletajitianhaoriziguo，jingkaishidecunjinchile。haixiangjiaren，haixianglikai。
suijitajiaolaishouxiaeryuyifan，buyihuier，zuihongloudeguanshimamabianshangmenlaizhaoyunyile。
“yunyiguniang，xiaohanjiangjunshuobanimaijiwomenla。”hongloumamadeshengyinjianruicier，zaishufangdounengtingdao。buyihuier，yunyiguorankuzhepaohuilaiguizaitajiaobian，qiutabuyaojiangtamaiquhonglou，tazhidaocuole。
yunyiyoushenmecuotabuzhidao，gujiyunyizijiyebuzhidao。danshiwuyuanwuguyaomaileta，neijiusuantajintianqichuangdalegehaqiandoushicuo。
takanzheguizaidishangkudeleiyulihuadeyunyi，tingzheyunyiqiutarangtaliuxia，xinlijingganjuedaolemanzu。
taxiguanlexinfanyiluanshi，zhiyaoshaoshaodiaonan，jiunengkandaoneizhangxuanranyuqi、zhinengyangtabixidelian，neiniuqudizhengmingzhetabei“xuyao”demanzugan；
tashenzhixiguanlezaineixiekuzaochenzhongdezerenzhiwai，youzheiyangyigebeiweidecunzai，keyirangtasuiyirounie，xuanshizhetajueduidezhangkong。
他从未想过失去。
zhidaotazhendezoule，zoudeneimepingjing，neimejuejue。
tacaijingjue，neikansigaogaozaishangdeweizhi，shizeyaoyaoyuzhui。tayiciciyong“maidiao”laiweixie，buguoshixiangkantajinghuangshicuodipuguolai，yongyanleiheaiqiugaosuta：taxuyaota，talibukaita。neijixingdemanzugan，shitaquerenzijijiazhideniuqufangshi。tacongweixiangguo，tadexinyeshirouzhangde，yehuitong，yehuilei，yehui……chedijuewang。
yuanlai，libukaideneigeren，yizhishita。
zhishizheichilaidedunwu，daizhechilaideduntonghejudadexiuchi。jiaoaoruta，ruhenengqingyiditou？ruhenengchengrenzijijingduiyigecengshirucaojiedeyatou……
tianseweiming，hanyimengdizuoqishen，yanzhongshixuesi，gengshiqiansuoweiyoudeqingmingyujuejue。tabixuquzhaota！jieshizuoyezhaoxiangerdezhuxinzhiyan，gaosuta……gaosutashenme？neiju“xihuan”kazaihoulongli，tangdetaxinhuang。tafanzaodizhualebatoufa，zuizhongdingxialeyigetanengshuochukou、yezuijiejinzhenxiangdedixian：zhishao，yaorangtazhidao，taduitaeryan，juebujinjinshigeyahuan！
taxunsuxishugengyi，daizheyigupofuchenzhoudeqishilakaifangmen。raner，gangtachuyuanzi，neimoshuxide、wenwandeshenyingbianrutongzaoyiyuliaodaoyiban，chuxianzaihuilangjintou。
“jiangjunqidezhenzao。”zhaoxiangerkuankuanzoulai，xiaorongmingmei，shouzhongduanzheyigejingzhideshihe，“xiangerqinshouzuolexieshudidexiaodianxin，xiangzhejiangjunzuoriyinlebushaojiu，zhenghaonuannuanwei。”tazirandidangzhulehanyidequlu。
hanyimeitoujinsuo，qiangyazhebunai：“junzhufeixin，hanmouhaiyouyaoshi，dianxinshaohouzaiyong。”tashituraoguota。
zhaoxiangerqueqingyingdinuoleyibu，zaicidangzhu，lianshangdexiaorongbubian，yanshenquedaizheyisitanjiuheburongjujuedejianchi：“zaiyaojindeshi，yejibuguoshenti。jiangjunmobushi……yunyiguniangyouchuleshenmeshima？”taguyishitanzhekaikou，xinzhongyiranbuyue。
hanyibeitayierzaidezulanchedijinu，yelandezaiweichineixuweideketao，shengyinlenglexialai：“junzhu，yunyizhishi，bulaojunzhuguaxin。hanmouziyoufencun！”
“ziyoufencun？”zhaoxiangerlianshangdexiaorongdanlexie，shengyinyelenglejifen，“jiangjundefencun，jiushiweiyigeqinglounvzi，sanfanliangcipaoxiabengong，shenzhibuxidingzhuanghuangshu？jiangjunkecengxiangguo，nirucixingjing，jiangbengongzhiyuhedi？youjiangwoshuwangfudeyanmianzhiyuhedi？wofuwangxinzhongyinyinqipan……”
“junzhu！”hanyimengdidaduanta，shengyinbugao，quedaizhezhandingjietiedejuejue，muguangzhishizhezhaoxiangerneishuangdaizhezhiwenheweiqudeyanjing，“hanmougannianjunzhuhouyi，yejingzhongshuwangdianxia。danyunyi……tayuhanmoueryan，juebujinjinshiyigexuyaozhaofudeyahuanneimejiandan！”
zheijuhua，rutongjinglei，zhaxiangzaiqingchendehuilangli。
zhaoxiangerlianshangdexueseshunjiantunjin，duanzheshihedeshouzhimengdishoujin，zhijiefanbai。
zheiyici，tameiyousihaoyouyu，gengmeiyoujizhaoxiangerzaicizulandejihui。tamengdiceshen，jihushidaizheyigujuejuedeqishi，dabuliuxingdicongzhaoxiangershenbiancajianerguo！neijianyingdejianjiashenzhibuxiaoxinzhuangdaolezhaoxiangershouzhongdeshihe，jingzhidedianxingunluoyidi。
zhaoxiangerliangqiangyibu，daidaidikanzhehanyitouyebuhui、juejueliqudebeiying，youditoukanzhesanluoyidide、zijiqinshouzuodedianxin，rutongbeidangzhonghenhenshanleyijierguang！wenwandemianjuchedisuilie，zhishengxianiuqudefennuhebinglengdehenyi。
hanyiqueyigubudeshenhou。
tachongchujiangjunfudamen，qingchenweiliangdekongqiyongrufeifu，daizheyizhongzhengtuoshufudechangkuai。neiju“juebujinjinshigeyahuan”shuochukou，fangfoxiexialeqianjinzhongdan。suiranneigengshendexinyiyijiunanyiqichi，danzheiyishitacikenengjichude、zuijiejinzhenxiangdechengnuohe……gaobai。
tafanshenshangma，yijiamafu。
junmasiming，sitifanfei，chaozhechengdongneipiandenghuosuixi、queqiandongtaquanbuxinhundefangxiang——zuihonglou，jichierqu！
shenhoushijiangjunfuchenzhongdemenfeihesanluoyididedianxin，shenqianshichushengdechaoyangheneigetabixuzhuazhuderen。
zuihongloubieyuandeqingchen，longzhaozaiyipianyonglandejijingzhong。guniangmendaduosuzuiweixing，weiyoujishengqingcuideniaomingdianzhuizheanning。zayixiaosidazhehaqian，shuiyanxingzhongdilakaichenzhongdehoumen，zhunbeikaishiyitiandesasao。
mengangkaiyitiaofeng，yigegaodajiqiedeshenyingjiumengdijilejinlai，chadianbatazhuangdao。xiaosizhengyaofanu，yitaitou，duishanghanyineishuangbumanhairenxuesi、chongchizhejiaozaohemouzhongbuguyiqieshenqingdeyanjing，shunjianhedehunfeiposan，shuiyiquanwu！
“jiang……jiangjun？”xiaosideshengyindoudebuchengyangzi。
“yunyizaina？！”hanyideshengyinsiyadichen，daizheburongzhiyidemingling，meiyigezidouxiangconghoulongliyingjichulai。
xiaosibeitashenshangporendeshaqihedetuiruan，jihushibennengdi、zhandouzheshouzhixiangbieyuanshenchuneitiaoyoujingdezoulang，jiejiebabadao：“zui……zuihouneijian……biyiguniang……”
huayinweiluo，hanyiyiruyizhenfengbanyueguota，dabuliuxingdichaozhezoulangjintouchongqu。chenzhongdejiaobushengzaijijingdeqingchenxiandegewaituwu，jingfeilewuyanxiajizhizaoqidemaque。
bieyuanlijingqiaoqiaode。hanyilaidaozoulangjintouneishanjinbidefangmenqian，gangxiangtaishouqiaomen，muguangquebeipangbianbankaidexiaochuangxiyinleguoqu。
chenguangxiwei，touguochangkaidechuangling，rouhedisaruxiaoxiaodefangjian。chuangbian，yigexianxideshenyingzhengbeiduizheta，zuozaiyimianmohudetongjingqian。
tazhichuanzheyishendanbodesusechouduanliyi，wuheirupudezhangfapisanzaijiantou，rutongshanghaodechouduan，liutangzheroushundeguangze。chenguanggoulechutayoumeidejingxiangxiantiaohedanboquelinglongdejianbei。taweiweicezhetou，luchuyixiaoduanyingbaixinidecelian，xianxiansushouzhengzhizhemushu，yixiaxiashulizheruyundezhangfa。dongzuoqingrouerzhuanzhu，daizheyizhongchenqiteyoudeyonglanhejingmizhimei，fangfoyifujingxinhuizhideshinvchenzhuangtu。
hanyiyanleyankoushui，youxiangqileneichangchunmeng，taganjuetineineituanhuoyouyaoshaoqilaile，zhinengzuanjinquantouqiangyazhuxinzhongyuwang。
tadejiaobudingzaileyuandi。suoyoudejiqie、jiaozao、zhunbeihaodehuayu，zaizheiyikedouninggule。tapingzhuhuxi，muguangtanlandi、jinhuchimidisuozaineimochenguangzhongdejianyingshang。zheishitacongweijianguodeyunyi——tunqulezuihongloudehuafuyuzhuangrong，xijinlejiangjunfubeiweidechentu，zhishengxiazuibenzhende、jingxindongpodechunjingyuroumei。meixindehaitanghuadianbuzai，etoushangneigebeitazashangdefenbayoujiuweidechuxianzaitayanqian。
时间仿佛静止了。
直到——
jingzhongmohudiyingchulechuangwaiderenying。
yunyishulizhangfadedongzuomengdidunzhu。tahuanhuandi、daizheyisijingyizhuanguotoulai。
四目相对！
hanyirutongbeizhuolexianxingdetoukuizhe，lianshangshunjianyongqijudadegangahehuangluan，xiayishidihoutuilebanbu，xinzangkuangtiaodejihuyaochongpoxiongtang。
yunyikanqingshita，yanzhongdejingyishunjianhuaweibinglengdejingtiheshuli。taxunsufangxiamushu，lajinliyidelingkou，zhanqishen，shengyindaizhechenqideweiyahehaobuyanshidelengyi：“hanjiangjun？daqingzaonizenmezaizhei？shanchuangnvziguige，shihedaoli？”
hanyibeitabinglengdezhiwenjingxing，lianshang**lade，jimangjieshidao：“wo……woyouyaojinshi！bixulikegennishuoqingchu！zuowan……zuowanbushinixiangdeneiyang！”tadeshengyinyoujiyouluan，yuwulunci。
yunyizoudaomenbian，bingweilikekaimen，gezhemenban，shengyinqingxidichuanchulai：“jiangjundeyaojinshi，yunubihegan？nubishenfenbeijian，bugandanwujiangjunzhengshi。jiangjunqinghuiba。”tadejujuegancuililuo。
“bu！nikaimen！rangwojinqushuo！”hanyijile，yonglipaileyixiamenban，“jiujijuhua！shuowanwojiuzou！”
menneichenmolepianke。huoxushihanyiyuqizhongdejiqiebusizuowei，huoxushibuxiangdaqingzaonaochutaidadongjingjingraopangren。menshuanqingxiang，fangmenbeilakaileyitiaofengxi。yunyizhanzaimennei，shenshangyipileyijiansusedewaishan，dangzhuleliyi，danwufayijiupisanzhe，gengchendexiaoliancangbai。tayanshenqingleng，daizhejiebei：“jiangjunqingkuaishuo。”
hanyijijinmen，fanshoujiangmenguanshang，gejuelewaimiandechenguang。xiaxiaodefangjiannei，mimanzhedandande、shuyutashenshangdeqixi，hunhezheqingchendeweiliang。zheishuxiyoumoshengdeqixiranghanyixintouyizhi，zhunbeihaodehuagengshiluanchengyituan。
“zuowan……zhaoxiangershuodeneixiehua，hunyanshenmede……doushitayixiangqingyuan！wocongweidayingguo！wohetazhijian，juewukeneng！”hanyijiqiedikaikou，muguangjinjindingzheyunyideyanjing，shituconglimianzhaodaoyisibodong。
yunyidebiaoqingmeiyourenhebianhua，yanshenpingjingwubo，fangfozaitingyigeyujiwuguandegushi。“junzhujinzhiyuye，yujiangjunmendanghudui，shitianzuozhihe。jiangjunshifouyingyun，shijiangjunyujunzhuzhijiandeshi，wuxugaozhinubi。”tadeyuqipingdandexiangzaichenshutianqi。
“bushigaozhini！”hanyibeitashulidetaiducidegengjiajiaozao，shengyinbuyoudebagao，“woshiyaogaosuni，woduitameineigeyisi！wo……wocongweibanidangxiarenkandai！”tazhongyushuochulezheijubiezaixinlixujiudehua，daizheyizhongguzhuyizhideyiwei。
zheijuhua，zhongyurangyunyideyanshenyouleyisibianhua。bushidongrong，ershiyizhongjiqishenkede、daizhenongzhongfengcidebeiai。taweiweiyangqixiaba，neishuangqinglengdemouzizhishizhehanyi，shengyinbugao，queziziqingxi，rutongbinglingzhuidi：
“wozhidao……niconglaizhibawodangyigewanwu。”
zheijuhuaxiangyibafenglidedaozi，henhenzhazaihanyidexinshang！tazhangzhezui，lianseshunjiancanbai，neixiebukandeguowangrutongzuiedudehuajuan，zaitapingjingdechensuxia，qingxidipuchenzaitamianqian，wukebianbo！
“wo……”hanyihoulongfajin，rutongbeiezhulebozi，yigeziyeshuobuchulai。neixietacengyiweilisuodangrande“wanxiao”he“chengfa”，cikezaitabinglengdezhiwenxia，xianderucichoulouhecanren！taxiangjieshineishinianshaowuzhi，xiangshuozijihouhuile，danzaitaneishuangdongxiyiqie、baohanshangtongyujuewangdeyanjingzhushixia，suoyoudebianjiedouxiandecangbaiwuli，xuweikexiao！
gangganglaideshihoutayouduoxinxinmanman，xianzaijiuyouduoyoukounanyan。
“jiangjun，”yunyikanzhetayakouwuyan、langbeibukandeyangzi，yanzhongzuihouyisibolanyeguiyuchenji，zhishengxiachedidebinglenghejuejue，“guoqude，nubibuxiangzaiti。jiangjundehouyi，nubichengshoubuqi，yewuxuchengshou。jiangjunruowuqita‘yaojinshi’，qinghuiba。nubihaiyaoshuzhuang，zhunbeiyingsheng。”
tazhuanguoshen，buzaikanta，zhongxinzuohuitongjingqian，naqimushu，duizhemohudejingying，yixiaxiashulizhezijidezhangfa。neibeiying，danboquetingzhi，rutongfengxuezhongyizhujujuezheyaodeqingzhu，jianghanyichedigejuezaitadeshijiezhiwai。
hanyijianglizaiyuandi，kanzhejingzhongtalengmodeceying，tingzheneidandiaodeshufasheng，zhijuedeyigujudade、binglengdejuewangrutongchaoshuibanjiangtayanmei。tasuoyoudejiqie、suoyoudejieshi、suoyoushituwanhuidenuli，douzaitapingjingerzhimingdezhiwenxia，suichenglejifen。
他输了。
输得一败涂地。
shenzhi，lianzhanzaizheili，douchengleduitadeyizhongdarao。
tazuihoushenshenkanleyiyanneigejuejuedebeiying，houlonggundonglejixia，zhongjiuyigeziyemeinengzaishuochukou。taxiangyijubeichoukonglelinghundemuou，shihunluopodizhuanguoshen，lakaifangmen，jinkenengweichizhe“jiangjun”zuihouneidianzunyan，kuobuzoulechuqu。